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1. not yet, darling girl.
“Hold on. Only a while longer. You’ve barely even made it to fifteen minutes.”
The softness in that voice led her to believe that maybe, just maybe , if she managed to keep her sounds under control for long enough, Jade wouldn’t notice if she--
“Victoria.” The strident tone had her fingers faltering, helplessly dropping the vibrator atop her trembling thighs. “Make me have to stop you again, and not only won’t you get to cum, but I’ll spank you so hard you’ll beg to cum from that alone - and trust me, it’d bring you way closer than you were just now, before I left you shaking and unsatisfied. Did I make myself clear?”
Dark eyes shut tightly, jaw clenching as she nodded her affirmation so that her lover wouldn’t notice the quiver to her chin. It had barely been an hour since they began, there was no way she'd be a little bitch and cry already.
“Use your words, little pet. Was I clear?”
“Yes.”
“What was that?”
“Y-Yes, ma’am.”
Tori’s eyes hadn’t opened just yet, but she knew that smile when she heard it, “Good girl.”
Not even two full minutes after, the poor woman was a whimpering mess, begging her girlfriend pitifully. “H-How much.. longer?”
A shoulder was lifted, azure eyes drinking in the toned body squirming in her sheets with sheer appraise. “I haven’t decided yet.”
The way brown eyes widened would’ve made Jade laugh, had they not been playing their favorite game. “What?! You can’t just--” Tori’s words died in her tongue the second cold, slender fingers curled around her throat.
“Do you need a reminder not to talk back to me? I’m already going easy on you, pretending I don’t see you moving that toy just out of reach when you’re too close. Perhaps you don’t deserve my generosity.” The whine those words caused nearly made Jade give in, but she retaliated by squeezing that pretty throat tighter . “Strike two, darling. One more, and everyone at work will wonder just why you won’t be sitting straight for a week.” An eyebrow rose at the gasp that left her girlfriend, nails digging painfully into a soft hip. “Look at you, clenching around nothing while you picture everybody knowing this is what you submit yourself to, every night. Such a show-off.”
Tori’s next moan was the loudest one yet, raw and utterly desperate, strong thighs trembling with the effort of staying still under her lover. “Please..”
“Please, what?”
“Please, let me cum, I.. I need--”
Jade swallowed thickly at the words, barely holding herself together at this point. Her eyes gazed at the timer, pale fingers loosening its grip around a tan throat. “Tell me when you’re close.”
The younger woman would take what she could get, too far gone by now to realize that the lack of direct permission was absolutely uncharacteristic of Jade and that alone should have been a concern, but really, she didn’t care because fuck, this felt too good.
Tori's wrist ached at the constant tension of holding the toy but there was no chance of her putting it down, and she feared switching hands would count as a third strike. Her lewd sounds grew in volume the longer she pressed it against herself, Jade's smoldering eyes right above her along with that strong stimulation making everything throb and honestly she didn't recall parting her lips to beg but before she even thought of it Jade's name spilled from her mouth in the wettest moan, Tori's entire body tensing as--
"Stop."
It was heartbreaking, really, the cry that left Tori's lips. Her eyes stung and her clit pulsed and she knew by the absolute lack of pressure and satisfaction that never came that she had been denied, but she hadn't been the one to move the toy this time. "Why.. I-I.."
"Who is this for, Tori?"
Confusion was so clear in coffee eyes, "Who.. who is what for?"
Jade's eyes flashed with something foreign and dangerously ardent. "Your pleasure. Who is it for?"
"I-I don't.." Tori could grasp the core of the kind of answer her lover waited for, but the wording combined with the nearly blissful state of mind she'd been tortured into caught her off guard.
Hooded brown eyes watched with despair as the vibrator was tossed away, just out of her reach. For a short moment, she forgot all about her aching frustration, desperation taking the forefront of her thoughts as she feared having said the wrong thing and caused Jade to end their night right there. Tori wasn't given enough time to stumble her way through an apology, though, those long fingers tightening around her throat once again.
"Me, darling. This orgasm is for me. You're mine, and your pleasure belongs to me. So don't you dare rush it, because I want it to absolutely destroy you."
Tori was painfully familiar with all the sharp edges of Jade's possessiveness and the delicious role it took in their intimacy, but it had never been this intense - her eyes burned with arousal, and it wasn't until this moment that Tori realized she hadn't been the only one aching at the wait. It ruined them both to hold back, but it would have killed Jade to give in before the time and not make Tori's reward fully worth it.
"Do you understand me?" There was a quiver to her lover's voice, blue orbs nearly dark with how large her pupils got.
Tori swallowed hard, knowing she was risking being left dry and empty, but unable to help herself but push more. "You might have to ask me again."
It only took Jade a second to grasp her girlfriend's twist to their little game, and despite keeping her composure perfectly, she could feel herself falling for this woman all over again at the mere hint of a challenge. A dark chuckle left her, not giving Tori too long to glow at getting a reaction out of her, fingers squeezing around that pretty throat.
"Do. You. Understand. Me." Jade growled between gritted teeth, each word punctuated by a harsh slap to Tori's clit.
The helpless woman writhed pathetically, nails digging into strong shoulders, acting against her better judgement but just desperately needing to hold onto Jade. "Yes! Fuck , y-yes, I do, I-"
Tori could have sworn at this point any touch would break her, her suspicion confirmed when her entire body tensed at the tender kiss pressed right under her ear, the contrast of the gesture just too much, "J-Jade, I'm gonna-"
"Let go for me, darling." It barely took two lazy circles massaged on Tori's clit for Jade to feel her girl crumble, vulnerable moans breathed right into her ear as she guided the woman through her pleasure, sweet praise whispered against heated skin.
It was incredible how quickly the atmosphere seemed to change as soon as release washed over Tori, strong arms enveloping her into a safe embrace, the fingers tormenting her only a second prior now tracing lazy patterns on the small of her back. "Okay, love?"
Jade's voice was pretty much the only sound that could ease her down after that strong of an orgasm, the moisture upon tan cheeks the tangible proof of how much she'd been craving the emotional release that came with that intense of an experience.
The answer only came after a few minutes, Tori's shy nod into a pale neck all Jade needed.
"Good. You made it to thirty minutes this time, I'm proud of you," Jade murmured into auburn hair, the words sweet enough although by the tone, Tori knew more was coming. "Let's see if we can push you to fourty-five, tomorrow night."
"Jaaade."
That whine earned Tori an actual laugh, the sound so soft, carefree and rare coming from Jade, it set her whole heart alight. "God, I love you."
Tori blinked her exhaustion away just enough so she could gaze up at her girlfriend, big brown eyes full of adoration and so clearly satisfied, "I love you, too."