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In most werewolf soulmate stories, the main character finds their mate in high school.
This is scarce in my world.
Limited wolves find their other half at that age. Most supernaturals do not find their mates until they are in their twenties. I am 16 right now and probably will not find my mate till years from now.
As an omega, I will probably find mine earlier than most for my safety. Omegas can procreate with any gender, so it is important to protect us. Being an omega is also uncommon. One out of every 350 wolves is an omega.
Our ranks are no longer the ranks of our packs because all wolves in the world are in one pack. We now have one alpha to obey, the Alpha King.
All of the other alphas are protectors. Alphas have a rank that sets them set for life. They get into good schools effortlessly and have increased strength to help protect people.
Betas are similar to alphas but are not as set as alphas. Omegas have increased sight and smell so that we can sense danger. This feature comes in handy because of our rank's risks.
In families, there are no omegas that are only children. To survive, omegas are born after the other children. I am the last of three. Not wanting to be treated another way, I cover up my rank as an omega.
This is especially in school.
Despite hiding what I am, my friends are drawn to me.
Most of them are betas and think I am one, too. However, one is an alpha called Levon. He has dark short hair and brown eyes. During my heat, he appears to hug me more than usual.
Physical contact with an alpha that is not your mate is torturous. I absolutely hate the touch from him during this. But he does not know, which makes me feel guilty for my anger. I am just glad to be in a class without him and my other friends so that I can write my feelings out.
There is an electric blonde alpha who sits behind me and always insults me. I do not just sit there. I insulted him back. I am not defenseless just because I am an omega. Today, the insults appeared to hurt more than normal.
As an alpha, he can order all of the people who are not an alpha around. I was talking today, and he used his alpha command to shut me up. I hate it when he does that.
Every time an alpha uses the command on me, my wolf whimpers. Omega's wolves think that alphas only use the command when they are angry.
After he used the alpha command, he whispered, "You obey like an omega, obedient and compliant. Is that what you are, an obedient little omega? For being so behaved, you may speak. If you resist, however, I will tell everyone about your little secret."
I stayed quiet for the rest of the class, and my wolf was now itching to get out. The compliments hidden in his command clashed with the fear of being exposed. My wolf was anxious and confused and wanted to let out some steam.
I was delighted that my next-period teacher was a wolf so that I could shift into my wolf. I ran out the back door so that humans would not see me. I then shifted into my pitch-black wolf. Female wolves are not normally black, but I am. I raced around the school while steering away from outside classes and the athletic field.
Then a scent hit my nose, it was an alpha, and he is my mate. I never thought I would find my mate at this age. In my wolf form, I cannot hide my rank and try to run away despite my wolf's best efforts. However, he catches up to me.
His white wolf form is as alluring as his electric blue eyes. My perfect opposite. I feel his soul connected to mine as his nose touched mine.
Instead of hurting like alpha touches normally do during a heat, his touch was like a stimulant. It feels like when you are submerged in water, and the silence from the water in your ears just leaves you euphoric.
"Mate," says my wolf.
She has yet to say what her name i, but will soon because she is with her mate.
I nuzzled him more and sighed at the soft fur against mine. I want him to shift back so I can see who he is. I yelp at him when he lets his teeth graze where I am to be marked. I do not even know who he is yet, and he wants to mark me?
No way.
I step back a little, and he growls at me. I whimper and put my head down. He’s a very mean alpha.
Then I heard the bell. It is time for lunch. I bark at him to communicate about lunch and run to retrieve my things. He does not follow me.
Before I went inside, I put a new coat of scent concealer on. It is always in my bag for just such occasions. I spray the coat over the main scent glands. Then I sniffed myself. Satisfied by my scent with the concealer, I go inside.
I take off my backpack and sit down. My friends make their way in soon after. I hug them, thankful that Levon isn't in this lunch. After meeting your mate, touching any alphas shoots an electric sting through your body like a bee sting. They leave to go to the lunch line while I stay.
Two arms wrap themselves around me. I try to wiggle out of the arms, knowing it is him. "You left me outside, mate," said the owner of the arms. His voice sounds familiar, I slowly turn around, and it is Jay, the alpha that threatened me, who insults me every day. "We are going to get something to eat. I do not want my mate to starve even if she is a lying omega."
Ouch, that hurt. His words were so painful that I grasped my heart in anguish. My omega wolf is crying out on the inside.
Seemingly not caring, he puts me on my feet and starts to pull me toward the lunch line. We waded our way through the line. Since he is an alpha, he eats lunch before everyone else. The humans do not understand, but let him through because of his powerful aura.
He pulls me along and gets all the food he wants on one plate, and gets another plate for me. He puts the things I point to on it and hands it to me. Alphas get free lunch, so we just went to the table.
He sits down next to my seat and puts his left arm on my chair.
My friends, who were in a different lunch line, sat down across from me.
They stare with wide eyes at the sight before them.
"Who is that?" asks Jessie
" I am her mate," Jay says, responding for me.
They both exclaim their surprise and go to hug me.
He growls at them, though, and they sit down. One of them mouthed to me," He is an alpha?" and I nodded in return. He sits silently, eating as we talk to each other. It feels like he doesn't care about me much, other than making sure I eat, which could very well be his wolf only and not him. Shaking the uncomfortable thoughts away, I return to my conversation and my food.
Around halfway through lunch, I get tired, so I use the closest object to lay on. The closest object is Jay. I close my eyes and nuzzle into his shoulder, but he pulls away as if I hurt him. The uncomfortable thoughts rushed to the forefront.
When he put his arms around me, it must've been so that I couldn't get away. The loss of contact was terrible, and I looked at him with teary eyes. I knew he did not want me as a person, but he did not want me to touch him either? That cracked into my heart.
He relaxed back into his chair after a few minutes and put his arm back hesitantly. I did not want to lay down on him again because he would pull away again. The rejection was all I could think of.
His finger is so close to my shoulders that it was good enough for now, but I heard heats get intense after a female meets their mate. I wouldn't know, however, because all of my family are betas.
After the bell rang and released everyone to their fifth period, he walked me to my next class, but he did not leave. He sat down in front of me, and the teacher called the office to tell them about it. The guys who usually bother me did not even talk to me and I smiled. I liked to have him as my mate, sort of. By the end of the day, he was rescheduled to be in my every class. He was actually already in the same ones but at different times.
This usually happens with mates because they do not like to be separated, especially Alpha/Omega couples. It makes our wolves agitated. He sits either beside me or behind me in every class. He even growled at a guy who tried to sit next to me. I had to apologize to him, telling the guy that he was sick and it had affected his voice.
At the end of school, I went to wait for the bus, but Jay pulled me to his truck and opened the passenger door. He climbed in on the other side and started the car.
My sleepiness from lunch caught up to me, and I fell asleep against the window. When I woke up, we were at my nest. An omega's nest is where they spend most of their heat. It's also where omegas have their pups. I wonder how he found it.
I shifted into my wolf again and laid down on the soft blanket that I kept at my nest. Jay followed me, and his form surrounded me. I cuddled against him, and this time, he did not pull away. I am so confused. But I am more tired. I fell asleep again as his warmth enveloped me and sent me to the land of dreams.
And while I slept, he marked me with his bite. The pain from his canines inside my neck woke me up, and I tried to wiggle away. It was no use; he had marked me. He betrayed the safety of my sleep and violated me. But he is my mate, and a wave of heat splashed over me immediately. Once it got to my lower body, the heat burned.
The only thing that was keeping me sane was that he still had a physical connection to me. As a wolf, we have no clothes, so it was very intimate.
Slowly, I started to move away from his grip. I have never done anything this intimate before, let alone with someone who seems to hate me despite being my mate. I do not make it very far before he growls at me.
He growled inside my head, " Mine." Yeah, now that he marked me, we have a mind link. Oh yay.
Soon I felt his steady breath on my neck, which meant he was asleep, making me able to move away.I slid out of his arms and moved enough that we still had contact.
The heat spread as there was not a sufficient connection. He pushed me flush into him. I had never been so intimate with a guy before. I wiggled and squirmed at the waves of connection that came from him being so close. I was embarrassed and aroused by the feelings he gave me. "Please stop," I pleaded with my mate through the mind link, "It is too much."
He let me go as Jay probably took over his wolf. Wolves can be very possessive and want to mate with their partners immediately, but I didn't want that. I hid in the corner where there was an omega-sized hole in the wall. I whimpered because I was still in heat. He lay down in his wolf form in front of me and just lay there, staring at his terrified mate. It was almost as if he was apologizing to me and I felt pathetic but I wanted us to mark each other willingly. I wanted to tell him to mark me after we told each other that we loved each other.
That will not happen now. He marked me but probably won't let me mark him. He barely let me touch him before and he is an alpha. Many alphas don't let their mates mark them as a matter of pride. He started to scoot closer, but he stopped just shy of my small hiding spot. I growled at him feeling hurt, and he shifted back. He looked concerned, like even after all of the insults and teachings, he felt the mate bond. He backed off and went to the truck. Now alone, I slinked out of the hole and back to the blanket. I cried softly, nothing would be the same. Soon, footsteps graced my ears with their sound, but I was already half-asleep.
He had transformed back into his human form. I looked away bashfully, but my wolf took over. She wanted to see what our mate looked like in the nude. She preened at the size of his penis, while I tried and failed to keep my eyes closed. His electric blue eyes indicated that his wolf had taken over as well. My wolf crawled slowly out of the hole and towards her mate. She transformed back into our human form and I blushed in embarrassment. I had never been naked in front of anyone.
I tried to fight her. I didn't want to mate with Jay yet. The heat gave her extra strength though. I couldn't take our body back over. She stepped towards him. Through our eyes, I could see the color of his eyes trying to darken but failed. Jay was trying to take back over too. His wolf dominating his mind.
Our lips met. I could feel the sparks from where I was. His nails turned sharper as they went from my hair to my hips. He pushed my body against him. She ground against him slowly. I could feel pleasure. His lips went to our neck where he had placed the mating bite. He lapped at it and smiled, proud of his work. He kissed down the neck, leaving dozens of tiny marks.
He laid us down to have free reign of our body. He grabbed my breasts and sucked the nipples. My wolf moaned at the sensation and I did too. He left more marks on the way to his destination, my pussy. When he got there, we were soaked. I couldn't help it.
The heat overtook me. He licked cautiously at first. Gasps were freed from my mouth. The licks got quicker and quicker until I got a pleasant feeling in my belly. Then soon after, I felt more in my belly and saw a white blinding light, cumming from his mouth.
He was stroking his cock as he licked. He lapped away the remains of my orgasm. His fingers were the next to touch my pussy. He first rubbed me. Then, he slid a finger inside. I bit my lip to not let the sounds out.
My wolf however was letting him hear her pleasure, with moans and whimpers. When he thought I was ready, the next finger slid in. That's when my wolf screamed, "More!" I agreed. He was going too slow. The third finger was shoved in quickly. "More alpha please," she said. His title got him very aroused. He took the fingers out and replaced them with the tip of his cock. "God, yes," I muttered as I felt him slowly introduce another two inches into us.
Slowly, more inches were added until his wolf was balls deep inside of us. He was very thick so some areas felt raw from the stretch. But he stayed there thoughtfully to let me adjust. (My wolf did not need the adjusting time but I sure did.) His cock twitched inside of me, and like a button was pushed, I keened at the twitches. “Please move. Please.” The heat’s urgency was returning for every second he didn't. After I pleaded for movement, he did, slowly extracting himself.
I whimpered as each inch was removed. But then he smirked, ever the cocky alpha and thrust back in, hard, grazing an electric spot as he went. “Yes, right there, please,” he repeated the move and soon I was a foggy mess, the hormone taking over my inhibitions and I begged incoherently, my thoughts screaming at him. His thrusts were hard and hit the spot almost every time. After a few times, I couldn't handle it anymore.
I came with a flash of blinding light taking over my vision once more. As I came, I clenched hard on my alpha and he growled, a deep approving growl that spawned tiny aftershocks as the growl vibrated my body and his thrusts hit that electric spot. His thrust became sporadic and I started to feel the knot swelling as it slid in and out of my body. Finally, he knotted me, locking us together for 20-40 minutes.
But it didn't stop there, he ground against me, angling his pelvis so it would rub against my clit. It was so sensitive, that I gasped again. Every time he moved, the inside would shift slightly. All of that friction building up to another orgasm this one causing my whole body to twist and shake from the exertion. Then he stopped grinding and I could feel the spurts of cum hitting deep inside, warm and smooth.
He got us into a more comfortable position, laying me on top of him but not separating us as that would hurt. A. Lot. I liked his wolf, he was gentle and caring with me. I stroked his chest, feeling like I was high, rubbing in circles over his breastbone. I could at least touch my mate like this. It hurt to think of what would happen when Jay took back the controls. More rejection, more growling, more jabs at me. My eyes fluttered closed as I thought through it. My wish before sleep took me was I wish it could be this nice with Jay at the helm.
I woke with a startle, my whole bed was moving. Except beds don't move, what was this? I looked down and the memories of last night came through. This was my mate. What was he doing? I looked further and he had one hand on my inner thigh and the other on my hips trying to extract his knot. It hurts. Why was he hurting me?
Please, stop, it hurts”, I pleaded. He stopped, his eyes lightening a little, maybe the wolf telling him to be more gentle. Then when the darker eyes returned, there was a bit of concern and panic.
“The knot should have loosened a while ago. “ he said frustrated
Tears flooded my eyes. “ You really don't like me, do you?” His eyes softened and his eyes met mine. I could practically see the guilt etching into the irises. He stroked my hair gentling me like he didn't quite know what to say.
“I am enamored by you. Your confidence when shooting my crap back at me is so attractive. So smart, always answering the questions the teacher asks. So lovely for me. But….”
“But? Something is wrong?”
“My skin and nose are extremely sensitive. The scent-concealing spray and other meds you take to conceal your designation burn my nose and itch my skin.” I had never heard this before. I did not know that those with sensitive senses could be bothered by these things. I did not want my mate to hurt. I just wanted to be normal.
“I may have also been angry that you hid your designation. The humans can't smell you as an omega, so it does not expose our world. And my wolf has been pacing for ages knowing you weren't far. I would anger and goad you just to get faint traces of the scent you give off. “
“I wanted to feel normal like my beta parents. Wait. You knew. You were cruel to me and you knew I was your mate?”
“Yes.”
And with that one word, it felt like my world was crumbling. I tried to move, to hide from my cruel alpha but the knot was still stuck. I panicked not being able to get away. I tugged and tugged and it hurt but the words, they hurt more.
“Stop, You are hurting yourself. “ he said. I kept trying, sobbing. “ I'm so sorry. I was wrongfully angry and I took it out on you. But please stop.” His words fell on deaf ears but I soon became exhausted from the failed attempts and collapsed back onto his chest. He sighed, relieved.
Since both of us were finally settled, The knot was released. And I automatically moved off his chest, various liquids leaking out of me. I retreated to my safe cubby hole.
I saw something move in the corner of my eye and growled. His hands were up in surrender and his eyes were electric wolf blue. I stopped, his wolf did not hurt me. Jay did.
“ Let me care for you, you need to be cleaned and fed.” My stomach reacting to the word fed, grumbled aloud. The snitch. His wolf chuckled, “See? It's unanimous.”
I let him lead me out of my cubby hole and toward the kitchen area that my dad had set up for my nest. It was small and stocked with cans of food, pasta, rice and a deep freeze for meats and sweets.
He sat me down onto a soft, purple chair gingerly, noting my sore pussy and tired legs. Then he started some pasta with some ground beef from my freezer and basilic tomato sauce. It smelled delicious and he opened some chips as a snack for me while I waited.
I watched him swiftly prepare everything, plate the food and join me in the other chair. In silence, we ate our food. I didn't know what to say to him. It wasn't his fault what Jay did and he was so different from him.
“What is your name?” I asked, surprised the words even came out. Wolves usually had their own names.
Shocked that I broke the silence, he raised his eyebrows. “ My name is Jessup,” He replied, stabbing a particularly big piece of beef.
“I'm Keilani. Although you probably know that.” I said awkwardly.
“ Pretty name for my lovely omega.” He said, giving me his hand. Tracing the lines of his hands, I blushed a deep red color. “My omega also has the sweetest blush” He compliments, making me even more red.
I finished my plate, red as a tomato with a warm hand enveloping one of mine. This was perfect.
He noticed my empty plate, placing both into the sink and taking me towards my bathroom with my bath tub. He tests the water making it nice and warm and fills it up joining me inside.
He takes a wash rag and gently scrubs the dried cum off. He scrubs himself with the same rag, wiping away my dried slick and blood from his dick and thighs. With a clean wipe, he cleans the bite mark of all dried blood, giving me tingles as he touches it.
Then he goes for my hair, gently massaging the water and shampoo into it. Rinsing the shampoo out, he brushes it and rubs the leave-in conditioner into it. All done with mine, he washes his, which got messy from me lying on him and moving around so much.
Then we just relax in the warm water for a while. “ I'm sorry I couldn't help you more. He was so hurtful to you, and I tried.” He said, sighing.
“ I know you did. I kind of understand, though. My smell was covered, and when he could get my smell, the chemicals from the concealer hurt his nose. It was still harsh, very harsh, and I don't know what it will take to fully forgive him. But I want to.” I said
His eyes flickered darker for a second, and he smiled, a toothy grin. “ We are glad to hear that and he is going to be better from now on.”
Let’s hope so, I don’t think I can handle more hurt.
Jessup, done relaxing in the quickly cooling water, lifts himself up out of the water. Grabbing two towels, he wraps one around himself, then with the second one, wraps me up. He then dries me off with careful dabs of the soft towel. After I am sufficiently dry, he picks me up and I squeal. He kisses me on my scarlet red cheeks. “I love these cheeks, they are so beautifully red,” he compliments, “Let’s get you to bed, little one. You’ve been through a lot already today. “
He carried me back to my nest, and tears welled up again. My nest was a mess, with blood on my precious blanket, no longer in the right shape from my escapes from my alpha ruining it. “It’s still a beautiful nest, sweetheart. We’ll just need to wash your blanket and some of the pillowcases.” He dropped me softly onto the nest and he moved the soiled items out of my nest, placing them gently in a basket next to us. I curled into him, head on his chest breathing in his wonderful scent. Finally, I would get some uninterrupted sleep.