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war zone

Summary:

oh, how fitting for one so fake
make me a fairy, whatever it takes
and just like her tale, my dream was a scam
you waited, smiling, for this?
i am burnt out, i smell of smoke
it seeps through her cracks and so i start to choke
sentences sit in her mouth that are templated
you waited, smiling, for this?
(Dodie, Burned Out)

Notes:

Please heed trigger warnings. This is a vent piece. Nothing explicit, but heavy references to family dysfunction, academic burnout, unhealthy relationships, toxicity, low-key abuse. Poem format, no descriptions, but interpretations are heavy.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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Disappointment.

Disrespectful.

Your fault, always.

Liar. No one can have that much schoolwork.

Your dad works all day, you know.

When I was in school, it was worse.

Why can’t you be more like me?

Anger.

Constant anger, slamming doors.

storming out, not allowed to complain.

Staying silent is what you’d prefer.

Respect given is respect earned.

Oh, honey, the real world doesn’t work like that.

Oh, honey, give it up already.

Sacrifice your dreams for a family that doesn’t care.

Why can’t you be kinder?

Why is it always on me to be the grown-up?

Always compared to my friends.

Come home to screaming and fighting.

You dream too loud.

Better settle down before I make you.

Mother. Knows. Best.

Notes:

While this is inspired by Luke's story, it's what I'm living right now. It is not explicitly PJO, but it's something I wanted to share. If you're interested in my other work or bookmarks, I'm also @crossing_the_bifrost