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Sol <3: hey honeybee, how'2 iit goiing today?
You: hey babe, not feeling too good tbh.
You: just still having a rough time today. sorry, how're you feelin?
Sol <3: awh iim 2orry two hear that. iim doing fiine, want two talk tho?
You: yeah, that would be nice. I just always feel bad about it... I don't want to bring your mood down too.
Sol <3: babe, you know ii wouldnt offer iif i wa2nt okay wiith iit. ii love you and ii want two help you <3
You: <3 love you too
You: everything has just felt so much harder lately,
You: more than usual i guess.
You: I've been getting overwhelmed so easily from the smallest things. I've been so overly sensitive and cranky, I feel like I've been such a bitch.
You: I'm just. having a really hard time finding hope for anything. i know your old planet sucks but, it doesn't feel like mine's much better right now.
You: and i want you back so bad. and i feel so fucking guilty for saying that
Sol <3: ii wii2h ii could be there wiith you two
Sol <3: you know iim comiing back as 2oon a2 ii can, iit wont feel like long at all, ii promii2e.
You: i know... i'm sorry
Sol <3: dont be, iit'2 okay.
Sol <3: youve been 2tayiing 2afe for me, riight?
Sol <3: ..honeybee?
You: Sol, please don't make me say it...
Sol <3: how bad ii2 iit
You: not that bad, i mean it. it was just.. a little.
Sol <3: why diidnt you call me?
You: Because I felt Awful about it. I always do and I just couldn't get myself to do it
You: honestly. I was scared. i'm always such a burden to you and i hate bothering you with that, especially while you're on a trip.
Sol <3: honey you know iit2 not a bother two me iin the 2liighte2t
You: you deserve so much better than me though. i kept imagining the feeling of your arms wrapped around me and i just really really dont want to lose you
Sol <3: you arent goiing two lose me. ii would 2O much rather you iinterrupt me than hurt your2elf again
Sol <3: ii know iit2 hard for you but iit kiills me two 2ee the mark2 you leave
Sol <3: iill have my arm2 back around you a2 2oon a2 po22iible, alriight 2weetiie? <3
You: yeah, alright <3
Sol <3: do you want me two 2ee iif ii can try to make it home early?
You: No no don't do that
You: I'll be fine, you're gonna be back in just a few days
You: I'll stay safe this time.
Sol <3: iif youre 2ure, but ju2t let me know iif anything change2
Sol <3: hone2tly, iive been having kind of a diifiicult tiime two
Sol <3: ii mean, iim haviing a great tiime wiith the guy2, but KK's 2o fuckiing loud ii cant get my headache2 two go away
Sol <3: and they want me two go out 2o much, ii ju2t want two 2tay iinsiide for a liitle biit
You: oh baby :c i'm so sorry
Sol <3: iim 2tarting two thiink theyre regrettiing iinviitiing me out
You: why would you say that? you know they love you
Sol <3: iive been a total fuckiing buzzkiill
Sol <3: plu2 theyve all got theiir 2tupid mate2prite2 here wiith them
Sol <3: ii mii22 you liike crazy honeybee
You: i really miss you too
You: now i'm crying again haha, shit.
Sol<3: fuck, me two
Sol<3: we're out at lunch riight now two hahaha
You: why didn't you say so earlier!!
Sol <3: eh, iit2 whatever
Sol<3: hey would you..
You: could we maybe call tonight?
Sol <3: took the word2 riight outta my mouth, hell ye2
You: you're the sweetest idiot i've ever met
Sol <3: ii'll call at 8 your tiime?
You: sounds perfect <3 love you
Sol <3: <3 talk 2oon