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The first few days without a connection were nothing. She always anticipated the next call as usual. A few days turned into weeks. By then she tried contacting them on her end, only to be met with static. She could not even contact anyone with her Herrscher link, not the Herrscher of Sentience in Fu Hua, not Bronya, and not even Mei. After countless months of no update, she stopped taking care of herself as she did before.
They abandoned her. It was clear enough that she wasn’t important enough for them to come back for and it was foolish of her to think otherwise. A few years ago this would be enough for her other persona to awaken. She would be destroying the world in her place had she still been there. It didn’t matter now, even she was dead and gone.
Maybe she was meant to be lonely. She had faced abandonment after abandonment. Her loved ones had left her and she was taken from them at every opportunity. Even after she tried her best to get them back to her, it all ended with her on the moon without any of them beside her.
After her routinely walk around the moon until she was exhausted, she circled back to her living area, which was a sparse space with a bed and very few other necessities scattered about.
She realized that she wasn’t alone when she saw a figure hovering by her bed, looking directly towards her.
She was looking straight at the person who she thought she lost forever ago.
It had been a few years but the long white hair and blue eyes were unmistakable. Her mother was in front of her. She didn’t want to question how or why, instead, she just ran without thinking and embraced her.
“Mama!”
Her skin was warm to the touch and she smelled of flowers, it was then she realized that she missed all forms of physical touch. She was holding her mother, warm and alive in her arms.
“Kiana.” Her voice almost made her collapse on the ground and just weep. Her heart was beating wildly in her chest, she never thought that she would hear that voice again in her life.
“I’ve missed you so much.” She felt herself melt into her mother’s embrace.
“They left me. All of them.” She couldn’t help the tears coming out of her eyes.
“Don’t cry, my love.” Her mother pulled her closer to her. She started stroking her hair.
“I just feel so alone- I- I need Mei. I miss them I miss all of them.” Her whole face was wet with tears, she could barely see in front of her with the tears never ending. “I just want Mei to hold me again.”
“I can take care of you.” She looked up to her mother’s gentle face, there was an unreadable glint in her eye. She felt a a warm palm on her thigh. “I’ll give you what you need to forget your loneliness.”
“W- what?”
“Don’t you trust your mother? Besides, this is only temporary, between you and me.” Her hand was already in the inside of her thighs, her fingers tapping the insides which made her shiver. “Would you like that?”
Even with the long periods of being alone and craving intimacy for so long, in her heart she knew it was wrong. But even still, there was some part of her that begged to be held no matter what.
She gave a small nod and she felt the warm hand lift from her thigh and go directly to touch her chest.
“You’ve grown so much~” She started twisting her nipples through the fabric of her clothes. Kiana couldn’t help but gasp at the sensation.
Cecilia pulled away momentarily to strip off her clothes while Kiana sat mesmerized, staring at her mother’s perfectly built body and her beautiful breasts. She sat down on the bed and pulled Kiana towards her, sitting her on her lap.
She tilted her to face towards her and pressed her lips against her’s. Kiana was directly inhaling the scent of flowers from her, savoring every moment of their closeness. Cecilia helped shrug Kiana’s clothes off of her, leaving her in her bra and panties. She pulled away from their kiss and guided Kiana’s head downwards towards her chest.
Kiana suckled on the top of her mother’s breast as she left a trail of red marks on the expanse of her chest and collarbone. She could hear her make satisfied noises at each bite she placed. She lowered herself and started massaging her mother’s breasts before bringing a nipple into her mouth and sucking.
The soft close-mouthed noises of satisfaction turned into more audible gasps as Kiana continued to play with her chest and sucking the nipple and the skin around it.
“What a greedy girl.” Her mother breathed out and Kiana felt her face flush at the praise as she reached one hand towards the lower folds of her mother’s body.
She was soaking wet. It made her more aware of the heat growing at her core. Her finger prodded at the entrance, at which point she looked up at her mother’s equally flushed face while she nodded with approval. She slowly pushed a finger inside, earning a relieved cry.
“You’re doing so well~ Ha-aah.” Her mother panted as she pushed another finger inside. She concentrated on finding a rhythm as she pumped her two fingers inside the other woman, using her thumb to stimulate her clit.
“There- please- there-“ Cecilia’s voice was shaky as Kiana hit her spot repeatedly. She resumed licking her nipples while gradually speeding up the movement of her fingers as Cecilia yells as she comes.
Kiana withdrew her fingers and licked them clean as she looked at her blissfully fucked-out mother. The sight filled her with joy.
Cecilia adjusted their positions so that Kiana was laying on the bed as she knelt down in front of her bare thighs. She stayed still for a moment, as if giving her daughter the opportunity to stop at any moment.
She couldn’t stop now. Her body was trembling from want or nervousness, it didn’t matter. She could already feel the wetness seeping from her underwear from the simulation. She discarded her bra as she inches herself closer to where Cecilia positioned herself.
She felt her underwear being pulled down and the warm breath of her mother between her legs. Cecilia started by delicately kissing her inner thighs trailing upwards until she reached her folds, where she gave an experimentally lick. Kiana can only moan in response, she was already too eager.
It felt wrong, her arousal was only compounded by the intense shame she felt in as she was getting off on her own mother’s mouth on her pussy and her thumb on her clit.
“Kiana, I want to hear you.” She stopped momentarily as she looked up at her. Kiana had a realization that she was covering her own mouth to stop her moaning. “Won’t you sing for me?”
“I- I can’t- do that-“ she whimpered from the loss of sensation before Cecilia placed her mouth on her core yet again, working her tongue into her folds and pinching the sensitive nub of her clit. “M- mommy-“
It was all too much. She came, screaming out louder without her hands muffling the sound of her voice. She was panting and moaning from the pleasure, the sounds coming from her body were unrecognizable to her ears after a long period of living in her own silence.
“Good girl~”
Cecilia wasn’t done with her, even as her whole body was still spasming. She felt her mother lick her folds with her nose pressing against her sensitive clit without pausing, letting her ride out the rest of her orgasm.
The realization hit her and tears started to form around her eyes. She felt arms wrap around her as she sobbed, she ignored all of the disgust with herself she felt. She leaned greedily into the warmth of the embrace, her mama was here with her and she was all she ever needed.
“Don’t worry, I’ll be here if you ever need me.” she spoke gently to her while she caressed her cheek. Kiana felt her eyelids grow heavy as she felt herself relax. Her heart felt peace for the first time in months.