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Ok, Auron. Don't think about her panties. Yes, they're hanging there, on the other side of the campfire. No, they do not exist, there are no pan- NO. She definitely wears panties. Well, not now. STOP. Let's think about anything else that's not Rikku's underwear. He was bewildered to find how hard that was. She was not wearing any bra either under his own clothes he lent her so she didn't die of cold after having fallen in that lake when they abandoned the crashed space runabout. Actually, the girl next to him looked rather cute swimming in his jumpsuit. Even with the zipper all the way up, a bit of her shoulder and collarbone were showing… because she wasn't wearing anything under…
God, Auron, you're not good at this.
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Ok, Rikku. Don't think about how Auron is half naked sitting next to you. Only wearing a t-shirt and his... This wasn't the best moment to find out the guy uses boxers. And red, like the fire crackling in front of them. It was obvious from his usual outfits that the guy likes his black and red but why did he have to pick up the reddest piece of underwear that morning? The one that yells "look at me and how it highlights my buttocks"? It was like a lighthouse and she felt like a seawoman who has been adrift at sea for weeks.
Thankfully, even if she dared to take a look, she wouldn't be able to see much because Auron was sitting like her, with his knees up to his chest and arms around them. Big, strong arms....she could see those. The fitted t-shirt gave away his broad shoulders and the curvature of his back, and then there was his underwear that only could hide so much before exposing his hairy legs with those thighs which she wanted to run her hand down so badly and she thought how convenient the pose he was sitting in was since it could perfectly hide an er- WOAH RIKKU, STOP! Bad Rikku, BAD. No one's having an erec- no one's horny. She's not horny. She was definitely not feeling a burning sensation that slowly crawled insid-SHE WAS NOT HORNY. That's it, for your own good he doesn't have a penis- WAIT NO, DON'T THINK ABOUT HIS PENIS.
Ok, she was horny. A cold drop of sweat ran down her spine. She was not wearing any underwear to keep her wetness at bay. Oh my god, please tell me I won't stain his trousers, she thought. Has she already? How could she explain it? Fuck. Fuck this planet and their stupid crash and the stupid lake and this stupid cave inside a mountain because if at least they were in the open she could sneak out for a while, far from his sight and touch herself, even if she's still wearing his clothes... NO, WE'RE NOT AT IT AGAIN. Just. Wait till you're back to the spaceship tomorrow, ok? The others already received the rescue signal and were on their way. Just wait till tomorrow. But her pussy throbbed with impatience at the thought.
She hugged her knees closer. She wanted to cry.
………..
Auron could sense Rikku sneaking some glances at him, only to turn her head back quickly. Although he tried to find the least revealing posture, he assumed he must've been making her uncomfortable. He supposed having to spend the night sitting in awkward silence with a half naked man who was way older than her wasn't on the list of the most exciting plans for a teenager. And there he was, heart racing for the girl who he started having feelings for months ago. The butterflies in his stomach weren't new every time they were near, but this time the excitement had a completely different source. He felt terribly guilty as his gaze shifted and…oh, there they are, her pan-
FUCK.
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Wait, how long has she been silent? Could he tell she was nervous? That he made her nervous? Among other things. She swears sometimes it feels like the man can read minds. Auron hasn't said a word either but that was him being himself. She slightly turned her head to catch a glimpse of his face (and face only). Look at him, always so serious, so stoic... He's probably immersed in deep thoughts about life or meditating or whatever a Legendary Guardian usually does when he finds himself trapped on an unknown planet with the youngest member of the crew.
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Don't think about her pan-
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Rikku wished she had his temperance.
The cracking of the fire was the only noise that could be heard in that cave for an hour. Auron had tried the five types of meditation he knew to no avail. He didn't usually partake in casual conversation for the sake of filling the silence. In fact, he hated small talk. But he thought he could use some chatting to quiet his thoughts as a last resort.
"Are you still wet?"
Rikku's whole body froze to an atomic level. Her vagina did respond, dampening her labia a bit more. Did she hear correctly? Were her fantasies so vivid in her head that she was imagining things? He must've said something completely different, she thought. And Auron thought there was something amiss. She had been too quiet, even if the situation was awkward. She was never quiet. If she was starting to show symptoms of hypothermia, they were in serious trouble. He turned his body a little to her.
"Rikku? Is the fire not enough?" There was concern in his voice.
She didn't imagine it. He didn't mean what she, deep down, wished he had said. She let out a relieved sigh, not aware she had been holding her breath.
"N-no, the fire is great! Your clothes helped a lot, thank you." She blushed, Auron was looking into her eyes. "I'm not cold, really. Uhm…are you cold?"
"I'm fine. Then what's troubling you?"
"W-what do you mean? I'm not-I'm just thinking how bad I miss my bed, you know. And Yuna's warm, tasty dinner, and my blanket with the little chocobos…hey, you sure are not cold?...Auron?"
Auron had been looking at her lips while she spoke, to make sure they weren't any shade of blue, but even when he got his diagnosis, he wasn't able to look away. He also stopped listening mid-sentence. He came back to Earth –well, back to whatever planet they were in, that is– at the call of his name. Rikku's green eyes were now meeting his, and he lost himself in the depths of her spiral-shaped pupils. The flames that warmed their bodies danced in her gaze and stayed there, like a forest on fire. He wished he could wake up every morning to their sight, followed by a press of her lips…
Oh, Auron. You should stop.
You also should be ashamed of yourself. She's only fifteen.
"There's something in your mind." Maybe guilt and desire would stop gnawing at him if he pushed her instead. He still didn't look away.
"My mind's always rushing! Hello, it's me, Rikku?"
"Today is different."
She waved with both hands around her, gesturing towards the cave.
"Does any of this look familiar to you? We're in a cave on a tiny little planet between Mi'ihen and Mushroom Rock where nobody's set foot probably for the last hundred, no, million years!"
"Do you really think we will stay here forever?"
"Of course not!"
"Then why have you been so quiet?"
"I-I haven't! I was speaking the whole time, only you didn't hear because it was all in my head. I save for myself the deepest and most intellectual ideas, you see."
"Oh? Care to share?" He was smirking. Rikku flushed.
"You would never understand." She said with a feigned pompous face.
"I can try."
Rikku couldn't believe it. Didn't anyone leave horny teens with their horny thoughts alone these days? Give a girl a break! She let out an exasperated sigh.
"Aren't you a bit chatty tonight?"
"I'm having fun." He wasn't lying.
They could be having REAL fun if… oh no, she just thought that face to face with Auron. A twinge in her clit demanded her urgent attention. Oh no. She pressed her legs closer.
"Hey, what's with this interrogation anyway? You're acting weird too! Staring at me like that and making all those questions and making me feel all….eh…"
Rikku trailed off the moment their eyes locked and all she could see was his amused smile. And how beautiful his wrinkles around his eye and mouth were. And that strand of hair that always fell on his forehead and made her sometimes want to brush it with her hand. Fingers lovingly caressing his scar, slipping through his gray-stained temples, and then down again to his stubble, to his lips…lips that could make her shiver if…
Her heart began to beat faster while the world around them hushed. The rustle of the wind against the cold stone outside drifted to sleep and gently invited the walls of the cave to muffle all echo. Rikku stared at Auron with half-parted lips, mesmerized by how his honey brown eye glimmered by the light of fire. But what most struck her was to find tenderness and…a sort of craving blend in his gaze. She didn't appreciate her stomach reminding her of her crush on the man sitting in front of her. She had tried to forget it for the past months.
That brought her out of her reverie. To him, she must probably be only an awkward teen girl with raging hormones. Who was about to terribly make a fool of herself, by the way. But she couldn't hide it anymore. Not with Auron pushing her at her limit like that. If he was so damn interested in the porno that was playing in her head hours ago, then he'll have it. She bit her lips, feeling as embarrassed as if he had just read all her thoughts. She just hoped he didn't laugh at her.
“Auron?”
“Hm?” He sounded far away.
“Do you really want to know what I'm thinking?”
“Yes.”
She inhaled.
“Well, I'm…you're…” Rikku sighed and fidgeted with her hands, peeling off her already chipped yellow nail polish. Confessing to her attraction was one thing and confessing while looking him in the eye was another thing. Probably a kink for some. “Look at us, we're…half naked, alone, and I'm wearing your clothes, and they smell like you, and I really like your smell, and you're sitting next to me wearing almost nothing and you're so handsome and… " The words rushed from her mouth before she realized. She pouted. "A girl is not made of stone, you know. And now I’m all…You know." A few seconds passed and she added, “I'm sorry.”
Auron needed a moment to collect himself. Half naked. Rikku liked his smell. Rikku called him handsome. Rikku was all turned on because of him. Oh. Oh. Now it was him who had to look elsewhere, arousal combusting inside him and accelerating the blood in his veins. And in his cock. He took a deep breath but that only made him more aware of the pressure against his shaft in his underwear. Calm down, Auron. You can control these impulses, he thought while his eye caught Rikku's panties on the other side of the fire. The impulse of grabbing her little cute face between his hands and roughly kissing her. The impulse of sliding his fingers down her bare shoulders and arms. The impulse of sliding even lower because she was wearing no- STOP. Right. There.
"Rikku…"
His brain registered her last words with delay and a pang of guilt tugged at his conscience. He pushed her to the extent of forcing her admittance to a natural reaction that now she believed she should feel ashamed of. Auron selfishly clung to that guilt in order to get a hold of himself. He cleared his throat.
“Rikku, I'm not made of stone either.”
“Huh?”
“You are not the only one feeling…desire.”
Huh?
HUH?! WHAT DID HE JUST SAY?
"I see what the circumstances are, however–”
"Say that again". She turned to him and sat with her legs folded under her.
"What?"
"Did you just say… that you are…attracted to me too?"
It took him a few seconds to answer.
"I said so." He said carefully.
Rikku had to gather all of her willpower to not jump on top of him. He said he was HORNY for her too! Wait, why weren't they making out and taking off their clothes already?
In fact, she noticed the silence stretching uncomfortably between them. Auron observed the flames apparently untroubled.
"Uhm, so…aren't we going to…do something?" Rikku finally said.
"No."
"What? But we just-”
"We do nothing."
"Huh!?”
“We'll regret it.” He prayed she wasn't the one willing to push him now.
“Hey, speak for yourself!”
Oh, Auron. What have you done?
“We shouldn't.”
“Why?”
“Isn't it obvious?”
“Nuh uh.”
He raised an eyebrow.
“I’m too old for you?”
“And?”
“Hm. You do intrigue me.”
“Is that code for saying “Rikku, you’re the hottest, most interesting girl in the world”?” She leaned a bit forward, with her hands on the floor.
“Rikku, I'm serious. You're too young.”
“Then close your eyes.” She got closer. Auron felt her breath tickling his arm. “Don't you want to close them…while we kiss?”
He had tried not looking at her but ignoring her while acting all stern wasn't working. Auron turned to her and felt his cheeks flush upon seeing the blonde girl so close. He placed his hands on her shoulders with the intention of stopping her but the moment he felt her under his touch, it became impossible for Auron to push her.
“Rikku, please…”
I shouldn't even be feeling this, he thought, this is not…right. But that only made his dick harder, to his dismay. His hands were still on Rikku's shoulders, unconsciously tightening his grip, and in order to keep balance Auron had to open his legs.
Rikku looked down and saw his erection. That set it off.
She leaned on and desperately pressed her lips to his, tearing down what little was left of Auron's attempts to abide by morality. Once the shock wore off and he regained control of his body he opened his mouth and pulled her closer to welcome her lips with a hungry kiss. Her clumsy and inexperienced tongue tried to copy the way he moved inside her and that got her a groan from Auron. The kiss quickly grew deeper and deeper until he sensed Rikku squirm and moan, who couldn't refrain from bringing her hands to Auron's cheeks. She had wanted to feel the touch of his stubble for so long. She had wanted to feel him so badly for so long.
None of them knew exactly when Rikku moved to straddle him but Auron did notice when she started to rock her hips on his lap and rub against his cock. He let out a deep moan down his throat and lowered his hands to Rikku's hips to draw her closer with each thrust.
That was escalating quickly. He suddenly broke away from her.
“No. We should stop.”
“Do you really want to stop?” She whispered. Their mouths were merely inches apart.
Of course he didn’t. After three heartbeats Auron answered by sealing their lips once more. So much for an attempt. Rikku's mind raced only forward, wanting more and more, because now that she knew how arousing making out with Auron was and how he desired her so by the way his hands held grip of her hips and his tongue played with hers, she needed to go further.
“Maybe…you imagined but…I'm…a virgin.” She spoke between wet kisses.
Auron broke off the kiss, giving both of them time to catch their breath.
“I thought so.” He was panting. “That's why we're not going to do it.”
“But!-”
“Not here like this. We can do other things.”
Rikku licked her lips where Auron's taste still lingered. Her hands were resting on his chest now, the back of her right hand slightly tickling with the touch of his low ponytail that fell over his shoulder. She felt so small. God, the guy was so big. Rikku was so wet that she was convinced she could take him whole at the first try. She even had in her bag the stuff needed to mix an anti-baby potion! Well, if the contents were dry, that is…Reluctantly, Rikku understood where his concern came from. Cold. Hard ground. Damp cave. Unknown planet. Yeah.
“What…other things?”
“I can tell you. Or I can show you.”
“Do both.”
“We can kiss-.”
“Done.”
“I'm not finished.”
“Oh.”
“We can kiss…anywhere besides on the mouth.” He finished the sentence leaving a trail of slow kisses from her jaw down to her neck. Rikku was in heaven.
“Hm-m…What else?”
“We can feel each other's skin under the clothes...”
He didn't stop kissing the spot where her neck and shoulder met as he began to unzip her (his) jumpsuit, inch by inch of skin starting to show up. Auron halted at navel level and uncovered her chest, only to lean back and have his breath taken away by the sight of her small and round breasts. His knuckles brushed her skin in a descent of caresses down to her left boob. Rikku shivered under his touch, with her nipples as hard as the rocks that surrounded them. She moaned when Auron gently pinched her nipple with his fingers.
"They're not…very big." Shame added to her already flushed cheeks.
"They're perfect."
Auron then cupped her tits with both hands and used his thumbs to stimulate her. Rikku whimpered and closed her eyes, grabbing him by his forearms.
"Do you want me to stop?" He momentarily panicked at the thought of having gone too far.
She snapped her eyes open, embarrassed. "N-no! I just want to touch you…to feel how you uhm…touch me."
He smirked, relieved, and resumed attending to her nipples. Rikku still couldn't believe the fantasies that made her put her fingers deep into her cunt on more than one occasion in the privacy of her room were becoming real. There was only missing one thing…
"Kiss me."
Not a second later their tongues were exploring each other once more and making wet noises with their lips and Rikku kept moaning in his mouth. She couldn't keep her hands still and began to slip them beneath his t-shirt. Auron broke their kiss for a second time, a strand of saliva briefly linking them. He backed off a little to avoid hitting her accidentally and took off his t-shirt.
Oh Lord. Rikku forgot every single word she's learnt in her short life, both Al Bhed and Spiran, and doubted she could talk again any time soon. She lost herself in the layer of fur that timidly covered his abdomen but when her eyes met with his bare wide chest with even more body hair and his dark nipples, which she found it a blasphemy not to have them already in her mouth, there was no air left in her. The man didn't have any defined muscles, he was just big and strong. Auron interpreted her astounded look as reluctance. Was he intimidating her?
"Fuck, you're so HOT." She muttered.
Not intimidating, then. Rikku didn't wait to see Auron blush when she attacked his neck but she did feel the vibration of his nervous chuckle in her lips pressed to his skin, which made her even hornier. She rocked her hips against his cock again for the few seconds she kissed and sucked his neck and shoulder before going down to his chest. Auron's hands rested in her head, his fingers applying a little more force when she put one of his nipples directly into her mouth. Oh, the way he gasped. The way his body jerked with pleasure at each lick. The way he whimpered when she nibbled it.
"Rikku…"
She'd never stop if that meant to hear Auron call her name once more. But there was so much more Auron to taste and touch. Rikku let it go, the hairs surrounding his nipple plastered with her saliva to his skin, and jumped to the other. Fuck, she couldn't stand it any longer. Without stopping, she blindly unzipped her jumpsuit till the end, uncovering her pubis and slid her free hand straightforward into her entrance. A cry of pleasure escaped her throat as a single finger dug into her completely drenched pussy. Before she could add a second, Auron gently pushed her aside and moved his hands to cup her cheeks and lift her face to look at him.
"You want it that badly, hm?"
"I…" She couldn't think of anything to say with Auron staring at her while she had a finger deep inside her vagina.
"Then why don't you go on while I watch?"
Rikku's eyes widened. He had only been this lewd in her most private dreams, and now hearing the real Auron say those things… She shyly nodded.
She leaned back and rested her left hand on the cold ground while Auron did the same and stretched his legs for her to sit on them with her knees to the sides. He himself pulled down the end of the zip to further reveal her vulva. Auron's dick had been staining his boxers with precum for a while but a new drop oozed from his tip at the sight of Rikku's swollen pussy. Untrimmed blonde curls framed her labia and her wide open thighs completely showed her enlarged clit along with her pink inner lips glimmering with fluids.
Rikku has never been so flustered in her life, but despite feeling embarrassingly exposed it was Auron's gaze darkened with lust that kept her going. That made her want to masturbate in front of him. He wanted to play? Rikku was going to make sure he'd get burnt.
"Do you like what you see?" She opened her slit even more with her index and middle finger.
"Fuck…Rikku…"
Auron pulled out his cock from his underwear and started to slowly stroke. Rikku's mouth was watering at that point. It was BIG. The veins along his shaft should be throbbing inside her instead, the head slamming as deep as she could handle. Or at least that's what she thought when she started fingering herself. A second finger slid in not long after. Her moans sounded so much louder in that cave that she shut her eyes in a sudden burst of self-awareness, unable to hold Auron's stare.
"Open your eyes."
Her whole body screamed but she simply couldn't disobey him. Not with that tone that won't ever get out of her mind. Rikku took a mental note to learn how to test Auron so he orders her around more in the future. Well, if they… No, just enjoy the present moment, Rikku. She bashfully opened her eyes half-lid and bit her lips, still whimpering as Auron watched how she fucked her pussy. She noticed the muscles in his arm as he pumped his dick, making that wet characteristic sound she'd only heard in adult videos on her private net sphere. Was that what he did at night alone in his room? She feared that the next time she passed over his door she wouldn't be able to refrain herself from eavesdropping, hoping to hear the same exact groans Auron was making before her. Rikku shifted to rub her clit in fast circles as she moaned louder.
"A-Auron…I…I wish you…were fucking me right now…" She still couldn't believe the things that came out of her mouth.
"You could only fit half of it. Fuck, you must be so tight." Neither could he.
"Then make me scream till you're all in."
He let out a sigh filled with lust, invaded by the mental image of him pinning Rikku's head with his hand against the mattress in his room while he slams deeply into her pussy.
"I'll make you regret those words."
"Only if you come inside me after."
Auron didn't know how he hadn't jumped on her yet. God knows how badly he desired to pump her insides full until they drip.
"Rikku….I can't…I'm c-coming…"
"Yes, come, oh f- please, please come, Auron…." She sounded as desperate as someone who has been yearning for it for longer than she could admit.
A final frantic beating of his cock culminated with a series of quick and short shots of semen on his abdomen. Lots of it, the unholy sight leaving the blonde teen wondering how it'd feel to have that amount of cum deep in her cunt. Some amount of it had run down Auron's hand, still in a hard grasp around his shaft while his chest moved up and down in an attempt to breathe normally again. To Rikku, seeing him post-climax was just as enticing.
"I'm coming too…Auron, I'm-"
After hitting the highest moan that would ring in Auron's ears in his fantasies from that moment on, an electric jolt shook Rikku's whole body as she'd never experienced before. Big sparks turned off her mind, stepping off this plane of existence for a blissful moment that she could only describe as the color of the brightest star in the universe. With her eyes closed and heavy breathing, her muscles eventually relaxed, allowing her to feel more fluids leaving her vagina.
Rikku opened her eyes, still drunk of pleasure. With his penis already soft on the side, Auron rested his stained hand on his thigh, in that awkward way when somebody has to be careful to not get anything dirty. He was looking at her warmly, something in his gaze showing in plain view that Rikku couldn't put two and two together in the state she was in. Pushing herself forward with a groan that reminded her how her bones did not approve of such exercise in hard ground, she let herself fall onto his chest unbothered by the sticky sensation in her boobs, and made a poor attempt to put her arms around him with little to no strength left.
"Rikku, I haven't cleaned yet." She fumbled something against his chest that his brain could only translate after a few seconds as "I don't care". He smiled.
“Auron?”
“Hm?”
“I’m sorry. About your clothes. I came in them.” She was still too drowsy to form complex sentences, slurring the words as she spoke. She felt Auron's laugh in her cheek.
“It's ok.” He kissed her on the top of her head and caressed her back with his free arm. They stayed like that for a long time, this time with an intimate silence surrounding them.
They’d be able to clean themselves with the water they had brought from the runabout. Fortunately to Auron's body temperature, Rikku’s clothes were already dry and they both would dress up again, ready to make an improvised pillow with their bags to have some insufficient rest next to the never consuming fire. As if they were afraid to break whatever spell they were under, none of them would say a word meanwhile.
They wouldn't say anything either while they curled up together and peacefully drifted to sleep, breathing the scent of the other, as naturally as if they had been doing so their whole lives. They would be free for a few hours of facing the consequences of what had happened in that cave. Only they would not be aware that said consequences were going to lead in the long term to a happiness that would go beyond time and space.