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The arena vibrated with noise.

It wasn’t just loud—it was alive. Electric. Taehyung could feel the vibrations through the soles of his shoes, could hear the roar of the crowd through the metal beams of the stadium ceiling. Lights flashed above him, sweeping over faces twisted with excitement, some already on their feet, cheering names and slogans that were lost in the sounds.

He exhaled slowly, clutching his press badge with both hands.

Kim Taehyung, rookie reporter for The Daily Press, was here on his very first solo assignment. And not just for any story, he was there for the story. The final match of the National Boxing Championship, where the sport’s newest and most unpredictable star was about to fight in his first ever title fight.

He squeezed his eyes shut for a moment.

Jeon Jungkook.

Even hearing the name in his head made Taehyung’s stomach twist, sending a small shiver down his spine. He’d been researching the fighter for a week straight—late-night match reviews, highlight reels, analyst blogs, reddit conspiracy theories—and he still didn’t feel ready for this.

Taehyung wasn’t supposed to be covering someone like Jungkook. He usually got the smaller assignments, local soccer games or junior varsity wrestling. But his boss had been desperate for someone young and eager, fast—and he’d said “yes” before he could fully comprehend the scale of what he was walking into.

Now he was seated at ringside, squeezed between a seasoned ESPN photographer and a guy live-streaming for some sports YouTube channel. His notebook felt too small. His heart felt too loud.

The announcer’s voice echoed through the arena, calling for the final match of the night.

Taehyung stood to film the entrance, trying to steady his hands. The challenger entered first to moderate, somewhat calm cheers. Then the lights cut. Dramatic music swelled through the stadium, and the crowd exploded.

And there he was.

Jeon Jungkook emerged from the tunnel in a deep red robe, his black gloves hanging at his sides. He looked calm—too calm for someone moments away from a fight. His expression was neutral, focused. But his walk? Confident. Loose, almost lazy, like he already knew how this was going to end.

Taehyung didn’t blink. He couldn’t.

The fighter’s gaze swept across the stadium briefly, soaking it in, then dropped to his corner where he was greeted by his coach—Namjoon, the legend. Taehyung recognized him instantly. Jungkook nodded once at something the older man said, barely reacting, before turning back toward the ring.

When he removed the robe, the arena practically shook with screams.

Taehyung’s breath hitched.

He hadn’t realized he was holding the camera directly on Jungkook until the fighter stepped into the ring and the screen zoomed in on his face. Jungkook’s eyes were sharp, mouth pulled into a slight smile, like he knew something the rest of them didn’t.

The match hadn’t even started, but Taehyung already felt knocked out.

The bell rang. The fight began.

And within forty seconds, it ended.

A single blow—one perfectly timed uppercut—and the other fighter was on the mat. He didn’t get up.

Taehyung didn’t move. His notebook slid off his lap, forgotten.

Jeon Jungkook had just won the national championship. In his first year. In the first round.

And Taehyung was the only reporter in the building with a confirmed one-on-one interview afterward.

He wasn’t ready.

Taehyung paced the hallway just outside the locker room, chewing on the corner of his pen and trying not to sweat through his shirt. Every time someone passed by—another staff member, a coach, one of the medics—he looked up with a question in his eyes, but no one said anything to him.

He checked his phone again. No new messages.

Seokjin-hyung, the one who pulled the strings to get him this interview through Namjoon, had told him to stay calm. That Jungkook wasn’t mean, just reserved. Maybe a little cocky. But manageable.

Taehyung didn’t feel calm.

He felt like he was about to walk into a cage with a tiger who might knock him out in an instance.

He adjusted his glasses for the tenth time and reminded himself, You’re a professional. You have questions. You’ve rehearsed this. He’s just a person. A scary, muscular, probably-too-hot-for-his-own-good person—but still human.

Finally, a staff member waved him in.

Taehyung took a deep breath and stepped through the door.

And there he was.

Jeon Jungkook stood shirtless in front of a metal bench, rifling through his gym bag. His back was to the door, skin damp with sweat, muscles shifting under the light like carved stone. Taehyung nearly tripped on the threshold.

“Oh.” The sound escaped before he could stop it.

Jungkook turned, holding a water bottle in one hand. His eyes flicked up, meeting Taehyung’s in a single, steady glance.

Then he smiled.

Taehyung’s thoughts short-circuited.

“You’re the reporter?” Jungkook asked, voice low and a little raspy.

“Y-Yes. Kim Taehyung. I’m with—uh—The Daily Press,” he stammered, immediately digging into his bag like his life depended on retrieving his notebook.

Jungkook didn’t move, just kept watching. Taehyung could feel his gaze.

He hated how hot his face felt.

“You’re earlier than I expected,” Jungkook said, taking a long sip from his bottle. “Not that I mind.”

Taehyung cleared his throat, voice shaking as he adjusted his glasses, yet again. “S-Sorry. I was told to be prompt.”

“You’re nervous.”

“No,” Taehyung lied.

“You’re fidgeting.”

“I’m not—” He looked down. His hands were twisting the hem of his shirt.

Jungkook raised an eyebrow. “Cute.”

Taehyung very nearly dropped his recorder.

The boxer chuckled and moved toward a folding chair, finally giving Taehyung space to breathe. He pulled on a black tank top—thank god—and sat down, stretching out like he had nowhere else to be.

Taehyung finished setting up the camera on a small tripod, fumbling with the angle, the light, the wires. Every motion felt ten times harder under Jungkook’s eyes.

“You can sit,” Jungkook said, motioning to the seat across from him. “Unless you’d rather stand and stare a little longer.”

Taehyung sat so fast he nearly missed the chair.

“I have a few questions,” he said quickly, flipping open his notebook. “They’re all about the fight. Professional stuff.”

“Shame,” Jungkook murmured, lounging back. “I was hoping for a personal one or two.”

Taehyung’s hand visibly trembld on the page.

The recorder was on. The camera was recording. Taehyung had double-checked both.

And yet, he could barely hold his pen steady.

Jungkook looked too good this close up. His hair was still damp from the match, and the tank top he wore clung to his chest and arms like a second skin. He wasn’t even trying, but the way he lounged across the folding chair made him look like a magazine shoot in motion—confident, relaxed, like he was in complete control of the room.

Meanwhile, Taehyung’s notes might as well have been written in a different language.

“Okay,” Taehyung said, swallowing. “Um—first question. Congrats, again. I think everyone’s still a little stunned by how fast that match ended.”

“Thanks,” Jungkook said easily, watching him over the rim of his water bottle. “You stunned too?”

Taehyung blinked. “Me?”

“You looked kind of... shell-shocked in the crowd.” He tilted his head. “Camera on me the whole time.”

“I-I was just trying to capture the moment.”

Jungkook smirked. “I'm sure you captured it really well.”

Taehyung’s pen slipped on the paper, leaving a crooked line through his question list.

Focus. Be professional.

He cleared his throat and tried again. “You’ve only been in the pro scene for a year, right? Most fighters take longer to reach a title match, let alone win it. How did you prepare for that level of pressure?”

Jungkook shrugged, flexing one shoulder, and Taehyung had to look down at his page or risk burning up entirely.

“I train like every match is a title match,” Jungkook said. “Doesn’t matter who’s in the ring. I don’t play with my food.”

Taehyung blinked. “That’s... terrifying.”

“Is it?” Jungkook chuckled, leaning forward. “You scared of me, reporter-ssi?”

Taehyung’s breath caught. Jungkook’s eyes locked on his, and for a second, the playful tone evaporated. It was like being punched—not with force, but with presence. Jungkook’s gaze had him pinned to the chair.

“I—I-no. I mean—not really. Just a little,” Taehyung admitted, fiddling with the cap of his pen. “You’re intense.” He whispered to himself.

“Good. You’re honest.”

Taehyung looked away, heat creeping up his neck. He tried to get back to his list of questions, but his hands weren’t cooperating.

Jungkook sat back again, stretching his arms behind his head. “Ask me another.”

“Right.” Taehyung picked up his notebook again, clearing his throat. “You’ve never given a personal interview before. Is there a reason you avoid the press?”

Jungkook was quiet for a moment, watching him.

“I don’t like people twisting my words,” he said finally. “And I don’t trust everyone to ask the right questions.”

Taehyung hesitated. “Do you think I will?”

Jungkook smiled. Not cocky, not smug—soft. Like he already had the answer.

“I think you already are.”

Taehyung’s throat went dry. He didn’t know how to respond to that, so he scrambled to the next question instead.

“What’s your motivation? I mean—you’re young, you’ve got sponsorships lined up, clearly you’re a fan favorite. But why boxing?”

“I like the clarity of it,” Jungkook said. “You train. You fight. You win or you don’t. No politics. No filters. Just power, timing, instinct.” He paused. “It’s honest.”

Taehyung wrote that down, then paused with his pen still on the paper.

“You talk about honesty a lot.”

“Most people don’t mean what they say.” Jungkook tilted his head again. “You do. I like that.”

Taehyung swallowed hard. “You don’t know me.”

“I’m learning.”

There was something about the way Jungkook said it—like he wasn’t talking about this interview. Like he was promising more.

Taehyung tucked his pen behind his ear, buying himself a second to breathe. “Last question. Kind of cliché, sorry.”

“Hit me.”

“What would you tell the version of you from a year ago? Before your first pro match?”

Jungkook thought about it.

“Stop underestimating how far you’re going to go. And stop thinking you’re alone.”

Taehyung blinked. “You thought you were alone?”

“I used to,” Jungkook said simply. “But people surprise you. They show up when you least expect it.”

Taehyung didn’t write that down.

He couldn’t.

For reasons that he himself didn't understand.

There was a silence, one that stretched long and comfortable and a little too warm for something that was supposed to be strictly professional.

Taehyung leaned forward to stop the recorder. “That’s all I have. Thank you for taking the time.”

“Anytime,” Jungkook said, and he sounded like he meant it. “You did good. Didn’t flinch once.”

“I flinched like five times.”

Jungkook grinned. “Cute of you to keep count.”

Taehyung flushed. “I should pack up.”

He started fumbling with the camera, fingers moving too fast, twisting the tripod legs in the wrong direction.

“Need help?” Jungkook asked, already standing.

“No, no I’ve got it—”

Jungkook crossed the space in two steps, kneeling beside him. His hand brushed over Taehyung’s as he reached to secure the base of the tripod.

“Relax,” Jungkook said, voice softer now. “I’m not gonna bite.”

“You keep saying things that sound like you will, though,” Taehyung muttered.

Jungkook laughed. “Would you mind if I did?”

Taehyung froze.

Jungkook didn’t push. Just smiled, eyes crinkling at the corners.

Taehyung looked away, heart thudding. “...I’m going to pretend I didn’t hear that.”

“Sure,” Jungkook said, still grinning. “Pretend all you want.”

Taehyung barely remembered how he got back to the press row. His camera bag was slung across one shoulder, tripod tucked under his arm, and his legs felt like jelly as he walked—no, floated through the arena corridors. The echoes of the crowd had dimmed, but Jungkook’s voice still clung to his skin.

“Would you mind if I did?”

He definitely minded.

…Probably. Maybe. 

He shouldn’t have blushed like that. Shouldn’t have stammered. Shouldn’t have let Jungkook touch his hand—god, his hand. Just that slight, casual brush had short-circuited his whole nervous system.

Taehyung dropped into his seat and powered off his camera, more for the excuse to look away from people than because he needed to. The interview file was safe. The footage was saved.

The damage, however, was done.

He didn’t dare rewatch it. He already knew what it would look like: Jungkook being smooth and bold and stupidly handsome, and Taehyung stuttering, stumbling like a teenager who accidentally bumped into his crush at a water fountain.

He needed air. And maybe a therapist.

Or a lobotomy.

Instead, he texted Seokjin.

taehyung: hyung i did the interview
seokjin: great! how’d it go?
taehyung: it was fine
taehyung: it was fine
taehyung: it was not fine
taehyung: i’m going to die

No reply came. Traitor.

He slumped in his chair, wishing he could melt into the floor. Surely no one had noticed how red he’d gotten. No one was paying that much attention to him, right?

Then his phone buzzed again.

And again.

And again.

He frowned and unlocked it. The notifications wouldn’t stop.

Twitter mentions. Instagram tags. Texts from a few classmates from uni he hadn’t spoken to in years.

His blood turned to ice.

The video.

He clicked the link.

It was already up—someone from his agency had live-streamed the press room rather than kept it for editing and clipped the exact moment Jungkook had leaned forward, smirked, and called him cute.

The caption read:

“boxer flirts with reporter mid-interview and the reporter forgets how to breathe.”

Taehyung groaned and nearly dropped his phone. He hadn’t even left the venue yet.

And then it got worse.

More clips surfaced—zoom-ins of Jungkook’s wink, Taehyung’s startled gasp, the half-second too long that their hands touched.

Screenshots of him blushing.

A thread had already started, titled:

“taehyung trying to remain professional for 20 minutes straight: a tragic case study”

And of course, the inevitable hashtag:

#JeonTaeKO

Taehyung was still staring blankly at the screen when his phone vibrated with a new message.

[Unknown Number]

you look good on camera, btw

Taehyung dropped his phone for real this time. It bounced off the seat and clattered to the floor, earning him a scowl from the ESPN photographer who was packing up their equipment next to him.

He scrambled to pick it up.

taehyung: who is this

[Unknown Number]: oh come on
[Unknown Number]: i just made you trend worldwide
[Unknown Number]: i deserve at least a saved contact

His lungs deflated, his hands trembled slightly.

taehyung: jungkook??

[Unknown Number]: the one and only

Taehyung resisted the urge to scream into his notebook.

taehyung: WHY do you have my number

[Unknown Number]: namjoon hyung gave it to me
[Unknown Number]: wanted to make sure you got home safe
[Unknown Number]: and also maybe flirt a little more but that’s secondary

taehyung: you're ridiculous

[Unknown Number]: you're adorable

Taehyung stared at that last message, heat rising up his neck. He glanced around, suddenly paranoid that everyone around him knew.

taehyung: please don’t say things like that
taehyung: people are already making fan edits

[Unknown Number]: you saw the one where you’re blushing in slo-mo?

taehyung: unfortunately

[Unknown Number]: you look cute in slo-mo too ;)

Taehyung buried his face in his hands. It was over. His career was over. He’d be known as that reporter forever. The one who let a boxer flirt with him into a meltdown on camera during an interview.

He was about to start digging his own grave when another message popped up:

[Unknown Number]: you’re free tonight, right?

taehyung: excuse me???

[Unknown Number]: figured if the world thinks we’re dating, might as well get dinner
[Unknown Number]: or drinks
[Unknown Number]: or just let me buy you dessert. i’m a generous man.

Taehyung stared.

He knew he should say no. That this was probably reckless. That he wasn’t built for... whatever this was. He wasn’t the type who knew how to be casual and cool and charming. He was the type who tripped over wires and blushed at compliments and forgot half his questions because someone smiled at him.

He decided not to reply.

Taehyung didn’t sleep that night.

He tried. He really did. But every time he closed his eyes, he saw the camera light blinking red, Jungkook’s eyes glinting under harsh gym lighting, and his own hands trembling over a tripod.

The interview wouldn’t leave him alone.

Neither would the internet.

By midnight, #JeonTaeKO had officially broken trending across multiple countries. Fan accounts were reposting screenshots with blush filters. One popular thread had compiled a video montage called “Taehyung being professionally flustered for five straight minutes.”

Worse, someone had found an old college photo of him holding a mic at a student event. The caption read:

“he’s always been in the media... just didn’t expect him to be the main character.”

Taehyung shut his laptop and pressed the heels of his palms to his eyes.

He wasn’t built for this. He hadn’t gone into journalism to become a meme. He wanted to write about the game—the movement, the heart, the grit. Not his own face turning tomato red every time Jeon Jungkook so much as looked at him.

His phone buzzed again.

He nearly didn’t check it.

But when he did, his stomach flipped.

[Unknown Number]: you okay?

No name. No punctuation. Just a quiet, sincere check-in. As if Jungkook knew Taehyung would be spiraling.

He typed, deleted, typed again.

taehyung: i’m surviving

jungkook: didn’t mean to overwhelm you
jungkook: but you were cute. i couldn’t help it.

Taehyung stared at that last text for a long time.

It felt too easy. Too practiced. As if Jungkook always knew how to deal with it. But also too genuine to dismiss.

taehyung: you flirt with all your reporters like this?

jungkook: only the ones who wear tiny glasses and get shy when i say their name :)

Taehyung buried his face in his pillow.

jungkook: you want to come over?
jungkook: no pressure. no cameras. just quiet.
jungkook: and maybe a smoothie. but only if you say please.

He hovered over the reply button for a long time.

Then he typed:

taehyung: ...i like strawberry.

jungkook: see you soon then

The hallway smelled faintly of cedarwood and detergent. Taehyung stood outside Jungkook’s door with his hands jammed into his pockets, shoulders hunched. He had circled the block once already, walked past the building’s entrance twice before finally buzzing in.

And now, standing here in the low-lit corridor, he was starting to doubt every life choice that had brought him to this moment.

He hadn’t even dressed like he was going anywhere important—just a beige hoodie and worn jeans, hair slightly wind-tousled, eyes ringed faintly with exhaustion. He’d told himself he wasn’t really going over. Just taking a walk. Just seeing how he felt.

And yet—here he was.

The door opened before he could knock.

Jungkook stood in sweatpants and a loose T-shirt, towel around his neck, damp curls sticking to his forehead. “Hey.”

Taehyung blinked. “How did you… were you waiting by the door?”

Jungkook shrugged. “I heard footsteps and hoped they were yours.”

Taehyung looked down at his shoes, unsure how to respond.

Jungkook didn’t tease. Just stepped aside. “Come in.”

The apartment was warm and dim, soft lamplight glowing from the living room. Taehyung stepped out of his shoes and trailed quietly behind Jungkook into the open space—modest, lived-in, a little cluttered in the corners with sports gear and sneakers. A pair of boxing gloves sat slumped on the coffee table, as if they'd been tossed aside in a hurry.

“Sorry about the mess,” Jungkook said. “Didn’t have time to pretend I’m a person who folds laundry.”

Taehyung offered a faint smile, still hovering near the doorway. “It’s… normal. I expected this place to be like, I don’t know—chrome and marble. Giant windows.”

Jungkook snorted. “Nah. I like spaces that let you breathe.”

Taehyung’s fingers tightened around the hem of his hoodie. He wasn’t breathing very well.

Jungkook padded into the kitchen and returned with two glasses, placing one down in front of him. “It’s a smoothie, trust me I'm not going to poison you,” he said lightly, chuckling.

Taehyung sat. The couch dipped under him, plush and surprisingly firm. He curled his fingers around the glass and took a cautious sip. Strawberry. Almond milk. Something sweet but earthy.

“So,” Jungkook said, sipping from his own glass. “You’ve been internet-famous for, what, 12 hours now? How’s it feel?”

“Awful,” Taehyung replied, half-laughing, half-serious. “Everyone has opinions. Even my old high school English teacher texted me.”

“Oh no. What’d she say?”

“He’s very handsome. Good luck, sweetie.”

Jungkook laughed, loud and unguarded.

Taehyung smiled despite himself.

The laughter faded, but the air didn’t settle. If anything, it grew thicker.

“I’m not really good at this,” Taehyung said suddenly. “I don’t date casually. I don’t flirt for fun. I don’t… know what this is.”

Jungkook didn’t tease him any further. He just nodded. “That’s okay. You don’t have to know right now.”

“It’s good,” he admitted after taking a sip from his drink.

“Told you I wasn't going to poison you.” Jungkook sipped his own smoothie, then let his gaze drift toward him, unreadable. “You didn’t have to come, you know.”

“I wasn’t going to.” Taehyung’s voice was quiet.

“What changed your mind?”

A pause.

“I don’t know yet.”

Jungkook didn’t respond right away. He let the silence breathe. Let it settle between them.

Taehyung sank further into the couch, his posture tense despite the comfort. The apartment was too quiet. Too calm. It gave his thoughts room to echo—and those thoughts weren’t kind.

“I’m not used to this,” Taehyung blurted, staring into his drink. “Any of this. I didn’t sign up to be a trending topic or a flirtation target or…” He trailed off, unsure how to finish the sentence.

“You’re allowed to be uncomfortable,” Jungkook said.

“It’s not just that,” Taehyung added quickly. “It’s me. Just a reporter starting his career in the sports scene. I’m… I don’t know how to do this. I’ve never been good at—at being seen.”

Jungkook tilted his head. “You walk into stadiums and write about other people. That takes guts.”

“It’s different when you're not the one behind the camera, just taking notes and asking questions.”

Jungkook hummed thoughtfully. “You think I don’t get that?”

Taehyung’s eyes flicked up. Jungkook wasn’t smiling now. He looked earnest.

“I’ve been looked at since I was sixteen,” Jungkook said. “But it’s not the same as being known. Most people see what they want. They don’t ask what’s underneath.”

Taehyung studied him quietly, for the first time noticing how Jungkook’s eyes, so often intense and sharp, were now softened with something closer to restraint. Maybe even understanding.

“I’m not looking for anything,” Taehyung said, almost apologetically. “Not right now. Not—not like that.”

“I didn’t ask you to,” Jungkook replied. “You’re here. That’s enough.”

Another silence. Longer this time, but not cold.

The smoothie glass sweated gently in Taehyung’s hands. He placed it on the coaster and ran a thumb along the seam of his jeans.

“I don’t know how to do casual, especially in the public eye.” he said.

“Then don’t,” Jungkook said, voice low. “Let’s not name it. Let’s just sit here. Drink fruit. Be quiet.”

Taehyung blinked, startled. “Really?”

Jungkook gave a lazy nod. “I get hit in the face for a living. I can handle not being flirted with.”

A laugh escaped Taehyung before he could stop it. “You flirt with me every time you breathe.”

“That's me breathing politely.”

Taehyung shook his head, but the edge of his mouth curled.

They sat like that for a while. Not close. Not touching. Just two people in the low quiet of a dim apartment, with tension that buzzed but didn’t break.

No one reached across the couch.

No one leaned in.

And it was, oddly, enough.

When Taehyung finally stood to leave, Jungkook didn’t walk him to the door. He just looked up, eyes warm but unreadable.

“You can come back,” Jungkook said simply. “If you want. Just to hang out. Like friends.”

Taehyung gave a short nod. “I’ll think about it.”

And he meant it.

As he stepped out into the cool night air, he let the silence settle into him again—not lonely this time, just full of questions. Jungkook wasn’t pushing. That didn’t mean Taehyung wasn’t being pulled.

And that confused him more than ever.

After a few weeks of constant battle with his thoughts, Taehyung finally decided to call Seokjin.

Seokjin answered on the third ring, his voice groggy with sleep and laced with annoyance.

“Do you know what time it is?”

“1:14,” Taehyung replied immediately, pacing across his apartment in a pair of mismatched socks. “In the morning. Technically.”

There was a pause.

Seokjin sighed. “Okay, what did you do.”

“I didn’t do anything,” Taehyung said. “That’s the problem.”

Another pause. “Is this about the boxer?”

“No!” Taehyung said too quickly. “Yes. I don’t know. Maybe. Ugh.”

The sound of a blanket shifting came through the speaker, followed by a heavy exhale. “All right, start from the beginning. But skip the part where he’s hot—I’ve seen the internet.”

Taehyung dragged a hand through his hair, dropping onto the edge of his couch. “He’s not what I expected. He’s not just some cocky showboat who punches people and looks good doing it. He’s… calm. Centered. He listens.”

“Sounds awful,” Seokjin deadpanned. “How dare he respect you.”

“I’m serious.”

“So am I.”

Taehyung sighed again, softer this time. “He keeps showing up in this quiet way. Not pushing. Not demading. Just… being there. And I don’t know how to deal with that.”

There was a beat of silence.

“Do you want to deal with it?” Seokjin asked, his voice gentle.

Taehyung’s mouth opened—then closed.

“I don’t know,” he said. “I’ve been building this career like a wall. Like, if I’m precise and careful and good, then I can stay out of the spotlight. Keep control of the narrative. But now I’m the narrative. And it’s not even something I wrote.”

“You’re scared of being seen,” Seokjin said. “Not just publicly. Personally.”

Taehyung flinched. “That was harsh.”

“But true.”

There was a long silence on the line.

Seokjin yawned, but his voice was softer when he spoke again. “You don’t have to fall in love with him. You don’t even have to like him. But maybe… let yourself be curious. Let yourself feel something. Maybe you'll be surprised.”

Taehyung leaned back on the couch, eyes fixed on the ceiling.

“What if I mess it up?”

“You will,” Seokjin said bluntly. “But that’s the point. Feelings are supposed to be messy. The good ones stick around anyway.”

Taehyung closed his eyes.

“I hate when you’re wise,” Taehyung muttered.

“I know,” Seokjin said, smug. “It’s my curse.”

They hung up a few minutes later.

Taehyung sat in the dark for a long while after, a blanket wrapped loosely around his shoulders. Not making a decision. Not reaching a conclusion.

But maybe, for the first time in a long time, letting himself wonder what would happen if he didn’t try to stay in control.

It wasn’t supposed to become a routine.

Taehyung didn’t even notice it at first.

A text here. A smoothie invite there. A match Jungkook said he didn’t want press at—except for Taehyung, who was “technically press but not exactly there as a press.” Taehyung had rolled his eyes and gone anyway.

Now it had been three months.

Three months since the interview.

Two months and so since the first late-night visit.

And somehow, Jungkook had worked his way into Taehyung’s life like it was the most natural thing in the world. Like he belonged there, filling in the quiet gaps Taehyung had carefully constructed to keep people out.

Taehyung still didn’t know what to call this. Friendship? Familiarity? Something teetering toward more, but deliberately, carefully just not there yet?

He only knew that Jungkook wasn’t in a rush. That he made space without asking. That he never looked disappointed when Taehyung hesitated.

And Taehyung hesitated a lot.

Tonight was no different.

The living room was dim, lights soft and yellow. Jungkook was on the floor, stretching, socks mismatched and hair tied up in a small, lazy knot at the top of his head. His black hoodie was too big, sleeves pulled over his knuckles.

Taehyung sat cross-legged on the couch, thumbing through a notebook he hadn’t written in for days.

They hadn’t spoken much.

Not because there was nothing to say, but because some silences didn’t need filling.

“Do you ever get tired of being looked at?” Taehyung asked suddenly.

Jungkook didn’t answer right away. He leaned over one leg, holding the stretch, forehead resting just above his knee.

“I think I used to,” he said eventually. “But then I figured out how to look back.”

Taehyung blinked.

“That’s a very boxer answer,” he said after a moment.

Jungkook smiled without lifting his head. “It’s a very me answer.”

Taehyung closed the notebook, letting it rest on his knees. “You don’t act like a guy who just won a national title.”

“What am I supposed to act like?”

“Louder,” Taehyung said. “ I don't know. Sharper maybe. Like you have something to prove.”

Jungkook finally sat up again, turning slightly to face him. “I have nothing to prove to people who don’t matter.”

“And me?”

Jungkook looked at him, soft and steady. “You’re not just people.”

Taehyung’s breath hitched. He looked away too quickly, jaw tight.

Jungkook didn’t push. Didn’t move.

Eventually, Taehyung exhaled. “You’re frustrating.”

“I know,” Jungkook said easily. “But I’m patient.”

He got up slowly, crossed to the kitchen, and returned with a mug this time instead of a smoothie. Ginger tea, steaming lazily into the air.

He set it down on the coffee table without a word and sat beside Taehyung—not too close, not quite touching, but near enough to feel.

Taehyung wrapped his hands around the mug.

“What are we doing?” he asked softly.

Jungkook didn’t speak for a long moment.

Then, “We’re breathing.”

Taehyung looked at him.

Jungkook returned the gaze without flinching. “We’re two people figuring out stuff.”

Taehyung swallowed hard.

"What if I'm never ready for more?" Taehyung asked nervously.

Jungkook gave him a small smile. 

"And that would be okay." 

There was no music playing. No clock ticking. Just the hum of the heater and the warmth of the tea against his palms.

He could feel the pull again—that strange gravity Jungkook seemed to carry around him. Not something loud or possessive. Something magnetic. Natural. Unforced.

But still, Taehyung didn’t move.

And neither did Jungkook.

They sat like that for another hour, side by side, shadows dancing softly along the walls.

When Taehyung finally stood to leave, Jungkook walked him to the door.

“You always do that,” Taehyung murmured quietly, hand on the doorknob.

“Do what?”

“Let me leave.”

Jungkook tilted his head. “Would it feel better if I didn’t?”

Taehyung didn’t answer. He stepped out into the hallway, hoodie zipped to his chin, heart rattling inside his ribs.

As the door clicked shut behind him, he leaned back against it for a second, palms against the cool wood.

He wasn’t falling.

He wasn’t.

He was standing still.

But gravity was beginning to win.

Jungkook wasn’t good at waiting.

He trained to react. Fast hands, fast eyes, fast instincts. In the ring, you hesitate, you lose.

But Taehyung wasn’t a fight.

Taehyung was… something else. A storm you didn’t walk into—you stood at the edge and waited for the wind to change direction.

And right now, Jungkook was standing in that wind, eyes closed, hands open, letting it graze his skin but not pull him under.

He didn’t mind the waiting. Not with Taehyung.

What he did mind was the ache.

Every night Taehyung sat on his couch, curled into himself like he didn’t want to take up space. Jungkook wanted to reach across the cushion and tell him: You already have a space here.

But he didn’t. He couldn’t.

Taehyung wasn’t ready.

And something about that vulnerability—about the way Taehyung looked at him like he was dangerous and then stayed anyway—made Jungkook ache in a place deeper than want.

He remembered the first time he’d seen Taehyung’s interview footage, before they had even met.

He hadn’t said much to Namjoon at the time. Just: “Let me know if that guy ever asks for an interview.”

Now he was counting the days between each time Taehyung texted back.

He doesn't know when the switch happened. He was alright with being just friends with the other. Letting the new friendship bloom under the choas of the internet. Just to be there, make him comfortable with the situation at hand, when Taehyung didn't do well with the public looking at his every move now. 

But now Jungkook wanted more. He wanted to be in Taehyung's life more. Be the reason behind his smile. 

But Taehyung wasn't ready.

Jungkook leaned back in the gym’s corner bench, gloves resting beside him. The space was empty, closed for the day, dim and echoing. He liked it like this—late hours, no eyes.

Namjoon had told him to take a break. "You've won. You've proven yourself. Let your body rest.”

But Jungkook wasn’t training to prove anything now.

He was training because it was the only place where his thoughts stopped spinning.

Except when it came to Taehyung.

Then everything spun faster.

Jungkook wasn't good at waiting, but he was ready to wait for Taehyung.

Taehyung hadn’t planned on attending the press gala.

He’d RSVP’d weeks ago, assuming he’d quietly bow out. Big industry events were never his thing—too much small talk, too many eyes, too many people asking, “So what are you working on now?”

But Seokjin had sent him a passive-aggressive text that morning:

if you don’t show up, i’m telling jungkook you cried during his knockout match replay. again.

So here he was. Dressed in a dark navy suit, tie slightly crooked, hands jammed into his coat pockets like he could still vanish.

He sipped a watered-down cocktail and tried not to be noticed.

Until he was.

“Wow,” came a familiar voice from behind him. “You clean up nice.”

Taehyung startled so hard he nearly dropped his drink.

Jungkook stood there in all black—blazer sharp, shirt collar open, chain peeking at his throat. His hair was styled back, exposing the curve of his jaw and the slope of his cheekbones.

He looked devastatingly handsome.

And worse—he looked calm. Something Taehyung could never be. 

“W-What are you doing here?” Taehyung asked, voice slightly too high.

“Namjoon made me come,” Jungkook said. “Said I needed to socialize with someone who doesn’t bleed when I hit them.”

“That’s… reassuring,” Taehyung muttered.

Jungkook’s eyes crinkled. “Didn’t think I’d see you here.”

“I didn’t plan to come,” Taehyung admitted. “Seokjin threatened me. Said it would be good if I make new friends in the journalism and sports world”

Jungkook chuckled. “Classic hyung.”

They stood there a moment—Jungkook too close, Taehyung too stiff, and yet neither moving away. Taehyung could feel heat blooming under his collar. Everything about this was too seen. Too public.

Across the ballroom, someone pointed a phone in their direction. Discreetly. 

Then another.

And another.

Jungkook didn’t seem to notice. Or if he did, he didn’t care.

But, Taehyung did.

And panic surged low in his chest.

“You should go,” he said suddenly, voice tight.

Jungkook blinked, confused. “What?”

“Not—not like that. I mean—you should stay, but like. Not here. Not next to me.”

The words stumbled out clumsy, wrong, and sharp at the edges.

Jungkook didn’t flinch. But the light behind his smile dimmed, just a little.

“Okay,” he said softly. “I get it.”

He didn’t make a scene.

Didn’t press.

Just gave a faint nod and backed away, blending into the crowd as if he’d never been standing there at all.

Taehyung felt the weight of his absence immediately.

Felt it in the silence left behind.

Felt it in the eyes now definitely watching him from across the room.

He wanted to go after him.

He didn’t.

Instead, he finished the rest of his drink in one long swallow and walked in the opposite direction.

Jungkook stepped out onto the hotel balcony and let the door swing shut behind him with a soft click.

The music inside was still loud, muffled now by glass and distance, but out here it was quiet. Cool air pressed gently against his skin, and the night sky stretched black above the city skyline, studded with stars and satellites.

He gripped the railing and leaned forward, trying to breathe.

He didn’t blame Taehyung.

He really didn’t.

The moment he saw the panic flash across Taehyung’s face, the calculation behind his eyes—the way he scanned the crowd and registered the phones—Jungkook knew what was coming. Knew that he wasn’t just Jungkook the person in that moment. He was Jungkook the headline.

And Taehyung had every right to be afraid of that.

Still.

He sighed.

It stung.

Not because Taehyung pulled away. But because he did it with the kind of careful gentleness Jungkook recognized too well.

Like someone who expected him to be disappointed. Or worse—dangerous.

But Jungkook wasn’t angry.

Just tired.

Tired of being wanted only in private.

He didn’t need to be paraded around or posted online. He didn’t want his face next to clickbait headlines or another round of “Is boxer Jungkook off the market?” trending posts.

But he wanted to be real. To someone. Even as a friend.

And with Taehyung… he’d thought maybe—maybe—he was.

He took a deep breath, the city air cool against his throat.

Maybe it had been too much, too soon. He couldn’t push. He wouldn’t.

But he also wouldn’t wait forever in the dark, smiling like it didn’t hurt.

Not again.

Taehyung couldn’t sleep.

He lay on his side, blanket twisted around his waist, the outline of the gala still haunting the back of his eyelids. The glint of chandeliers. The weight of too many eyes. Jungkook’s face when he stepped away—calm, composed, but somehow… dimmer.

He turned his phone over on his nightstand for the tenth time. No new messages.

He hadn't reached out. Jungkook hadn’t either.

The silence between them, once soft and breathable, now felt brittle. Like something had cracked, and Taehyung didn’t know how to glue it back together without slicing his fingers open.

He hated this.

The way his brain churned out excuses while his chest twisted in guilt.

The way Jungkook’s scent still clung faintly to the sleeve of the hoodie Taehyung hadn’t returned yet.

The way he had made this choice—and hated it anyway.

He’d told himself it was for the best. That distance would protect them both.

But protection didn’t feel like safety.

It felt like loneliness.

He pressed his face into the pillow and whispered into the dark.

“I’m sorry.”

No one heard.

Jungkook didn’t go to the gym the next morning.

He made breakfast in silence. Ate alone. Didn’t open his DMs, even when Namjoon texted twice.

hey. you good?
he’s freaking out too, you know.

Jungkook left it unread.

He wasn’t angry.

He was just… tired of trying to fit himself into someone else's fear.

He knew Taehyung was scared. He’d seen it in his eyes. And he hadn’t taken it personally at first—knew what it was like to feel exposed, overwhelmed. He had felt that way his entire career.

He wasn’t asking to be claimed. He wasn’t asking for a label.

Hell, he wasn't even asking for anything more than friendship.

He just did not want to be erased. 

And the way Taehyung had done it—so gently, so apologetically—it made it worse. Like Jungkook should be okay with being tucked away quietly in the corner, like an afterthought. Like something shameful.

He wasn’t.

He sat on the couch, staring at the hoodie Taehyung had left behind the last time they were together. Folded neatly on the armrest.

It still smelled like him.

He didn’t touch it.

Taehyung typed the message ten times.

hey
hey are you around
i’m sorry for the gala
can we talk?

But he didn’t send any of them.

Not because he didn’t mean it.

Because he wasn’t sure if he deserved an answer.

Jungkook stared at the hoodie for hours.

Eventually, he folded it tighter, placed it in a small bag, and left it by the door.

He didn’t delete Taehyung’s number.

But he turned off notifications.

Just in case.

The crowd was louder than usual.

It wasn’t a championship fight, just a public exhibition—something light for press and fans, part of a sponsor deal. But the arena still pulsed with noise, thick with camera flashes and the dull roar of anticipation.

Taehyung stood at the edge of the ring with his press badge clipped to his coat, hands wrapped around his camera like it could shield him from what was coming.

He hadn’t asked for this assignment. Seokjin had handed it to him with a casual, “You can handle it, right?” like they both didn’t know who would be inside the ring.

Taehyung had hesitated.

And then, against his better judgment, he’d nodded.

Now he was here.

Now he could see him.

Jungkook was already warming up in his corner. Hair tied back. Gloves on. Sleeveless tank stretched tight across his chest. He looked focused—too focused. No smile. No crowd-pleasing smirk. Just clean, efficient movement.

Gone was the easy warmth Taehyung had gotten used to in those quiet, tea-scented nights on the couch.

This Jungkook was ice.

And he didn’t look over once.

Taehyung forced himself to work. He adjusted his lens, checked the lighting, tried to pretend his hands weren’t trembling.

He wasn’t sure what hurt more—seeing Jungkook again, or realizing how easily Jungkook was pretending not to see him.

The match started.

Jungkook’s opponent was good. Fast, agile. But Jungkook was faster. Stronger. He moved with surgical precision—no showing off, no playing to the crowd.

It was beautiful. Brutal. Over in two rounds.

Taehyung barely breathed.

The moment the final bell rang, the arena erupted. Jungkook dropped his gloves, nodded to the referee, and walked straight past the crowd of reporters closing in.

Taehyung didn’t follow.

He didn’t have the right anymore.

He started packing his equipment, pretending not to see the cameras trained on Jungkook’s back. Pretending not to ache.

But then, as the crowd surged, Jungkook turned.

Just for a second.

Their eyes met.

Taehyung stopped breathing.

Jungkook didn’t smile. Didn’t nod. Didn’t soften.

But he looked.

And for a single beat, everything they hadn’t said passed between them in silence.

Then Jungkook turned away, disappearing into the tunnel.

And Taehyung was left standing in the corner.

Still not moving.

Still not ready.

But no longer sure he could walk away.

The hallway outside the locker rooms hummed with the quiet chaos of post-match routine—camera flashes, distant chatter, the muted thump of gloves being packed away. But Taehyung stood outside Jungkook’s door as if the world had gone still.

He could hear his own heart louder than anything else.

One knock.

Then two.

Nothing.

He waited, hand still hovering midair, mouth already half-open with words that might never make it out.

Then the door opened.

Jungkook filled the doorway like a silence that demanded attention. Damp hair curled at his temples. His sleeveless top clung to his chest. A towel hung loosely around his neck, and his knuckles were still faintly red.

He didn’t look surprised.

But he didn’t look pleased either.

Taehyung’s breath caught in his throat. “I… I didn’t think you’d answer.”

“I almost didn’t.”

The air between them felt heavy. Uneven.

“I just—” Taehyung began, then stopped, fumbling for where to even begin. “I don’t have a script for this.”

Jungkook’s face didn’t change.

“I hurt you,” Taehyung said. “I know I did. And I hate that. I was scared, but that’s not an excuse. I made you feel like you weren’t enough. That I was not proud of being seen with you. And you didn’t deserve that.”

Jungkook said nothing.

Taehyung forced himself to meet his eyes. “I was trying so hard to protect myself from something going wrong that I didn’t see what was going right. With you.”

There was a long pause. Then, softly:

“You only ever reached for me when no one was looking.”

It wasn’t cruel.

It was worse.

It was honest.

Taehyung’s throat tightened. “I know.”

Jungkook didn’t move. Just stood there, staring like he wanted to see inside him. Like he had seen inside him, and wasn’t sure he liked what he found.

“I don’t expect you to forgive me,” Taehyung whispered. “I just needed you to hear it from me, not from silence.”

Behind them, a loud voice broke the quiet:
“Okay, if someone doesn’t start crying or kissing soon, I’m breaking a bone to create drama.”

Taehyung flinched. Seokjin leaned against the wall like he’d been waiting there the whole time.

Namjoon stood behind him, arms folded, sipping his coffee with the kind of patience only a coach and older brother figure could possess.

Seokjin gave them both a look. “Get on with it.”

Taehyung turned back to Jungkook, wide-eyed. “Did they just—?”

“They did,” Jungkook muttered, rubbing his face. “It’s their thing now, unfortunately.”

When he looked up again, his expression had softened.

Not a smile.

But not a wall, either.

“Come in,” he said, stepping aside.

Taehyung hesitated. Then he did.

And this time, when the door shut behind them, it didn’t feel like an ending.

It felt like something beginning again—quiet, trembling.

Taehyung hadn't realized how loud the world had gotten until he found himself again in Jungkook’s apartment, wrapped in silence that felt less like absence and more like permission. They had decided to go back to Jungkook's apartment, away from the crowd, the eyes, the cameras that might be waiting outside.

They didn’t talk for a while.

Taehyung sat cross-legged on the floor in front of the low table, warm mug in hand, steam curling against his face. Jungkook was sitting across from him, legs stretched out, a faint crease between his brows like he was thinking too hard about not thinking too hard.

The only sounds were the rain tapping the windows and the faint hum of instrumental jazz coming from a Bluetooth speaker in the corner.

Comfortable silence. That was what struck Taehyung.

It was the kind of quiet that had weight. Not heavy. Just present. Like a shared understanding neither of them wanted to startle.

Taehyung spoke first, his voice soft. “I think I kept waiting for you to push.”

Jungkook looked up.

Taehyung continued, words slow and measured. “I thought that eventually, you'd demand something from me. A name for this. A title. A reason not to walk away.”

Jungkook's gaze didn’t waver. “And I didn’t?”

“You didn’t.” Taehyung looked down at his mug. “And it scared me more than if you had.”

“Why?”

“Because it meant you were never chasing anything,” Taehyung said. “You were just waiting to be chosen.”

Silence again.

But not cold.

Jungkook set down his cup gently.

“I didn’t need it to be anything official,” Jungkook said, voice low. “I was fine just being your friend. Or whatever you could give me." Jungkook started.

"I just didn’t want you walking around scared all the time — like everyone was watching you, waiting for you to slip. You don’t owe them anything, Tae. Not your explanations. Not your peace.”

That landed like a whisper between ribs.

Taehyung didn’t reply immediately. His throat felt tight.

He tried to look at Jungkook and couldn’t. Not right away. Not until the breath he’d been holding gave way to something deeper.

“I didn’t know how to want something without ruining it,” he admitted. “I still don’t. I'm scared that this could ruin our career.”

“You think this is something you or I could ruin?”

Taehyung nodded.

Jungkook smiled—small, tilted. “Then let’s make it something worth fixing.”

That made Taehyung laugh. A single, startled sound. His face flushed.

And for the first time in what felt like weeks, he exhaled all the way.

The gym smelled like chalk and wood polish and faint sweat.

It was past nine when they arrived. Empty. Echoing. The kind of space that demanded honesty, because there was nowhere to hide.

It's been around a week since they had talked, since Taehyung had finally talked it out with Jungkook.

They were still friends, but Taehyung could feel something brewing between them, something warm, something safe. 

Something that didn't make him want to run away anymore.

Jungkook led him inside, not saying much. Just a small smile thrown over his shoulder, quiet as always.

“You sure?” he asked, when Taehyung hesitated near the edge of the mat.

“No,” Taehyung said. “But that’s not stopping me anymore.”

Jungkook grinned. “Good answer.”

He knelt, unrolling a strip of wrap. “You can’t do anything in here without wrapping your hands. Not because you’ll hit something. But because it teaches you to be mindful. Careful. Deliberate.”

He held out a hand.

Taehyung gave him his own without a word.

The touch wasn’t charged. Not exactly. But it was aware.

Jungkook’s fingers were warm, callused, steady. He cradled Taehyung’s hand like it was something breakable but precious—not fragile, but worth protecting.

He started the wrap at the wrist, slow and firm.

“Too tight?” he asked.

Taehyung shook his head.

“You ever hold something so carefully you’re scared you’re holding it wrong?” Taehyung asked softly.

“All the time,” Jungkook murmured, looping the wrap between Taehyung’s fingers. “Doesn’t mean you let go.”

And Taehyung’s chest ached in a way that wasn’t pain. 

When Jungkook finished, he pressed his thumb gently against the base of Taehyung’s palm.

“You’re ready.”

“I don’t want to punch anything,” Taehyung said.

“You’re not here to hit,” Jungkook said. “You’re here to feel what it’s like to take up space and not apologize for it.”

That stunned Taehyung into silence.

They didn’t spar. Didn’t touch again.

Just moved together, mirror images—stance, step, breath. Jungkook adjusted Taehyung’s posture with the barest graze of a hand on his shoulder, a light nudge against his thigh.

It wasn’t about the workout.

It was about trust.

When they stood at rest, chest to chest, not speaking, Taehyung realized they were breathing in sync again.

And he didn’t want to leave.

The rain started as they locked up the gym. Fast, sudden—like the sky had just decided it couldn’t hold back anymore.

Neither of them had umbrellas.

Jungkook jogged ahead, holding the car door open. “We can wait it out.”

But Taehyung didn’t follow.

He stood beneath the gym, eyes lifted to the black sky, water cascading from the roof in a silver sheet.

Jungkook came back. Quiet. Standing beside him again.

They didn’t talk.

Didn’t need to.

The sound of rain was everything.

When Taehyung finally looked at him, something in his face had changed. Not softer. Not braver. Just… honest.

He reached up slowly. Fingers brushed Jungkook’s temple, tucking wet strands behind his ear.

“Still okay?” Jungkook whispered.

Taehyung nodded. “I’m still scared.”

“But you’re still here.”

Taehyung smiled. “That counts for something, right?”

Jungkook didn’t answer.

He leaned in.

Their lips met like a secret. Careful. Lingering. A slow exhale into something that had been building for months.

They didn’t rush it.

They kissed like they had time.

Taehyung’s hands slid up to Jungkook’s chest, resting just over his heart. Jungkook didn’t pull him closer, just let him choose the space between them.

Their foreheads touched.

Jungkook whispered, “You feel like rain.”

Taehyung blinked. “What?”

Jungkook smiled faintly. “Soft. Surprising. Impossible to ignore.”

Taehyung let his fingers tighten in Jungkook’s hoodie.

“I don’t want to go home,” he murmured.

“You don’t have to.”

Jungkook reached down and linked their fingers together—not possessive. Just there.

The rain kept falling.

Their hands stayed held.

And the quiet between them didn’t ache anymore.

It felt like safety.

It felt like beginning.

The room smelled like rain.

Not the harsh, metallic kind that clung to pavement and concrete—but soft rain. Rain that had settled into sheets and skin and fabric. The scent of shampoo and night air and something deeply, privately human.

Taehyung surfaced from sleep like someone slowly rising from underwater.

The light was different now. Pale and golden, morning sun bleeding across the floor through half-drawn curtains. It made the room glow—soft and hushed, like it knew not to be loud here.

He kept his eyes closed for a little longer. Just to listen.

There was breathing behind him. Measured. Even.

Jungkook.

Warmth radiated from his body, close, but not touching. Taehyung could feel it in the space between them, in the faint brush of air when Jungkook shifted slightly, maybe propped up on one elbow.

“You’re awake,” Taehyung murmured, voice low and raw from sleep.

“I wasn’t staring,” Jungkook replied. “I swear.”

Taehyung cracked one eye open.

Jungkook was, in fact, watching him.

He looked undone. In a good way. Hair a tangled halo, hoodie slipping off one shoulder. His arm flexed where it rested against the pillow, lean muscle and warmth and softness all wrapped in one impossible person.

“You’re not subtle,” Taehyung whispered.

“I didn’t think I had to be.”

Taehyung rolled onto his back, exhaling into the ceiling. The blanket slipped a little, pooling around his waist.

Jungkook’s gaze followed.

“Do you always look like this in the morning?” he asked.

Taehyung turned his head, eyes narrow. “Like what?”

“Wrecked. Soft. Dangerous.”

Taehyung snorted. “You’re projecting.”

“Maybe,” Jungkook said. “But I’m not wrong.”

The silence after that was different.

It hummed.

A tension unspoken but thick in the air. Taehyung didn’t move toward it, but he didn’t move away either.

He sat up eventually, slowly, the blanket falling to his lap. “What time is it?”

Jungkook blinked. “Don’t know. Don’t care.”

“I should go,” Taehyung said, but didn’t move.

“You don’t have to.”

“I know.”

They stayed like that—suspended in an in-between that felt too new to name, too fragile to press.

Eventually, Jungkook climbed out of bed first.

He tugged on a pair of joggers and wandered barefoot to the kitchen, hoodie sleeves pushed up, exposing the tattoos on his forearms. The sight did something strange to Taehyung’s chest—tender and unsteady.

Taehyung followed after a moment, adjusting the oversized hoodie Jungkook had handed him the night before.

It swallowed him. He didn’t complain.

The kitchen was quiet. No music. No humming. Just the click of the toaster, the trickle of water filling the kettle, the squeak of cabinets opening.

“You want sugar?” Jungkook asked, already reaching.

Taehyung shrugged. “You decide.”

Jungkook paused. Looked at him. “Okay.”

He added a generous spoonful. Stirred. Handed over the mug.

When their fingers brushed, it was brief—but charged.

Taehyung took a sip. Too hot. He didn’t flinch.

They stood at the counter, shoulder to shoulder. A plate of toast appeared between them, burnt at the corners. Taehyung didn’t say a word, just took a bite.

Jungkook stole the other half.

Taehyung swatted at his hand, laughing under his breath. “You’re unbelievable.”

Jungkook chewed shamelessly. “And charming.”

Taehyung licked a smear of jam from his lip. “That’s debatable.”

Jungkook’s gaze dropped—just for a second.

Then: “You’re still here.”

Taehyung stilled.

His heart did something small and traitorous in his chest.

“I am,” he said.

And that was the truth.

He didn’t have answers. Didn’t know what came next. But he knew this: he hadn’t run. He was still here. Still looking at Jungkook across a kitchen counter at 8-something in the morning, wearing his clothes, drinking his tea, laughing like they hadn’t spent months avoiding this.

Still here.

Jungkook reached over slowly and brushed his thumb along Taehyung’s jaw, not possessive. Just grounding.

“You can go if you need to,” he said. “But I like the idea of you staying.”

Taehyung leaned into the touch.

“I’m tired of leaving.”

Jungkook smiled.

They didn’t kiss.

They didn’t fall into bed.

But something between them settled—deep, warm, like a foundation being laid under all the tension and ache.

And that gravity that had been quietly pulling them toward each other?

It was only getting stronger.

The gym was different at night.

Quieter. Shadows stretched longer across the walls, and the whirring of the fan overhead was the only sound that filled the space between sets.

The fluorescent lights flickered faintly overhead. Not bright. Just enough to glint off steel and sweat.

Jungkook was in a black muscle tank and sweats that hung low on his hips. Tape wrapped across his palms. His hoodie had been discarded minutes ago, and his water bottle sat forgotten on the edge of the mat.

Taehyung sat cross-legged on a worn yoga mat nearby, hands in the sleeves of Jungkook’s crewneck. He wasn’t supposed to be watching.

He was supposed to be responding to emails. That’s what he’d told himself when he came.

But the phone lay untouched beside him. His fingers were tight around his knees. And his eyes… well. His eyes weren’t obeying at all.

Jungkook was bench pressing now—slow, deliberate reps that made the muscles in his chest and arms ripple under the low lighting.

Taehyung’s breath caught.

It wasn’t lust. Not exactly.

It was something heavier.

There was a gravity to Jungkook’s body—how he moved with intention, how his strength wasn’t showy but purposeful. Like every rep was a promise he’d made to himself and was determined to keep.

Taehyung bit the inside of his cheek and looked away for the third time.

It didn’t last.

He snuck another glance as Jungkook set the bar down with a low exhale, chest rising and falling in time with the rhythmic thump of his heartbeat.

Jungkook didn’t speak.

He didn’t need to.

The way he flexed his wrists. The slow roll of his shoulders. The sound he made in the back of his throat after the last rep—low, gritted, restrained—sent a full-body shiver down Taehyung’s spine.

He shifted.

Crossed and uncrossed his legs.

He could feel the warmth in his stomach, slow and creeping. The kind of heat that settled behind his ears, flushed high into his cheeks, and pulsed somewhere just below thought.

Jungkook moved to the pull-up bar next.

He grabbed it with both hands, tested the grip, and began lifting. Smoothly. Controlled.

Taehyung's eyes followed the flex of his biceps, the roll of his shoulder blades, the way his abs tensed and released with each slow pull upward.

Taehyung licked his lips and hated himself for it.

He looked back down at his phone. Unread emails blinked back at him.

He tapped the screen, then turned it off again.

“Doing okay?” Jungkook asked between reps, not even breathless.

Taehyung got startled.

“I’m fine.”

“You’re staring.”

“I am not.”

Jungkook dropped down lightly, arms flexed. He grabbed his towel, wiped the sweat off the back of his neck, and walked toward him, each step unhurried, like he was entirely unaware of how absolutely illegal his existence was right now.

Taehyung shifted again, hugging his knees.

Jungkook squatted in front of him.

“You are staring,” he said, voice lower now. Closer.

Taehyung opened his mouth. And then closed it.

Jungkook tilted his head. “You okay?”

“I’m—” Taehyung started, and that was when Jungkook reached up, dragging his towel across his jaw, revealing the full curve of his neck, collarbone gleaming with sweat.

Taehyung’s eyes followed the line of it like gravity was doing the thinking for him.

“I’m good,” he choked out.

Jungkook gave a small, unfair smirk. “You look hot.”

“I’m wearing your clothes.”

“Still counts.”

Taehyung’s pulse was hammering. He could feel it in his fingertips, his chest, the base of his throat.

Jungkook reached past him casually—to grab his water bottle, but Taehyung flinched anyway, every nerve on fire from almost.

Jungkook paused, eyes narrowing slightly. “Something wrong?”

Taehyung shook his head, fast. “No. Just—trying to remember how to exist in a body. Mine. Yours. Anyone’s.”

Jungkook laughed, but there was something tight underneath it. Something that said he was holding himself back too.

“Okay,” Jungkook said, backing up a little. “I’ll be good.”

“You’re never good.”

“That’s not what you said when I made you toast.”

Taehyung groaned into his hands.

But when he peeked between his fingers, Jungkook was looking at him with something softer.

Not just desire.

Not just mischief.

But knowing.

Like he’d seen the shift in Taehyung. Felt it. And was willing to let it simmer.

Taehyung’s voice came out smaller than he expected. “You don’t even try to show off, do you?”

Jungkook shrugged, tossing the towel over his shoulder. “I’m just training.”

“Right,” Taehyung muttered. “Just casually being the embodiment of every fantasy anyone’s ever had.”

“Yours too?”

Silence.

Jungkook froze.

Taehyung’s eyes widened.

And then, he stood.

“I’m going to get water,” he said, voice higher than usual. 

Jungkook watched him go, chest rising and falling, towel clenched in one fist.

Because now he knew.

And Taehyung knew he knew.

And neither of them had a clue what to do about it.

Everything Taehyung’s been trying to suppress — the way he looks at Jungkook, the way he feels safe, the way want keeps creeping up under the skin — it hits all at once.

And Jungkook? Jungkook sees it. And he doesn’t hesitate.

It started with a look.

Just one.

Taehyung was still in the gym, pressed up against the cool concrete wall near the locker room, trying to breathe through the wildfire in his chest. His water bottle was still capped. His hands were still shaking. His entire body was humming.

Jungkook appeared in front of him silently, towel slung over one shoulder, sweat still glistening along his collarbone.

“You’re flushed,” he said, voice too soft. Too careful.

“I’m fine,” Taehyung whispered, and hated how hoarse it sounded.

Jungkook stepped closer.

Taehyung didn’t back away.

“You’ve been watching me like that for weeks,” Jungkook murmured. “Did you think I wouldn’t notice?”

Taehyung’s breath caught. “You didn’t say anything.”

“I was waiting,” Jungkook said. “For you to admit what you wanted.”

Taehyung’s voice dropped to a whisper. “And what if I don’t know how to say it?”

Jungkook’s palm came up, resting just beside his face, not touching. Not yet.

“Then show me.”

And Taehyung—Taehyung finally moved.

He closed the gap with a kiss that wasn’t sweet or tentative or shy.

It was hungry.

Jungkook caught him with both hands, spinning him so his back hit the wall. Not rough—just firm. Controlled. Taehyung gasped into his mouth, and Jungkook swallowed the sound with a low growl that rumbled from his chest to Taehyung’s bones.

The sweatshirt was gone first. Then the t-shirt. Jungkook’s palms splayed across Taehyung’s bare chest, slow and reverent.

“You’re shaking,” Jungkook whispered.

“I’m—” Taehyung breathed, “I’m trying not to lose it.”

“Why not?” Jungkook leaned in, voice darker now. “You’ve been holding back long enough.”

Taehyung whimpered when Jungkook’s hand gripped his waist—just one palm, strong, steady, curling around the curve of his hip like he could keep him there.

“You like this,” Jungkook said against his throat. “Don’t you?”

Taehyung nodded, cheeks flushed. “I like… how strong you are.”

Jungkook stilled.

Then smiled.

Slow. Dangerous. Beautiful.

“I know.”

He lifted Taehyung like he weighed nothing.

Just—hands on thighs, breath against lips, up—and Taehyung was off the floor, legs instinctively wrapping around his waist as he was carried to the padded bench along the wall.

Jungkook sat and dragged him into his lap.

“You’re so easy to hold,” he murmured. “You know that?”

Taehyung couldn’t speak.

His hands clung to Jungkook’s shoulders, legs trembling around his hips, breath coming in short, broken gasps.

Every part of him burned.

Jungkook kissed him again, slower now. His hands never rough—just firm. Always grounding. Always in control. One cupping the back of Taehyung’s neck, the other resting possessively on his thigh.

And Taehyung melted for it.

He whimpered when Jungkook bit down on his bottom lip, when his fingers curled into his waist and held him still.

“Let me take care of you,” Jungkook whispered. “You don’t have to think. Not tonight.”

Taehyung nodded, dazed. “Please.”

What followed was messy.

Beautiful.

Taehyung moaned when Jungkook’s mouth found the hollow of his throat, when his body pressed him flat to the mat minutes later, wrists pinned gently above his head.

Not force. Not power-play.

Just strength. Unapologetic, breathtaking control.

And Taehyung gave in to it.

Over and over again.

Letting himself be seen. Be held. Be undone.

After that, they didn’t speak for a while.

They just laid there.

Breath to breath. Sweat cooling on skin. Taehyung’s face tucked against Jungkook’s chest, Jungkook’s arm slung protectively across his waist.

“You okay?” Jungkook asked softly.

Taehyung nodded into his skin. “I’ve never felt that safe during anything like that.”

Jungkook kissed the crown of his head. “Good.”

Another silence.

Then Taehyung whispered, “I think I like the way you handle me.”

Jungkook smiled against his hair.

“Good,” he said again. “Because I’m not done, yet.”

It started with the wall.

They swear they had gotten up from the mat only to get some water. 

Jungkook’s palm braced beside Taehyung’s head, not to trap but to steady. His other hand hovered low, fingers flexing like he was already touching him. And maybe, somehow, he was.

Because Taehyung felt it. Every wordless promise. Every inch of restraint.

Then Jungkook kissed him.

There was no hesitation—only hunger. Lips met with heat and purpose, open-mouthed and desperate. Jungkook’s hands moved fast and sure, one dragging down Taehyung’s spine, the other gripping the back of his thigh.

Taehyung moaned into his mouth, high and breathless. “Jungkook—”

That was all it took.

Jungkook lifted him—effortlessly. Taehyung’s feet left the floor with a gasp as strong arms wrapped under his thighs, and his back hit the wall. Legs instinctively locked around Jungkook’s waist. Their hips aligned.

“You want this?” Jungkook asked, voice low and ragged.

Taehyung nodded. “Yes. Please. God, yes.”

“Good,” Jungkook growled—and carried him back to the mat like he weighed nothing.

The rest of the clothes came off in a blur. The thrum of tension unspooled fast—sweats stripped from his hips with one smooth motion. Jungkook’s tank hit the floor. Tattoos glinted in the low light.

Taehyung lay back on the mat, exposed, breathless, trembling.

Jungkook’s eyes dragged over him—every inch, every tremor. “You look like something I want to ruin slowly.”

Taehyung flushed. “Then do it.”

Jungkook moved over him, kissing rough and deep. He pinned both of Taehyung’s wrists above his head with one hand and used the other to tease—down his chest, past his ribs, to the aching hardness between his thighs.

“Already so hard for me,” he murmured.

Taehyung whimpered. “You’re not playing fair.”

“I’m not playing at all.”

He kissed down Taehyung’s chest—tongue flicking over a nipple, teeth grazing just enough to make Taehyung arch off the mat.

When Jungkook sucked a bruise into his hip, Taehyung nearly came from that alone.

“Jungkook—fuck, please—”

“You want me to touch you here?” Jungkook asked, hand hovering over his cock.

“Yes,” Taehyung gasped. “Please.”

“Say it.”

“Touch me. Fuck—please—Jungkook—”

That got him a slow stroke, palm warm and slick. Taehyung keened at the contact, hips jerking up into his grip.

“You’re so sensitive,” Jungkook murmured. “So responsive. Look at you—melting for me.”

Taehyung choked on a moan as Jungkook kissed him again, deep, possessive. Their hips ground together. Taehyung could feel how hard Jungkook was—thick and hot through his boxers.

“Want you inside,” Taehyung said, wrecked. “Now.”

Jungkook bit his lip, removing his boxers. “Turn over for me.”

Taehyung obeyed instantly, presenting himself on all fours, chest flush to the mat, flushed and open.

Jungkook knelt behind him, dragging his hands up Taehyung’s thighs, over the curve of his ass, spreading him gently.

“You’re so fucking beautiful like this.”

He slid a lubed finger in first, working him open slowly. Taehyung moaned against the mat, biting his lip, legs trembling.

Then two. Then three. Taehyung was panting, begging.

“Please. Need you. Jungkook, please—”

“Shh. I’ve got you.”

When Jungkook finally pushed in, it was slow—careful, deep. Taehyung cried out, back arching as he was filled inch by inch.

Jungkook groaned. “You feel fucking perfect.”

He thrust in deep, hips flush to Taehyung’s ass. Stayed there. Let them both feel it.

Then he began to move.

Each thrust hit deep, angle perfect, the stretch just enough to make Taehyung dizzy. He held ontp the mat, sobbing with every snap of Jungkook’s hips.

“You’re taking me so well,” Jungkook growled. “Fucking made for this.”

Taehyung’s orgasm hit without warning—loud, body convulsing under Jungkook’s weight, moaning his name like it was the only word he knew.

Jungkook followed a moment later, hips stuttering, spilling inside him with a long, shuddering groan.

He collapsed gently over him, pressing kisses to his shoulder blades.

“You okay?” he whispered.

Taehyung could barely speak. “You broke my brain.”

Jungkook smiled, kissing the side of his neck. “Good.”

They stayed there, tangled and warm.

Nothing left unsaid. Nothing left unshared.

Just breath. Skin. Weight.

And everything real.

The room was warm.

Not from heat—but from the weight of skin on skin, breath to breath, hearts that had just stopped racing.

Taehyung lay sprawled on the mat, cheek pressed to Jungkook’s chest, arms wrapped loosely around his waist. Jungkook was breathing slowly now, one hand stroking absent circles into the curve of Taehyung’s back. Their legs were tangled. Neither of them moved.

Not because they couldn’t.

Because they didn’t want to.

Taehyung’s body still buzzed—overstimulated, boneless, wrecked in a way that didn’t feel humiliating or chaotic, just… safe.

Jungkook had held him like a promise. Fucked him like a prayer. And now he was holding him again, just as tightly, like he’d earned the right to.

“You okay?” Jungkook murmured into his hair.

“Mmm,” Taehyung hummed, nodding. “Think I forgot how to exist for a minute.”

Jungkook chuckled softly. “Yeah?”

“I’ll be fine once my soul returns from orbit.”

“Take your time,” Jungkook said. “I’m not going anywhere.”

Taehyung’s fingers curled gently into his side.

They lay there for a long time.

Eventually, Jungkook sat up, carefully guiding Taehyung with him, holding him by the waist until he was upright. He reached for the towel first, dabbing gently at Taehyung’s flushed skin. Taehyung watched him in silence—watched the way Jungkook cleaned them both up with a care that felt reverent, never rushed.

“You don’t have to—”

“I want to,” Jungkook said simply. “Let me take care of you.”

And Taehyung let him.

They dressed slowly—Taehyung slipping back into the sweatshirt Jungkook had given him weeks ago. It still smelled like clean cotton and him. Jungkook pulled on sweats, dragged fingers through his hair, and walked barefoot around the gym shutting things down while Taehyung sat on the edge of the mat, soft-eyed and pliant.

“You coming?” Jungkook asked gently from the doorway.

Taehyung stood. Walked toward him. Didn’t answer. Just reached out and laced their fingers together.

They took a cab home.

Taehyung didn’t want to let go of Jungkook’s hand in the back seat, so he didn’t. He leaned against his shoulder, cheek resting where sweat and soap still lingered faintly.

Jungkook squeezed his fingers once.

No words were exchanged.

They didn’t need to be.

At Jungkook’s apartment, everything was still.

No noise, no lights, no rush.

Jungkook pulled him into the bathroom, tugged off their hoodies and wiped their faces gently with warm cloths. No kiss. Just care. Then he handed Taehyung a pair of briefs and a sleep shirt, not saying a word when their fingers brushed again.

When they crawled into bed, it was quiet.

Taehyung curled into Jungkook’s chest. Jungkook pulled the blanket over both of them.

And they just breathed.

“You ever afraid that this is too much?” Taehyung whispered.

Jungkook was quiet for a long time. Then: “No. I’m more afraid you’ll think it is and pull away.”

Taehyung swallowed.

His voice cracked as he said, “I’m not pulling away anymore.”

Jungkook kissed his temple.

They drifted off like that—skin to skin, wrapped in warmth and words left unsaid, because they didn’t need to say everything yet.

They had time.

Taehyung woke to warmth.

Not just the kind that came with morning sun crawling across the sheets, but the kind that curled around your waist and tucked itself under your skin.

Jungkook was still asleep beside him. Face slack, mouth parted slightly, lashes fluttering with the soft twitch of dream. One arm was thrown around Taehyung’s bare hip, the other tucked under his pillow. His fingers twitched against Taehyung’s skin, like even in sleep, he didn’t want to let go.

Taehyung stayed like that for a while. Watching.

The weight of him. The ease of him.

His own breath felt quiet in his chest.

He’d never shared a bed like this before—not really. Not where he woke up and wanted to stay.

Eventually, Jungkook stirred. His brows knit together briefly, then smoothed. He shifted just enough to bury his face in the crook of Taehyung’s neck.

“You’re staring again,” he mumbled.

“You were snoring.”

“I don’t snore.”

“You don’t breathe quietly either.”

Jungkook groaned and rolled onto his back, dragging Taehyung with him until they were tangled chest-to-chest. “You’re mouthy for someone who moaned like a goddamn opera last night.”

Taehyung flushed, hiding his face in the pillow. “Don’t bring up my opera phase.”

Jungkook laughed, and Taehyung felt it under his palms, deep and easy.

They stayed like that until the sheets grew too warm, the sun too high. Then came teeth brushing, shoulder to shoulder, lips still swollen, and toothbrushes knocking against each other like they couldn’t stand being apart for more than five seconds.

Then coffee and tea.

Then Jungkook stealing bites of Taehyung’s toast.

Then a kiss pressed to the corner of his mouth.

Then another.

Then one that lingered.

The venue wasn’t huge, but the energy was.

Another exhibition match—something mid-season, promotional, but attended by sponsors, agents, and media.

Taehyung stood near the edge of the ring with his press badge lanyard twisted between his fingers. He didn’t need to be here. He’d asked for the assignment this time.

He wasn’t hiding anymore.

Jungkook was across the floor, in his corner, gloves on, mouthguard tucked into his cheek as Namjoon gave him a final rundown. He looked up once—and found him instantly.

And then he smiled.

Not the smirk. Not the crowd-pleasing flash.

A real smile. Just for him.

And Taehyung smiled back.

Someone caught it on camera. He saw the flash.

This time, he didn’t care.

When the match ended—fast, decisive, Jungkook barely breaking a sweat—Taehyung was waiting at the tunnel.

They didn’t kiss. They didn’t touch.

But they stood close enough to brush shoulders.

And the camera flashes didn’t scare him anymore.

The hotel room was still and quiet, the curtains drawn halfway, casting long gold shadows across the bedspread. Jungkook sat at the edge of the bed, hair damp and sticking slightly to his temples, black joggers hugging his thighs. Taehyung stood in front of him, wearing nothing but one of Jungkook’s oversized shirts, his skin glowing under the warm lamplight.

They hadn’t said much since returning. Didn’t need to.

Taehyung stepped between Jungkook’s knees, fingers twitching at his sides. Jungkook looked up at him, dark eyes calm, searching.

“You keep looking at me like I’m going to disappear,” Jungkook said softly.

Taehyung’s mouth twitched. “You keep looking at me like I’m the answer to a question you haven’t asked yet.”

Jungkook smiled and reached for him.

Taehyung climbed into his lap with quiet ease. His knees rested on either side of Jungkook’s hips, arms circling loosely around his neck. He kissed him gently at first, then deeper—tongues brushing, lips parting, breath mingling.

Jungkook slid his hands under the shirt, palms coasting up Taehyung’s thighs, his hips, until he could pull the shirt over his head and drop it beside them.

“You’re so soft,” Jungkook murmured, dragging his mouth along Taehyung’s collarbone. “And you let me handle you like you’re not.”

“I trust you,” Taehyung whispered, tilting his head. “That’s what makes it good.”

Jungkook growled low in his throat. “I’ll show you good.”

He stood with Taehyung still wrapped around him and turned, laying him down on the center of the bed with careful precision. Then he leaned down and kissed a slow line from his lips to the soft skin just beneath his navel.

“Open your legs for me, baby.”

Taehyung obeyed, flushed and already half-hard.

Jungkook took his time. His mouth was everywhere—his thighs, his stomach, the inside of his knees. He sucked a mark into the dip of Taehyung’s hipbone and grinned when Taehyung moaned aloud.

Then Jungkook finally—finally—licked a long, teasing stripe up the underside of his cock.

Taehyung’s back arched off the mattress.

“Oh—fuck—Jungkook, please.”

He didn’t deny him.

Jungkook wrapped his lips around him and sank down slowly, taking him deep, hand wrapping around the base to stroke where his mouth couldn’t reach. His tongue worked rhythmically, swirling, tasting, humming as Taehyung writhed beneath him.

Taehyung came apart in minutes.

His thighs trembled, fingers clutching the sheets, moans filling the room—soft and shameless.

Jungkook swallowed every drop and kissed his way back up, hovering above him with a lazy smirk.

“You’re—Jesus,” Taehyung gasped. “You’re not even smug about it anymore.”

“I am,” Jungkook said, leaning down to kiss him. “Just secretly.”

Taehyung blinked up at him, dazed. “You want me now?”

Jungkook nodded, pressing their foreheads together. “I always want you.”

They moved together slowly—bodies already familiar, skin warmed by want and trust. Jungkook rolled them over, guiding Taehyung to straddle him again.

“Ride me,” he whispered. “Take what you want.”

And Taehyung did.

They moved in rhythm—taut, breathless, mouths clashing, hands gripping hips, chests pressed together. Jungkook’s strength was always there, beneath it all—steadying, guiding, letting Taehyung fall and rise with nothing but pleasure between them.

When they came, they came together—Taehyung crying out, Jungkook groaning deep in his chest as he spilled inside him, holding him close, holding him tight.

After, they collapsed into a tangle of sweat and skin, laughing between kisses.

And neither of them let go.

The room had gone quiet hours ago.

The air between them felt heavy, not in a suffocating way, but in the way heat settles into your skin after a summer rain—earned, lingering. A stillness that said: something has changed, and nothing will ever quite be the same.

Taehyung was on his side, curled half around Jungkook, face resting against his chest, breathing slowly and steadily.

They’d said nothing since.

No teasing, no requests whispered against skin. Just breathing. Just presence. Just them.

Jungkook’s fingers stroked slowly through his hair, rhythm easy and aimless, like he didn’t want to stop touching. Taehyung’s cheek rose and fell with every breath Jungkook took.

It was terrifying, how good this felt.

Not urgent. Not wild. Just… safe.

Taehyung blinked at the gentle flutter of the curtain by the window. A breeze moved through the room—warm and quiet. Outside, the hum of the city had softened. The world kept turning.

But here, everything was still.

“Hey,” Jungkook said softly.

Taehyung hummed in reply.

“Tell me something about you.”

Taehyung shifted a little, keeping his face tucked into the space between Jungkook’s neck and shoulder. “Like what?”

“Anything.”

He hesitated.

“I used to be afraid of flying,” he murmured. “Still am.”

Jungkook didn’t react immediately.

“Why?”

Taehyung swallowed. “Because… the moment you take off, you’re not in control anymore. You’re just… trusting someone else with the landing.”

Jungkook’s fingers stopped for half a second, then resumed their soft rhythm.

“But you still get on planes?”

Taehyung hesitated. “Sometimes.”

Jungkook didn’t ask more.

Didn’t press.

Just pulled him closer.

His voice was quiet, so quiet Taehyung almost missed it.

“I’m glad you came with me.”

“To the match?”

“To everything.”

Taehyung looked up. Jungkook’s face was relaxed, but his eyes weren’t distant. They were fixed on the ceiling—thoughtful, steady.

“Are we talking in metaphors now?” Taehyung asked gently.

Jungkook finally turned to look at him.

And then—

“I love you.”

Three words. Spoken like a truth. Like a constant.

Like something Jungkook had already made peace with, long before it crossed his lips.

Taehyung froze.

He didn’t blink. Didn’t move.

Because those words… they landed. Not like a punch. Not like a firework.

Like gravity.

Like a quiet, irreversible shift in his orbit.

Jungkook didn’t flinch. He didn’t follow the words with a nervous laugh or a desperate glance.

He just lay there, fingers still curled loosely in Taehyung’s hair, calm.

Because he hadn’t said it to be reassured.

He’d said it to be honest.

Taehyung felt it in his bones—the exact moment everything inside him stuttered.

He opened his mouth.

Closed it.

Tried again.

“Say it again?”

Jungkook didn’t hesitate.

“I love you.”

Taehyung’s eyes burned.

He blinked, and the ceiling blurred.

“I don’t know what to do with that,” he whispered.

“You don’t have to do anything.”

Taehyung shook his head. “I’ve never said that to anyone and meant it.”

“Then don’t say it now,” Jungkook said. “Not until you do.”

Taehyung stared at him.

His chest ached with it—this feeling, this truth that had been building behind his ribs for weeks.

And then, he shifted forward, fingers curling into the space between Jungkook’s neck and shoulder.

“I think I already do,” he whispered.

Jungkook’s breath caught.

“I love you,” Taehyung said, quieter than before. “I didn’t know how to say it, but I’ve felt it for a while.”

A pause.

“I just needed to know I wouldn’t fall alone.”

Jungkook leaned in and kissed him, softly. Sweetly. 

“You’re not falling,” he said against his lips. “You’re already here.”

They didn’t say anything more after that.

Because some moments don’t need repetition.

They just need time to settle.

Taehyung fell asleep with Jungkook’s arms wrapped tight around him, hearts beating slow and close, and the weight of love no longer something he feared—but something he rested inside.

The event was supposed to be casual.

A post-season wrap-up, light press Q&A, open floor drinks, polite conversation, the kind of thing where no one really said anything new. Where soundbites were scripted and smiles were worn like uniforms.

Taehyung knew the rhythm of these things. He’d been covering events like this for years.

What he hadn’t done before — not once — was stand at the back of the room, badge around his neck, watching someone he loved speak into a mic while the entire industry listened.

Jungkook stood front and center on the platform — lean, relaxed, his tattoos peeking from under his sleeves. He looked effortless, like he belonged there. Like the cameras adored him because he never flinched.

Taehyung knew better. Knew about the nervous pacing, the hand wraps under his hoodie sleeves, the way he texted “you still coming?” even when he already knew the answer.

The press had their usual questions.

“What’s the training regimen like post-title?”

“Any plans to take on international opponents next season?”

“Your knockout rate has fans comparing you to legends — how do you handle that kind of pressure?”

Jungkook answered them all the same way he always did: respectful, sharp, just the right amount of cocky.

Then someone — a reporter Taehyung didn’t recognize, leaned forward with a sly smile and asked

“You’ve had the season of a lifetime, Jungkook. Big wins, fast fame, massive exposure. What’s been the best part?”

A softball. An easy out. Most athletes would’ve said “The title.” Or “The fans.”

Jungkook barely blinked.

He turned his head.

Found Taehyung.

And answered, voice even and low:

“Falling in love.”

The silence that followed hit sharper than any camera shutter.

Someone chuckled awkwardly. Another journalist let out a “whoa” under their breath. In the back of the room, someone muttered “Did he really just—?”

But Jungkook wasn’t grinning.

He wasn’t winking or playing coy.

He was just… looking at him.

Taehyung’s heart stuttered. His breath caught.

His fingers curled into the hem of his hoodie, knuckles white, the moment suspended like glass in his lungs.

Because this wasn’t a joke.

It was a fact.

Jungkook had just said he was in love.

In front of everyone.

And even more unthinkably — he was okay with it.

They didn’t speak again until the event ended. The crowd had thinned. Jungkook had shaken hands, signed programs, and handed off his mic.

Taehyung waited by the hallway, where the light was dimmer and the sound softer.

Jungkook walked toward him, slowly. No cockiness this time. Just him.

He stopped a step away.

“You alright?” he asked.

Taehyung didn’t answer right away.

He just looked at him, really looked, and let everything settle.

“You didn’t have to say that,” he murmured.

“I didn’t plan to.”

“Then why did you?”

Jungkook shrugged. “Felt true. Seemed like the right time to say something that matters.”

Taehyung’s throat went tight. “And what if it blows up?”

“Then let it,” Jungkook said. “I’ll still be here.”

Taehyung closed his eyes.

He didn’t need time to think. Not anymore.

He stepped forward and pressed his hand to Jungkook’s chest, right over his heart. Felt it, steady and strong under his palm.

Then he looked up and whispered, so only Jungkook could hear:

“I love you too.”

Moving in wasn’t something they discussed. Not really.

It just happened.

A hoodie here. A toothbrush there. A tube of moisturizer mysteriously parked on Jungkook’s bathroom shelf. By the time Jungkook opened his drawer and found Taehyung’s sleep shirts folded beside his socks, it was already done.

And neither of them minded.

The first few weeks were a lesson in rhythm, in learning what it meant to live with someone, not just around them.

Taehyung needed silence with his morning tea. Jungkook needed music while he cooked. Jungkook sorted his laundry into six categories; Taehyung believed everything could be washed on cold. Jungkook always forgot to screw the lid on the blender. Taehyung kept his socks in the kitchen drawer for some reason.

They fought once. Briefly. Over detergent.

But more often, they just adjusted.

Jungkook started adding a splash of oat milk to his breakfast smoothies — Taehyung’s influence. Taehyung started leaving handwritten notes on the fridge — reminders for Jungkook to rest, to stretch, to breathe.

Love became routine.

Jungkook running two fingers down Taehyung’s spine as he passed behind him.

Taehyung leaning in, head on Jungkook’s shoulder, while brushing his teeth together.

Jungkook always warming the shower for him. Taehyung always remembering to stock his favorite protein bars.

And when Taehyung fell asleep on the couch at 2AM, still typing mid-dream, Jungkook carried him to bed without waking him, every single time.

It wasn’t dramatic. It wasn’t loud.

It was just them.

Jungkook didn’t mean to snoop.

He was looking for the fight schedule Taehyung had mentioned — something buried in his bookmarks.

What he found instead was a Word doc, unnamed but recently edited.

Curious, he opened it.

It wasn’t long. Just two paragraphs.

But it undid him.

Strength doesn’t always live in fists and trophies.
Sometimes it’s in the way someone comes home.
In the way they peel off their armor and ask to be held.
In the way they look at you like you’re something soft in a world that’s been hard for too long.

Jungkook sat there, blinking at the screen, heart caught somewhere between his ribs.

When he walked out of the bedroom, laptop still in his hands, Taehyung was on the couch in his hoodie, curled up with tea and a book.

“You wrote about me,” Jungkook said, voice soft.

Taehyung’s eyes widened. “Shit—you weren’t supposed to—”

“I didn’t know you saw me like that.”

Taehyung blushed.

“I always see you like that.”

Jungkook crossed the room.

Sat beside him.

Held the laptop between them.

Then closed it gently.

“I want this,” he said. “Not just the living-together part. The life part. All of it.”

Taehyung’s breath caught.

He hesitated. Then: “You mean… long-term?”

Jungkook nodded. “If that’s something you want.”

Taehyung looked down. “I do.”

And then, quieter: “But only if I get the top shelf of the pantry.”

Jungkook let out a breathy laugh. “Done. I’ll even label it.”

Taehyung smiled, eyes warm. “You’re stuck with me now, you know.”

Jungkook leaned in, forehead to his.

“Good.”

The apartment didn’t look pristine anymore.

It looked lived in.

The couch had a tear in the corner from a particularly passionate makeout session. The fridge was plastered with Polaroids and sticky notes. There was a plant in the window they’d both forgotten to water for two weeks straight. Somehow, it still lived.

Taehyung woke to the smell of coffee.

He shuffled into the kitchen in an oversized sweater and bare feet, hair a mess, eyes half-lidded. Jungkook stood by the stove, stirring eggs one-handed while scrolling through messages on his phone.

Taehyung pressed his face into Jungkook’s back.

“Mmm,” he mumbled.

Jungkook grinned, handing him a mug over his shoulder. “Morning.”

They didn’t need big declarations anymore.

Love was in the small things.

Two sets of toothbrushes. A shared Spotify playlist. A grocery list that said “your ramen” and “mine.”

They had a press event later. Dinner with Jimin, Hoseok and Yoongi after.

But right now?

It was just this.

Warm hands. Quiet smiles. Two mugs of coffee and tea. One unmade bed.

A soft kind of forever — not promised, not performed. Just lived.

Together.