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I. It Wasn’t Even a Real Kiss, Honestly, So Stop Looking Like That, Potter

It happened in a corridor.

Because of course it did.

Because the castle loved a dramatic moment.

Because Hogwarts—old and sentient and always somewhat tipsy on its own nostalgia—had a talent for sighing doors shut behind you when you were least in the mood to be trapped with your ex-nemesis-slash-maybe-current-nemesis-slash-unresolved-walking-trauma-in-a-silk-tie.

Draco had been having a normal day, thank you very much.

He’d woken up on time. He hadn’t spilled tea on his robes. He had only sneered at two people, which was down significantly from his seven-person daily average. His essay on Magical Law and Social Reform hadn’t made Professor McGonagall sigh like she’d aged another year. And his hair—his hair, mind you—was immaculate.

He was doing just fine.

Until he turned a corner near the Transfiguration wing and walked directly into Harry Potter’s stupid chest.

“Gods, Malfoy,” Potter snapped, rubbing his collarbone like he had been the one assaulted by Draco’s well-groomed existence. “Are you actively trying to haunt me?”

“Don’t flatter yourself,” Draco said smoothly. “If I were going to haunt someone, I’d at least pick someone who doesn’t smell like dog shampoo and unresolved hero complex.”

“Nice,” Potter muttered. “Did you workshop that one, or—?”

“I workshop everything,” Draco said primly. “Unlike you. Whose face looks like it was made in the dark by someone with ten thumbs.”

“I’m sorry, was that an insult or a cry for help?”

And then—

Then the door slammed shut behind them. Echoing. With the force of every awkward unresolved teenage tension that had ever walked these halls. It was as if Hogwarts itself had leaned in and gone, “Now kiss.”

Draco froze.

Potter froze.

They turned toward the door.

It was very locked.

Draco turned back to Potter.

Potter was squinting at the stone frame with that annoying little furrow between his eyebrows, like he was considering whether or not to blast it open with brute magical force and heroic trauma.

“Don’t even think about it,” Draco said.

“I wasn’t—”

“I know your face, Potter. You were about to do something dramatic and unnecessary and probably illegal.”

“I could get us out.”

“You could blow us into the next bloody century.”

“I’ve gotten better at spellwork since the war, Malfoy.”

“Oh, yes,” Draco drawled, “I’m sure blowing up the occasional Death Eater shack has really refined your delicate sensibilities. Now if you’ll move—”

He shoved past Potter toward the door. Which, tragically, did not budge. Not even a little. The hinges might as well have laughed.

“I could call my father,” Draco muttered.

“I could call Hermione.”

“Yes, well, we all have our little coping mechanisms.”

They stood in silence for a beat too long.

It was tense. Not quite combative. Not quite comfortable. Draco could feel the ghost of adrenaline buzzing beneath his skin like a trapped wasp. He hated it. He hated being in close proximity to Potter. Or rather—he hated being close to Potter now, when everything had changed.

There was a time—back when insults were just foreplay for hexes and glances didn’t mean anything but animosity—when proximity had been safe.

Now? Now Potter looked at him like he meant something. And it was confusing. Unsettling. Like finding a love letter scrawled into the back of a detention slip.

“What are you looking at?” Draco snapped.

“You’ve got something on your face,” Potter said. “Near your—here, let me—”

And then—

And then—

Potter reached forward. One finger. Callused. Warm. He brushed it along Draco’s cheekbone. And it might’ve been a smear of ink or a tiny smudge of dust or a fragment of his soul—but whatever it was, Draco forgot how to breathe.

He blinked.

Potter was close.

Like close-close. Like I can count your eyelashes close. Like if I leaned forward, I could taste your mouth close.

Draco did not lean forward.

He absolutely did not.

Except—

Well.

Potter did.

Only a little.

Only just enough.

And Draco—Draco was not a coward, all right?

So when Potter’s face tilted, and his mouth brushed the edge of Draco’s cheek, just to the corner of his mouth, not quite a kiss but not not one either—

Draco stood very still and let it happen.

And when Potter’s lips hovered there, warm and dry and maddening, Draco maybe tilted his head a fraction. Maybe his fingers hovered near Potter’s wrist. Maybe the world paused.

And then—

CLUNK.

The door unlocked.

With a groan, a creak, and a highly judgmental exhale of magic, Hogwarts released them.

They jerked apart like someone had slapped them.

Potter looked stunned.

Draco felt vaguely like he’d been electrocuted by feelings.

“Right,” Potter said, blinking. “That was… nothing.”

“Absolutely nothing,” Draco echoed, nodding too fast. “Not even a real kiss.”

“No. Not a kiss at all.”

“Not even slightly.”

They both stood there, twitching.

The door yawned open.

“Well,” Draco said after a beat, “you should probably get back to—whatever Gryffindors do. Heroics and hand-holding.”

“And you should probably get back to being insufferable,” Potter replied.

Draco inclined his head like a gentleman, turned on his heel, and walked away.

Not too fast.

Not fast enough to be suspicious.

But definitely fast enough to pretend he didn’t feel Potter’s eyes on the back of his neck the entire way down the corridor.

And if Draco pressed his fingers to the corner of his mouth once he was out of sight, just to check if that ghost of warmth was real—

Well.

That was his business.

II. It Wasn't a Dare, or a Dream, or a Curse—Which Made It Worse, Honestly

It started—properly, this time—with a fight.

Because Draco’s life, for reasons unknown to modern magical psychology, appeared to orbit Harry Potter’s moods like an exhausted, half-defeated moon. And Potter, in all his overdramatic, undercooked emotional processing, had moods like storm systems. You could track them. You could name them. You could barely survive them.

This one was called Potter’s Noble Martyr Complex: Part 747, and it swept through the Gryffindor table over breakfast with all the subtlety of a howler in the Great Hall.

“You can’t just—do everything yourself!” Hermione snapped, butter knife midair like a wand. “Honestly, Harry, delegation is not an act of war.”

“I asked Seamus to proofread the proposal,” Potter muttered defensively. “He said he was busy.”

“He was snogging his boyfriend in the broom cupboard!”

“Well,” Harry said, ruffling his hair with the force of a small hurricane, “it looked like very important business.”

“You’re going to burn out,” Hermione hissed. “And when you do, I am not drafting your eulogy.”

“I already wrote his eulogy,” Ron offered cheerfully from across the table. “It starts with, ‘Here lies Harry Potter, who was Very Stupid.’ Capital V. Capital S.”

“Shove off, Ron.”

Draco was trying very hard to not listen. He was also trying very hard not to look at Harry. Or his hands. Or the way he rubbed at the bridge of his nose like he carried the weight of the world in his skull and still didn’t ask for help lifting it.

He was failing. Obviously.

Draco was, regrettably, very good at paying attention to Harry Potter.

Worse, he had started… caring. And not in a fun, detached, enemies-to-lovers, we-hate-fuck-on-weekends sort of way. No. In the truly ghastly way. In the quiet way. The noticing things way. Like how Potter was eating less. How his hands shook when he cast. How he would sometimes stare at his teacup like it had asked him an impossible question.

Draco was uncomfortably aware that he would rather kiss him than kill him now.

And that terrified him.

So when Potter burst into the Defense classroom three days later, rain-soaked and shivering and late and muttering, “Sorry, Peeves locked me in the greenhouse with a suspicious amount of parsnips,” Draco didn’t roll his eyes. He didn’t snort. He didn’t say anything.

Which—according to the universe’s comedic timing—was exactly what made Potter look at him.

Across the room. Like a beam of weathered green light. Like a question he didn’t know how to ask.

That night, the storm rolled in.

A real one this time. Rain that slapped against the windows of the Astronomy Tower like it had a personal vendetta. Wind that howled. Thunder that shook the cobwebs off the rafters.

Draco couldn’t sleep.

So naturally, he climbed the spiral staircase barefoot in silk pajamas, wand tucked behind his ear like a cigarette, and opened the creaking door to the tower only to find—of course—Harry bloody Potter already there.

Soaked to the bone. Shirt clinging like second skin. Scar half-lit by lightning. Eyes like bottled hurricanes.

Draco paused in the doorway.

Potter didn’t turn. “Couldn't sleep either?”

Draco hesitated. “No.”

“Thought so.”

He didn’t leave.

Neither did Draco.

The storm cracked the sky open, and for a moment, the tower glowed like a cathedral. Sacred. Forgotten. Wet.

Potter was leaning against the ledge, staring into the distance like he was hoping something would answer back.

“You’ll catch your death like that,” Draco said quietly, stepping forward.

“I’ve caught worse.”

“Mm. Tragic hero line number six hundred. What’s next? ‘I deserve the cold’?”

“I do,” Potter said, without turning. But softer now.

And that—that—was too much.

Because Draco hadn’t meant for this to happen. He hadn’t meant for his heart to hang itself on a boy who still walked like death might yank him back at any moment. But Potter looked at the sky like he didn’t belong to the world anymore, and Draco wanted to reach out and make him belong.

So he stepped forward. Close enough to touch.

“Potter.”

Nothing.

“Harry.”

That did it.

The name snapped his head around. His face, illuminated by lightning, looked like it had been carved in worry.

Draco stepped into his space without permission. Without a plan. Without even a pretense of insult.

“You’re not a goddamn ghost,” Draco murmured. “So stop acting like one.”

Harry blinked.

“You’re not dead,” Draco said. “You survived. You won. You’re not some broken relic, and you don’t get to haunt towers and write your own eulogy before breakfast.”

“Draco,” Harry said, voice catching on the edges of something sharp and horrible and human, “I don’t know how to be anything else.”

“You don’t have to know.”

And then—

There was silence.

Not empty silence, but the pregnant kind. The kind that’s full of breath. Possibility. Something aching to happen.

And Potter—damn him—took a step forward.

Then another.

And then he kissed him.

It wasn’t gentle.

It wasn’t sweet.

It was desperate.

All teeth and tongue and rain-slick palms gripping at silk like lifelines. Draco's back hit the stone wall with a thud, and he gasped into it, into Harry, into the taste of cinnamon and something older, something wrecked.

Potter kissed like he didn’t know if he was allowed to. Like he was still half-expecting to be punished for it. And Draco—Draco kissed back like he had waited years and lifetimes for this exact moment.

Clothes clung. Thunder rolled. Hands wandered.

And somewhere between breathless curses and soft bitten gasps, Draco pulled back just enough to whisper, “Not a ghost.”

Harry’s forehead dropped to his.

“No,” Harry whispered back. “Not with you.”

They didn’t talk about it the next day.

Of course they didn’t.

Harry blinked at him across the library like nothing had happened, then spilled ink on his notes like everything had.

And Draco, who had never once in his life been subtle, proceeded to knock over a bottle of Skele-Gro and say the words “phallic projection” so loudly that Madam Pince levitated three feet into the air.

And still—they didn’t talk about it.

But later, that night, Harry passed him in the hallway and brushed their fingers together. Just once. Just enough.

And Draco felt it. All the way to his ribs.

The second kiss wasn’t a dare.

It wasn’t a joke.

It wasn’t even a tragedy.

It was a beginning.

And gods, did that terrify him.

III. It Was So Bloody Casual, Draco Almost Forgot to Panic About It—Almost

By the third time they kissed, it had become—inexplicably, horrifyingly, insultingly—routine.

It snuck up on Draco, like everything about Harry seemed to. Not with explosions, not with fireworks or falling chandeliers or impassioned speeches. Not even with threats of death. But in quiet, insidious ways. Like moss. Like lichen. Like erosion—turning stone into soft silt.

It started on a Thursday. The kind of Thursday that smelled like parchment and old stone and burnt toast. The kind where nothing happened. Where classes dragged on, and Professor Binns managed to make the goblin uprisings sound like a particularly tepid episode of Wand Maintenance Through the Ages. The kind where Draco should have been bored.

Instead, he was watching Potter chew his quill again.

Not in a romantic way, thank you very much. In a deeply, profoundly judgmental way. Because it was revolting. It was immature. It was positively barbaric.

And also—it made his throat hurt in a way he didn’t want to examine.

“Are you trying to give the quill a slow, erotic death?” Draco asked finally.

Harry blinked. “What?”

“You’ve been molesting that thing for ten minutes. I’m filing a report.”

“I’m thinking,” Harry said, voice muffled around the feathers. “This is my thinking face.”

Draco raised an eyebrow. “I thought your thinking face was the same as your constipated one.”

Harry grinned. Grinned. And it was devastating. It was—dear gods—it was soft. His mouth curved without defense. No posturing. No practiced grimace. Just joy. As if Draco were a person and not a pastime. As if everything hadn’t happened. As if the universe had shrunk to just… this.

“I missed this,” Harry said.

Draco blinked. “Missed what?”

“You. Being awful.”

Draco made a show of straightening his tie. “I take pride in my consistency.”

And then, just like that—just like that—Harry leaned over the table, stole a scrap of parchment, scribbled something ridiculous (“Draco Malfoy Has A Stick Up His Arse: Discuss”), and kissed him.

In the middle of the library.

At their usual study table. In broad daylight. With Madam Pince slinking through the aisles like a nosy, embittered ghost.

A kiss.

Short.

Simple.

Searing.

The kind that tasted like buttered toast and ink and too many years lost to silence. Harry leaned in, pressed his mouth to Draco’s like it was nothing—like it was just something they did now—and pulled back just as easily.

Draco didn’t move.

He couldn’t move.

His lungs had forgotten the art of inflation. His brain had turned to static. His hands were locked in place—one on the edge of his book, one clenched in his lap.

Harry, oblivious—or pretending to be—looked back down at his notes.

And Draco…

Draco lost the plot entirely.

Because this wasn’t how it was supposed to go.

The first kiss had been an accident. The second, a breakdown. They’d both been messy, raw, temporary. You could file them under “emotional outburst” or “weather-related nonsense” and move on with your life.

But this?

This was domestic.

This was habit.

This was terrifying.

“Potter,” Draco said, voice sharp enough to cut himself on.

Harry hummed. “Hmm?”

“You just kissed me.”

Harry glanced up. “Yes.”

“In public.”

“Yes.”

“Casually.”

“Yes.”

Draco’s voice climbed a register. “That is not the system we agreed on.”

“We had a system?”

“Yes! The system where we—where it’s—where kissing is a rare, magical act, not—not a Wednesday afternoon routine!”

“It’s Thursday.”

“Don’t be glib.”

Harry set down his quill. Folded his arms. Looked entirely too fond for Draco’s safety.

“I thought we were allowed to kiss now,” Harry said slowly. “You kissed me back last time.”

“That was a one-time thing!”

“It was the second time.”

“Semantics!”

Harry grinned again, and Draco felt his soul short-circuit. “Do you not want me to kiss you?”

“That’s—irrelevant.”

“Draco.”

“I’m serious.”

Harry leaned forward again, and Merlin help him, Draco leaned back—just enough. Just slightly. Like his body didn’t know how to play this game but was still trying not to lose.

“Tell me to stop,” Harry said quietly.

And he could’ve.

Gods. He could’ve.

The words lined up neatly on the tip of his tongue: “Don’t. Stop. No. Enough.”

But they didn’t come out.

Instead, Draco stared at him. At his stupid fringe. His overgrown lashes. The freckle just beneath his jaw. The way he smelled like ink and peppermint and a tiny bit like trouble.

And what came out was: “We’re in a library.”

Harry’s smile turned wicked. “So you’re saying there’s a time and place.”

“Don’t push your luck.”

“Too late.”

And then, Merlin forgive them both, Harry kissed him again. Slower. Deeper. With hands on Draco’s jaw now, thumbs brushing under his ears like they belonged there.

And Draco—

Draco let it happen.

Let it all happen.

Because he was tired of pretending his heart didn’t climb the walls every time Potter smiled at him. Tired of pretending this thing between them was still undefined. Tired of waiting for some external apocalypse to justify wanting something just for himself.

So he kissed back.

Harder.

More honest.

Until Harry pulled away again, dazed and pink and smug.

“I knew it,” Harry murmured.

“Knew what?” Draco asked, breath shallow.

“That you’d taste like expensive tea and repressed feelings.”

Draco groaned, covering his face with one hand. “You are the worst person I’ve ever kissed.”

Harry’s laugh curled around him like a charm.

“You kissed me twice just now.”

“Shut up.”

“You didn’t hate it.”

“I will ruin your life.”

“I already live in your head, Draco. Rent free.”

“Then I’m raising your rent.”

They bickered all the way back to the dorms.

But later that night, when Draco slipped under the covers, he touched his lips without thinking.

And smiled.

Just a little.

Just enough.

IV. It Wasn’t Supposed to Mean Anything, Which Was Exactly Why It Did

It was a Saturday.

A quiet one.

The kind of Saturday that settled over Hogwarts like a warm blanket, content to be uneventful. The sky was too blue. The grass was too green. A soft breeze played in the windows like it had nowhere better to be. Everything smelled like lemon polish and fresh air and final chances.

And that, of course, meant Draco was miserable.

Because Harry wasn’t speaking to him.

Not not speaking. Not loudly ignoring, either. That would’ve been something Draco could sink his teeth into. A war. A duel. A goddamn reason.

No—Harry was doing something infinitely worse.

He was being normal.

He greeted Draco in the morning with a too-light “Morning,” eyes sliding past him. He passed notes in class like always. Sat beside him at lunch. Asked him if he wanted the last scone. Laughed at his jokes. Acted like absolutely nothing was wrong.

Which, obviously, meant everything was wrong.

And Draco—sharp, defensive, emotionally constipated Draco—had no bloody idea what to do about it.

Because something had changed. He’d felt it, three days ago, under the arches behind the Quidditch pitch. Late afternoon. Golden light. Silence like a held breath. They’d been walking back from class, shoulders brushing a little too often, their jokes tipping just a little too close to flirtation.

And then—somehow—it had just happened.

Not a kiss born of desperation, or habit, or chaos.

Just… a moment.

Soft. Unassuming.

Harry had turned to say something. His hair was a mess. He was squinting into the sun. And Draco—without thinking, without breathing, without calculating—leaned in and kissed him.

Slow.

Sure.

Like punctuation at the end of a sentence he hadn’t realized he’d been speaking.

And Harry had melted into it. Hands on Draco’s waist. Fingers in his hair. No pressure. No performance.

And when they’d pulled apart—no breathless laughter, no snark, no ‘that was a mistake’—Harry had just looked at him. Looked at him like he’d seen something.

Something true.

Draco had panicked, of course.

Said something cutting. Something ridiculous. Something like “That’s enough sentiment for one afternoon,” and stalked off with his cloak billowing behind him like a coward’s flag.

He hadn’t kissed Harry since.

And now—three days of polite nothingness later—Draco was spiraling.

He didn’t know what the kiss had meant. He didn’t know if Harry minded. He didn’t even know if Harry was waiting for him to say something or if he was supposed to wait for Harry to say something or if they were both stuck in some medieval standoff of emotional repression.

All he knew was that his chest ached in that stupid, poetic way that no healing charm could fix.

He found Harry in the courtyard.

Reading.

Reading, like some sort of quietly contemplative woodland creature, sitting cross-legged on the stone bench with his back against the ivy-covered wall, hair even messier than usual, shirt sleeves rolled up to his elbows.

Draco almost turned around.

Almost.

But he didn’t.

He stood there for a long moment, heart in his throat, until Harry glanced up—and smiled.

“Hey.”

Draco blinked.

“Hey?” he repeated.

Harry shrugged, closing his book with one hand. “You looked like you were trying to telepathically communicate something from the hedge. I thought I’d save us both the aneurysm.”

Draco stepped forward. “Are you—are you not furious with me?”

Harry frowned slightly. “Furious? Why would I be furious?”

“You—I left—I said—”

“You panicked,” Harry said simply.

Draco stopped.

Harry looked up at him, eyes too clear. “I’ve panicked too, you know.”

“You didn’t say anything after.”

“I didn’t want to push.”

“You’re you. You always push.”

Harry grinned a little. “Maybe I’m learning.”

“That’s deeply unsettling.”

They stood in the silence then, heavy and awkward and full of things unsaid.

Draco cleared his throat. “I kissed you because I wanted to.”

“I know.”

“I liked it.”

“I know.”

“I don’t know what that means.”

Harry stood.

Close now.

Close like breath and heat and oh no, not again.

“You don’t have to know what it means,” Harry said. “You just have to stop pretending it didn’t happen.”

Draco opened his mouth. Closed it. Opened it again. “That’s… quite an ask.”

“I’ll make it easier.” Harry leaned forward slightly. “Kiss me again.”

Draco stared at him.

“You’re deranged.”

“I know.”

“You’re infuriating.”

“Obviously.”

“You’re not scared?”

Harry’s expression changed then. Not fearful—just honest. “Of course I am. But I think I’m more scared of not doing this.”

Draco hated how much that sentence undid him.

He hated how real Harry sounded. How right he looked, standing there like the sun was built to catch in his eyelashes.

And still—

Still.

Draco leaned in.

Not fast. Not shy. Just steady.

And kissed him.

No fanfare.

No fear.

No audience.

Just the two of them, under the warm afternoon light, surrounded by humming bees and blooming roses and a castle too old to care.

It was, objectively, the most romantic thing Draco had ever done.

He tried not to gag on the metaphor.

But gods, it was good.

Harry kissed like he meant it. Like he was allowed to want things. Like Draco was allowed to be wanted.

And Draco—Draco kissed like he had something to lose.

Which, it turned out, he did.

Because when they pulled apart, Harry didn’t make a joke. Didn’t laugh. Didn’t even smile.

He just touched Draco’s cheek, soft as anything, and said:

“I want this.”

And Draco—

Draco didn’t answer.

Didn’t need to.

Because he reached forward.

Threaded his fingers through Harry’s.

And didn’t let go.

V. It Happened in Front of Everyone, and No One Died—Miraculously

There are certain unwritten rules at Hogwarts that everyone understands:

Don’t eat the green pudding.

Don’t piss off the centaurs.

Never trust a corridor that smells faintly of treacle.

And under no circumstances should anyone ever, ever, kiss their maybe-boyfriend/possibly-ex-nemesis/occasional emotional support chaos gremlin in front of the entire school unless they’re ready to implode the very laws of student society and the space-time continuum.

Naturally, Draco Malfoy did exactly that.

But we’re getting ahead of ourselves.

Let’s rewind.

It started—because of course it did—with Quidditch.

Final match of the season. Slytherin vs. Gryffindor. A rivalry older than Dumbledore’s socks, and only slightly less dramatic.

The entire school had shown up. The stands were shaking with House colors, screaming voices, bewitched banners flashing clever (and not-so-clever) insults.

Harry, of course, was playing Seeker. Because if there was one thing Draco could count on—besides Potter’s complete lack of self-preservation and his ability to ruin Draco’s carefully planned life with a single glance—it was that Harry bloody Potter would always be in the air when Draco was trying not to feel things.

Draco, who was not playing this season (he preferred to say he’d “retired on a high note,” rather than admit he was terrified of falling off a broom in front of the entire school), sat with the Slytherin supporters, flanked by Blaise and Pansy, arms folded, lips pursed, trying not to look for Harry every three seconds.

He failed, obviously.

It wasn’t fair. Harry shouldn’t be allowed to look like that—windblown, flushed, sleeves rolled up past his elbows, eyes blazing with competitive glee. He flew like he was born to. Like gravity bowed to him.

“Merlin,” Pansy whispered, elbowing him. “You’re salivating.”

“I am not.”

“You have the same expression you did during Pride and Prejudice.”

“I’ve never seen Pride and Prejudice.”

“Yes, but I have, and that’s Darcy Face, darling.”

Draco groaned and buried his face in his scarf.

Above them, Harry dove, sharp and fast and reckless as a curse, weaving through the other players like he had nothing to lose. The crowd shrieked. A blur of red and gold—then a flash of green.

Draco sat bolt upright.

The Snitch. It was near the goalposts. Gryffindor’s end. Harry was closer, but Slytherin’s new Seeker—Peregrine Moon (yes, really)—was gaining.

The stands were chaos.

Draco held his breath.

Time slowed.

Harry lunged—almost vertical—fingers stretched out, broom tilted dangerously low, nearly scraping the pitch—

—and he caught it.

The crowd exploded. Gryffindor exploded.

Harry pulled up fast, holding the glittering Snitch aloft, grinning wide enough to split the sky. His teammates surged toward him midair. Fireworks burst over the stands, courtesy of the Weasley twins’ still-somehow-haunting legacy.

And Draco Malfoy—

Draco stood.

Not because he meant to. Not because he cared about Quidditch. Not even because of the game.

Because Harry turned midair.

And looked at him.

Like he was searching for something.

Like Draco was the first person he wanted to see.

And then—of course—Harry flew straight to him.

To the stands. To the front. To where Draco stood stunned, mouth parted in an almost-curse, eyes locked on his.

Harry hovered there, just above the front railing, broom steady, gaze too intense for Draco to bear.

And then, with the impossible arrogance of someone who has absolutely no fear of death or consequences, Harry leaned down and kissed him.

In front of everyone.

It was not a polite kiss.

It wasn’t neat or subtle or even particularly balanced (Harry almost fell off the broom halfway through). It was chaotic. Loud. Soaked in sweat and endorphins and seven years of tension. It was utterly, excruciatingly public.

The stands went silent.

Dead silent.

Even the enchanted banners seemed to pause mid-insult.

The only sound was the ragged pull of Draco’s breath when he finally broke away, blinking, stunned, gripping Harry’s shirt like a lifeline.

“Potter,” he rasped.

Harry grinned.

“I hate you,” Draco whispered.

“I know,” Harry said, far too brightly. “That’s why I kissed you in front of the entire school. To make it worse.”

“You’re going to give me a coronary.”

“You started it. You kissed me first, remember?”

“That was different.”

“Was it?”

Draco made a strangled sound that was somewhere between a sigh and a growl.

From behind him, someone cheered.

Then a few more joined in.

And suddenly the stands erupted. Not in boos. Not in jeers. In actual cheering. A roaring, raucous tidal wave of sound—shock, delight, confusion, chaos.

Snape looked faintly horrified. Flitwick was crying. Hagrid was clapping hard enough to crack the banister.

Even Blaise was whistling.

“Ten galleons says you snog again before dinner,” he said casually to Pansy.

“Oh please,” Pansy said. “They’ll be shagging before dinner.”

“Shut up,” Draco hissed, flushing crimson, trying to retreat into his scarf.

But Harry was still grinning, still hovering close, hair a disaster, shirt crooked, eyes shining with something soft and dangerous and mine.

Draco stared at him.

At the idiot who’d made everything complicated.

At the idiot who made him want things.

And then, in full view of the entire bloody school, Draco tugged him down again and kissed him back.

Hard.

Long.

With teeth.

With a hand in Harry’s hair and the kind of dramatics only a Malfoy could truly commit to.

When they parted, breathless and flushed, Harry whispered, “I thought you didn’t like public displays.”

“I don’t,” Draco muttered, eyes narrow. “But I do like the look on your face when you win.”

Harry laughed.

The crowd screamed.

And Draco Malfoy—pure-blood, bastard, walking disaster of snide remarks and self-loathing—let himself smile.

Because maybe, just maybe, he’d finally won something too.

+1. The One Time They Didn’t (and It Was the Most Intimate One of All)

It wasn’t planned.

Which made sense, because nothing between Harry and Draco was ever planned. It just happened. Like a storm. Like lightning. Like gravity remembering you in the middle of a dream and yanking you back to earth.

But this time—this time, they were quiet.

The war had ended a year ago. Voldemort was dead. Hogwarts was rebuilt. Everyone was trying to stitch themselves back together in private, behind closed doors, as if healing were a shameful thing.

Draco lived in London now, in a flat too expensive for someone who spent most days pretending he had things figured out. He made tea in the mornings and stared at his plants like they might judge him. He got the Prophet delivered but never read it. He wrote long, angry letters to no one and sometimes burned them in the sink.

And Harry—

Harry just kept showing up.

Sometimes at noon. Sometimes in the middle of the night. Sometimes without a word of warning. He’d knock, or he wouldn’t, and Draco would open the door and blink like he hadn’t been waiting.

They never talked about it.

About what they were. About what they weren’t. About what had happened—after the Quidditch kiss, after the graduation party, after the summer where everything felt so raw and too soon and like maybe this was all a hallucination born from trauma and the heat.

They kissed, yes. They fucked, too. Sometimes with laughter. Sometimes with hands trembling from dreams neither of them dared recount. Sometimes with that sort of breathless reverence that made Draco want to tear his own skin off just to avoid the word love.

But not this night.

This night was different.

It had rained all day.

The London kind of rain—apathetic drizzle, grey light through the blinds, the streets gleaming like someone had spilled a sky-wide cup of tea. Draco had made soup. It had gone lukewarm on the counter.

Harry came at nine.

His hair was wet. He looked tired. Not in the physical sense—but tired in the way people do when they’ve been brave too long.

He didn’t say anything. Just came in, peeled off his coat, and sat on the sofa like he belonged there.

Draco didn’t say anything either.

He poured a second mug of tea.

They drank in silence.

And maybe that was the first clue.

Because Harry always filled silences. With sarcasm, with quips, with gentle jokes or bad impressions. He needed noise like oxygen. But tonight he was still. Like a photograph. Like a memory preserved before it could vanish.

When the mug was empty, he set it down with a quiet clink. Draco watched him.

“I had a nightmare,” Harry said.

Not dramatically. Not whispered like a confession. Just… a fact. Like the weather. Like gravity.

Draco’s chest did something painful and slow.

“Do you want to talk about it?” he asked, too quietly.

Harry shook his head. “I don’t even remember it. I just woke up... wrong.”

Draco nodded. “I know the feeling.”

And then—

Then Harry looked at him.

Really looked.

Not with hunger. Not with teasing. Not with that cocky half-smile he wore when they were tangled together in sweat-soaked sheets. But with something unbearably open. Gentle. Raw.

“I don’t want to be touched tonight,” he said.

Draco froze.

It wasn’t rejection. It wasn’t hesitation. It was… trust. The kind of trust that said I don’t need to prove anything to you, and I believe you won’t take anything away from me.

Draco’s throat felt tight.

“Okay,” he said, softly. “We don’t have to do anything.”

Harry nodded, but didn’t move.

And after a long moment—quiet as dusk—he reached for Draco’s hand.

Just held it.

Not squeezing. Not guiding. Just... there.

And Draco—who’d once kissed Harry like a declaration of war and shagged him like the world was ending—didn’t move.

Didn’t reach for his mouth.

Didn’t press him down into the cushions.

Didn’t ruin it with a joke or a jibe or some trembling need to prove he wasn’t scared.

He just sat there.

Let their hands rest between them on the couch like something sacred. Something undisturbed.

It wasn’t lust. It wasn’t adrenaline. It wasn’t a moment that would end in gasps or groans or flushed skin.

It was the opposite of that.

It was stillness.

It was everything they never gave themselves permission to want.

To just be.

Time passed in the way it only does when nothing’s being said.

At some point, Harry leaned his head onto Draco’s shoulder.

Not seeking. Not taking.

Just resting.

Like maybe he didn’t have to carry the world anymore, at least not tonight.

Draco stared straight ahead, eyes burning.

He didn’t move.

Didn’t speak.

Only tilted his head, after a while, until his cheek brushed Harry’s hair. Light. Careful. Barely there.

And in that moment, with the lights low and the flat quiet and the weight of everything finally letting go—

Draco realized it.

They weren’t kissing.

They didn’t kiss.

And yet—it was the most intimate they’d ever been.

No defenses. No performances. No need to fix or change or control. Just this—this unremarkable, indescribable peace.

He could feel Harry breathing.

He could feel his own hands not shaking for once.

And for a flicker of time, the world didn’t feel like a thing they had to fight their way through.

It just was.

And they were in it.

Together.

They stayed like that until the rain stopped.

And when Harry fell asleep, warm and quiet against him, Draco didn’t move.

He closed his eyes.

And didn’t dream.