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Kim Namjoon loved days like this. Days full of sunshine filtering through the apartment windows, making perfect reading light. Days with the perfect temperature to go out for a bike ride by the river, wind tickling his dimpled cheeks. Days where he could enjoy the silent feeling of just existing.
Owning his own bookstore had its perks. If the mood was right he could just close up shop for an hour or two and go for a ride or have some quiet time at the apartment. For the most part he lived a very peaceful and simple life.
His roommate Kim Seokjin however, lived a different life. It seemed like Jin was constantly swimming in chaos. He owned a restaurant in Gangnam that was the favorite of celebrities and high class company owners. There were always recipes that needed updating or lists that needed items checked off and Jin never seemed to trust anyone to do things right.
Not only did he run the restaurant on his own, he also ran the kitchen. Business owner and head chef were two titles playing tug of war with Jin's time and energy constantly. Namjoon was used to hearing his roommate come in late at night and crash into his room only to wake up at dawn the next day to run off and complete more errands.
They had been friends for a long time and were used to each other's routines. They used to spend a lot of time together before Jin opened his restaurant. They would hang out with their other friends at bars or spend quiet nights watching shows and movies on Netflix.
Namjoon liked his quiet time but he also missed Jin. He missed his corny dad jokes that would make him cringe. He missed watching him try out new recipes in their kitchen while he raved about his new favorite book of the week. He missed the way Jin would fall asleep on his shoulder while they watched a movie, and everytime Namjoon called him out on it he would insist he was just resting his eyes. He just plain missed him.
It had been about a year of fast paced restaurant life for Jin and Namjoon was a bit worried. His roommate rarely slept and didn’t really have time to socialize anymore. He was pretty sure that the only person outside of work that Jin spoke to was him.
So it was a bit of a surprise when one night Namjoon came home to find Jin and an unknown man sitting on their couch laughing. It was the first time he had really seen Jin in probably a week. Though he was smiling it didn’t touch his eyes like it used to and he had bags under his eyes.
“Ah Namjoon! This is Sandeul, he comes into the restaurant a lot. Sandeul, this is my roommate.”
Sandeul gave him a friendly smile and a polite nod.
“Hey.” Namjoon nodded back.
“He was interested in some of my older recipes and I invited him to come look through my recipe books.”
Namjoon wasn’t sure why Jin felt like he needed to explain himself. It was his place too, he could bring whoever he wanted back to the apartment.
“Cool, well I’m gonna go to take a shower.” he looked at the other man on the couch and gave him a small wave. “Nice to meet you Sangule.”
The guest waved back and put his other hand on the back of the couch behind Jin. “It’s Sandeul actually.”
“Ah my bad” Namjoon said over his shoulder as he headed towards his room. Like he cared, hopefully that guy would leave soon so he could spend some time with Jin.
He stripped down to his boxers and threw his dirty clothes into the hamper. He grabbed a towel from the closet and quietly opened the bedroom door, looking out into the living room. He was surprised for the second time tonight.
Jin and Sandeul were full on making out on the couch.
Namjoon backed up and tried to collect himself. He knew Jin liked men, they already had that conversation. But he had never seen him with someone. Namjoon tried to understand why this had his blood slightly boiling.
He tried to think of what to do next. Should he just act like he didn’t see anything and sneak into the bathroom? Should he go back to his room and just deal with his unwashed body dirtying his bed? As if he wasn’t dealing with enough, he heard moaning coming from the direction of the living room.
He was about to close his bedroom door and give up on the shower. Deciding to just spend the night with loud headphones, when he heard Sandeul speak.
“Mmm why don’t we take this back to your room and you can show me how good you can make me feel.”
Namjoon couldn’t help the look of disgust that came over his face.
What an asshole. He sounded like one of those selfish douchebags that only cared about getting off.
Now he was really conflicted. Could he really stand here after hearing something like that? Knowing that his friend deserved better?
Seokjin deserved someone who would treat him like a prince. Someone who saw how hard he worked and wanted to make sure he got all of the care he needed. Someone to worship him and make him feel loved and appreciated. That was definitely not this sorry son of a bitch.
Namjoons eyes widened as he processed his thoughts. Why did he care so much how Jin and his sexual partners did things? It wasn’t his business. Maybe that was something his roommate was into. He knew that there were some people who were turned on by things like that.
He heard some low mumbling and shuffling from the living room and figured the two men were about to head his way.
He had two options. Slip into his room and pretend that he didn’t witness all of this or…
He stepped out into the hallway and was face to face with his roommates blushed face and a smirking Sandeul. Namjoon wanted nothing more than to wipe that smirk off his face.
“Oh,” he said, acting surprised, “you’re still here?”
Jin's face turned even redder. This was the first time he and his roommate have been in this situation.
He cleared his throat but couldn’t seem to shake the nerves out of it. “ Oh Namjoon, I thought you were showering.”
“Nah I decided to skip it for now.” he said, stepping closer to Jin and ignoring the other man completely. “ I thought since you’re home so early we could watch a movie like old times.”
Sandeul didn’t try to hide his annoyance. “Actually Jin was about to show me something in his room, weren’t you?” he said, wrapping his hand around Jin's wrist.
Oh hell no, who the fuck does this guy think he is?
Namjoon acted like he didn’t see Sandeul's hand and wedged his way between them, breaking the contact.
“Hyung, I was really hoping to spend some time with you tonight. We haven’t hung out in a while.” he said, throwing an arm around his roommates broad shoulders.
Namjoon knew that Jin was weak when he called him Hyung.
The elder looked apologetically at Sandeul who rolled his eyes and let out an angry huff.
“Whatever, I’m over this.” he said and grabbed his jacket off the back of the couch before leaving and slamming the door.
Jin looked at the door and then back at his friend. Before he could say anything Namjoon steered him towards the couch and pulled him down next to him.
“What do you want to watch?” he asked nonchalantly.
Jin stared at him for a moment in silence. He couldn’t help but be confused about his roommate's actions. It’s true they haven’t hung out in awhile but Namjoon wasn’t usually this clingy.
“Are you feeling okay?” he asked, looking at the younger.
“Yeah, I just missed you and thought this is probably my only chance to hang out for a while since you’re so busy.” Namjoon shrugged.
He felt kind of bad for saying it like that. He didn’t want Jin to feel guilty but he had to have an excuse. He had to admit that not all of it was him wanting to protect Jin from the scumbag he brought home. Something had come over him when he saw that man's hands all over Jin. He didn’t want to call it jealousy because that would be weird but he also didn’t know what else to call it.
“Namjoon, because we’re friends, I want to be honest with you.” Jin said, scooting a little away from the younger so he could face him. “You kinda just cock-blocked me.”
Namjoon looked at him for a second before picking up the remote and turning on the TV. “ I know.”
Jin stared at him for a minute before grabbing the remote from his hands, forcing him to look at his face again. “What do you mean ‘I know’?”
“Well I was coming out of my room to take a shower and I heard what he said to you about making him feel good.”
Jin's eyes widened at that and his mouth opened slightly.
Namjoon looked back like he had done nothing wrong.
“Are you FUCKING KIDDING ME?” Jin yelled standing up from the couch to look down at his roommate.
Namjoon stood up and put his hands out trying to calm him. “I’m sorry Hyung but I had to.”
“You HAD TO?” Jin scoffed. “Namjoon, do you know how long it’s been since I’ve had sex?” He looked like he expected an answer.
“No?” Namjoon looked down at the floor.
Jin bent down and made him look him in the face. “Six fucking months. SIX!”
“Hyung I’m sorry.”
“Why would you do that?” Jin asked, looking hurt.
Namjoon put his hands on his hips and looked at the ceiling. “I don’t know.”
“YOU DON-” Jin rubbed his hands down his face in frustration. “YOU DON’T KNOW?”
“I DON’T KNOW!” Namjoon growled in frustration. “I thought I did but I don’t.”
“Well I’m so glad that you ruined my first dick appointment in six months and you don’t even know why!” Jin yelled before he turned around and stomped back to his room. “AND PUT SOME FUCKING CLOTHES ON!” he yelled before slamming the bedroom door shut.
Namjoon grabbed his hair and gave it an angry tug. He was so confused. Yes he wanted better for Jin but he also didn’t want to see him with someone. He wanted his friend to be happy and loved but he couldn’t handle thinking about someone doing the things to him that he deserved.
He decided to take a shower to try and wash off the guilt that was burning through him like acid. But honestly it didn’t help. He wasn’t going to be able to sleep without working through this with Jin.
He dressed in black sleep pants and a soft dark gray t-shirt. He quickly dried his hair with the towel and decided he couldn’t put it off anymore.
“Hyung,” he knocked on Jin’s door. “Please talk to me.”
Jin opened the door with red eyes and a flat face. “What?”
Namjoon hated the fact that he was the cause of that face.
“Can I come in?” he asked.
“Sure, obviously this is the most action this room will be seeing tonight.” he said before turning and walking to his bed.
“I really am sorry, I promise I didn’t do it to hurt you.” Namjoon said sitting next to Jin. “I really did have good intentions.”
Jin looked at him and waited. “Are you going to tell me why?” he said after a minute.
“Would you believe me if I said I was trying to protect you?”
Jin looked confused. “Protect me from what?”
“From that asshole using you.”
“Namjoon, I know he was using me. It’s not like I wasn’t using him too.”
The younger looked at him shocked.
Jin sighed. “I'm not in love with him or anything, I just have so much stress and I need a release.”
Namjoon looked at him in sad confusion.
“Don’t look at me like that.” Jin said, laying down on the bed with his face in the pillow. “I know you’re judging me.”
“No Hyung, I’m not judging you.” Namjoon said, crawling up the bed to lay next to him. “I just don’t understand why you would want less than what you deserve.”
Jin turned his head toward him and sighed. “What are you talking about?”
“You deserve so much more than just a release of pressure.” Namjoon said, resting his hand on Jins back, rubbing soft circles. “You deserve someone who wants to make you feel amazing. Someone who cares more about pleasing you than getting off.” His hand started pushing harder and massaging deeper.
Jin's eyebrows scrunched together and he closed his eyes, enjoying Namjoon's strong hands loosening his tense muscles.
Namjoon could see how much Jin was relaxing so he pushed up to his knees and used both hands to rub his back and shoulders. “You deserve so much Hyung, you work so hard and give all of your energy to others.” His thumb worked over a particularly tense muscle in his shoulder and Jin gave a low moan.
Namjoon was surprised to find that the sound went straight to his dick. His hands stilled for a moment.
“Sorry.” Jin attempted to get up but he was gently pushed back down as Namjoon continued his massage.
“Don’t be sorry.”
Namjoon moved his hands down to Jin’s lower back and his hips and Jin's hands gripped the bedding.
“Seriously Joonie, you need to stop.”
“Are you uncomfortable?” Namjoon asked.
“No but I’m worried you might be.”Jin replied.
Namjoon stopped and thought about it for a second. About why he really stopped Jin and that fuckface from coming in here. Stopping Jin from letting him touch all the places that Namjoon realized he wanted to touch himself.
He wanted to be the one to give Jin everything. He wanted to be the one to make him feel all the things he’d mentioned before.
He made a decision. It was a bit dangerous. It had all the possibilities of ruining a friendship but he realized he couldn’t just go back to the way things were before tonight.
Namjoon gently turned Jin so that he was on his back and looking up at him.
“Do I look uncomfortable?” he asked, looking down at Jin with absolution on his face.
Jin's breath caught in his throat.
Namjoon placed his hand against his face and let his thumb caress his cheek.
“Tell me if you want me to stop.” he said leaning down brushing his lips against Jins.
“Are you sure?” Jin asked, leaning away a little.
Namjoon took his hand from the elders face and down to his hand. He brought it up to his mouth and gave it a soft kiss before bringing it down to the rock hard bulge in his black pants.
Jin's eyes widened and he looked down as if feeling it wasn’t proof enough.
“I’m sure, are you?” Namjoon asked.
“I don’t want this to ruin anything. I don’t want things to be weird and awkward between us. I don’t want-” Namjoon pressed his lips to Jins, cutting off his rambling.
The elder was shocked for a moment before closing his eyes and enjoying the soft plump lips moving slowly against his. Namjoon moved his body to cover Jins without breaking the kiss. He held most of his body weight on his arms but let his hips down to rub against Jin’s cock.
Jin let out a high pitched moan and pushed his hips harder against Namjoon.
“Hyung, let me take care of you.”
Jin looked lazily into Namjoon's eyes and nodded. Everything felt too good to fight against. He would deal with the consequences tomorrow.
Namjoon began trailing soft kisses against his neck. His hands moved gently down his body, massaging as they went. Jin felt like he needed to make Namjoon feel good too so he tried to slip his hand below the waistband of his sleep pants. Namjoon made a noise in the back of his throat and grabbed both of Jin's hands, bringing them up above his head.
“I said let me take care of you.” he said looking straight into Jin's eyes and sending a shiver down his spine.
“But what about you?” Jin whined.
Namjoons eyes softened and he kissed his roommates' plump, pouting lips.
“I can see this is going to be hard for you.” Namjoon said, sitting up and pulling the drawstring from his pants. “If you want me to stop at any point, just say purple.”
Jin just stared at Namjoon through half lidded eyes. He had never seen his quiet reserved friend so domineering and… hot.
“What are you gonna say if it’s too much Hyung?” Namjoon asked, leaning forward and kissing Jin's neck again.
“Purple.”
Namjoon smiled and kissed him on the lips once more before removing Jin’s shirt and tying his hands together. Not tight enough to be uncomfortable but enough that he couldn’t get out of it himself. Once Namjoon was satisfied with the ties he stood from the bed and looked down at Jin, who shivered under his gaze.
“God you look so beautiful like this, you always have control. How does it feel for someone else to make decisions? To not have to think about what to do next?” Namjoon said, running his hands down Jin's chest and abs.
“Joonie.” Jin moaned squirming against the ties holding his wrist.
“I’m gonna make you feel so good Hyung.” Namjoon said, playing with the waistband of Jin's jeans. “You don’t have to think about anything except for what you’re feeling.” he slowly began unbuttoning and unzipping. “Just let me worship you.” he began kissing Jin's abs and slowly pulled his jeans down until he could pull them off completely.
Jin didn’t know what to do with Namjoon giving so much attention to him. Everyone he’s ever been with has been more interested in receiving than giving. He was trying to think about how he could still give Namjoon pleasure too when he was taken out of his head by teeth grazing his nipple.
The elder's body arched off the bed with pleasure as he let out a low moan.
“You think I can’t tell when you’re overthinking?” Namjoon said before attacking the other nipple.
“I-mm- sorry.”
Namjoon moved up and cradled Jin's face in his hand. “Don’t be sorry, just relax.” he kissed his lips and sat up to remove his shirt, revealing a broad toned chest and bulking arms that had Jin almost drooling.
Namjoon watched Jins eyes hungrily scanning him.
“You're gonna make me blush Hyung.” he said with a smirk causing the elder to turn even redder.
Namjoon reached for Jins bound hands and brought them to his chest letting Jin know it was okay to touch.
“When did you get this big?” Jin asked, letting his hands roam all over Namjoons chest and abs.
Namjoon bit his bottom lip watching Jin appreciate him. “It’s been awhile since we’ve spent time together, you’ve been busy.”
Jin stopped his hands and looked up at Namjoon with worried eyes. “I’m sorry Joonie, everything with the restaurant has been crazy.”
“I know Hyung, I know you’ve been so busy.” he reached down and let his hands drift beneath Jins briefs, grabbing big handfuls of his ass. “So worried about everything,” he began massaging his cheeks, pushing him up with his hands and grinding down with his hips. “That’s why I want to do this for you,” Namjoon and Jin were both breathing heavily as their cocks rubbed together in delicious friction. “Wanna take care of you like you deserve.”
Jin used his tied hands and pulled Namjoons face down to kiss him. This kiss wasn’t as gentle as the others. More needy and messy. Jin lightly caught Namjoons bottom lip with his teeth as they pulled away.
“Fuck me Joonie.” Jin whispered against his lips.
Namjoon had intended for this to be gentle but Jin had just lit a fire in him. It was like years of hidden sexual tension pushed through and poured out after that kiss.
He pulled down Jins briefs so fast he was pretty sure they ripped. He grabbed his hips to hold them steady and took Jins cock in his mouth, swirling his tongue around the head before taking it fully into the back of his throat, choking a little. Jin wasn’t small but he wasn’t too big for Namjoon to handle.
Namjoon pulled his mouth off of Jin with a pop. “Hyung, how do you want it?”
“What?” Jin asked, head dizzy with everything his roommate was doing.
“Are you a top, bottom or switch?”
“I’m usually a top but…”
Namjoon looked at him waiting for him to say what he wanted. After Jin didn’t continue his sentence he let his hand work Jins member as he crawled up to look into his face. “Were you a top because all of your partners were selfish?” he whispered.
Jin bit his bottom lip and nodded.
Namjoon kissed his face sweetly, “Where are your condoms and lube baby?”
Jin was shocked by the pet name. None of his partners had ever been so loving towards him. He’d been called a lot of things but never baby.
“In the drawer over there.” he said pointing to the side of the bed he slept on, forgetting what else was in there until he heard a deep chuckle.
“Ah, someone has a little collection here.” Namjoon said, pulling out a dark blue dildo. “Poor Hyung, you’ve had to take care of your own needs.” he looked at Jin who covered his face with his bound hands.
Namjoon put the dildo back and grabbed the lube and looked through the condoms. “Hyung we might have a problem.”
Jin looked toward him again, worrying that he had found something else embarrassing.
“These condoms aren't going to fit and I don’t have any.”
Jin’s eyes widened, the condoms in his drawer were all for him so he didn’t have various sizes.
Namjoon sat back on the bed and looked down at him. “We have a few options, I can either go to the store and get one or…”
Jin sat up and thought for a moment before answering “Well it’s up to you but just so you know, I’m good. I just got tested last week.”
Namjoon scooted closer and put his hand under Jins chin, making him look up. “I’ll let you make this one decision, Hyung. But just so you know, I’m good too.”
Jin stared into Namjoons eyes and felt his heart swell, he never expected any of this. He never expected to be doing this with his friend. To be honest he didn’t know how they even got there, but he knew he didn’t want to stop. A door had been unlocked tonight and he was pretty sure there was no way it was going to go back to the way things were.
Jin crawled into Namjoons lap and kissed him, putting his hands on his chest. When they broke the kiss he looked into his friends eyes and said “I want to feel you, all of you.”
Namjoon wrapped his arms around Jin and laid him back down on the pillow kissing his neck and broad shoulders. “Then you can have all of me.”
Jin closed his eyes and leaned back as Namjoon kissed his way back down his body.
Namjoon clicked open the bottle of lube and warmed it up on his fingers. “Remember to say purple if it’s too much.”
Jin nodded and felt Namjoons finger teasing his rim.
Namjoon kissed Jins thigh as he pushed his finger inside to the first knuckle, moving it around to begin the stretch. “I can’t believe I get to be the first to fuck you like this Hyung.”
Jin moaned at Namjoons words while he got used to the stretch as he pushed the rest of his finger in.
“So handsome moaning just from my finger.”
Jin flushed and bit his lips trying to keep quiet, until he felt a second finger suddenly enter.
“Don’t hide from me Hyung, I wanna hear everything.” Namjoon growled as Jin moaned louder.
Namjoon began doing a scissoring motion with his fingers and added a third when he felt that Jin was ready. He curled his fingers upward and in a come hither motion until he found the bundle of nerves he was looking for.
“There Joonie! Right there please!” Jin called out, causing Namjoon to push harder and faster on his prostate.
“Mm fuck baby you sound so good, I wish I could record this and have Yoongi Hyung make me a song.”
Jin whined at that.
“Don't worry, as we found out tonight, I’m too jealous to do something like that. I’m the only one who gets to hear this.” he fucked his fingers into Jins hole faster while using his other hand to work Jins cock, using his precum to make the slide easier.
“Mm gonna cum!” Jin warned.
Suddenly the hands on him stopped, making him whine in frustration.
“Sorry Hyung but I wanna fuck you so bad, lets cum together.” Namjoon said getting on his knees and peeling off both bottom layers in one go. Jin now understood why his condoms wouldn’t work for Namjoon.
“Holy shit Namjoon!”
Namjoon looked down and then back up to Jin with a smirk, showing one of his signature dimples. “Don’t worry baby, I stretched you really well.”
Namjoon grabbed Jins hips and pulled him to the side of the bed until they were almost off. He then grabbed a pillow and lifted his hips to place it underneath for comfort.
“I’ll go slow.” he promised stroking his large cock with lube before spreading more onto Jins hole.
Jin once again covered his face.
Namjoon lined up pressing his tip against the rim pushing in a little, making Jin suck in a large breath.
“What did I say about hiding Hyung?” he said before grabbing Jins cock and slowly stroking to relax him.
Jin threw his hands over his head, deciding to just do what Namjoon said and feel everything.
“Breathe baby, just relax.” Namjoon said, pushing in as Jin let out his breath.
“Fuuuck” Jin moaned at the burning stretch.
“Halfway there.” Namjoon groaned out, trying not to cum from how warm and tight Jin was around him.
“Only half?!” Jin cried looking up at Namjoon in shock.
“We can stop here if you want, you don’t have to take the whole thing baby, I know it’s a lot.” Namjoon stilled and looked down.
“No, keep going.” Jin said, throwing his head back down.
Namjoon pulled out a little and angled just right so that the drag was right against Jins prostate.
Jin let out a long high moan and Namjoon decided that was enough. He knew Jin was trying to take more than he could handle to please him and that's not what this was about.
Namjoon began to move his hips slowly to work half of his cock in and out of Jin.
“Fuck Joonie, faster please.”
Namjoon did as he was told and quickened his pace, watching to make sure he wasn’t pushing too far into Jin.
“Mm Hyung you’re so tight, you feel so good.” he said as he grabbed Jins cock once again and began stroking causing Jin to moan louder.
“So close, gonna cum.” Jin moaned out as Namjoon angled his thrusts once more to hit his prostate.
“Come on baby, I’m ready when you are.”
Namjoon could feel Jins hole tighten around him, bringing him right to the edge. He gripped Jins thighs pulling them up to hold on as he fucked into him faster.
“Nn-now” Jin cried out as he began cumming all over his abs and chest.
Namjoon watched Jins face as he orgasmed and that pushed him right over, he didn’t have enough time to pull out before he was cumming into his Hyung. He let out a low growl and leaned forward, hips stuttering as he rode out his orgasm.
They stayed connected for a few seconds as they caught their breath but they both began to feel over stimulated so Namjoon pulled out and lifted Jin back up onto the bed.
“I’ll be right back baby.” he said, kissing his forehead and untying him before walking to the bathroom. He grabbed a washcloth and covered it in warm water before adding body wash and rinsing it out a little.
Namjoon came back into the room and began gently cleaning Jin, washing his cum off his stomach and his abs. He fingered as much cum as possible out of Jins hole and cleaned around his rim.
The whole time Namjoon was caring for him Jin just watched him. He couldn’t believe that his roommate had just given him the best sex he’d ever had. He also couldn’t believe that he was giving him aftercare.
Namjoon finished cleaning him and went back to rinse out the washcloth before throwing it in the bathroom hamper. Jin felt his eyes drifting and the best kind of soreness settled over his body.
Namjoon came back in after cleaning himself off and putting on some basketball shorts. He looked through Jins dresser before pulling out Jins favorite pair of sweatpants.
“Come on baby, let's put these on and then we can sleep.” Namjoon said, slipping the pants onto Jins legs and up his thighs wiggling them up onto his hips.
Jin expected Namjoon to go back to his room to sleep but was surprised when he crawled in beside him.
“Is this okay?” Namjoon asked, looking over to him. Jin nodded, snuggling closer and closing his eyes. He felt a strong arm around his waist and Namjoon's hand lightly stroking his back as he fell asleep.
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Jin woke up to the smell of something burning. He went to get up to investigate but was immediately laid back down by the pain in his ass.
“Namjoon!” he yelled out, noticing that his roommate was no longer in bed with him.
“Coming!” he heard from deeper in the apartment followed by the sound of hurried footsteps.
Namjoon came through the doorway and Jin felt like he’d been punched in the chest. God his friend was beautiful. He was wearing the basketball shorts he went to bed in and nothing else. His built chest and arms were on display and Jin was loving the view.
“Good morning Hyung.” Namjoon said looking a little hesitant to get closer “did you sleep well?”
“I did, I’m a little sore but I’ll be okay.” Jin said blushing. “What is that smell?”
Namjoon turned his own shade of red and looked down at the floor, rubbing the back of his neck. “Ah I tried to make breakfast but I think I turned the heat up too high on the bacon.” he said sheepishly.
“Joonie, you don’t have to do that.” Jin mumbled.
“I wanted to, but it all went to hell after the bacon” he said looking back toward the kitchen. “Is it okay if I order something?”
“Sounds good to me,” Jin said, patting the bed for Namjoon to come sit.
As the younger came toward the bed Jin could feel the tension. He didn’t know how this conversation was going to go but he hoped last night didn’t ruin everything.
“I guess we need to talk right?” Namjoon asked as he sat at the end of the bed.
“I think it’s for the best.” Jin said, looking down at his hands.
“I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable,” Namjoon mumbled.
“Oh Joonie no, not at all!” Jin said, reaching toward his friend and taking his hand. “ I was just wondering where all of that came from.”
Namjoon looked at their joined hands before looking away and staring at the wall.
“To be honest,” he started “I think it’s been building for a while. I think I was just okay to have you as a friend but when I saw you with that guy last night it kind of broke the dam.” he looked at Jin to see his reaction but the elder was just listening. Waiting for him to continue.
“I didn’t realize how much I missed you while you’ve had so much going on. Just being with you and spending time together. When I saw that guy last night it bothered me a little but I kind of brushed it off.” He looked Jin in the eyes. “But hearing you guys making out on the couch and what he said to you,” he shrugged “I guess I got jealous.”
Jin smiled at him and squeezed his hand. “So last night was because you missed your friend?”
“Not exactly,” Namjoon said, a little frustrated that he wasn’t speaking as well as he’d like to. “It may have started that way but as soon as I thought about someone else being with you like that, it turned into something else.” he said moving closer. “And then when I was closer and I actually had my hands on you, I couldn’t stop. I realized I wanted to be the one to give you everything you deserve.”
Jin looked a little shocked at this confession. He waited for Namjoon to say something else but he didn’t.
“Joonie, I’ll be honest I’ve never seen you in a romantic way.”
Namjoon backed up a little and moved his hand from Jins.
“Wait,” Jin said, grabbing Namjoon's hand again. “I didn’t see you that way, because I didn’t know you liked men.”
“Oh.” Namjoon said, with confusion on his face. “I guess I don’t really consider myself liking men or women. Just… people.”
“See and I didn’t know that about you.” Jin said, stroking his thumb over Namjoon's hand. “I just wrote you off as my hot friend who was never a possibility.”
Namjoon felt like they were getting to the point without getting all the way there. “So, what about now?”
Jin looked at Namjoon for a moment before ignoring the pain and leaning forward to kiss him.
“Now I think I would be willing to try this.” he said as he leaned back. “But only if you want to.”
Namjoon shot forward and wrapped Jin in his arms and began kissing all over his face like a crazy man.
Jin laughed and pulled him down until they were lying side by side facing each other. “I’ll take that as a yes?”
“Mine” Namjoon growled, stuffing his face into Jins neck and pulling him impossibly closer.
“Ah I see I’ve got a possessive caveman in my bed now.” Jin joked, poking him in the side.
“Yes and he’s all yours, no take backs.” Namjoon said, kissing his neck.
“Well can my caveman hunt down some food? Because I’m very hungry and too sore to cook.”
Namjoon kept one arm around Jin and fished his phone out of his pocket. He ordered from Jins favorite breakfast spot and threw the phone on the side table before kissing Jin again.
“Joonie,” Jin mumbled against his lips “How long until the food gets here?”
“The app said thirty minutes.” Namjoon said, brushing his fingers down Jins naked back. “Why?”
Jin reached his hand down to grip Namjoons growing length. “Wanna see if I can make you cum before then?”
Namjoon looked down and bit his bottom lip before drifting his hands into Jins sweats to his cock. “Bet I can make you cum first.” he said, sealing the promise with a kiss.
The End