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Sitting on the living room couch was Jaehee, dumped for the second time this month. He’s not a playboy or anything, he’d like to think that he’s a very respectful man. His past boyfriends always looked like they enjoyed themselves while dating, up until it got to that point in the relationship.
Sex.
Jaehee’s a normal, healthy boy, he’s able to get it up and it’s not like he’s lacking in that area. The one thing he was most confident about was the size of his cock. It was bigger than average, curved just a little bit to the left, and was a nice pink color. He’s never had no problem getting his partners to bed, it’s what happens in the bed.
Every time it goes like this, they make out, grope each other, then BOOM … a flood of nerves surges through his body and his dick is now limp. He has no idea why this happens every. Single. Time. Jaehee doesn’t think he has performance anxiety, he has no reason to have anxiety. But the more he thinks about it, the more he worries.
What if he doesn’t fuck good? What if he can’t make his partner cum? He’s basically like a beginner at this and can only make out … what if his partner hates him for this?
In the end, he always gets broken up with the same reasoning. His faulty dick.
While wallowing in his own self pity, a knock echoes through his apartment and scares him out of his funk. He’s not expecting anybody, he’s single now so nobody should be coming over.
“It’s me” , a loud, deep voice comes from behind the door. He can only think of it to be his best friend, Sion. Why would he be here? I didn’t text him?
Jaehee manages to pull himself up from the couch and drag his body towards the door. “It’s open!” He shouts while dragging his body back to the spot he made on the couch after unlocking the door.
In walks Sion, with that stupid smug look on his face. Jaehee uses all the energy he has left so let out a weak and pathetic “hi”
“Wow… depressing much?” Sion says, plopping on the cough next to what is now a keeled over and frustrated Jaehee. He doesn’t even have to look at the older boy to know he has that big smile on his face like always.
“I’m really not in the mood right now hyung” he sighs out, slowly becoming more and more annoyed. Sion has this really amazing talent of annoying anyone he can, it’s actually pretty surprising.
“You got broken up with again, didn't you”
Silence falls over the room. It’s so thick, Sion feels like he’s choking. He was half joking when he said that. Jaehee and his ex were only dating for no more than 2 weeks, how could they have broken up that fast?
Staring at the boy, he can say slight shoulder shakes, almost like the younger is crying. In a panic, he immediately sits on the floor in front of Jaehee and grabs his head, forcing him to make eye contact.
Jaehee stares at the elder, tears pooling in his eyes, threatening to spill, and a huge frown on his face. Sion feels his heart throbbing in pain, even if he teases the younger, he’d never hurt his feelings purposefully. Without even thinking about it, he finds his arms wrapped around the shaking body sitting in front of him.
The boys stay like that for what feels like hours. Jaehee never lets those tears fall, knowing that once he does, they won’t stop. He takes a long and deep breath in, his shoulders coming up his ears, and lets his whole body relax, blowing all the air out of him.
Once Sion can see the younger has relaxed more, he pulls away, searching in his eyes for any traces of sadness. “What happened?” , he says hesitantly, hoping to not trigger another breakdown.
“They broke up with me because…” his face became flushed with the pink upon realizing he had to say the reason out loud. He’s never told anyone this before, imagine having to tell your friend you can’t keep a relationship because your dick gets soft after foreplay.
Sion just stares at him, expecting the worst. He’s preparing for the reason to be cheating, preparing to reassure Jaehee that it wasn’t his fault.
“We broke up because … because I…” he trails off, mumbling the rest. His whole body is now a bright red, wanting to melt back into the couch now that his hyung knows his most private secret.
Sion stares at him with a concerned and confused expression. “Because what? I couldn’t hear the last part.”
“... I can’t keep my dick hard”
Another wave of silence fills the room, Jaehee is now choking on the silence this time. All he can think about is the fact he was able to tell the real reason. He could’ve just lied and said it was of differences or losing feelings, but for some reason, he couldn’t bring himself to lie. This reason was eating him alive and he needed to tell someone before it consumed him whole.
To Jaehee, this felt like the worst thing to happen to him. Now his best friend knows his dick can’t function correctly, what if Sion decides he doesn’t want to be friends with some loser who can’t even have sex.
He can hear a faint chuckle next to him and a giggling Sion is seen. His nervousness was immediately replaced with a feeling of anger. Jaehee is so upset with not only himself for thinking he could be vulnerable, but mainly with his best friend. How could Sion sit there and laugh at him?
“Listen, if you're gonna sit there and make fun of me, you just go ahead and get out of my place.” Jaehee stands up and starts walking towards the door to open it for the older boy. A soft and large hand grabs his wrist, stopping him in his tracks.
“N-no , i’m not making fun of you , i promise” Sion says, still trying to control his laughter. He’s really not picking on the boy, he just thinks that being the reason for his breakup is kind of a dumb reason.
Jaehee gives him a side eye, not fully believing him, but decides to sit back down and hear him explain before he does anything.
“I’m serious, I'm laughing because this is such a non-issue. You can’t stay hard? So what, it was probably once or twice right?” The older boy says, wiping the tears that formed while laughing. Jaehee wishes it was just once or twice.
“No hyung… it’s every time..”
Sion pauses his laughing, the words all hitting him at once. Every time? Jaehee grabs the pillow sitting next to him and does the only logical thing someone would do in his position. Try to suffocate himself.
Sion removes the pillow, the last thing he would want is for Jaehee to pass out, especially right now. He’s thinking back to all of Jaehee's relationships, it all starts making sense as to why his relationships never lasted more than a month.
“So … Do you have, like, performance anxiety or something..” That’s the only logical answer he can think of, that and erectile dysfunction. But he’s able to get and stay hard for a while so it can’t be that.
“I don’t think so, but it’s not ruled out.” Jaehee explains to him that he gets nervous sometimes that his sex game will be terrible, but he doesn’t think it’s that bad to completely kill his hard on.
Just then, a thought flashed in Sion's head. Maybe he can't stay hard because he’s not with someone he’s fully comfortable with. After all, he’s only with these people for max 3 weeks, that’s a short time to get to know someone enough to have sex.
“Maybe, and I'm saying this as your friend, you need to have sex with someone you're more comfortable with. Maybe that’s your problem, you know these people for a few weeks and then feel like you have to have sex.”
Who close to Jaehee would wanna have sex with him. He has very few friends and he knows for a fact he can’t get himself to kiss them, let alone have sex with them.
“Oh yeah, like who? It’s not like I can have sex with you” He says jokingly. There’s a slight shift in the air, going from playful to serious in a second. Jaehee hastily glances over at his hyung, who has a serious look on his face, one he’s never seen before.
“Well why can’t you? I've known you the longest and can read you like a book. If anything, I'm the one you're most comfortable with, and I also know your secret. Wouldn’t it be so embarrassing for you if your dick got soft while having sex with anyone else you know?”
He’s right, they’ve known each other since middle school, Sion’s been there for every embarrassing thing, adding this moment to the list. It’s not like he’s the one offering either, so why not take him up on the offer…
Sion feels himself become nervous, waiting for his answer. If Jaehee says no, then who cares, but for some reason, he can’t shake off this feeling of not wanting to be rejected. After a moment of silence, he hears the answer.
“... Fine… but only once.”
All the anxiety fades from Sion's body and instead is replaced with a different feeling. A craving feeling. It’s almost like a flip has been switched in his brain, a feeling of lust comes just as fast as the nervousness left.
As soon as Jaehee finishes his sentence, he sees Sion sit closer to him. He almost looks as if a lust demon took over his body, but the more he looks, the more he becomes intrigued. He’s never had feelings for the older, but he never denied he was attractive. His full, plump lips that are always in a pout, his long and full lashes. He always had this look to him that he was more than just a bothersome hyung.
“So we can start right now right?” Sion says, tracing shapes and letters on the youngers hand, now sitting as close as possible, basically on his lap. His eyes now low, showing exactly what he wants. Sion always wanted to sleep with Jaehee just once. Only a few know how he is outside of his friends, he actually really enjoys having sex, whether it be just a hookup or with a partner.
Without letting the younger answer, Sion aims straight for his lips, catching Jaehee off guard. He can barely process what’s happening before he feels a grip on his face, forcing his mouth open. Faint moans fall from his lips, feeling his hyungs tongue explore every inch of his mouth.
Jaehee can feel a tightness form on his lower half. Pulling away from Sion, he looks down and sees a huge tent in his pants. He’s never gotten this hard so fast before, and all from kissing a bit. He starts unbuttoning his pants in a rush, fearing that if he waits any longer, he’ll get soft.
“Nuh uh, let’s take our time yeah? Just focus on me” Sion says, grabbing both of his hands and intertwining them. Jaehee decides to trust his hyung, the way he’s acting makes him believe the elder is wayyy more experienced than him.
The boys go back to focusing on kissing. Jaehee can feel a hand slowly make its way down, towards his cock. A large and soft hand finishing the unbuttoning the younger had done. A sharp inhale echoes through the room, feeling that same hand roughly palm him through his underwear, the pants now far from the couch. Jaehee didn’t even notice his pants were completely off.
Jaehee’s hips start twitching uncontrollably, rubbing against the friction. He can barely keep up with the kissing, becoming a moaning mess just from a touch. He’s never felt this good before, not even with a partner. He has no idea what’s different, maybe it’s from doing it with Sion? If anything, that should make it harder but for some reason, it’s not.
“H-hyung i think im gonna cum” he barely gets out before a wet spot forms, drops of cum leaking through the fabric. His body shaking with every spurt, still grinding into the elders hand. Beads of sweat drip from his forehead, he’s never came that good before, and all from palming through underwear.
Sion stands up and starts undressing, his own hard on being very very noticeable. He would be a fool to not get hard in this situation. A pair of eyes follow his every move, watching him slowly take off his shirt, bending over to pull his pants down, showing off his pink hole. Sion always loved to show off before sleeping with someone, feeling hungry eyes on him was the most exciting part for him. So when he can feel the youngers eyes on him, his hole, he can’t help but to tease his own cock.
He walks back over to his spot next to Jaehee, this time with his legs on the couch. He can still feel eyes all over his body, trailing from his lips to his nipples then straight to his own hard on. Sion can notice the youngers cock is still hard and leaking, so he takes this opportunity to show Jaehee his favorite thing.
As soon as Sion sits down, he opens his legs, showing his pink, twitching hole off. A shaky breath leaves Jaehee's mouth, trying so hard to not show that he is extremely turned on. All he can think about is shoving his cock inside.
Sion grabbed Jaehee’s hand, shoving 2 fingers inside his mouth, covering them in his spit. A sloppy sucking nose can be heard throughout the living room, quiet moans being mixed in. The whole time Sion coats the fingers in spit, he’s not breaking eye contact with the younger. Staring directly at him, he takes out the fingers with a pop sound, guiding them lower and lower until they reach his hole.
He lets go of his hand, letting Jaehee rub his wet fingers over his entrance before shoving them inside. A gasp leaves Sion's mouth from the sudden feeling of two thick fingers inside him. All Jaehee can think of is how tight and warm his hole is, his fingers being practically sucked in.
“Fuck hyung, you’re so tight” he grunts out, finally finding a rhythm that feels good for the both of them. Sion can hardly keep his moans in after that, every noise he can make begins spilling from his lips. Jaehee starts searching for that spot with every thrust.
“Ah! F-fuck” Sion basically screams out, clenching so tightly around his fingers that it feels like they could break any second.
Found it
Sion can feel himself become a mess around Jaehee’s fingers, feeling them hit that spot over and over again. His vision becomes blurry as tears fill his eyes from pleasure. It’s so much but yet not enough, he wants something bigger. Something hotter.
He reaches down and forcefully stops the younger from fingering his wet hole. He flips over, ass in the air, and shows his gaping hole. Jaehee immediately stands up and takes his cum filled underwear off with just one sentence.
“Come fuck me now”
In the back of Jaehee's mind, he can’t believe that his cock is still rock hard even after cumming and making it all the way to this part. But he can think more about that later, right now he has to focus on the pretty gaping hole begging to be filled with his cock.
Jaehee lines the tip up perfectly and in one swift thrust, his cock is inside Sion. He finally did it, he can finally say he’s had sex without getting soft, but it doesn’t stop there. Moans spill out of both their mouths as an impatient Sion bounces his ass on the cock inside him.
All Jaehee can do is stare and admire. Stare at the way every time Sion bounces, a string of spit forms between their skin. He grabs his hyungs waist , stopping his movement, and begins pounding into him like it’ll be the last time he has sex. Sion can no longer keep the strength in his body and falls forward, head in the arm rest of the couch.
“F-fuck please fuck me h-harder” Sion yells out, barely able to get his words out. So , like the good dongsaeng he is, Jaehee pushes his hyungs body into the couch, using all his energy to pound into his hole.
“Just like that oh my god” he says out of breath, tears running down the elders face. His hole clenching around Jaehee’s cock, sucking him in with every thrust. Jaehee can already feel himself getting close, a burning sensation pooling inside him.
Sion can tell the younger is getting close, his thrusts become more rapid and slightly sloppy. He’s using his hole like his own personal fleshlight, and Sion loves it. Just the thought alone of being used for Jaehee’s own pleasure, not caring if it's too much for the other, is enough to get him close himself.
“Hyung , ah! Fuck i’m getting close.” Jaehee says in a breathy tone, gripping tighter on the elder's waist, leaving red, hot marks where his hands were. His thrusts become sloppier and sloppier with each second.
“Please cum in me Jaehee, please” he pleads, begging for the younger to finish inside him and fill his hole with cum. He usually doesn’t let just anyone cum inside him, but Jaehee is different. No one’s ever fucked him like Jaehee has, if this were to go on any longer, he probably won’t be able to sleep with anyone but him. He loves how Jaehee's dick fills him up, making him feel so full and stretched.
Hearing those words was the final thing to send Jaehee over the edge. With one last hard thrust, he releases his load deep into the elder, his hips twitching with every squirt. Sion can feel the hot liquid fill him up, making him cum all over the couch. He can feel his thighs and arms shaking from pleasure.
After a while, Jaehee is able to pull out from his hyungs hole, his cock twitching once out. He spreads Simon's ass, wanting to see his cum spill out from his hole. A white stream can be seen leaking from his hole, falling onto the elders thigh.
Feeling the cum leak from his ass makes Sion’s whole body twitch, clenching his hole and trying to keep the cum inside. Sion looks behind him to see the younger boy sweaty and out of breath. His eyes glossy and a pink spread across his cheeks and ears.
“So I guess you don’t have performance anxiety after all” Jaehee chuckles with his hyung, trying to catch his breath.
“I guess I don’t , huh”