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Since Donghyuck moved to the house next door, Mark’s life changed dramatically. The boy was loud, hyperactive, mischievous and his face constantly wore a big smile. Donghyuck was the naughtiest kid in their neighbourhood and usually quiet Mark needed a bit more time to get used to his new reality. A reality with Donghyuck dragging him to play on the street, ride a bike, go to the lake or find a way into the abandoned barn.

With Donghyuck Mark laughed the most, it felt like it. The younger’s skin was tanner and the first time Mark saw him, he thought that the younger moved from some resort town. Donghyuck also had a lot of moles, Mark noticed. Four on his left cheek and a few on his neck.

Mark tried to be cautious and act older while playing with Donghyuck. He shouted at him something about high grass, but the younger boy jumped from a height anyway, landing on his knees and crooking his arm. That’s how Donghyuck broke his little finger.

Mark felt guilty that evening. The phone rang and Donghyuck’s voice (a little shaky from tears) told him that his mom put him on time out under strict supervision. It’s okay,  Mark tried to call him down,  I’ll just come to you and we will play. Carefully.

Mark, the man of his words, came to Donghyuck every afternoon to spend time in his small room. Donghyuck was the oldest child of his family, it was a wonder he even had his own room.

When school started again, they started meeting up in the morning to walk together. Donghyuck laughed at Mark a little bit when he noticed his big new round glasses and promised to protect him if anybody is going to laugh at him who is not Donghyuck.

This is how their teenage years went by. Sharing a bed when staying up at each other’s, help with math and chemistry, bake first cookies…

Coming summer, Donghyuck turned 16, then Mark turned 17 and they were ready to hit the second semester of the high school year. Until Mark wasn’t.

Just two weeks left of their summer vacation and Mark wouldn’t say he was feeling particularly good. He got hot easily and the weather wasn’t that warm to be so sweaty after a short walk. Adolescence didn’t have mercy on anyone.

The day they planned to go on the pier, Mark woke up completely drenched under a thin blanket. It felt almost dizzying and all the air suddenly ended in his room.

Mark squealed, trying to stretch in bed and that’s when it hit him. The sharp pain erupts in his lower abdomen and Mark curls back into a ball. That might be his last day on Earth. and what has he done yesterday?

Right, they tried to put mentos into cola and drink as much as possible with Donghyuck. That might be why his stomach hurts so much right now. Dumb ways to die. Ironically, they played that game too.

Mama Lee knocks on the door when Mark whines again. He opens his eyes to look at her.

Honey, is that your scent?

Scent?!

Mark presented as omega that day.

Pier was forgotten and Mark didn't even have strength to reply to Donghyuck's calls. He spent all that curled up beside his mother, rethinking his life choices.

Coming back from a break as an omega in the second year of high school, Mark won a jackpot. It was almost miserable.

There’s nothing miserable about being an omega,  Mama Lee replied.

Now Mark felt even more shittier, because he indirectly called his mother unhappy. and she doesn’t seem unhappy at all with her husband, him and Mark’s oldest brother. He should say sorry later.

They were watching another episode of friends, his mother’s hand carefully brushing newly bleached curly strands. Mark was currently watching the ceiling instead.

What if Donghyuck doesn’t want to be my friend anymore?  Mark says quietly.

Mama Lee looks at him, sitting a bit closer. Mark looks pale, like this question holds him by neck right now.

Why would you think he wouldn’t want that?

Because he said he is not interested in any kind of omega-alpha mess right now! He hasn’t presented yet.

Mark groans again, hands cover his face.

Just talk to him, alright?  Mark nods back.  You’re my little angel, Markie, don’t forget. Your heart is pure and full of love.

She leans closer again to leave a peck on his cheek and Mark doesn't even think it’s embarrassing in any way.

They don’t meet the other day either, because Mark does a big research about omega traits, perks and disappointments.

Mark isn’t sure about his own scent yet. Mom said it’s something chocolate related, older brother said it’s a coffee with milk and his father said it’s too early to judge.

Mark tries all the tests written on the web to find out his scent, but all in vain.

Donghyuck finally gets to Mark when Mama Lee kindly opens the door for him on Saturday morning. Suddenly, Donghyuck is in his room and Mark is still in his pajamas.

Your brother got a girlfriend?

A girlfriend? Mark thinks for a moment. Not any that he heard of.

No, why do you ask?

Whose scent is that then?

Mark is ready to fall under ground and he does hide under the blanket, but Donghyuck gets inside after him.

What are we hiding from?  Donghyuck giggles quietly.

I was hiding from you!

I love you too, Markie!

Donghyuck said that Mark smelled like cocoa powder and Mark thinks it is disgusting. What omega would like to smell like a baking powder?

Also, Donghyuck said that he still wants to be Mark’s friend. Till death tears them apart. Mark says it's too dramatic and they should end up with their lovers and not each other.

Donghyuck dyed his hair too. He is more red and brown now, than his usual natural black. Mark likes that colour on him. He looks like a cherry. and Mark thinks he likes cherries. Not as much as he likes watermelons, but he is biased.

The second semester finally comes in late August, calmly filling their days with regular routines they had. They usually met only in the morning, but now Donghyuck waits for Mark every day to go home together as well. He said he signed up to the Omega Protection Club to learn more about Mark’s newfound secondary gender. Mark only huffed and pushed him in the shoulder. Something warm inside reassured him– feeling of acceptance, probably. 

Have you kissed anyone already?  Donghyuck once asked him, while sending a ball from ceiling to the floor.

I feel like we are always together and you would have noticed if I was kissed by anyone.  Mark chuckles, turning another page of Spider-Man comics, lying on his back.

Donghyuck only hums in reply and the ball hit sounds end eventually a few moments later. Mark finally tears apart his gaze from the page, bending his neck over the edge of the bed. That’s when he notices Donghyuck’s face too close to him.

He can't stop it or say anything as Donghyuck just gets closer, until their lips meet in a kiss upside down. It’s a spider-man kiss!!  Mark’s mind screams at him.

When Donghyuck pulls back, Mark hears his heart beating so fast, it could break his ribcage.

Dude,  Mark only mutters.

Donghyuck doesn’t reply to him, sitting back on the floor, and staring down.

Dude, what was that?  Mark wants to shout, but holds himself back and whispers instead.

His best friend just kissed him and not only was it his first kiss but it was a spider-man kiss.

Donghyuck is a thief. Too many thefts in one day from him. What bothers Mark even more is that he doesn’t feel angry or frustrated. Isn’t it weird? He should feel weird, shouldn't he?

Uh… I lost control.  That’s what Donghyuck mutters, eyes piercing Mark now.

Mark’s hormones are still in training and he can’t actually control them well. Even after three months of being an omega, it’s hard for him.

He feels as his scent intensifies all of a sudden and fills his small room quickly. He can’t just stop doing that. He is not even sure what exactly started it in the first place.

Hormones and scents are so difficult. Regardless of the passed time, Mark can’t sit at the healthcare lessons with other omegas without getting all red in the face. It was better when he didn’t care about such things. Mark wishes he was a beta.

Donghyuck stares at him for a good minute and Mark’s hot cocoa scent officially becomes the number one leader of the smells in the room.

I… I think it’s nothing… You should have asked first, though. It was my first kiss.  Mark murmurs first what comes to his mind. His comics fly to the depths of his bed, freeing his hands to reach for a blanket instead.

Donghyuk probably replies with a quiet  sorry,  but Mark doesn’t really hear him anymore. His thumping heart deafening him from the inside.

A pregnant silence fills the room aside from the cocoa and it’s getting awkward. Donghyuck clears throat and stands up to open a window.

Fresh air hits him on the face, but somehow Donghyuck doesn’t feel pleased. He liked it better when his mind only recognised cocoa scent.

Two weeks later Donghyuck presents as alpha.

He skips school for a few days and Mark doesn’t come up with a plan, not on the first day nor on the fourth.

Weekend hits and Mark finally decides to call his friend on the phone. The least he can do.

How are you feeling?  Mark hums quietly, words almost get lost with the sounds of Donghyuck’s loud house.

Better today, but I swear, dude, I never jerked off as much as these 4 days.

Mark wants to facepalm himself.

Don’t- alright, ugh.  Mark groans. No, it is embarrassing. Why would he say that!

What? Too much for your omega mind?  Mark can almost touch his attitude through the phone.

First of all, you promised not to use my second gender in that context. Second of all, it was too much information! I don't wanna know how much you jerk off regularly!

Donghyuck chuckles in reply and maybe, just maybe, Mark’s omega mind really can’t comprehend that much at once.

They eventually meet on Sunday when Donghyuck’s parents ask him to watch the youngest while they go to the city. Mark comes over as usual, but it seems like nothing left from their “usual”.

Donghyuck’s scent is cherries, he can’t mess it with anything else. It’s very distinctive and Mark thinks that suffocating in here won’t be as bad as he imagined.

They don't really talk about it throughout the day, but when the kids are finally in bed and Donghyuck has washed all the dishes, they settle down in Donghyuck’s room for the night.

Donghyuck turns on the humidifier– his early gift for Christmas from grandma. Mark sits down on the edge of Donghyuck’s bed.

Do you have another bedding? Mark murmurs, feeling grateful for the distracting aroma in the room.

Why? I don’t seem attractive to share a bed with you anymore?

Mark wants to groan, but the youngers are sleeping in the room next door.

Donghyuck, we have a second gender now. We can’t just casually share a bed.

It seems pretty logical for Mark, though. Their hormones are far from established. Their scents are sweet and anything can happen,  just like with a spider-man kiss.

It’s not logical to Donghyuck. If they are friends of five years, why can’t they share a bed just no more? Even if their pheromones work differently. Even if he looks at Mark’s legs in shorts and his long neck a little bit longer than he usually does.

Donghyuck sighs eventually, seeing a frown on Mark’s face.

Take my bed, I’ll find something to put on the floor.

Mark thinks a lot more now than he used to when he was fifteen. He is going to be eighteen this year and the only thing he knows is that he is a mess. That it all started from the day he presented as omega.

He thinks about finding his place in life, possibilities of being a traditional wife and mostly he thinks about Donghyuck.

Since presenting as alpha, the younger started to bulk up and grow in shoulders. He also is stronger now. At that one time when Donghyuck lost the argument about their teacher’s love life and had to piggyback Mark from the school’s 4th floor to the bus station.

Not only did Donghyuck carry Mark in his arms, instead of taking him on his back, but also carried him all the way to their neighbourhood.

Mark felt some knots tying up in his stomach that day.

They still were pretty much the same height and that was the last strand Mark was carrying onto.

In the middle of March, it struck him harder. Donghyuck even joked about the spring fever. Mark started to be cautious with his scent and how he felt. It’s about time to have his first heat, he was getting ready meticulously. Mark was worried to say the least.

He went through a couple of tests and everything seems to be fine. No delays for now, no deviations, his heat can start any day after the 17th of March.

Mark, as a responsible omega, started a calendar on his phone and checked it daily. The longer he thinks he has it all under control, the better he copes with the stress. and no, he wasn’t counting the days down. At least not the first twenty.

His mother has already written the letter for school due to his first omega-need days off. It took him two days to collect himself and nonetheless he felt a little embarrassed when he passed the papers to the principal. It’s not embarrassing to be an omega; he recalls his mother’s words.

He tells about it to Donghyuck and surprisingly the younger one listens to him attentively, not even joking once. Mark tells about his worries, about what he read online and concerns about their thin walls between rooms. Donghyuck allows himself a small giggle at the latest.

..so it should last for around 3 days for now, since it’s the very first one.

Donghyuck nods back, looking Mark in the eyes. Mark doesn’t support his eye contact, but he really appreciates Donghyuck’s ways to show him a safe space they always had for each other.

I think it’s going to be fine.  Donghyuck decides.  You always were responsible in such matters.

Mark thinks about it for a moment. Mom took him to the secondary gender specialist a few weeks after his presentation. He took his vitamins diligently. He never skipped health care lessons for omegas.

He thinks about it a little more and his mind goes back to Donghyuck yet again, recalling when the younger asked about his vitamins. The reminder in his head hits him– Donghyuck is still a member of the Omega Protection Club (though, Mark doesn't really know what exact protection they provide.)

Mark recalls when Donghyuck took suppressants not to pressure Mark with his scent during the days they were spending full days together.

Passing the silent moment, Mark finally murmurs,  I heard that the heat without an alpha can be torturous.

Donghyuck shakes his head almost immediately.

It only happens when you already have an alpha and for some reason can’t be with them for the heat.

It is a little weird that Donghyuck knows a few more facts about omega’s heats than Mark himself.

Do you think you will nest this time?

Mark genuinely didn't think about it. Feels like the ground falls under him when he realises, he hasn't dreamed about this scenario yet.

Donghyuck notices Mark’s fear silently creeping up on his face and hurries to return the omega back on earth by shaking his shoulder.

It’s okay if you will and okay if you won’t. It doesn't define you as an omega. 

Mark bites down on his lower lip, thinking about the possible nests he is able to do. Donghyuck’s hand burns his skin through his sweater and Mark shrugs it off.

I didn't even think about the nest.

Oh…

Exactly, oh.

Now Mark worries about one more thing– what if his omega wants to nest and there's no alpha’s scent around.

What Mark doesn't mention at all is how much his stomach flips when he enters Donghyuck's room, almost stinking with cherry, that's how he likes it.

His new favourite bubble gum flavour is cherry. Favourite lemonade is cherry. He hides his scented cherry blossom candles before Donghyuck comes over.

It's almost unbearable to deal with it alone. Mark thinks his mom has suspicions already, but she never said a word about it.

He has only one best friend and oh so happened, Mark has a crush on his own best friend.

So, the heat is the problem for Mark. He just can't really tell it to anybody.

When the heat hits two days later, on the 19th in the morning, Mark wants to punch Donghyuck for assuring him it will be alright.

Because it’s not alright.

He takes a shower luckily before his legs are on the verge of giving up, quickly eats breakfast and limps back to his room. Mom left him a few cold bottles of water and a bunch of snacks. She has been so supportive for all six months Mark has been an omega, that he can’t ask for more.

Even if he really wants to. His small omega inside, still a bit insecure and shy, but so greedy, demands for an alpha.

Mark thought people were lying about craving another person during heat. Until it was him lying under a thin duvet, all drenched in sweat and hand in his boxers moving abruptly, failing any attempt of rhythm.

He lit a few cherry candles up, closed his two windows and hung the curtains. Their walls undeniably still were thin, but his fate didn’t laugh at him this time. His older brother left for the week to his actual girlfriend. Lucky Mark.

He is not lucky; he needs an alpha so bad.

Mark feels small on the bed. He is shy enough to leave his shirt on and not take off boxers properly. Touching himself felt sinful. When he had alpha in mind, touching himself was sinful.

Mark whines painfully as another attempt to cum didn’t end with success.

Head flips on the side, closer to the candles, taking a deep breath of the cherry scent. It tastes fake and plastic for some reason. It’s not really a cherry, nor a blossoming tree.

Clearly jerking off wasn’t enough for him to get off. It’s his first heat and already his body is getting over him. He can surely try the other thing…

No, he won’t try it this time. Whatever this thing is.

Failing to cum for another two times, Mark finally gives up a little bit and lifts the boxers back up. He curls into a ball on the bed, frowning so much. He can tell his pheromones changed.

After wiping off his hand (because he is not gross, aside from Donghyuck), Mark reaches for his phone.

The cherry candle extinguishes itself and now it’s the cocoa (or fully chocolate already?) smell that his room stinks with.

Mark tries forcefully to switch his attention from the omega needs to his own. He is also silently grateful that his omega didn’t want to nest for his first time.

The phone screen lights up brighter with a new message. His own cherry texts him.

Hyuckie🌞

your mom told me about your heat dude

don't worry everybody in the class already know

im joking

they dont

if they did i’d beat them up

12:43pm

Mark’s heart clenches when he reads about the class and unclenches when Donghyuck sends the other messages.

He doesn’t know what to reply at first and Donghyuck starts to type again.

Hyuckie🌞

i can see you reading messages

hope youre doing fine cus what if you dont

you probably died from jerking too much

dont make your dick fall off!

12:46pm

markie🤓

Fuck you

12:46pm

Very mature, Mark Lee.

It just pissed him off a little. He can’t jerk off! He wished his dick fell off already. That would mean he doesn’t need to torture himself anymore.

Donghyuck starts to type quickly after his message

Hyuckie🌞

oh im sorry babygirl

!!!

really dude hope you’re doing fine

im not an idiot

text me if u need anything okay?

12:47pm

Mark almost moans out loud from the first reply, but keeps himself together. He wants to ask Donghyuck a lot of things. He is not sure they will pass as besties-help-each-other-out thing.

He finally types back again.

markie🤓

I’m fine, just suffering a little

Have a good day, Hyuck

12:49pm

Hyuckie🌞

now since you speak pls tell me more

r u hydrated enough?

do u use the fan i gave u?

or maybe youre not hot

pls tell me more markie

12:50pm

Mark groans now for real and he wants to throw his phone out of the window, but oh poor luck, he closed those windows to keep the cherry scent in the room.

Cherry scent. Right.

markie🤓

                         Do you mind if I ask for

something?

It might be too personal

12:53pm

Hyuckie🌞

theres nothing personal between

u and me

we are one soul in two bodies

ask for it markie

12:53pm

Was he always that sharp with words? Oh, Mark feels dizzy.

markie🤓

Can you lend me some of your shirts

when you’re done with school?

I think my omega got used to your scent around.

12:55pm

Hyuckie🌞

oj crap markie

im sorry dude

i’ll pick smth and give to your mom when im back

im really sorry

didnt mean that to happen

12:59pm

It’s fine, Mark mouths and locks his phone before throwing it on the pillow.

He then reaches for it back and unblocks, seeing the chat back open.

markie🤓

Thanks dude

Really would be great

Sorry that happened too

I’m not nesting btw

Just letting you know ‘cause you were curious

1:01pm

Mark locks the phone now for the final time and doesn’t bother to read what Donghyuck sent him back. Not in this mind, not when he is getting wild just thinking about the scent of sweet cherries in Donghyuck’s room.

Mark manages to fall asleep after a few minutes just staring at the ceiling. Next time he wakes up it’s almost 4pm and something tingles his feelings, making his stomach flip.

With a groan he blinks a few times, feeling another sticky puddle under his thighs. It feels so gross, he wants to suffocate himself in the pillow, but his brain finally catches something. 

It’s so weak and a bit sweet, it’s a scent.

Mark flips his head to the side, noticing something new on his nightstand. A pile of a few colourful tees, a hoodie and a little sticky note.

“Donghyuck brought these for you. -mom”

Sticky note flies through the room and Mark hurries to sit down on the bed. He puts the hoodie on, even though he is still hot after a nap. He doesn’t care, not when the cherry covers him all over.

Mark probably looks like a loser right now, with only boxers and hoodie on. Donghyuck is not much bigger than him, so the hoodie is just-in. It wraps around his ribcage and arms, keeping Mark grounded.

That is just what he needed. Even if he didn't know he needed this.

Mark puts the other tees around his pillow and plops back in the bed. He is still painfully hard and there is nothing more he can do than to reach his boxers again.

He breathes out and his legs bent in knees as his hand wraps around the steel hardness. It feels different with the other scent interfering his own. Almost as if Donghyuck was here in the room with him.

He moves his hand steady, eyes closed automatically. He pays more attention to the cherries around him.

A small sound leaves his lips as he flips on the side after a rather sensitive tug. His nose meets the tee he placed on the pillow and Mark almost moans.

He assumes it’s Donghyuck’s sports tee, he is almost sure. This one stank the most and Mark can’t help but bite on his lower lip.

His hand fastens a little more and his face falls deeper into the shirt, as if in shame. It’s a little shameful for sure. Mark jerks off on the stinky shirt of his alpha best friend. It’s actually pathetic.

His first heat and he already feel like he will never be able to spend it without an alpha. What a great way to start.

Another soft squeal rips out from his lips and Mark can’t help it but bite down on the soft fabric. It’s all cherries now– in his mind, in his nose, in his mouth.

His hand eventually loses any rhythm and finally his hips snap as the orgasm hits him with a breathless growl. He is sticky everywhere. His hole continues to leak and it’s embarrassing, his fist glistening with a white substance.

Gross.

His mind is still keeping up on cherries only.

A few moments later, when Mark feels his legs again, he disappears behind the bathroom door. Not before he rearranged the tees and took off the hoodie, so it won’t lose its scent.

While his omega is fully satiable (and Mark thanks God it doesn’t demand a lot for the first time), he has time to change the sheets and refresh the air in his room. He goes downstairs to eat an already late lunch and mom meets him right in the kitchen.

Even after taking a shower Mark still feels like shit, but there’s nothing he can do about it. He read about it– during our first heat you just take notes of your own behaviour and find out what works best for you. He can do that now.

The kitchen is quiet, filled with only the noises of the microwave, when mama Lee decides to break it.

Want to tell me why Donghyuck came here today?  Mark wanted to whine out loud. He squeezes his eyes shut and stays quiet for a while.

Mark.  Gosh!

My omega chose him! I didn’t know about it until today. 

Now that’s embarrassing. Mama Lee only hums back, still looking at her son. She takes a sip of her tea, not replying yet.

I asked him to lend it to me for the heat.  Mark sighs, looking at his plate spinning in the microwave.  He didn’t mind, I don’t think he thought too much into it.

Do you know you can send him into an early rut if you give him back his stuff with your heat scent on it?

Now that’s what Mark didn’t think of.

How can he so effortlessly forget about his best friend’s wellbeing, that is now directly connected to him? Donghyuck didn’t ask for problems, but Mark caused them anyway.

After spiralling for a while, he eventually groans and the microwave supports him with a loud beep.  I’ll think about it.  He just murmurs and turns away, clearly showing that he doesn't want to talk anymore.

His mom is a great mom, she understands him and reads very easily. That benefits most of the time, but in moments like this Mark feels embarrassment only.

It’s strangely uncomfortable not to be in his bed, coated in the alpha’s scent, but Mark tries to rationalize his thoughts. He is not that desperate for an alpha, it’s just his first heat that happened to be like that. It’s not Donghyuck who he wants, it’s the concept of being close to someone in general.

Sure.

His phone vibrates a few times and the messages start to pop up. Speak of the devil.

Hyuckie🌞

how r u doing?

im sitting at homework rn

i wanna dieeee

guess u r more entertained than me

how are my shirts doing?

are they still alive?

4:41pm

Mark really needs to do something with his urge to groan every other minute.

markie🤓

It’s all fine

You should do your homework

or you’ll be homeless to the age of thirty

4:42pm

Hyuckie🌞

thx for the support markie

how are u feeling?

4:42pm

markie🤓

Like shit

Eating rn

4:43pm

Hyuckie🌞

dont eat shit markie

4:43pm

Mark’s eye starts to twitch from that ‘markie’.

markie🤓

Not funny

I’ll go

4:43pm

He really does plan to ignore him, but his phone literally explodes with small buzzes. Until the screen lights up with an incoming call. Mark sighs, but takes his plate and picks up the call.

Dude, don’t leave me on delivered.  Donghyuck’s voice is so full of life and warmth. Mark wants to crawl the wall.

I told you I’ll go, cus I need to go.  Pressing the phone between his ear and shoulder, Mark turns on the tap.

Go to where? Another jerk off session?  Mark can clearly hear the smirk in his voice.

I’ll hang up.  He threatens.

Ugh, fine, don’t hang up. You’re so cold in your heat, Markie!

Markie, markie, markie, markie markie, markie, Markie!

I’m pretty much hot, I’d say.  The water isn’t even that cold as Mark feels it on his skin.

Ooh, are we gonna sex talk now? Where else are you hot?  Donghyuck almost burst out laughing at the last word.

I’m really gonna hang up, you’re not funny Donghyuck.

Mark will never hang up on him.

Damn, I’m just joking, dude. You’re so stiff, I think a smile on your face would be nice.

Nothing to smile about in my life.  Mark chuckles back, finishing the dishes and ready to go back to his room.  What’s that sound?

Mark asks, because he clearly heard the jacket zipper and keys ringing.

Just dressing up for a short walk.  He would love to go for a walk too, but he is kind of trapped in his room for a few days.

Where are you going?  Mark questions, coming into the living room to turn off the TV no one was watching.

I’m going at yours.

What?!

Donghyuck you can’t go here.  Mark warns seriously, freezing in place.

I think I can. Do you need more shirts?  Mark hates that his knees weaken a little bit on the thought of cherries.

I don’t need more shirts, don’t come here Donghyuck!

Mark remembers what his mom told him about his heat scent and alphas.

I’ll just give you a few more tees, it’s fine dude.  Mark hears his hurried steps. They live too close to each other for it not to take more than three minutes.

Donghyuck, you can get into an early rut! You’ve never had one!  Mark whines, coming closer to the window already seeing Donghyuck hurriedly crossing the street.

It’s just a few moments, it’s gonna be fine.

Not that Mark can do much when the bells ring on the front door. He shouts to his mom that it’s Donghyuck and he will handle it and comes to the door.

You’re absolutely fucking insane.  Mark murmurs, looking at the breathless alpha in front of him.

The cherry scent almost immediately found its way under Mark’s skin and he held back a squeal. He can’t be embarrassing and gross in front of his best friend and an alpha.

Here.  Donghyuck gives him a plastic bag and smiles so brightly.  Just a few, ‘cause I still need something to wear, you know.

I know.  Mark grumps and takes the bag. It feels almost surreal. His alpha best friend willingly gives him smelly shirts, not even freaking out or joking about it.

I feel awkward.  Mark eventually confesses.

It’s really okay, dude, whatever makes you happy. Uh.. and I’m kinda sorry it’s me you got binded to.

The one who should be sorry is Mark, not Donghyuck. Because it’s him who put the cherry scent in mind as his soothing tool. It's him who noticed all the moles on the alpha’s face and body.

Mark feels another load of slick gushing out of his hole and it’s so embarrassing. Just because an alpha was a little too close to him.

Uh… I have to go.. mom is calling.

She didn't do that.

She called me earlier.

Donghyuck doesn’t buy it all. Of course, he noticed the omega’s scent getting sweeter around him.

Mark, it’s okay, I just wanted to make sure you’re okay by myself.

Well, I’m clearly fine and…

Mark looks so good in one of his enormous shirts, Donghyuck can't really hold back when he pulls the omega into a hug.

Mark freezes on the spot just like when he heard that the alpha is coming at his. He can't really deny the hug either.

You know that I'm always here for you, okay?  Donghyuck’s face is in a dangerous distance. Too close to Mark’s neck where his gland is. It can't just pass through his mind peacefully. 

Don't feel awkward with me. It hurts me to see you shutting me down.

I'm sorry..  

Mark feels so small suddenly. Donghyuck always has given bear hugs, but right now his hands almost cover him fully, or at least it’s how it feels like.

It’s okay, Markie, you’re a good omega, remember it.

It hits him like lightning when Donghyuck says it like that. An alpha tells him he is a good omega, what Mark can do? Well, clearly whine, because he doesn’t come up with anything better. He isn’t sure he even thinks at the moment.

Knees weaken, body shudders slightly and Mark just melts into the hug. His omega comes back hungrier than ever, feeling an alpha right there. Mark should pull away and close the door– the bare minimum, but how can he, when the body that keeps him is so safe and heavenly smelling.

Mark isn’t even surprised when he feels a small kiss on his neck, right below his gland. This is so intimate, no one touched him anywhere closer.

Mark can't help, but to squeal for the second time. His body control is fully under his omega now and it’s so dangerous to be around any alpha in this state. Any alpha but Donghyuck, it whispers inside.

His own gland swells with fresh cherries as well, as Mark soaks it in. Only halfway through the sentence he recognises Donghyuck’s speech.

..okay, baby? You hear me, Markie?  Donghyuck’s hands soothingly pat him on the back, head pulled away from his neck.

Mark didn’t hear it and doesn’t want to, as long as the alpha is close to him.

Markie.  Donghyuck calls again. Mark whines.

Stop calling me that.  Little did Mark know what was on Donghyuck’s mind instead of that nickname.

Omega, did you hear what I said?  Mark usually hates when Donghyuck turns all alpha on him. It is unfair and unethical towards a not-mated omega. Right now, though…

His body shivers all over at the tone, wanting to become even smaller than he already feels.

No...

Then I’ll say it again.  Donghyuck is still very focused. Deep inside Mark is really glad he is the one to rule the situation.

You need to listen to the alpha and go to bed, now, baby. Drink some water and help yourself, okay? Don’t do anything reckless, darling.

Donghyuck’s voice is honey. It’s soft but authoritative, sweet but demanding nonetheless. Mark can only nod back.

Text me when you can, baby.  Donghyuck finally untangles them from the hug, pulling closer for the last time to leave a kiss on Mark’s forehead.

You are on fire, you should go.  He murmurs, adjusting his fringe.

Mark pouts easily, catching on the glimpse of touch. His voice is so whiny.  Why can’t you help me?

You’ll hate me, Markie.  Donghyuck chuckles and Mark is ready to purr back to that tone.  Come on, baby.

Mark eventually steps back into the house, not without another squeal of protest. Donghyuck then calls out for his mom. Making sure that Mark is now under supervision, apologises to Mama Lee and closes the front door.

Donghyuck certainly needs fresh air and an hour walk around their neighbourhood.

Mark comes back to his bed already in agony. Skin itching for the alpha’s touch and small squeals leave him as he wraps himself in more alpha’s clothes.

The room is dark, the air changed to fresh, but it’s soon to be filled with his chocolate scent and alpha’s cherry.

It’s very easy to trick his mind with alpha’s scent when there’s nothing else in the room he can smell. His brain is foggy enough to forget that it’s his alpha best friend’s scent. Hazed enough to start humping the pillow with a shirt on without a second thought.

That’s a new low for him.

Hyuckie🌞

where r u going?

heeeey

where did u go

r u ignoring me?

☹️☹️☹️☹️

mark

m

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k

kram

are u mad at me?

Message deleted.

Incoming call (05:37)

4:44pm

Mark groans when he sees the old messages, he ignored this afternoon. The embarrassment falls hard on his shoulders and he types a quick “Feeling better, thanks for the supplies, text later” an hour after their unexpected meet up.

Hyuckie🌞

im glad bro

rest well

5:59pm

Mark wants to scream. Bro.

xxx

On Friday Mark goes back to school, getting used to his changed scent. Everybody noticed (or at least Mark thinks so) his dark chocolate pheromones spreading around. Going from coffee, cocoa and just candies to richer dark chocolate scent freaked him out a little bit. An omega with such a complicated mix, turned into more intimidating with the accent on Intimate.

Cherries fucked him up a big time.

Nobody really said anything, but it was obvious that Mark experienced his first heat. As the higher grades say “the dating pool is starting to work full-time now”. Except Mark doesn’t want to hear anything about mates, alphas with omegas and love.

Donghyuck waits for him outside the class, as usual as he does. Mark can’t explain but he feels slightly irritated, seeing the alpha’s figure leaning on the wall. Isn't Mark capable of taking care of himself? He is an omega, not terminally ill.

Sighing and picking up his stuff, Mark finally faces his neighbour next door.

Don't you think you’ll scare other alphas away from me?  Mark mumbles, closing the class’ door.

What?  Donghyuck lifts his gaze and takes one earphone out.

You don’t have to wait for me every time. You didn’t even have classes this late today.

Donghyuck gives him a look, but doesn't reply. Weird. Alphas are weird.

Huh?  Damn, Mark said it out loud.

Nothing, let's go home, I'm exhausted.

I’m gonna wash your shirts and give them back next week.  Mark says, standing on the stairs to his front door. Donghyuck just shrugs.

It’s alright, I bought some new ones too.  He kicks a rock on the ground, not looking back at the boy.

Silence meets them again. Not usual, like they always had this harmony to be silent together, but cautious and awkward for some reason.

…I need to go home, I'm still recovering.

Yeah, of course.. See you tomorrow?

Mark looks funny at him.

Tomorrow is Saturday.  He cheeks.

We're not gonna hang out?

Should we?  Donghyuck finally looks back at him and Mark can't tell if he is mad or frustrated.  ...I mean I’m still on a shaking ground.

Yeah, right, sorry, I should have thought about it.

Is it going to be like that? Mark being scared of getting bound to the alpha’s scent again and Donghyuck being cautious with every word he says?

I- I need to go.  Mark doesn’t wait for the goodbye, hiding behind the door.

…sure.

Mark hates being a hormonal teenager and an omega. He hates it with every bone in his body. He hates it the most when he cleans his room from every cherry related thing there.

Scented candles– thrown away, cherry lip balm– ruined and smashed in pieces, small perfume tester with ‘cherry blossom’ tag on it– Mark washed the liquid away and threw it to the garbage as well.

It’s a new normalcy for Donghyuck to reply to his messages after two hours of being delivered. Mark is no better. They didn’t hang out on weekends at all, didn’t call once. It gets on Mark’s nerves so much.

He tries to wash off his own scent from the alpha’s shirts, but it looks like it is ingrained forever now. This is how his mom finds him, sobbing, red-faced and with a soap in his hands.

Sweetheart…

It doesn’t go away!

It doesn’t, even when Mama Lee tries a specific powder, she had in the lumber room. It’s probably outdated, but it doesn’t save Mark’s mood at all. Donghyuck will be pissed.

Donghyuck is not pissed at all, when Mark knocks at his house and gives him a bag. Six tees, one hoodie and a teddy bear. Donghyuck takes the bag with a smile.

What’s the bear for?  Donghyuck chuckles, taking the plushie out of the bag.

‘cause the scent didn’t go away. They are kinda ruined now, sorry.

Donghyuck murmurs that it’s fine and this is when Mark feels a cold sweat collecting on the back of his neck.

Haechan, the game starts in two!  A shout from the inside.

Haechan?

Donghyuck looks at him apologetically. What the heck is happening?

Uh… It’s my friends.. we are playing together. Sorry, Markie, I’d love to hang out with you, but.. they kinda just came over already. Fuck, it sounds so stupid-

It’s alright, I don’t have time either.  Mark replies with a smile.  I’m grateful for the shirts, hope we won't bind again, so I won’t suffer.

Damn, I’m really so-

Haechan!

They’re waiting. I have to go too.  Mark shrugs and smiles politely again.  Have a good day, Donghyuck.

-rry ..You too, Markie.

Mark.

Donghyuck gulped.

..you too, Mark.

25.03

Donghyuck🌞

dude

u know chemistry well

im really gonna fuck up that one

5:48pm

markie🍫

Depends on the topic

5:53pm

Donghyuck🌞

its a chapter test

tmrw

i’m fucked

5:54pm

markie🍫

Don't you have notes?

5:56pm

Donghyuck🌞

i do

its just confusing af

can u come over tonight?

pls plssss

please

5:57pm

markie🍫

I’m sorry, dude

I’m busy with my mom tonight

Promised her that evening🙏🏻

6:00pm

Donghyuck🌞

its fine

dont feel bad

i’ll ask johnny

6:01pm

markie🍫

Johnny?

6:01pm

Donghyuck🌞

he came over that weekend

u heard him

he is in the college already

6:01pm

markie🍫

Sorry, I really have to go now

Good luck🙏🏻

You’ll be fine

6:04pm

Donghyuck🌞

thx

you too

🤪

6:04pm

On the next Friday Mark learns that Donghyuck left the Omega Protection Club. He doesn’t walk him back home either. They rarely meet in the morning, because now Mark is always late. His hormones fuck him over with emotions and ruined sleep schedule.

He goes to the secondary gender specialist on Monday after classes. He is given the prescription for suppressants and starts a new course. It should become better now.

Donghyuck doesn’t walk him back home, because he doesn’t go home first. Mark figured. or maybe tracked him down, followed him there, call it whatever, Mark doesn’t care. He asked a higher-grade omega about that Johnny dude and he told Mark about the frat house. Alphas are weird.

It's the beginning of April and Mark hasn't heard from Donghyuck for four days. The longest streak for now. He doesn't see him outside either. Mark didn't have the courage to walk into his class to check if Donghyuck was at school at all.

Days are getting longer and spring takes its turn fully now. They usually go to the pier to see if the ice has melted already. Mark on the pier alone, watching the pieces of ice flounder alone. Mark feels like a glacier too. He is melting under the sun.

xx

Donghyuck’s rut comes unexpectedly. It should have hit after his seventeenth birthday, not two months prior.

It's good he is at the frat house that day, it would be embarrassing if his siblings heard him humping every hump-able object. Donghyuck, or as they call him, Haechan, is really glad for the guys. He met them all in the game, now they all save his ass from making the mistake of his life.

Knock.  You good in here?  Johnny asks through the door when the sounds of the young alpha finally fade out.

Alive.  Donghyuck grumbles, looking around. Three pillows, all guarded up in Mark’s shirts.

Dinner’s in the fridge. Your phone is on a time out for now.   The fuck?

The fuck you mean?

That Markie dude was texting you.  Mark was texting him? Donghyuck finally hops off the bed and opens the door.

Gimme the phone back.  Donghyuk demands.

Johnny snorts.  Uh-uh. The first rule of the frat house.

Donghyuck looks at him funny.

No bitches over bros.  Mark is not a bitch.  

Don’t say it like that, you don’t know him.

So I was right for blocking him.

You did what?!

I’ll bring your dinner here.  and the door shuts.

Donghyuck doesn’t have enough time out of haze, before the urge gets to him again, to think about all that Mark-situation properly. It gives him another thought in mind. Mark is a bitch.

It's on him, If his knot popped full after that brightening thought crossing his mind.

03.04

markie🍫

Yo dude, you won’t believe what happened today

They took my essay for some uni tournament

They're gonna write it down in my rec letter too

How was your week?

delivered  3:12pm

You left me on delivered

Mean

🫤

delivered  5:44pm

I’m also sorry for being weird lately

It’s just yknow

Omega stuff

I̶’̶m̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶s̶u̶p̶p̶r̶e̶s̶s̶a̶n̶t̶s̶ ̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶t̶o̶o̶

You deleted this message.

delivered  6:03pm

Man if you’re mad at me please lmk

I wanna hang out this weekend, you’re free?

The pier is clean now

delivered  6:11pm

I’m just ranting atp

S̶o̶r̶r̶y̶ ̶I̶’̶m̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶h̶o̶l̶d̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶b̶a̶c̶k̶

You deleted this message.

I hope you’re safe🙏🏻

Please text back when you want to

delivered  7:32pm

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You blocked this contact. Tap to unblock.

Fuck alphas, fuck them!  Mark walks another circle in his room. Renjun is sitting on his bed, looking bored at the older omega.

How can you become an asshole just because of your secondary gender?! I swear he wasn’t like that when we were fifteen.

Renjun really wants to groan, but holds back. It’s the third time Mark tells him that thing. As a good friend he gives him the space to let the emotions out, but it really gets on the younger’s omega nerves too.

Is it what being an omega is going to be for me? Finding out people I know are assholes?

Mark, calm down!  Renjun shouts. Mark stops in his nervous walking.

Today is the eighth day of Donghyuck not replying and the sixth day of Mark mutually blocking his contact.

The moment Renjun stepped into his room Mark felt like an addict with withdrawal symptoms. The younger brought for him cherry lollipops, because those were the only ones left in the store. Ironically. His life is a joke.

First of all, sit down! You’re making me dizzy.  Renjun pointed to the puff in the corner of the room. Mark didn’t argue.

How does Donghyuk being an alpha define your omega life? Explain it to me again, maybe I’m a little slow.  Mark knows that look on his face. Renjun is furious, but too kind to make a scene. 

Rationally, Donghyuck doesn’t have any influence on Mark’s life at all right now. Nothing left from rationally anyway, so Donghyuck kindly takes 90% of all the influence. Mark huffs, folding his hands in chest and speaks, ignoring Renjun’s intense look at him.

Because... he bonded to me for my heat. I feel like I can’t control my feelings at all now! As if I’m just a hormonal omega, not knowing what he is doing and crushing on my best friend who happened to be an alpha.

He blocked you and you’re still crushing on him?

That’s exactly what I'm trying to tell you! Renjun, I’m doomed.  Mark whines, rolling down from the puff on the floor.

Renjun sighs, taking his time to reply to his friend. Sensing another omega’s pheromones in distress is fucking his own ones too. It’s not about him, Renjun thinks, It’s about Mark.

You’re not doomed.  He sighs again, looking over Mark’s room. Not even a hint of cherries.

But it feels like it!  Mark squeals.  Now that I’m thinking about it… when I told him about my fears and my worries. When I showed him my vitamins and stuff. I feel that I opened so much that’s why it hurts so bad now.

Renjun really sympathizes with Mark. After all, he was the one to tell about Donghyuck returning the OPC badge. He saw the alpha with his own eyes asking permission to leave the club without naming a reason. Weird alphas, but Renjun only had to please his favor and cross his name out.

And I feel fooled, in a way. When he came during the heat.. I’m glad he didn’t do anything more, but I still feel so dumb.

You know it’s not your fault, but the heat effect?

I know!  Mark whines. Silence fills the room again.

..Can I read your chat?  Mark shrugs and points on his phone close to Renjun on the bed.

Uh… What’s the password?  God damn it!

Six-six-zero-zero.  Mark closes his eyes, ready to hear Renjun nagging him again. And he rightfully does exactly it, while Mark is whining back.

You blocked this contact. Tap to unblock.

Unblock Donghyuck🌞 to send a message.

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Renjun smiles proudly looking at the screen.

markie🍫

Meet me after classes tomorrow?

Read

He took all the power he had not to jump from the instant ‘read’ mark appearing on the screen. Mark should pay him for being his personal cupid.

Donghyuck🌞

sure

im sorry i’ll explain everything

i promise

5:36pm

markie🍫

Ok, talk tomorrow

5:37pm

Donghyuck🌞

can’t wait

5:37pm

What are you doing here?  Mark whines from the floor, finally opening his eyes and noticing Renjun’s focused look at the phone.

Renjun finally flicks his head up and smiles softly.  I think it’s for the better if you delete that chat.

Mark’s corners of the lips fall.  You think so?  Renjun nods.  There are so many memories…

I thought you hated alphas?  Renjun chuckles, getting ready to clear the chat history.

Mark sighs eventually, closing his face with hands this time.  Do what you think is best, I don't care.

Renjun cheers quietly and taps the screen. Tomorrow is the day. He will hope for the best.

Thursday. Mark hates Thursdays. It’s the longest day of the week. Worse than that is the double physics lesson which is also the last two lessons of the day. He feels drained, wanting only to get home as soon as possible or disappear from the planet Earth.

After packing his things, Mark takes his bag and hurries to leave the door. The school should be half empty already, only higher grades have such late classes. Mark considers his year as higher.

He takes one final look at the empty class and finally leaves the doorway. Until he bumps into the musky and thick wine scent on his way. It’s weird that Mark is not alarmed by such strong alpha’s scent. It’s almost like his senses are numb.

Of course they are numb. Mark pierces Donghyuck with a look, who is leaning to the wall with a small smile. What is he smiling about?! Not a less important question– why are the cherries gone?

Mark grips the doorknob tightly, not moving yet. Like a stunned deer who is a prey for predators standing on the threshold. Donghyuck is the predator.

I'm really glad to see you.  Donghyuck says and his smile grows even more. Mark questions himself if he has fallen asleep on the desk and it’s all just a dream.

The wine pheromones hit him even more in the face and make him dizzy. As if the real alcohol was in his body. It’s such a rough taste for him. Wine falls heavy on his tongue, poisoning his cherry-wanting mind.

..Are you not?  Donghyuck’s feature changes to confusion and Mark panics a little. The alpha in front of him is trying to read Mark and he takes it personally, recollecting himself quickly.

I didn’t expect you here.  Mark says and clears his throat. He should sound more confident.

Ah… I should have waited for you at the entrance. My bad.  Donghyuck’s voice is unexpectedly calm and honey dripping on his ears. Mark underestimated the effect the younger alpha has on him.

Mark looks at him back, not replying to that. He doesn’t quite understand what is happening.

I owe you an apology. A big one actually.

Oh? Mark would like to know what is on Donghyuck’s mind, but…

I.. I wanna go home.  He sighs, feeling guilty for an unknown reason.  I am really tired right now.

It's alright.. yeah, I should have known better.  Donghyuck began to shuffle nervously too.  We can go home together.

Mark chuckled, recalling that one time when he secretly followed the younger and he wasn’t going home at all. Damn, the frat house.

I.. I’m not sure…  Mark takes a step to the side and closes the door. He misses cherries so much now. That new wine scent is so weird and powerful. Why did it even change?

Donghyuck got an omega. Mark feels as if all his body shook internally. Of course his scent is different, because he mated an omega! That’s the reason he blocked him too.. Cherries are gone, because he found peace with another scent. Mark feels like throwing up. He never was drunk in his life, but surely can say this is how it feels.

I have to go.  Mark murmurs, taking another step back.  I.. uh- realized.. Renjun waits for me! We have.. a lab to do. Together.  He smiles nervously, taking another.  Alone.

Donghyuck’s confusion was the only expression he showed. It didn’t make sense to him. Mark texted him, asking to meet up and now he was avoiding him? Donghyuck took two steps further.

I don’t- I don't understand you, Mark.  Donghyuck sighed, Mark took another step back. They can walk the whole corridor like that.  Didn’t you want to see me?

No!  Mark gasps, but Donghyuck looks only more confused.  I mean.. I’m happy for you, that's what I want to say. I really have to go now.  Mark finally turns away.

Weird, Donghyuck thinks. He is happy for what?

But while Donghyuck tried to catch on the meaning of that all, Mark already turned to the stairs.  Wait!

Mark really didn’t want to do it, but when he sees an alpha running after him, it’s like a self-protecting mechanism turning on. He starts to yell.

Don’t follow me! I said I need to go.  Mark speeds up, missing one stair at the time. Donghyuck stops on his tracks.

He lets Mark scat from him. Just stops on the fourth floor, watching the omega hurriedly running down the stairs.

What an insane day.

Mark decides not to take the bus and run back home like that. He is out of breath quickly, but at least no pressuring alpha in sight. He finds an uncrowded space to stop for a moment.

When life is falling apart, Mark usually relies on his best friend. He would go to his house, they would laugh it off, then watch a movie and probably pass out on the couch like that. It was like that until Mark presented, until he started to feel weak just because he is an omega.

Omegas constantly fight for their rights, worry about safety and have to be alarmed twenty-for-seven in life. Alphas can just exist freely, without 'unnecessary’ thoughts in mind. Mark hates it the most.

While his youth is filled with preparations for adult life, trying to navigate his own wants meeting the actual rules of the world around him, alphas his age enjoy their first ruts and take a big shot of everything falling to his feet.

That’s how he and Renjun met. Having an omega friend, you can share the experience with helped him a lot. Especially since Renjun presented earlier than him, most of his advice Mark took with care.

Honestly, Mark thinks he is a late-bloomer himself. Presenting after seventeen didn't mean any deviancy at all. Just his inner self was constantly worried of being left behind.

Mark only has his older brother, Donghyuck and Renjun, the closest people his age. Two of them are alphas and Mark really thinks that Renjun is his blessing.

His phone rings, when Mark is in deep thoughts of his misery of life. He sighs, picking it up, not quite looking at the screen.

Are you at Renjun’s already?  Huh… Mark should have looked at the screen after all.

Uh.. not yet, but it should not bother you at all.  Mark kicks the rock on the ground.

Donghyuck, as expected, completely ignores his remark and continues.  Shouldn’t you be there already? Renjun’s home isn’t that far from school. Do you not feel well?

Stupid alphas!

This is not your freaking matter! Is that all you want to know?

No, I wanna talk. You texted me yesterday that we will talk and now you just ran away from me.

Mark did what yesterday?

I- I didn't text you! I have you blocked! Are you out of your fucking mind?

Dude, you literally asked me to meet you after classes. Do you think I'm some kind of dumbass to make this up?  Donghyuck chuckles, but Mark can hear the irritation starting to appear in his voice.

First of all, Mark didn’t do such a thing. Second, his phone was always–

Damn...

What? Do you have mild brain damage now too? Is this a side effect from your first heat?

What in hell Donghyuck is even saying to him? Is he making fun of Mark’s heat now? Of him being an omega?

I didn’t– I didn’t text you yesterday! It was Renjun. He had my phone at some point.  Mark doesn’t even know why he explains himself further. Maybe he is just really devastated to see his friend acting a certain way.

Oh, so you were shit-talking about me yesterday.  He laughs back.  That's not so nice of you, Markie.

I wasn’t.. We weren’t doing that-

Of course, of course you didn’t, ‘cause you’re a fucking angel, right? You would never do such a thing.

What are you even talking about?  Mark’s head started to hurt. His voice dropped from urgent to quiet.

It's nothing, it's just that all omegas are the same.  

What?!

I know how you all are, trying to mess up with us and then acting all innocent. Pretending you weren’t the reason for it all happening from the beginning!

Donghyuck, I don’t understand you at all right now..   Mark really wants to scream.

This is all your fault!  and Donghyuck hangs up on him.

Mark looks at the concrete wall covered in graffiti in front of him. What the hell was that?

Well… that means Mark is only left with Renjun and his older brother for now. and he and Renjun should have a talk too.

Nothing is well with it, Mark thinks when he throws a pillow in the wall, now in his own room. He was breaking down for a solid fifteen minutes all alone in the house. What did Donghyuck even mean by that? How was it Mark’s fault? What was his fault?

It doesn’t make sense. It doesn’t make sense!  He throws a plushie bear at the wall next.

All Mark did was try to deal with his stupid omega life! No Donghyuck in this equation. Almost. Maybe a little of Donghyuck here and there, because he is the reason why Mark was losing his mind and thinking about knots during his heat.

He never told this to Donghyuck though! How was it his fault? Fault of what!

It's getting draining– throwing pillows, so Mark just falls down with his face to the mattress to howl. He was trying so hard to bring everything back, make everyone happy and get his routine life again.

He was a good omega. If not good, then at least diligent. He was always the one! Mark never broke rules in school, never was punished for misbehaving. He was on the honour board two times. His mom never felt embarrassed on his behalf.

What was that he did to Donghyuck, so now the younger hated him? Mark really can't track it down.

The wine aroma around him faded a long time ago, when Mark was running away from the school. His mind though, kept going back to question itself. Whose scent was that? Did Donghyuck find a mate? Donghyuck mated someone else? Was this his omega’s scent stuck with him?

Mark whines again. This is so unfair! If Donghyuck lives his happy life with another omega, why is it all Mark’s fault?

Donghyuck wanted to talk… He probably wanted to tell Mark about his new mate and ask for peace. Mark lives his life, Donghyuck lives his own. This is how they are going to end. Living on different sides of one street, but hating each other till death.

Mark blacks out like that on his bed without a pillow, crying himself to sleep. He ate his lunch before crushing out, so the next time he wakes up the clock shows 01:34. Nice, he still has homework to do, but instead Mark was crying over his silly crush. What a waste of time.

His phone buzzes and Mark finally notices the number of messages on his lock screen. That’s too much for just a few hours MIA.

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Pokipet                                                              01:35am

🐾Did you forget about Shinchan? Come back

to feed your and Donghyuck’s kitten!😿

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Donghyuck🌞                                                    06:34pm

Missed call

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Injuni🙏🏻                                                              06:18pm

Missed call

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Donghyuck🌞                                                    06:12pm

Missed calls (3)

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+825161531892                                               05:58pm

Hello Mark, it’s Johnny

Haechan told me what happened and I wanted to…

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Donghyuck🌞                                                    05:43pm

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idk was it u or renjun

tell ur little friend his pranks are lame…

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Injuni🙏🏻                                                              04:07pm

I’m so sorry Mark I feel so guilty for that rn

You can come over if you feel like it

I didn’t mean it at all…

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Marvel’s Spider Man Remastered.               04:00pm

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Mark will never have the needed amount of money for that game. Also, their e-pet is probably dead considering the time they ignored it. Moreover, Mark doesn’t want to have that kitten anymore. Donghyuck can take full custody.

He rubs his face a couple of times groggy and the realization strikes him. Wait, Johnny texted him?

Mark turns on the screen again.

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+825161531892                                               05:58pm

Hello Mark, it’s Johnny

Haechan told me what happened and I wanted to…

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He doesn’t really want to open this message at all. Haechan is not his friend, Mark doesn’t know this person at all. Also how does Johnny even have his number? Weird alphas.

Mark double taps the notification and unblocks his phone.

+825161531892                               

Hello Mark, it’s Johnny

Haechan told me what happened and

I wanted to check out myself on you

I’m really sorry tho

Haechan wasn’t like himself these days

I don’t know what is happening to him

Please, don’t feel bad about him,

he yelled at me as well today

05:58pm

This is so weird, Mark thinks. Why does Johnny care all of a sudden? He thinks for a moment before replying.

Mark Lee💯

Hi Johnny

I’m fine, thanks for asking

I don’t wanna chat, sorry

01:39am

It would be weird if he talked about Donghyuck behind his back with someone Mark barely knows. Why did he yell at Johnny tho? Maybe Donghyuck is going through hard times too and Mark was selfish enough not to notice his friend is having hard times..

Whoever this Johnny-dude is, Mark is not interested in having a deal with him. It’s weird to make friends with your (almost) ex-friend’s acquaintances. Also, Mark is not a hypocrite to do that easily.

Mark sighs before opening another chat

Injuni🙏🏻                                            

I’m so sorry Mark I feel so guilty for that rn

You can come over if you feel like it

I didn’t mean it at all

Yesterday when I asked for your phone,

I texted Donghyuck

Asked him to meet you after the classes

He agreed so fast, I thought it would help you two

04:07pm

Donghyuck just called me

I told him about this all

I'm so sorry, Markie

Why did you run away?

He didn’t sound like he wasn’t genuine idk

06:01pm

Please text me when you can

I hope you’re okay☹️

It’s gonna be fine you know

Everything is fixable

❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

06:19pm

Markiepoo

I’m fine

Gonna sleep again now

I just blacked out earlier

Please don’t worry

01:41am

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 │ Donghyuck🌞                                    now    │

 │ i can see u r online                                       │

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Mark was ready to howl again. Maybe he should just cry himself to sleep again and not bother with it right now. He doesn’t owe Donghyuck any explanation. The younger yelled and accused him of nothing earlier, only an omega with no dignity will forget that.

Okay, even though Marvel’s Spider-Man Remastered is fifteen bucks off, Mark still can’t afford it. Not that he didn’t know it before, he just doesn’t want to open that damn chat.

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 │ Donghyuck🌞                                     now   │

 │ pls answer me                                              │

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 Ugh.. fine!

Donghyuck🌞                                  

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idk was it u or renjun

tell ur little friend his pranks are lame

these r the messages i have in our chat

u clearly told me to meet u

of course i was fucking confused

when u shoo me away

05:43pm

okay renjun told me it was him

its still fucking stupid

but at least i know u didnt know abt it

this is so stupid man

he clearly lacks of humour

no one laughed

06:06pm

since ure not picking up ur

phone im gonna write it down

im sorry i yelled at you today

it looks weak in text

damn

06:14pm

pick up the damn phone!

06:34pm

i can see u r online

pls answer me

01:48am

Mark closes his eyes, takes a deep breath and pushes the call button on the exhale. Donghyuck picks up almost immediately.

Nevertheless, it’s silent from both ends. Mark looks at the second ticking down, putting the call on speaker.

It’s two a-m.  Donghyuck whispers and the sound resonates from the room’s walls. So different from their earlier dialogue today. Mark can't hold back a sigh.

I know,  this is all Mark replies to him. Silence fills their rooms again. Donghyuck sighs.

I wanted.. to apologise.  Mark nods, but then hums back.

I.. It wasn't my intent to yell at you. I was just pissed for some reason… Sorry for that.

'That’s all?' Mark thinks. It takes him a little time to let everything sink in his mind.

You are being silent again, I hate when you do so.  Donghyuck starts to sound pissed off and Mark is freaking out even more.

Okay! Okay, I got it, you didn’t want to shout… that’s all?

Uh.. yeah? You expect more? Should I come and beg under your window?

This attitude pisses him off the most. Donghyuck had him blocked for more than a week, he insulted his second gender, labelling Mark the kind to play the wanton and shouting was the least offensive here. All he has to say now is that he is sorry for raising his voice?

You know what, Donghyuck? You can put your apologies up into your ass, with that attitude of yours. I hope no omega ever crosses your way, ‘cause it’s only fair for them to never meet an asshole like you! If yelling is the only reason you apologise, I don’t want to talk then.

Mark finishes, taking a deep breath and waiting for the goodbye beeps. He nervously bites his lower lip, waiting a few more moments and decides to speak again, when he meets silence and the call doesn't end.

I’m gonna hang up now, it seems useless talking to you. I’m really sorry for whoever decided to mate with you, though.  and Mark spams the ‘end the call’ button, until his screen lights up with their chat opened.

Done. Mark just lost his best friend. This day couldn’t get any worse. In fact, it’s a new day already. 10th of April. Mark has lived in hell for nine full days. He definitely deserved a rest tomorrow. When Mark doesn’t know what to do and Donghyuck is not available, he has the second, but not the less important option – his mom. So, he goes to his parent's bedroom.

Mama Lee was always Mark’s biggest support in his life. Even at two in the night, she didn’t ask many questions to get out of bed and make some cocoa for him. Mark feels a little guilt for pulling more people in that mess.

So, what happens next? He insults you?  Mark nods affirmatively, taking another sip of the sweet drink, ready to tell what happened next.

He called me and he yelled at me something about “all omegas are the same”, and I came back home, but I blacked out after crashing out.  Mama Lee gasps quietly, leaning to pat his son’s head affectionately. Mark continues.

It’s okay, I was just tired. I woke up now and he texted me again, so I called him. He apologised only for shouting, not for everything else, this is so dumb! I don’t understand him anymore.

Mama Lee genuinely tries to understand the hectic timeline her son is talking about, but something catches her attention the most. Mark finally pacifies and she decides to ask.

You said his scent changed. Isn’t it too soon for that?  Mark sighs back, nodding.

I mean... I don’t know for sure. I thought his first… uh.. his scent should have changed around his birthday, but today there were no cherries he had before. It was just wine.

Mhm..  Mama Lee takes a sip from her cup to think.  And what do you think happened?

Mark wants to whine and go back to his room, but he trusts his mom. She wouldn’t just pinch his wound for no reason.

I think he mated with someone. It's only logical, since he has those new thoughts.

Was there another scent?

It’s kind of embarrassing to talk about it all with your own mom, but Mark tries not to cringe. Anyway, his mom has known Donghyuck for the same nine years Mark has known him. It’s only fair she is concerned about the boy.

I don’t think I felt anyone else.. which is weird. But like what if they didn’t scent?  Mama Lee shakes her head.  What?

Markie… I think he went into an early rut because of you.

Haha.. wait what?

He.. he could have told me! What do you.. what do you mean?  Mark chuckled nervously, looking at his mom scaredly. She just gave him a caring smile.

Don’t blame yourself, darling,  she says, caressing his face again.  I think you should ask him about it. You were shy about your first heat too, remember?

Mark groaned in response and she shushed him, not to wake up the rest of the family.

I don’t want to go to school tomorrow…  Mama Lee only sighs, picking up their empty mugs to wash them.

You can stay at home if you promise me to give Donghyuck a chance again. He is a young alpha… a little..arrogant for now. Your father was like that before me too. It’s hard to control them at this time.

You say it, as if he doesn’t have critical thinking.

She laughs quietly, but nods.  He doesn’t have it right now. All his critical thinking is other alpha-friends of his.

Mark didn’t tell her about the frat house, but now it all makes sense. Finally, he can say that everything makes sense again. It’s a blessing.

I’ll give him another chance. Please, can I skip tomorrow?  Mark looks at her with his big pleading eyes and she chuckles, jokingly slapping him with a dish sponge.

Mark stays at home and his mini vacation feels like a blessing in hell. Having all the time for himself, three days just doing nothing and caring about nothing. Those were the only days he could let himself go; Monday came around quickly.

This morning everything goes bad - his oatmeal is saggy and tasteless, he got lost in his own hoodie and ran out of vitamins at this exact moment too. It couldn’t get any worse until he saw Donghyuck’s face as he opened the door to leave the house.

Mark stumbled on his steps, looking at the alpha suspiciously. Was it the time for them to fight again? Right in the beginning of the school day and a whole week? Mark kept down a groan, expecting the worst.

I want to apologise again.  Donghyuck mumbles and Mark almost misses the words, but lets the other boy talk.  I know what I did wrong, I realised it and I’m sorry.

Mark chuckles back, looking at the repentant looking alpha. If it was a play, Donghyuck is a good actor.

You’re sorry for what exactly?

For all my words, for what I said about omegas, for what I assumed you are as a person. I’m sorry for that.  Donghyuck finishes and pulls a small bouquet of flowers from behind.

Oh.  If Mark felt special just to be given flowers, he should really check his standards on alphas again.  You mean it?

Donghyuck looked at the ground, swaying from side to side, probably nervously. Mark didn’t want to let his feelings speak for him again, but right now the apology feels so genuine coming from the alpha. Not like other times, when the younger sounded as he always apologised after being scolded by teachers. Just for the sake of the apology.

I don’t want a war, I want peace, so I brought flowers.  Donghyuck says instead.  Actually, my mom gave me them, but those are for you.

A small bouquet of lavender, tied with a lilac thin ribbon in Donghyuck’s hand. It’s a pretty bouquet, very soft and surely touching some strings of Mark’s soul. He couldn’t explain when he got so keen about flowers, but it was definitely working.

The lavender smell already filled the space between them, mixing with wine and chocolate so well, it made Mark feel dizzy a little bit. Everything can’t become so good just in one day, it doesn’t work for Mark like that.

Turns out it works.

After a few awkward moments and Mark accepting the flowers they finally started their usual route to the school. They weren’t talking much more about what happened between them. Donghyuck however failed the chemistry test he had two weeks ago, so he was left after classes to make up for lost. Mark’s essay didn’t take any prize place at the tournament, but at least he got a pretty good line for his portfolio.

It starts to feel like old days already on the second time Donghyuck meets Mark behind his front door in the morning. Mark can’t hold back a big smile his face forces him to put on. He is so easy, it should be embarrassing, but he just likes those tingles in his stomach so much, which appear when he feels the alpha’s wine scent around.

Seeing your best friend becoming your addiction is scary, Mark can confirm. His next heat is only in autumn, he shouldn’t be worrying a lot for now, even if his omega is tying pretty close to alpha’s pheromones. Mark can manage it for now, nothing he hasn’t gone through already.

They are sitting on the bus back to home, when Mark decides to bring up the thought that keeps him awake at night. Donghyuck is playing some racing game on the phone, rejecting earlier Mark’s other earphone. Sometimes Mark feels like he is not the only one who is childish, but he is used not to judge.

So… You went in a rut earlier this month?  Mark mumbles so fast, Donghyuck has to huh him. Mark repeats again, face fully red already and he sees Donghyuck’s car crashing into the border. He locks his phone and turns at the boy.

Yeah.  The younger alpha’s eyes darted through Mark’s face. The omega started to slightly panic as well.

Yeah? Uh…  So embarrassing. Why did Mark even bring that up?  How does it feel?

Donghyuck only chuckled back, visibly relaxing and his shit eating grin appeared again.

Well, how does it feel to be an omega after a heat?

Awkward. So awkward. Mark wants to turn back time and slap himself to prevent asking that question. What else did he expect? That Donghyuck won’t turn everything into a joke? This is so presumptuous; Mark will never live out the question he just asked.

His face was already red, so Mark just turned away to look in the window. He can just ignore the alpha till their stop and then quickly run away back home. He can deal with the consequences later tomorrow. Not now.

Hey, relax.  Donghyuck shakes him on the shoulder.  Nothing to be embarrassed about. I just didn’t think you would even ask me about that. Since you’re so shy.

Mark is not shy. Donghyuck is just too full of himself and Mark is used to it. The alpha was always like that, messing with his poor mind. The fact that Mark blushes easily is completely for another reason.

Why wouldn't I ask you that? We are friends after all.  Mark asks and feels his cheek burn when he touches it with his palm.

Maybe he was lying to himself about that. Maybe Mark is shy.

Donghyuck opens his mouth to say something back, but decides to just shut up. He looks at Mark with a soft smile, messing up his hair and the omega leans away, mumbling something about fucking off. His blond curls are all dishevelled now and Donghyuck chuckles.

You never change, Markie.  The older flips him off the last time before putting the second earphone in.

And that’s what I like about you…

It goes like that for a couple of days. Their normal hang outs were evenly back in line, but mostly at Mark’s house now, since Donghyuck is still at the frat house most of the time. It’s the only thing Mark couldn’t explain to himself on a moral level. Logically though – Donghyuck just wanted peace from his little siblings, which is understandable.

Donghyuck really wanted everything to get back to normal. That’s why he can’t just stop being anxious about Mark leaving him again.

When Johnny’s phone suspiciously lights up couple of times and Donghyuck notices a big M from which the name of the sender starts, he can’t keep down his curiosity, to take a look at the screen

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Mark Lee💯                                                       04:01pm

I’m not really interested, but thanks for asking

Really, you should not worry about me

Donghyuck is nice to…

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ALpha GYM                                                      04:00pm

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Is that my Mark you texting?  Donghyuck confronts him when Johnny leaves the shower, phone in his hand with a lighted up screen.

Your Mark?  Johnny cheeks a smug smile and takes the phone out of his hand,  Since when is he yours? Calling dibs on people now, Hyuckie?

Why do you bother him?  Donghyuck takes a step forward, blocking the way.  Stop texting him.

Why would I listen to you?  The situation is clearly hilarious for Johnny and Donghyuck can’t grasp what’s so funny in his words.

Because I tell you not to. Are you slow?  Johnny only rolls his eyes back.

He pushes Donghyuck with his shoulder, passing by him. He doesn’t look back when he replies.

Mark is a free omega, he can text with whoever he wants,  uh-oh.

He didn't want to bicker with Johnny more. Why bother, if he can directly ask Mark about it. Donghyuck is just four crosswalks away from him. Ten minutes on the way, if Donghyuck runs.

So he does run. Every second matters, especially now that Donghyuck knows about other alpha on Mark’s phone.

Donghyuck takes the record eight minutes to get from the frat house to Mark’s two-storey house. It’s still afternoon, so it is highly possible Mark is home alone. Good, ‘cause Donghyuck doesn't want to make it public.

After two rings and four knocks Mark finally blesses him with his appearance.

Why are you so loud, dumbass,  he grumbles, opening the door and blocking the way. Mark’s face looks uninterested, but Donghyuck can feel his pheromones meeting his own in excitement. Donghyuck is no less excited.

You have to block Johnny’s number right now,  the alpha almost snarls at him.  I say right now, I mean I’m gonna block him myself.

Mark looks at him confused, one eyebrow rising up. Some alpha is going to tell him what to do?

Why would I listen to you?  He folds hands on his chest.

You say as he said it! Tell me the truth, do you sleep with Johnny?  Mark is even more confused right now. Donghyuck and his accusations all over again.  Behind my back!?

Donghyuck, are you out of your mind?  Mark chuckles, taking a better look of the alpha, noticing nothing weird or out-of-regular. He is damn serious, even his scent is alarmed, it’s hilarious.

Are you out of your mind? What does he text you?  Donghyuck notices the phone in his back pocket of the shorts. He can just reach for it now.

and he does.

Hey!  Mark is quick to react, but not enough to grab it back.

He texted you again!  Mark wants to facepalm himself, or better to just slap the nosy alpha in the face.

And what about it?

What about it?  Donghyuck raises his look from the screen to Mark back and.. did he always look like that? Dishevelled curly hair, soft lips and eyes so big. Those round thick glasses look so big on his face. So… domestic?

He smells good too. Chocolate is so milky today, as if Mark was about to bake cookies with it.

Delete the chat and block him right now,  he says again and shoves the phone to Mark.

Or what? Why do you care?  He knows what he is doing, Donghyuck knows it too. Mark is doing all that on purpose. Not because he is an omega, though.

Why do I care? Oh, let’s think,  Donghyuck moves a little closer, hand on the doorway. He gives him a few seconds ‘to think’ and speaks again.  Because he is a prurient jerk of an alpha?

Mark chuckles quietly and Donghyuck sees red.

Were you planning to sleep with him?  Donghyuck pressed hard, not controlling his pheromones at all. Those didn’t mind to dominate, only waiting to be released and be used to tame an omega. Truly, Mark was the omega.

I was not–  Donghyuck didn’t need more for now.

If the omega’s mind wasn’t yet filled with thoughts of other alpha, Donghyuck needed to make sure to leave an impression Mark won’t forget.

The hand on the doorway stays there and the other moves to place on Mark’s jaw, not forcefully, just adjusting the angle to let their lips meet.

Donghyuck pulls Mark on himself, making the omega close the door from the outside. Now Donghyuck can push.

It’s hard to resist when it's Mark’s favourite scent all over, cornering him. Even when it's not cherries like before, the wine poison catches him in a trap even faster. Mark is the one to search for benefits.

A hand prevents his head from meeting the wooden door, supporting from the back. It all just gives Donghyuck more control over their kiss. Mark doesn't mind.

The wine makes his eyes close automatically, he can't oppose it. The kiss is not bad too, but Mark needs more. He lifts his head shyly, focusing on the upper lip and Donghyuck likes it. Oh, how he likes it, Mark notices from the leg moving to push his knees apart.

Mark lurks his hand with the phone back to his pocket and Donghyuck catches his wrist, pulling back from the kiss.

Block him.  He murmurs, face still close to his own. Mark doesn't feel the need to fight again, he pulls the phone back to catch the screen with his eyes.

Mark doesn't move much from the pose they are in. Donghyuck’s leg is still between his two, when he unlocks his phone. The chat was already open.

Wanted to text him back?  Donghyuck mutters so close, Mark can just slightly shake his head. For reasons Mark can't explain, he really wanted to reassure the boy in front of him.

The alpha’s eyes glued to the screen too, watching Mark reaching the block button, but stopping halfway.

Hm? Why did you stop?  He raises his gaze back to the omega. Mark gulps, but tries not to show it.

Wanna send a ‘hi’ to him?  his corners of the mouth rise and Donghyuck can see the flames playing in omega's eyes too. He wants him no less.

I do,  Donghyuck nods and takes the phone again, opening the camera.

Donghyuck shifts even closer and Mark tries to breathe normally, when he feels his nose on the neck. He takes a few shots and Donghyuck kisses the place before backing up. Goodness gracious.

You have a mole here,  Donghyuck smiles cheekily and retracts back to the phone, sending the pic quickly. A small “fuck you<3” says it all.

So bossy,  Mark gulps again.  You have a lot of moles too.

Donghyuck finished the blocking, making sure Johnny opened the message and put the phone in his own pocket.

Had some time to notice?  Mark wants to wash that grin away so much. Nothing makes him flustered more than just casual Donghyuck.

You want to talk about me?  Mark doesn’t know where to put his hands. He shouldn’t be the one to tell alpha what to do, should he? Good alpha would notice his concerns.

Donghyuck notices, of course he does. Moving the omega’s hands to his neck and luckily Mark gets the hint, locking them together.

I have a better plan for killing time.  Mark never felt such an intense look directed at him. It’s so new, everything is so new and much different from their first kiss together.

Mark wouldn’t even count that kiss for a real one, if only it didn’t trigger Donghyuck’s presentation (in Mark’s opinion). In that case, it’s the very real first kiss for them.

Now it’s nothing like that. Heart-stopping – yes, but Mark is not afraid to want more. When the look is so attentive, he can’t not feel more confident.

It gives him enough courage to close the space by himself this time. Donghyuck expected it, opening his lips slightly, letting Mark take the lead this time. Everything to make him feel as special as he is for Donghyuck.

Euphoria catches up with Mark, when he licks the upper lip again and Donghyuck howls in reply. Hands clasping on the neck, squeezing just in support and Donghyuck is ready to take the control back.

Mark’s eyes are closed again, he can’t fight it. He needs to feel it, and wants it to consume him whole. It’s poisoning on his tongue, just like Mark imagined it before. As if the wine is dripping on his lips, Mark sucks on the other’s lip again. He wants to take it all.

They say food scents are the worst– if you fall apart, you never want to sense the regal anymore. Mark doesn't want to try any fine wine, if only he gets the chance to taste Donghyuck on his lips.

His first whine rings back to Donghyuck’s tongue prudently breaking in. Mark never kissed like that before, he didn’t get to know how to. The thought didn’t scare him this time, not when all he wanted to think was sipping on the wine.

Mark is sweet. Donghyuck barely tasted anything sweeter before. His arm wraps easily around the other’s small waist, leaving him the opportunity to put another hand on omega’s face. Keeping Mark close was the alpha’s call he felt inside. Closer, tighter, harder, nicer.

Caressing his cheek, putting strands behind his ear, keeping his jaw – it felt incredibly nice to do so. The omega was his, in his hands, reaching for his lips, whining for him. Isn’t that what all alphas want?

Donghyuck wants only Mark. If that’s how he realises it – the most romantic thing he has ever done so far. He has to say it to him, so Donghyuck pulls back, not minding the soft squeal of protest.

You’re the one I want,  Donghyuck murmurs, kissing his corner of the lips,  Just you, only you,  he moves to another mole on his cheekbone.  Do you understand?

Mark would cry out, if it’s not due to the fact Donghyuck holds him so warmly. He can only nod back, when Donghyuck moves to his ear.  Say it.

Mark takes a moment to get his voice back. He nods again, body moves even closer.  I wanted you for so long.  He feels shiver when Donghyuck whispers.

I won’t make you wait again,  Donghyuck’s course is easy– endless open skin on the omega’s neck and millions of moles to stop on. He makes another stop to murmur. My Markie, my baby, my omega.

His head falls back, giving Donghyuck a straight permission for his gland, but he is not aiming for it right now. They will talk about it; Mark will give him permission and Donghyuck is going to mark him. At least something should be done the right way.

So sweet, so mine,  he murmurs again, after licking the gland,  Want me all for yourself, don’t you?  Donghyuck cheeks again and Mark can't help but whimper.  So greedy, but stay like that, ‘cause I’m even worse.

Mark feels like breaking down. His knees weaken and God knows how long he can stay on his two without falling. His omega wants to howl from how good it all feels and that he finally has it. Mark intends to be as greedy as his mind can be.

Bite me,  Mark asks, but Donghyuck mutes him with his lips again.

I’ll do it, but not now,  he visibly pouts and Donghyuck can’t help, but chuckle.  You promised your alpha to be a good omega during your heat, didn’t you?

Now this is embarrassing. Why is Donghyuck bringing this up…

Mark nods anyway. Nothing his omega is ashamed of.

You’re so good, Markie, I’ll bite you when you feel no shame for it,  Mark nods back,  I want to kiss you again.

Mark pokes like a blind kitten, but eventually feels the lips on his own again, and argue or not, it's the best feeling in this world for him. The alpha of his dreams wants him back, kisses him back and holds him tightly in his arms – maybe he is still daydreaming.

It feels pretty real when Donghyuck is in his room again and the haze disappears, making everything awkward. Eventually, Mark backed up from the kiss, taking a moment to let everything sink in. He was kissing his best friend. Alpha best friend.

That’s why they share the space of Mark’s room over again. To talk. None of them are talking yet though.

Mark is on the bed, Donghyuck is on the floor, just like when they kissed for the first time. They kissed again today. Maybe there’s a pattern, Mark thinks.

..I’m not sure if I should say sorry again.  Donghyuck eventually says, not looking at the shy omega to not make him feel even more perceived.

You should not.  Donghyuck nods.

How do you feel about it then..?

Mark feels a lot. The wine poisoned his mind so hard just from a few minutes being close around the alpha. His own hormones raging too. It wasn’t easy to control them before– now it’s almost impossible, so Mark just prays the rooms don't stink with him so far.

He kissed his best friend. More importantly, he kissed his crush, his alpha-crush!  Mark imagined their real kiss a couple of times, but never was there a scenario of Donghyuck kissing him out of jealousy. Never. Mark didn’t dare to dream about that.

Turns out Donghyuck can feel pretty jealous. Jealous towards Mark. That insane thought rings in his head so loudly, he misses what Donghyuck is saying.

What?

I said I’m really worried about you right now.

Well done, Mark Lee, you were zoning out all that time.

I think we should just talk now.  Donghyuck says, and the words fall heavy on Mark’s shoulders, pressing him down to the bed. He groans, but shows a thumb up back in the visible for Donghyuck area.

If you keep groaning at me and not using real words, I don’t know how we're gonna figure that out.

The words hit him hard again and Mark isn’t sure when did the alpha’s words start to have such a big influence on his behaviour. Donghyuck is right, Mark acts like a child again. He should just put it to an end. If Donghyuck doesn’t feel the same, then let it be. Mark can just reasonably suffer alone. Maybe he can drug Renjun with it too and they will have an omega-night out together.

I don’t know what to say, I feel so awkward.  Mark mumbles, still hiding behind his palms and rubbing his face.

Then I’ll talk,  Mark gulps quietly, praying for the best.

Donghyuck takes a moment, probably collecting his thoughts and Mark feels the cold sweat slowly getting on his neck. He never felt more scared before, this feels like his last happy moment in life. If Donghyuck rejects him now– Mark will just sit on the first bus away from the city and go live in the forest with wild bears. Those damn bears. and alphas.

I don’t know if I have the right to say it right now, after everything I said for the past month and that hurt you a lot.  That’s it. Donghyuck is gonna tell him now that they can’t continue like that and that Mark is hopeless, and that it all was a mis-

I think I like you. Like an omega.

-take… or maybe not.

No, I mean like a person, but.. in a romantic way.  Not just because you’re an omega.

I like you too.

Now that was easy. Mark just has to face the reaction now. Especially since he closed his eyes while confessing back. Okay, in three… two..

Donghyuck looks at him straight back and Mark closes his eyes again. Why is the younger staring at him? Shouldn't he make everything possible to make the omega feel better? Is this all a joke and Mark shouldn't have blurted what’s on his heart out?

It almost scares Mark when he feels a warm palm getting under his, intertwining their fingers together. Mark feels his pheromones go insane, as the other’s thumb finds his middle of the hand and caresses shyly. Is this how he will die? Just being scared to death?

Hey.  When Mark finally opens his eyes again, Donghyuck doesn't stare at him anymore, looking flustered as well.

Everything is in the wrong order. They kissed, they mated for the heat, they fought, they made up, they kissed again and only now Donghyuck holds his hand.

Donghyuck holds his hand.

Mark feels a little stunned, seeing the view in front of him. The alpha doesn't dare to look back at him, but his hand keeps Mark’s strong enough for him not to care about the meaning of that all.

Mark never held hands with anybody. Not in a romantic way at least. Right now, it feels so romantic, even though they both are so awkward. Mark can live with that, as long as he feels the warm touch of skin on his palm.

Do you feel weird?  Donghyuck asks and Mark notices that he doesn't hear any worry on the back of his mind. He shakes his head silently.

Good. I don’t feel weird too, Markie.  He can almost hear the small smile in Donghyuck’s voice. Still not daring to have a look though.  It feels natural even.

It does, Mark won’t deny it. The last few months he felt almost physically pulled to the alpha. Everything about cherries first and wine second. Everything reminded him of the scent he liked too much for a best friend.

They sit in silence for a few more minutes until Mark’s curiosity finally blows up. He might be shy, but nosy at the same time. Right now, the other side won over.

You called me your omega back there.  Mark says, voice fading in the end of the sentence. If Mark wants to know the answers, he has to live through those ten awkward minutes.

Yeah, I might have jumped a few chapters ahead.  The younger chuckles and continues.  How do you feel about it?

Mark feels great, he really wants to be the omega for Donghyuck. He is not even ashamed to think of that now. To say it loud is the other question.

I need some time. 

It’s totally fine.  Donghyuck eventually untangles their fingers and pulls his palm away. Mark suddenly feels so lonely, but he won’t say a word about it.  I think I’ll go now; I really don’t want to pressure you.

He says and stands up, moving towards the window, opening it to let the fresh air clear Mark’s mind.

I’ll take that?  Donghyuck shows the chocolate bar he saw on the table nearby. Mark just nods. He doesn't want to talk anymore today. Donghyuck takes the sweet in his pocket.

Donghyuck leaves and Mark stays alone with his thoughts. He can still feel the linger of the wine in the air. What do you do with the big possibility of having a chance with your crush?

Donghyuck meets him in the morning as he promised. They don't raise the topic until the end of the day, when Mark goes to the younger’s class on the floor below. What makes it different from all the other times, it's that Mark is finally sure in his answer and his mind is not just a big cloud of thoughts.

Not without help from his mom again, Mark finally gained the confidence in his feelings. Yes, he almost pulled an all nighter, dragging his own mom in that again, but at least he is sure. The blessing of knowing things, Mark missed it.

Do you wanna stay the night today? 

Are we gonna drink?  Mark missed that smirk.

And then he said like ‘yoo I didn’t think it was serious between you two’ but like i think it’s serious, huh?  Donghyuck is almost lying on Mark’s knees already after a few sips of vermouth straight from the bottle.

Mark is tipsy himself too, smiling uncontrollably and his hand finds its way in the alpha’s messy hair.

Why would you say that to him?  Mark giggles back.

I mean like didn’t we mate already? I’m not planning on leaving you.  Mark giggles again, reaching for his glass.

Wine for Mark, beer for Donghyuck and the bottle of something stronger that they found at the Mark’s patents bar. If Mark remembers correctly this is the first time, they’re doing it like that– only two of them and in Mark’s room.

He didn't really enjoy drinking, but since Donghyuck asked him very well, Mark agreed. Anyway, it was the last school day in the week, it's fine.

You sound so sure.  Mark clicks his tongue and takes a sip. Donghyuck at the same time rises from his laps.

You don’t believe me? Want me to ask you out officially?  He sounds so serious; Mark wants to chuckle in his face.

What does Mark want? He really wants Donghyuck to ask him officially, that’s true, but not just because the younger one drank quite a lot. Mark shakes his head.

Go to hell, Hyuck.  His hand places on Donghyuck's warm cheek, turning his head away. The alpha turns back anyway.

I want you to be my omega.  Mark only huffs, the alpha tries again.  Mark, I'm serious.

You're drunk.  The omega moves further in the rug, eventually sliding down to the floor.  You're just saying nonsense now, and Johnny didn't want to hit me up.

He did! 

Mark shakes his head and regrets it immediately, steadying himself.  Let's forget him.

The head suddenly comes up in his view of the ceiling and Mark almost jumps. Donghyuck is too close again, too much alcohol in his system, this might end badly.

Donghyuck,  he looks at the boy cautiously.

What? I'm not doing anything.  Mark knows that stare well. Whatever the younger is planning, he can't avoid that now. Even if Mark tried hard, he is more likely to just pliably be guided.

Especially since the wine hits his mind both from the outside and inside. He is coated in the scent fully, protected and owned. He should start watching his moves more attentively.

We should talk first, don't look at me like that.  Mark tries, but Donghyuck’s smile only widens into mischief.

Let’s talk, but I’ll continue looking at you. 

From them two Donghyuck is way bolder and under influence he is almost unbearable. Mark just doesn’t have enough strength to do anything to stop him. or he doesn't want to.

I don't like when you do that.  Donghyuck only smirked more. Nothing Mark can do about it now. Lying down in front of the alpha was a mistake.

Especially since Donghyuck lowers eventually and the omega has nothing else left to do only to close his eyes.

Nothing happens though and a few seconds later Mark opens his eyes only to see the boy’s face still close, but not moving.

Wanted me to kiss you?  Donghyuck plays with his brows and Mark eventually slaps him, making the alpha move away to sit down, adjusting his tee.

Dumbass.  He only mutters and Mark can't avoid the hands on his waist. Hot palms catch his sides, grabbing the fabric of this stupid shirt and not his skin directly. What the hell Mark is thinking about.

Don’t shut yourself on me, let's talk like you wanted.  Mark feels the weight on his shoulder, noticing the alpha’s head placing there.

I don't wanna talk! 

It irritates him so much, everything about Donghyuck irritates him so much right now. The wine is especially bitter. Everything Donghyuck does is just playing on his feelings.

Then you will listen to me,  and Donghyuck moves closer to the mole on Mark’s neck. It silences him quickly and the alpha smirks victoriously.

It’s too much. Donghyuck wraps his arms more and Mark feels trapped. His head is still so close, lying on his shoulder. Lips occasionally brushing his skin that sends shivers down his back.

Alpha’s scent is all over him, cornering him like a prey. Mark tries to hold his breath, doesn’t help a lot and the wine already poisoned his lungs. Donghyuck’s lips on his neck again and he can't help but let himself go, throwing his head back to the alpha’s chest.

You smell so good, Markie, I don’t think I’ll ever be able to let you go.  The omega whines quietly in reply.

You wanna know the truth? I’m obsessed with you. I feel without a leash when I see and scent you.  

Mark feels in a haze. The white fills his vision, making him focus on sensing the alpha behind him and it does its trick. Mark is like a puddle now. Quite literally too.

I will ask again. Will you be my boyfriend?  He wants to squeal.

It takes a fool to remain sane, Mark thinks and the only option he has hitting red in mind– is to kiss Donghyuck again. So he does exactly it, pushing his back harder on the alpha’s chest and catching his lips with his own.

Donghyuck is way more than tipsy so they fall down, but he holds the omega strongly, rearranging Mark to lay on the side on the floor.

It was not an answer, you just kissed me.  Donghyuck giggles and it all looks surreal for Mark.

They're lying on the floor in Mark’s bedroom, drunk and in love? This must be a fever dream. He is just in heat again and that's all a hallucination. Or worse– he went completely insane and that's his afterlife. Just constant up and down with Donghyuck.

Markie, I need words.  Shucks.

Yes, please, be my boyfriend!  

His hand falls on Donghyuck’s neck, close to the gland and the younger doesn't mind. That cheeky grin brightens up on the alpha’s face again. He only squeezes Mark’s waist even more so the omega yelps startled.

Sure, now I'm gonna kiss my boyfriend.  Donghyuck smiles and something flipped in Mark’s stomach.

Donghyuck tastes like beer on his tongue, at the same time wine spills from his gland. Mark feels greedy for not getting enough of both. It’s not a problem anymore since they are dating. Mark is a taken omega now; he can wear his alpha’s scent.

This is a big game changer and he almost suffocates on the kiss when the thought hits him hard. Mark pulls back, but hides in the crook of the neck of his alpha. It makes his head spin again.

Is something wrong?  Donghyuck’s hands move to the omega’s shoulder blades, patting there while the other catches his breath.

It doesn’t even feel embarrassing to be the vulnerable one in the room. Not when he has a mate. The mate he can trust, the one he knows for half of his life.

Everything is good.  Mark murmurs and his nose finds the root of the scent and it’s a pure euphoria to him.

The morning after should feel awkward, but this is not what comes to Mark’s mind when he finds himself tangled with Donghyuck on his bed.

The room stinks with their scents, the window is closed, but it doesn’t make him uncomfortable. If it means he will stink with his alpha, he can bear with that too.

The said alpha is sleeping soundlessly, on his back and Mark is pulled close to him. This is kind of romantic, if you ask Mark. The giddy giggle breaks out eventually and he can’t stop himself from feeling so happy. Suddenly, everything is easy.

Donghyuck is his mate and best friend, lying by his side after a night out with drinks they had. They kissed too, Mark still didn’t learn how to, but he will catch up, it’s fine. They have time, all the time in the world.

What are you laughing about?  Oh!

Laughing at you.  Mark cheeks, pulling closer into Donghyuck’s cheek and leaving a wet peck.

Mark has never seen Donghyuck go shy so easily and all he did was just a peck. Was it too much? They just talked yesterday, maybe it’s too soon..

As long as you’re happy, you can laugh at me all you want,  the alpha murmurs,  Just know that there will be consequences.

Mark loses the tickle war.

bonus.

When Donghyuck pushes him down the bed, Mark feels alarmed. Is it really happening? They will do it now.. in this reality? He takes a deep breath and Donghyuck notices the change in his scent.

All good?  He scoots his eyebrows, hands lowered on Mark's shoulder, massaging softly. Mark only nods back and Donghyuck frowns even more.

You know that I need your words, especially this time.  Mark wants to nod again, but eventually murmurs a quiet yes.

I’m just gonna bite you and we will scent for a little, so it sticks to you and me.  Mark was about to nod again, but the look Donghyuck gave him, made him speak.

I’m a little nervous, but I’m ready.

Donghyuck noticed that his omega is a little nervous. Mark was quiet all the way back to his house. It was Donghyuck’s birthday and there was no one else he wanted to spend this day with except for Mark.

Earlier today they went to the pier, spending the whole morning there. Then a quick walk to the supermarket where a small cake was acquired and Donghyuck said that the only wish he will make is to claim his omega.

They talked a lot before about biting. Where is the prettiest place for the mark, where is to scent after.. Mark was still nervous, though. It’s not something he can just switch off.

We can start with kisses, okay?  Mark agrees quietly and almost immediately he pulls Donghyuck closer to him. He feels most vulnerable today.

Mark read that this is how omegas prepare for being marked and claimed, this is just his nature. Sometimes it also says that the alpha is their most suitable mate. Mark does feel like it. He always felt like Donghyuck was his missing puzzle piece. Just earlier before it sounded so cheesy, he hid it deep in his diary.

Donghyuck feels relaxed nevertheless. It’s his birthday, it’s his special day and he is about to make his favourite person in the World special.

He lowered on Mark’s thighs, legs on each side of his hips, trapping Mark under him. After not so long practices they found out this is how Mark feels protected the most– being glued to Donghyuck the tightest.

Donghyuck starts with his hands, taking them to hold. Mark’s hands are soft and silky, Donghyuck reaches to kiss his knuckles.

You are pretty,  Donghyuck smiles. It’s the easiest way to make Mark blush, he loves to use it.  You look so angelic right now, I can’t believe I’m about to make you mine.

Mark can’t hold a giggle back and it finally eases the atmosphere and calms his mind a little. It’s his Donghyuck he always knew, just more sincere and tender.

Like hearing Mark’s thoughts, Donghyuck lowers on him more, to start kissing his face. Just a butterfly kisses at first, taking the route by the moles first.

The crook of the neck – his scent gland – right cheek – left cheekbone. Donghyuck will travel only that map to the rest of his life. This time he goes the other way around, starting with Mark’s cheeks. The neck is the final destination today.

Usually, all these months they tried to be as careful as possible not to trigger too much of a reaction, when Donghyuck lowered to the gland. Today, finally, Donghyuck can do whatever he wants with that space. Until Mark is a writhing mess under him.

The alpha pulls back slightly, checking on his mate again. Mark looks what seems fine, eyes closed and Donghyuck reaches to caress his eyelids.

Open your eyes,  he murmurs and Mark feels a twist in his lower stomach, when he finally gets to listen to his alpha.

Mark catches his gaze back and Donghyuck feels like the luckiest person in the whole world. His omega, his best friend, is about to become his mate and Donghyuck will make sure it's like that for the rest of his life.

They both are in streetwear and Donghyuck really wants to focus on his omega’s scent, but the salt from the sea they eventually got into still lingers to their skin. That will not do it.

Take off your tee,  Donghyuck murmurs, scooping back, giving him space to do it and tugs on the edge of the cloth.

What is Donghyuck even thinking? It burns red on Mark’s mind, but he does as tell. This is the advantage of being with your mate– Mark can only think of the bad happening, but never feel bad doing it.

For Mark, he can feel the wine clearly and without any disturbance. The tart, heavy scent wraps him all up like a present for Christmas. Mark even feels drunk, he is not sure if there is still zero alcohol in his body.

Donghyuck took his own shirt off as well, tugging Mark by the hand and lifting from the bed slightly. He has to make sure Mark is fully swaddled in it, so Donghyuck places his tee under Mark’s back.

Now that will do,  Donghyuck smiles and Mark believes in every word he says.

Donghyuck is quick to go back down, chest- to-chest, and it feels amazing. Mark’s skin aches for touch, making him feel hotter and now Donghyuck can feel it himself. His hands catch his omega’s, locking their palms and pressing the boy to the bed.

You smell amazing, but I want to mess with your scent so bad right now,  Mark’s only right reaction is to bare his neck,  Sweet boy.

Mark is in fact sweet, but he can’t wait to have their scents mixed up together. He can’t wait to be marked, and put the label on his alpha as well. Only his alpha.

Tell me how you feel, Markie?  The question sends a million shivers, when whispered to Mark’s crook of the neck. He has to take a few moments before starting to speak.

I’m all good, don't worry, keep going,  he murmurs, letting the alpha sniff him again.

Donghyuck licks the gland and Mark can’t help a yelp. Every small move makes his tummy tingle. Mark wiggles under the body on his and his breathing hitches.

Donghyuck’s tongue tickles his skin, Mark’s gasps turn into giggles. Donghyuck’s alpha feels a warmth of pride inside, hearing his omega only happy noises. He grins at the boy under him.

What are you smiling about?  Mark murmurs with his own big smile on.

The alpha doesn’t reply, pulling his omega in a kiss and Mark doesn’t mind his question being ghosted like that. They practised kissing a lot and every day now, it’s very convenient to know what they like.

Donghyuck unceremoniously bursts between his lips, not wasting any time and Mark feels a shiver all over. This alpha drives him crazy so easily, it would be embarrassing if only Donghyuck didn’t feel the same way.

Today is a very special day for me,  Donghyuck murmurs, pulling back and giving Mark time to catch his breath.

Yeah, ‘cause you’ll leave adolescence soon,  Mark chuckles and his hand flies to adjust Donghyuck’s bangs.

Not because of that,  the alpha cheeks and Mark knows what he means, but still plays along.

Not that? Tell me why then?  Mark looks so pretty under him, Donghyuck still yet to believe this is the view for him and only him for the rest of his life.

Donghyuck leans back for a moment to leave another small kiss on the right gland they agreed to leave the mark on. Mark shivers all again.

As a child I always thought that the person who gets to have you for themselves will be the luckiest.  Oh, the sweet talk. Mark might tear up a little bit.  I can confirm now, I’ve never felt so much joy before and I’m glad you feel the same.

Mark nods slightly, his eyes wet easily.

I’m sorry I acted dumb sometimes, I’m sorry I made you worry before,  Donghyuck brushes the stray tear away,  Every day I’m more and more grateful to have you by my side.

Mark feels extremely hot from emotions, his hormones go crazy for the alpha’s sentimentals. Even being shirtless doesn’t help. His neck starts to ache a little.

I am going to claim you as mine right now, I can’t believe I’m saying it.  Mark nods.

Please.. 

On instinct, Mark moves his head back, baring his scent gland for the millionth time for his alpha. Finally, today is the day he will get what he wants.

Donghyuck licks the space again and the taste makes his alpha go crazy. Mark is his, in his arms pliant and ready for whatever Donghyuck gives him, it’s mind-blowing.

Lowering his hips and grinding slightly, Donghyuck finally scratches the skin softly first, and when Mark squeals in surprise, Donghyuck finally bites down, ripping a moan out of the omega.

The scent changes immediately, adding chocolate to the wine and Mark can’t help the sounds of pleasure, feeling his alpha’s teeth on his neck. Falling into haze, Mark closes his eyes, just feeling the bond that ties up between them.

Donghyuck’s hands gently rub Mark’s sides, keeping him warm and marking the omega more with his scent. Mark is glad he does that, because he feels the temperature in his body suddenly fall from hot to freezing, but Donghyuck’s body on top of his own keeps him warm.

Donghyuck unclenches his teeth, pulling back just to return immediately with kisses. It’s an urge of alpha to worship the mark that stinks of both their scents now, and Donghyuck can’t get enough.

Mark’s scent now has alpha in it, protecting him and making a statement. Donghyuck feels the warmth in his chest again, when he looks over the omega’s face. Mark’s eyes are a little bit wet, but he is not in distress, it’s how pleasure looks like.

Donghyuck moves back to his lips, guiding the omega into a kiss, Mark complies. The kiss is a little desperate, full of tongue and Mark gets breathless easily. It’s almost like Donghyuck knocks all the air out from his lungs, but he doesn’t mind.

With a quiet squeal the omega wraps his hands tighter around Donghyuck's neck, pulling in a protective hug. His scent stays quickly on the alpha now, not taking more than a few moments to exchange pheromones.

Mark’s body temperature eventually levelled out and the small fever he had dissolves in their scent. He opens his eyes and pulls back from the kiss, studying the alpha’s focused face.

Donghyuck's face looks so soft, Mark loves his babydoll lips and high cheeks. He giggles to himself and lifts on elbows again to catch the alpha’s lower lip between his teeth.

Eventually Mark plops down on the mattress, his gaze still focused on the alpha. Donghyuck wiggles down on Mark’s crotch again, adjusting their positions and Mark can’t help a soft whine he swallows down and starts speaking instead.

Mmh… I love you, Hyuckie.  Donghyuck’s gaze flies from his crotch to his face in a second. His first instinctual response is to bite his omega again, but he really does want to use words too.

I should have said it first,  Mark chuckled at that, murmuring quietly  but you didn’t,  which was cut off with Donghyuck stealing his words with a kiss.

Donghyuck kisses down to the scent mark again, taking his time to appreciate the wound that will look so beautiful in just a few days.  I love you more, Markie.