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The people in the palace never looked at him directly.
Though still a child, Pooh had already learned what contempt felt like.
When he stood beneath the corridors, attendants curved their paths to avoid brushing against him. When his elder brothers passed, they nudged him aside as though he were an obstruction rather than their little brother. During calligraphy lessons, if his wrist trembled or a stroke faltered, someone would laugh lightly:
“A bastard son of a servant, daring to dream of ruling the realm?”
Pooh was nine. He should have been chasing dragonflies in the gardens, sulking over broken toys, demanding sweets from the kitchens. Instead, he learned how to be silent. Learned to swallow tears before they reached his lashes. Learned to bury anger somewhere so deep no one would ever be able to dig it out.
He did not know who his mother was. He did not know whether she was alive or dead. He only knew that within this resplendent, gold-washed palace, he was a mistake.
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Late autumn brought the northern delegation.
The palace gates swung open. Banners snapped in the wind. Horses thundered across stone that had never known hooves from the grasslands.
The tribal chieftain of the northern steppes entered the capital with his only son at his side.
Pavel.
Fifteen, already broad-shouldered, wrapped in wolf fur and leather instead of silk. His short dark hair fell down his back. He stood in the grand hall with the stillness of something wild, something that did not belong indoors.
The ministers watched him carefully.
He did not bow as deeply as they bowed. He did not lower his gaze for long. There was a sharpness to him, like a blade honed by the open wind.
Pooh watched from the farthest edge of the hall.
No one announced him. No one gestured for him to step forward. He was present the way a piece of furniture was present—polite, decorative, irrelevant.
Until Pavel’s gaze cut through the crowd.
And stopped.
Not a passing sweep. Not idle curiosity.
A pause.
Pooh stiffened.
He was used to being invisible. He did not know what to do with being seen.
There was no mockery in Pavel’s eyes. No calculation. Only recognition—like one solitary creature sensing another across a vast, empty plain.
Something in Pooh’s chest tightened.
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Pavel had not wanted to come.
His father called it diplomacy. An alliance. A gesture of goodwill between the tribe and the empire.
“Go,” his father had said. “Learn how they govern. The tribe will need you.”
But unrest had been spreading among the tribes. Rivals were closing in, and war felt inevitable.
Sending Pavel south was protection disguised as diplomacy.
“I can fight,” Pavel had said.
At fifteen, he could already ride for three days without rest, draw his bow to its fullest even in wind and snow, and pursue a wolf alone during the hunt. He had trained alongside the warriors of his tribe for years, thin calluses already forming on his palms. He wanted to stay, wanted to stand on a real battlefield and shoulder part of his father’s burden.
His father had looked at him with sad eyes.
“That’s exactly why I cannot let you die.”
Pavel was his only child. His mother had died soon after giving birth, taken by fever and wind, and with her went part of his father’s heart. His father had never taken another wife. Every hope, every future, rested on Pavel’s shoulders.
So he rode south.
The palace suffocated him.
High vermilion walls sliced the sky into narrow fragments. Incense thickened the air, and silk rustled like whispers. Everyone moved as though rehearsed—bow, step, turn—measured to the inch.
On the vast lands of the north, men wore wolf pelts, eagle feathers, bone charms. Clothes were marked by smoke, blood, and wind. Laughter was loud, and anger louder.
Here, even smiles were false.
“Northern barbarians…”
“They sent the crown prince here.”
“They must be desperate.”
Pavel heard everything.
He could deal with enemies who drew blades in daylight, but he despised those who stabbed in the back.
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That night, the palace held a banquet in their honor.
Golden cups gleamed, dancers spun elegantly, and fine music filled the vast room. Princes and princesses in jeweled robes were introduced one by one.
Pavel nodded politely.
He was bored within minutes. He already missed the vast lands of the north—the wind, the smoke, the laughter of his people.
And then he saw him.
At the dimmest edge of the hall, where candlelight thinned into shadow, a child sat alone.
His robes were pale, nearly blending into the background. No elaborate embroidery. No courtiers hovering nearby.
He sat with his back straight.
Candlelight traced the line of his cheek, soft and clean. He was the most beautiful person Pavel had ever seen—too beautiful for the cruelty in the room. Fine brows, long lashes casting shadows against cool, pale skin, and lips as pale as frost-touched petals.
He looked fragile.
Until he lifted his eyes.
Predator.
The only word that fit.
Calm and assessing. Eyes no nine-year-old had any right to possess.
Something in Pavel sharpened.
It reminded him of a wounded white wolf standing alone on a ridge, its fur matted with blood but refusing to lower its head.
The boy in the corner had the same gaze.
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Three days later, wind scoured the training grounds, cold as steel.
Pooh stood still, gripping a wooden sword, surrounded by his older brothers.
The first strike came too fast. The second was deliberate. Someone hooked his ankle and sent him sprawling into the dust. His palms scraped raw against stone.
“You can’t even hold a sword,” one sneered. “And you dare bear the imperial name?”
Laughter scattered.
Pooh did not argue.
He pushed himself up slowly. Blood seeped from his palm into the dirt. His eyes were ice.
The wooden blade lifted again.
“Enough.”
The voice was firm and commanding.
Everyone turned.
Pavel stood at the edge of the field, sunlight resting on his shoulders. He stepped forward and caught the raised wrist midair, his grip iron-tight.
“Is this training,” he asked mildly, “or just bullying?”
The princes scoffed. “This is none of your concern.”
Pavel’s expression darkened.
“He is a prince. If you despise him, do you despise the emperor’s blood… or yourselves?”
Silence.
No one wanted scandal.
They withdrew with forced laughter and muttered insults.
The wind rose again.
Pooh stood, dust clinging to his sleeves. Blood still ran down his hand, yet he did not flinch.
Pavel looked at him with amusement. “Why didn’t you dodge?”
“If I dodge,” Pooh replied evenly, “they’ll call me weak.”
For a moment, Pavel only stared.
Then he smiled.
Not the polite, tempered smile of the court.
A real one.
Bright as sunrise over open land.
“Then learn to win,” he said.
As if it were simple. As if strength alone could carve fairness into existence.
Something cracked inside Pooh—something frozen for years.
No one had ever stood in front of him without mockery.
“Why?” Pooh asked quietly. “Why did you help me?”
The tribal prince shrugged. “I don’t like many against one.” A beat. “And you don’t look like someone who loses.”
Pooh’s fingers tightened around the wooden sword.
“I don’t,” he said.
Soft but unshakable.
Pavel laughed, the wind caught in his voice.
And for the first time in nine years, Pooh did not feel like a mistake in the world.
Pavel did not yet realize he had already stepped into the guarded heart of the boy who had survived alone for far too long.