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Hoseok groans and shifts on his stomach. His vision blurry and head pounds softly with a small headache. He puts a hand over his forehead and sure enough, he is still burning with the fever. He lets out a soft sign and stare at his phone's home screen.
He wonders if he should close his phone and sleep for a bit or just keep scrolling. It’s not like he has to go to the university tomorrow. He is sick enough that his Professor has given him extensions on his project and if any of the cranky Professor questions him about his attendance he will just show them the doctor note.
Hoseok lets out another sign. His head spin a bit and he doesn’t feel really good. Maybe he should go to sleep. He has already taken his medication and he has no appetite so he knows he is not going to want to eat something.
Hoseok takes a look at the time on his phone and finds it's only 6 in the evening. There's still a very long time left before the night will end and a new day will begin.
Hoseok truly hopes he start feeling like himself tomorrow morning. He hates being sick especially when he is away from home and has no one to take care of him.
His friend, Jimin has been taking care of him for the last three days but Jimin's a student too and has his own life so he can't spend all his time with Hoseok. And Hoseok's okay with it, understands it and is grateful to Jimin for making sure Hoseok didn’t die in his bed.
Hoseok feeling exhausted and having nothing better to do, decided to just take a small nap maybe it will help with his burning fever. He takes his phone in his hand and is about to close it when a Instagram notification of his favourite idol going live popped up.
Hoseok's finger works before his mind can register and before he knows it, he is among 890k people watching Agust d's Instagram live.
Hoseok's heart does a small flip when Agust d's handsome face shows up at the screen. He is smiling his gummy smile, his eyes crinkles with happiness and seeing his favourite idol's face makes Hoseok's sick brain feel a lot better.
Hoseok pulls a pillow towards him and puts it under his chin, he position his phone with both of his hands so he can watch the live without any trouble.
“Long time no see. How's everyone doing?”
The soft, deep voice of Agust d fills Hoseok's empty room and a pleasant feeling flows into Hoseok's heart at his voice. Hoseok loves his idol deep voice, it calms him in a way he can't explain.
“I have been doing okay. The reason I turned on the live is because I have been missing you all.”
Agust d laughs softly. His laugh music to Hoseok's sick brain.
Hoseok has been following Agust d for seven years now. Agust d also known as Min Yoongi is South Korean rapper, producer, composer and song writer. He is 32 years old and he is 8 whole years older than Hoseok. Hoseok being only 24 and in his last year of University as a dance major.
Hoseok got into Agust d's music because of the depth and the passion, honesty he felt when he listened to the rapper first mix tap. Hoseok was looking for song to practice his dance when he stumble upon Agust d on spotify and after hearing few of the rappers song it’s safe to say Hoseok was obsessed.
He immediately searched up the rapper in social, he followed Agust d on Twitter, Instagram, Facebook, Youtube, Naver everywhere Hoseok could find him.
What started as Hoseok's simple admiration for the rapper soon turned into his full blown celebrity crush. Yoongi was Hoseok's gay awaking. Thanks to the rapper Hoseok found out he likes guys and it brought insane amount of relief to Hoseok when he learned the rapper is also out and proud.
Agust is pansexual and he has admitted to liking both men and women in his earlier years interview though after he became famous in both Korea and internationally he stopped attending talk shows and now he just keeps to himself.
He however does comes live from time to time to spend time with his fans.
Yoongi's soft laughs brings Hoseok out of his thought. He blinks and refocus his vision towards his phone. Hoseok's feature soften when he sees Yoongi is playing with Tang. Tang is purring softly and the black cat is staring directly at the camera as if mocking Hoseok and other viewers, ‘Look, I am so close to your idol and you can't do anything about it.’
Hoseok giggles softly when Tang moves his tails and it hits Yoongi on the face. The cat looks back at his owner and after a judgemental look Tang gets down and goes out of the frame.
Hoseok's heart melts when he notice just how fondly Yoongi looks at Tang. For a moment Hoseok wonder, what it feels like to be admired by Min Yoongi? He wonders how nice it must feel. To be loved and admired by Min Yoongi.
Unfortunately Hoseok will never know. He is after all just a fan. Someone Yoongi doesn’t even know exits but it's alright. Hoseok has made peace with it a long ago. He knows that his feeling for Agust d will never be returned. His love will always remain one-sided. And it's okay.
Hoseok's okay loving Yoongi from afar as long as the rapper is happy in his life.
As of now, Yoongi's company says the rapper is single and has been for ages now. There has never been a time where there was a rumours of the rapper being in a relationships with anyone. The rapper is incredibly private about his personal life and Hoseok and most of his other fan respect that.
“Yoongi-yah, will you show us your hand?” Hoseok looks at the phone and finds Yoongi chuckling softly but he does lift his hands for the camera. He shows his beautiful hands. Yoongi's hands are large and full of calluses.
“Show us your finger.”
“My finger?”
Yoongi even though looks a little surprise does shows his finger. He moves his large finger around and it does something to Hoseok's heart which Hoseok respectfully ignores.
“What's you all obsession with my hands?” Yoongi ask, his voice full of amusement.
His eyes keeps drifting between the comment and the camera. Hoseok wiggles his body a little to make himself more comfortable. The oversized t-shirt he wore slides down his shoulder and shows his collarbone. Just then Yoongi's eyes drifts a little and Hoseok's stomach fills with butterflies.
For a moment his feverish brain think, Yoongi is staring at him even though Hoseok knows it's impossible. Even though he can see Yoongi, Yoongi can't see him or the 1 million people who is watching him right now.
“Your hands are beautiful.” Yoongi reads, his cheeks turns red and eyes shy, “Thank you.”
Always so polite and beautiful.
“Will you be my boyfriend for five second?” Yoongi laughs softly, his shoulder shakes and eyes crinkle with amusement. He shrugs, “Sure,” Yoongi then looks at the watch on his hand, his eyes flicker between the camera and his watch, “1, 2, 3, 4, 5. 5 second up and we are not together anymore.”
Hoseok snorts at Yoongi's humour. He looks at the comment section and sure enough It's full of laughing, crying emoji and question of asking Yoongi to be their boyfriend or for Yoongi to marry them.
“Yoongi be my boyfriend for a minute please.” Yoongi hums and shrugs. He then looks at the watch on his hands and for the next 60 second he stays silent and as soon as one minute is up, “ who's next?” He asks dryly and Hoseok's lips curls into a small smile.
This is one of the many thing Hoseok likes about Yoongi. The rapper never say no to his fans request. He always tries to fulfil every single request no matter how weird it it. He never judges them and is always eager to listen and help his fans.
“Yoongi, are you married?” “No, I am not married.”
The phrase makes a idea appear in Hoseok's head. It's a silly idea, a silly request he is not even sure Yoongi is going to see among so many comments but his feverish mind wants him to say it and he is going to.
Hoseok clicks on the comment and waits as his keyboard appears (a picture of Agust d) and he slowly starts typing, “Yoongi, be my husband for eternity!” Hoseok giggles to himself as he types at send.
“Yoongi, be my husband for eternity.” Hoseok gasps loudly when he hears Yoongi reading his comments. He looks at the rapper and finds a small smile at the corner of the rapper lips, “Eternity is a long time. You sure you won't get bored of me?” The rapper asks, one of his eyebrows raised in challenge.
Hoseok chuckles softly. If Hoseok's sure of anything in his life then It's that he will never be bored of loving Min Yoongi.
He starts typing again, “I won't get bored of you. I will never get tired of loving you.” Hoseok click on the sent before he can second guess himself or get embarrassed over his own honest confession.
Hoseok doesn’t expect Yoongi to read his comment for second time. It’s not rational especially when there's hundreds of comment going every second but to Hoseok's greatest surprise Yoongi does read his comment once again,
“I won't get bored of you. I will never get tired of loving you.” Yoongi's eyes are soft and his smile is fond. He stare at the screen for a moment and then he lets out a small chuckles and to Hoseok the chuckle sounds like he is relieved?
“Well, that's good to hear. How about you send your details to my secretary so he can help us get married and be together for eternity?” Yoongi's eyes are full of amusement and curiosity. Hoseok chuckles at Yoongi's silliness as well as his own.
He can't believe his mind is actually thinking about way of contacting Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi's personally secretary. He knows Yoongi is joking, everyone who’s watching the live knows that but for some reason Hoseok can't shake off the feeling that maybe he should send Kim Seokjin his details.
After that, Yoongi reads comments of others, he talks about his music, about Tang and about the food he is going to eat but all throughout this Hoseok's mind keep reminding him that Yoongi asked him to send his details to Seokjin.
It’s long after Yoongi has turned off his live that Hoseok decided to fuck everything and just do what Yoongi asked him to do. What kind of husband will he be if he doesn’t fulfil his husband's one simple request?
It doesn’t take long for Hoseok to open his Instagram and search Kim Seokjin name once he made up his mind. He click on the message button on Seokjin profile and it immediately takes him to Seokjin inbox.
“Hello Kim Seokjin-sii!
My name is Jung Hoseok. My future husband, Min Yoongi asked me to send you my details so you can help us get married and be together for eternity. Here's all the things you need to know about me :
Name : Hoseok Jung
Age : 24
Occupation : Last year University student and a part-time dance teacher at Neuron Dance Academy.
Sex : male
Relationship status : Single (for now)
Relationship experience : None
Address : Seoul National University, west wing, dorm number 302
Height : 5’10”
Weight : 58 Kg
Hair colour : Currently brown
Eye color : brown
Friends : Park Jimin and Kim Taehyung
Home district : Gwangju
I will attached a picture of myself at the end. Please convey all my information to my future husband and tell him, I will be waiting for him at my dorm.
Thank you,
Love
Hoseok
Attached photo.”
Hoseok giggles at his own silliness. He reread the message one last time to make sure he got everything in and once he is confirmed he did send everything he could think of, he close Seokjin dm and his finger hover over Yoongi's profile.
He bites his bottom lips and hesitant all two seconds before sliding into Yoongi's dm,
“Future husband, It's your eternity husband Hoseok!! I did as you told me to do. I sent all my details to your secretary. See how obedient I am? I will be the best husband you can ever think of.
I love you future husband. Good night! Make sure to dream of me as I will be doing the same.
Love,
Hoseok xoxo “
Hoseok closes his Instagram and puts his phone on his side. Finally he feels better and later when his fever will be gone and he will realise how cringe he was being, he will just blame everything on his fever and move on. It’s not like Yoongi and Seokjin has been waiting for him to send them his details anyway.
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Hoseok jolts awake at the sound of loud knock on his door. He blinks and looks at his room door and sure enough someone's knocking on it. Hoseok wonder why Jimin's knocking when he has a extra key to enter.
It’s been a week since Hoseok's been down bad with a fever and even though his fever is gone now. He feels weak so weak he can barely stand let alone leave his bed. This time fever has made Hoseok question his whole life and Hoseok can't wait for the day he will feel like himself again.
Another loud knock brings Hoseok back to reality. He lets out a small groan and pushes his weak body into a sitting position. His head spin as soon as he tries to stand up. He supports himself on the nearby wall and slowly makes his way towards the door.
It better be something important because if not then Hoseok will kill whoever is outside the door once he gets better.
Hoseok's hands tremble as he twist the doorknob and pulls the door open. Hoseok blinks and comes face to face with two men dressed in all black. Their face is hiding behind a black mask.
Hoseok blinks, his vision swims as he tries to figure out who's standing at his door. Hoseok meets one of the man’s eyes and he immediately knows that, he knows those catlike eyes. He definitely does but not sure how or from where?
“Can we come in?” The other man asks, this one is taller than the cat eyes. Hoseok blinks and nods dumbly. His head spins and vision blurs. At the back of his mind, he knows he shouldn’t let stranger inside his room. What if they are thief or serial killers but unfortunately Hoseok's mind is too tired with fever to think about that.
Hoseok moves sideway and both men enters the room. Hoseok closes the door and looks at the men. They are looking around his room, their back facing Hoseok. Hoseok slowly walks up to his bedside table and picks up the half empty water bottle.
He open the cap and chugs the water down in one single breath. He lets out a small breath once he feels his brain waking up a little more.
He looks up at the men's ready to question them but all his words dies down in his throat when he sees the men's removing their masks and Kim fucking Seokjin and Min fucking Yoongi is suddenly standing in front of him.
Hoseok's entire world spins, his vision blurs and his body starts falling sideways but suddenly Hoseok feels two strong arm around him. He looks at the man who saved him and comes face to face with Min fucking Yoongi. The rapper is staring at Hoseok with wide worried eyes,
“Are you okay?”
Wow, Yoongi's voice is even deeper and softer up close and he is even more beautiful. His cheeks are rosy, a little fluffy, he is as pale as the wallpaper of Hoseok's dorm room, his eyes are similar to Tangs and his lips looks so soft and pink.
Hoseok slowly raises his hands and gently touch Yoongi's cheeks with one of his finger. He feels like he is in daze. His brain is definitely playing with him because there's no way this is real.
“Wow.” is all Hoseok manages to say before darkness takes over his consciousness.
When Hoseok open his eyes, he is laying on his bed and someone's sitting beside him. Hoseok looks at his side and find Min fucking Yoongi sitting beside him with eyes full of worry. Hoseok tries to sit up and Yoongi is immediately by his side.
The rapper gently wraps his hands around Hoseok's shoulder and helps him sits up all while Hoseok stare at him dumbfoundly. Once Hoseok is seated, he opens his mouth to question, to ask if everything is real or his imagination but he doesn’t get the chance to.
“Here, feed him this. It should make him feel better.” Kim fucking Seokjin says as he hands Min fucking Yoongi a bowl of something warm. Yoongi takes the bowl and nods. He sits down beside Hoseok and takes a spoon full of what Hoseok figures is porridge and blows it to probably cool down. He then holds it in front of Hoseok's lips.
Hoseok, still in daze, parts his lips and wraps his lips around the spoon and swallows the porridge. His eyes tear up at how good this tastes. After eating crackers and water for the last week, this tastes like heaven to Hoseok.
A smile curls at the corner of Yoongi's lips when Hoseok eats. Hoseok continues to watch the rapper curiously. He doesn’t know what's happening. He doesn’t know why or how Kim Seokjin and Min Yoongi are in his dorm room.
He doesn’t know if it's real or his illusion and he doesn’t want to think about it either. Not now. Not when Min Yoongi is busy feeding him the porridge Kim Seokjin cooked himself in Hoseok's rice cooker.
Hoseok doesn’t want to think about anything. He just wants to enjoy being taken care of even if it's just his feverish mind playing tricks on him. Even if everything is just an illusion.
Later, once, Hoseok wakes up in Yoongi's strong arms, he will learn nothing has been dream and that Yoongi has been in love with him after he accidentally stumbled into Hoseok's Instagram account almost three years ago.
Later he will learn that Yoongi knew it was Hoseok who commented that ‘husband comment’ that the rapper has been waiting for a sign from the universe to pursue Hoseok for years now.
Later he and Yoongi will talk, go on dates and fall in love all over again.
Later Hoseok will learn, fate is quite unpredictable—full of surprise because one moment Hoseok's asking his favourite idol to be his husband for eternity as a joke and another moment Hoseok is walking down the aisle with his parents to marry that same idol.
~Fin~