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“nnghhh, Hongjoong…” Seonghwa moans as Hongjoong’s cock keeps hitting his prostrate with every deep thrust, almost balls deep in his guts.
”You take me so well, my love” Hongjoong replies, his voice a little strained from the immense pleasure he’s feeling with Seonghwa clenching down on him so hard and freaking tight.
Seonghwa doesn’t mean to, but his mind is spiraling. He has been trying so hard to enjoy the sex more. However, everything seems so wrong. He doesn’t want this - not the sex, just the position.
Seonghwa and Hongjoong’s sex life isn't exactly vanilla but it kind of feels like it when they’re always having sex the same way, almost all the time. It has always been too rough and overly passionate. To him, too much passion takes out the sweet feeling and the sex becomes less enjoyable. He feels overwhelmed and overstimulated too.
”Babe, can you slow down?” Seonghwa says, his voice muffled into the pillow but he knows his husband heard him because he did slow down.
“I’m sorry, my love. I didn’t mean to-“ Hongjoong tries to reply.
”It’s fine. Just-“ Seonghwa sighs after realizing how harsh he sounds. “My shoulder blades hurt. I want to lie on my back.”
Hongjoong flips him over and Seonghwa immediately regrets it because he could see the irritation on his husband’s face. He didn’t mean to ruin the mood, he just wasn’t comfortable.
”Seonghwa, how long are you going to keep doing this?“
”What’s that supposed to mean?” Seonghwa retorts.
”We’ve always had sex like this, my love. Way before we even got married. Why the sudden change?” Hongjoong asks.
”The change is not sudden and you know it. I’ve literally been complaining about my shoulders for a week now. It’s also been two weeks since we last faced each other when having sex. Sue me for wanting some sweet love making with my husband”
”You’re right, I’m sorry. I’ll try to be gentle, okay?” Hongjoong replies, pressing his lips to his husband’s. When he doesn’t feel Seonghwa smiling back, he continues pressing kisses all over his husband’s face.”I’m sorry, my love.” Every word sealed with a peck of remorse.
Seonghwa doesn’t hold up a fight anymore. His little simple heart doesn’t stand a chance against the love of his life. “I’ve heard you.” He says rolling his eyes affectionately and giggling when he gets sharp kisses for the fake attitude. “Now move before I change my mind.”
”Like you would ever.” Hongjoong says linking their fingers together, thrusting in and out of his husband in a sweet, measured pace.
But the “sweet love making” doesn’t last long as Hongjoong’s hand is back in Seonghwa’s hair, gripping it roughly.
Seonghwa doesn’t say anything this time around, he just removes one of his hands from Hongjoong’s back to jerk himself off. He knows cumming first drives his husband to his own orgasm.
Seonghwa takes a shower after and is done dressing up to leave for work by the time Hongjoong comes out of his own shower.
”My love, it’s literally 2pm. Is it not too late to go to work?” Hongjoong asks, putting on a grey sweatpant and a loose tshirt. He was hoping they would spend the rest of the day lazying around in the house.
”I just need to go over some work at the office. I’ll be back before dinner.” Seonghwa replies, slipping into his heels.
”I mean, you can at least dress a little casual?” Hongjoong finishes with a question because he wants it to sound like he intended - a suggestion.
”And what example would I be leaving for my employees?” Seonghwa stands up, walking to the full length mirror to check out his outfit for finishing touches.
”I mean you’re right. You’re always right but like you said, they’re your employees, they’d understand if you’re just going there to sign some paperworks that I feel can be mailed to you by the way” Hongjoong insists, finishing his words with a pout.
”You’re cute but no. I really need to go there myself. I already missed the whole day, thanks to you and your high libido.”
“You look gorgeous though. Is the dress new?” Hongjoong asks, diverting the conversation to something that will put his husband in a good mood and maybe make him reconsider spending the day with him instead.
”Really?” Seonghwa asks, full on blushing and almost fumbling his lip combo. He knows he’s very pretty but he’ll never get tired of Hongjoong’s compliments. “Yes, it’s new. I got it last week and I’ve been waiting for an opportunity to show it off.”
There it is, Hongjoong thinks. The real reason Seonghwa is overdressed for “going over some work at the office”. He’s really contemplating getting dressed and dropping off his husband at work, to do a little show off of his own - as THE Park Seonghwa’s husband.
”A little twirl, my love?” Hongjoong asks, grabbing his phone from the bedside table to take pictures of his husband.
The dress isn’t exactly all that grand. It’s just a simple white suit gown he bought while shopping for other corporate outfits. He paired the gown with a white heels, stylish his long black hair in a bun - two strands falling on each side of his face.
Seonghwa does a twirl regardless. Giving his husband cute poses. When Hongjoong signaled that he was done taking pictures, Seonghwa walks over to him by the side of their bed, hugging his head to his stomach before he bends down to give his husband a kiss on his forehead.
”I love you, babe. I’ll see you soon. Don’t miss me too much.” He says raising his husband’s head with his fingers by his chin, revealing the most adorable puppy eyes and cutest pout. It made Seonghwa this close to staying back.
”You know that’s never possible”, Hongjoong says.
”I know but mommy will be back in a minute.”
A beat passes. Seonghwa is already halfway through the door when he hears:
”Speaking of being a mommy, when do you want us to start trying?”
Seonghwa rushes out of the house, quickly grabbing his keys by the entrance before driving off.
Hongjoong is not surprised by his husband’s reaction. He knows Seonghwa says he’s not ready to have kids yet but he can’t help pushing his luck by asking at every opportunity.
Seonghwa tries so hard not to think about Hongjoong’s question but that is all he does during his drive to his company. He wants kids. He really does. He just doesn’t think his relationship with Hongjoong is good enough to welcome a kid.
Seonghwa’s problem is that the relationship is too perfect right now. They’ve never had any big arguments. If anyone has any complaints, they communicate and it gets resolved immediately.
However, Seonghwa is paranoid. He doesn’t know what it is or when it’s going to be but he feels something coming. He has overthought it a lot. Looked at things from different angles but he can’t figure it out.
Him and Hongjoong are just 28. They’re still young. He doesn’t want to rush having a baby. A child is a lot of commitment. They both have their works and it’s getting most of their attention except days they purposely push it aside to spend time together. They can’t do that with a baby. A baby requires all their attention, no compromises.
Seonghwa also knows what he was signing up for when he offered to be the one to carry the kids they want to have. He felt compared to Hongjoong, his work was more flexible.
Seonghwa owns his own law firm. He’s one of the best lawyers in Seoul. He is the top divorce lawyer in the whole of South Korea. He has junior lawyers, legal aides and litigation secretaries to assist with his work on days off. He only appears in courts when clients personally requests for him. Other times, he’s the brain of their cases. Working behind the scenes. He guides and trains his employees, prepares them for court appearances and other out of court proceedings. He is pretty much in charge of his own schedule.
Hongjoong on the other hand, works as a Creative Director for Balmain. His time at work is very unpredictable. He travels a lot too. However, he can do more of his work remotely.
Hongjoong had not force or manipulate Seonghwa to be the one to carry their babies. He didn’t even bring it up first. Everything was Seonghwa’s idea. Everything had always been his husband idea. All he does is say yes. Who is he to deny his ethereal love of anything?
All the thoughts in Seonghwa’s mind dies the minute he steps out of the elevator leading to his office. Everyone passing by bows. Hurried steps but in absolute silence except from hushed “Good day, sir”. He replies with the same courtesy too - walking with absolute confidence, heels clicking on the fine tiled floor.
He is about to enter his office when his Personal Assistant walks up to him, balancing a tablet on one hand, the other one pushing a trolley full of files in front of her.
”These are the documents that need your revision, Sir. Also, on Monday the interview for your Associate Lawyer is scheduled to hold and your attendance will be required since it is a personal position.” She states immediately they entered his office.
”How’s the renovation for the office going?” Seonghwa asks. He prefers if his office is joined with the Associate Lawyer’s. It makes communication and brain storming easier.
”It is ready sir. If you open the glass door to your right -“ She didn’t get to finish before Seonghwa cuts her off.
”Why is it see-through?” Seonghwa has been looking straight ahead the whole time until she told him to look to his right. He can basically see the entirety of the Associate Lawyer’s office. He wouldn’t want to invade on the person’s privacy or vice versa.
”Ohh… The other person can’t see into your own office, Sir. And they can choose to tint the glass if they don’t feel comfortable.” She explains.
”Well, that makes sense. Can you, three junior lawyers, one legal aid and one litigation secretary do the interview? Treat it as a test. I expect you guys to hire a very competent and qualified lawyer. You’re there to make sure they are someone that can work well with me, while the others are there to make sure he / she is someone that can work well with the others in the firm. If I attend, I’ll only hire someone that works well with me and that’s not good. If you all agree to hire someone, make them start work the following week after you hired them and if you don’t, we’ll make another fliers to rectify what we missed.”
”Noted Sir. But, how will the other interviewers be selected?”
”Send a memo to everyone to ask for volunteers. If they are more than my required numbers, they can vote. You know I love the drama and chaos in the group chats,” Seonghwa ends with a laugh.
”Of course, Sir. As expected of you.” His P.A says with a smile. “And I love your outfit. You look amazing. You’re trending on the group chats and it’s almost closing hour. Like I said, as expected of you.”
“Well, thank you very much”, Seonghwa replies cheekily. He always looks good. Every day. It’s also his pleasure to bring life to the company.
She exits the office, leaving Seonghwa to the trolley full of files. He really hopes he can make it in time for dinner. He can take them home to work on them but he likes to keep his time at home for just him and his husband. He doesn’t like it when Hongjoong brings work home, interfering with their alone time so he doesn’t want to do the same.
By the time Seonghwa is halfway done, the time is past 8 already. With weekend traffic, he won’t make it home for dinner. So, he shoots a quick text to Hongjoong.
Seonghwa
babe
i think you should eat without me and go to bed
I’m sorry
on the bright side, we have the whole weekend to ourselves
i love you
😘
Hongjoong
its fine, my love
be safe
try to come home soon
it’s getting late and I’m worried
I love you more
❤️❤️
Hongjoong’s reply came immediately. Leaving Seonghwa with a big smile on his face. He’s so in love with his husband.
By the time Seonghwa gets home, it is past 11. He feels so bad and guilty for leaving Hongjoong alone to eat dinner when he promised to be home. He removes his heels and walks into the living room to find his husband sprawl out on the couch, asleep. Seonghwa walks past him to take a shower and change into his pyjamas .He knows waking up Hongjoong when he ges home means immediate cuddles and he needs to feel clean before he can sleep peacefully.
“Babe, wake up. I’m home”, Seonghwa gently touches his husband on his arm to wake him up.
”My loveeee.” Hongjoong wakes up but still sounds very sleepy. “Oh my God, since when have you been back enough to take a shower and change that I didn’t hear you?” Hongjoong asks after opening his eyes properly and taking a good look at his husband.
”Well, you’re a deep sleeper and I wasn’t even trying to be quiet. You just didn’t stir”, Seonghwa says with a laugh. “Com’on, the couch isn’t comfortable and it’s midnight already.”
”That’s pretty late”, Hongjoong replies standing up and following his husband into their bedroom. “Have you had dinner?”
”Yes. Have you?” Seonghwa asks back as he got into the covers, putting off the lights, leaving the room to be lit by the glow from the bathroom lights.
”Yes, I have too. Were you able to finish your work?” Hongjoong asks cuddling up with his husband, facing him. He uses his fingers to toy with Seonghwa’s hair at the back of his head.
”hmmm… that feels so good, babe.” Seonghwa’s reply coming out with a moan as he shamelessly enjoys the affection he’s receiving from his husband. “Yeah, I finished my work. That means, I’m free and all yours for the weekend. Got any plans?”
”Nothing much”, Hongjoong is now tracing the shape of Seonghwa’s pouty and round lips with his right thumb.
Seonghwa’s tongue darts out to give his husband’s thumb a kitten lick and sucking it into his mouth. He hears Hongjoong taking a sharp breath so he lifts his eyes to look at him and damn, Hongjoong looks so sinful. He’s looking at Seonghwa with hooded eyes, almost rolling to the back of his head.
”In two weeks, I’m going to get a new hire and I’m going to be sooooo busy teaching them the ropes of the company and-“
Seonghwa didn’t get to finish his taunting before Hongjoong is dragging him on top of him, grinding Seonghwa’s ass on his half-hard cock. “Then I better make the most of it”, Hongjoong states.
Seonghwa’s lips meets his husband’s halfway in a hot and open mouthed kiss, pushing his tongue into Hongjoong’s mouth right away - tasting, savoring, almost swallowing Hongjoong’s whole mouth.
Hongjoong responds with as much passion, groaning into the kiss before sucking Seonghwa’s bottom lip into his mouth, releasing him with a little nimble.
Seonghwa’s hands are still exploring his husband’s pecks when Hongjoong suddenly flips them over. Hongjoong is about to take off his pyjama short when Seonghwa places both his hands on Hongjoong’s shoulders, pushing him away lightly.
”What is it, my love?” Hongjoong asks.
”I want to ride you,” Seonghwa replies.
”Are you for real?”
”Yes, I am”
”Park Seonghwa”
”Kim Hongjoong”
”I’m literally hard right now, don’t do this”
”So am I. And what’s ’this’ supposed to mean?”
Seven years of marriage, Eight years of being together in total and Seonghwa has only been on top of Hongjoong twice. TWICE.
”Is that what ‘this’ is about earlier today too?” Hongjoong asks, sitting back on his heels.
”Would you shrink in height if you gave up a little control?” Seonghwa fires back instead, sitting up.
”And would you suddenly become more masculine if you had a little control?” Hongjoong retorts immediately.
”No, you did NOT”
”You started it first”
”Take that back, You control freak!”
Hongjoong doesn’t reply. Instead, he reaches above Seonghwa’s head and behind the headboard to fetch rope they kept there.
Before Seonghwa can process what is going on, he is already being pushed back down into the bed and tied up by the wrists. He really did try his best to wriggle out of Hongjoong’s hold but he’s literally up against Manhandler, Kim Hongjoong.
”Easy there, my love. I don’t want you to bruise your wrists. The tie is silk but I knotted it tightly. So, be careful”, Hongjoong says finishing his words with a sharp kiss to his husband’s lips.
”I’m not in the mood to fuck anymore, release me” Seonghwa says, not backing down.
Hongjoong doesn’t have to say anything. He knows his husband’s weak spots. One can say it’s perks of being married for 7 years.
”Really?” When Seonghwa doesn’t reply, he continues, “Okay, I’ve heard you. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you”. He could visibly see Seonghwa relaxing when he grabbed his ankles and started massaging them one after the other.
”What are you doing?” Seonghwa asks looking down at where his husband was massaging him.
”You wore heels today. And I know you don’t take it off until you get home. I just thought i should do a little something for you. As a thank you for all you’re doing for this family”.
“You’re not funny and whatever you’re doing is not working-“ Seonghwa didn’t get to finish his clap back before Hongjoong starts tickling the sole of his feet. The room is filled with giggles and screaming, all coming from Seonghwa.
”Ohh, I thought I wasn’t funny uhn” Hongjoong taunts as he continues his torture.
”KIM HONGJOONG!!!”
”Damn, you’re loud as hell. Thank God we don’t have neighbors too close or we’d be getting noise complaints because it’s 1am”, Hongjoong says with a loud laugh of his own.
After a few minutes of laughs, tickling, wriggling that Seonghwa’s laughter starts turning dry and into short coughs, Hongjoong unties the rope. He put his husband in a sitting position, rubbing his back gently before grabbing the water bottle on the bedside table for him.
”Thank you, babe. Enough playing around, let’s go to sleep”. Seonghwa says, already turning his back to his husband for their usual cuddle position.
”Good night, my love”, Hongjoong whispers in his husband’s ear before kissing the back of his neck.
Seonghwa woke up to Hongjoong grinding his hard cock - perfectly lodged, in between his ass cheeks.
“Wake up, my love. I need you” Hongjoong whispers into his ear, biting down softly on his earlobe. His right hand moving from Seonghwa’s hip to his waist, upward to his chest until he’s rubbing his thumb on Seonghwa’s nipple.
”Hongjoong…” Seonghwa responds, grinding his ass back on his husband cock.
Hongjoong’s hand is back on Seonghwa’s pyjama bottom, sliding it down his long seductive legs. Hongjoong drags his hand back to his husband’s chest, rubbing his thumb on the other nipple, breathing heavily through his nose as he plants kisses on Seonghwa’s shoulder.
Seonghwa responds with a soft moan, pushing his husband’s hand from his chest down to where he needs to feel him the most - his aching cock, that is already hard and heavy on his lower stomach, leaking with precum.
Hongjoong doesn’t need to be told twice, he adjusted their position a little so his left arm is free to circle around Seonghwa’s waist, pumping his fist on his husband’s cock.
”Kim Hongjoong…” Seonghwa moans loudly as he gets what he wants. But he’s about to get so much more because Hongjoong’s other hand lands a loud smack on his ass, making him jerk forward into Hongjoong’s fist.
”I think you’re about to cum, my love”, Hongjoong says as he rubs the ache of the smack away. He lifts Seonghwa’s leg by his thigh and placed it on his own leg. Without stopping jerking his husband off, he pushes a finger - knuckle deep into Seonghwa’s hole with his other hand.
”fuck… babeee… ahhh”, Seonghwa moans loudly, his back arching off Hongjoong’s chest as he cums all over his pyjama shirt, his husband’s hand and the sheets. He comes down from his high and reaches forward to grab the lube on the bedside table, passing it to his husband. “I need you to fuck me, now”.
Hongjoong removes his finger from Seonghwa’s ass to squirt some on his cock, stroking himself a little before lining it up Seonghwa’s hole.
“Face down, ass up”, Hongjoong says with a little spank on Seonghwa’s ass cheek.
”Again?”
”Don't start”
”Don’t tell me not to start when you’re the one starting shit. What’s wrong with fucking on our sides?”
”You once told me this was your favorite position”
”Everyone gets tired of their favorite things eventually!”
”I’ll never get tired of you, what do you mean?”
”So, I’m a ‘thing’ now.”
Hongjoong couldn’t help but laugh at that. “My love, you can’t be serious. You’re not pregnant yet and you’re already acting up.”
”For that, I’m NEVER having your child”.
”Too late for that”
”The fuck is that supposed to-“
Seonghwa doesn’t get to finish his words before Hongjoong flips him on his chest and pushes into him, in one hard, deep thrust.
”Oh fuck, you feels so good”, Hongjoong says as he rests his cheek on Seonghwa’s shoulder, breathing out hot breath on the back of his husband’s neck. “And tight, damnit”, Hongjoong adds when Seonghwa clenches down on his cock.
”You’re going to regret doing that, you bastard” Seonghwa says through clenched teeth.
”I call bullsh- arrghhh, stop doing that”, Hongjoong says leaning backwards on his heels.
”Doing what?” Seonghwa says into the pillows, still in the exact position his husband placed him.
”What you’re doing. Seonghwa, release me”.
”Oh no, babe. I thought you wanted to be in there so bad. What? It doesn’t ‘feel so good’ anymore?” Seonghwa replies, feigning innocence and looking behind him with big doe eyes.
”UNCLENCH YOUR FUCKING ASS, SEONGHWA!”
”No, I won’t”
”I’m going to cum. Baby, please”, Hongjoong says a little softer now.
Seonghwa unclenched his hole and he heard his husband releasing a deep sigh of relief before he started moving- deep, hard thrusts, hitting Seonghwa’s prostrate, body slapping sounds filling the room, making Seonghwa’s eyes roll back.
”Hongjoong, I’m close”.
Few more strokes later, Seonghwa is coming all over the sheets again. His pyjama shirt ruined again, the silk clinging on his damp skin. He knows he looks wrecked as fuck.
He is about to start throwing his ass back to make his husband cum too when Hongjoong suddenly grips his hair tight, pressing his face into the pillow roughly. Hongjoong’s other hand is grabbing a handful of his ass, spreading his cheeks apart, fucking into him harder.
Seonghwa’s eyes are beginning to water and he knows he can’t take it anymore. He taps his husband’s thigh and Hongjoong stops before pulling out.
Hongjoong releases his hands from Seonghwa’s body - hair and ass, placing them on each side of Seonghwa’s head. “What’s wrong, my love?”
How many times do I have to tell you you’re too rough and I want you to take things slow?
Seonghwa wants to say but instead he replies with “Nothing, I just want you to cum on my face. Also, not ready for kids, remember? You didn’t wear a condom, babe”.
Seonghwa didn’t wait for Hongjoong’s reply before he starts jerking him off. He is a few pumps in before Hongjoong is cuming all over his hand and pyjama shirt, some of it painting his right cheek.
“That was so good”, Hongjoong says to Seonghwa, who was already making his way to the bathroom.
”I’m sure it was”, Seonghwa replies quietly to himself.