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    Torn between the death of his loved one and his own guilt, Sherlock will dwell for many years trying to remember John, the person he has deleted from his own mind. And is finally in the open arms of an unexpected person that Sherlock will finally find the peace he longed for almost a lifetime. And he will also atone his own sins.

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    Sherlock always knew that John would stray. It was inevitable.

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    After John is seriously injured, Sherlock struggles to figure out how to help him, keep himself sane, and maybe, just maybe, get their life back to the way it's supposed to be.

     

    A minute later and John was asleep again. Sherlock wanted to wake him up and grab him by the shoulders and shake him and demand that he try to wiggle his toes, kick his legs, stand up and walk. He wanted to weave his hands into John's hair and kiss him until they both couldn't breathe. He wanted to crawl into bed next to him and cry himself to sleep. Instead he just settled back into the moulded plastic chair, leaving his fingers wrapped in John's, waiting, waiting.

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  4. 24

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    If you are experiencing any of the symptoms described in this work, please get in touch with a doctor or therapist. If you are in crisis, contact the suicide prevention line in your country. (116 123 - UK / 988 - US)

    "I Am the Night" explores the tragic lives of John Watson and Sherlock Holmes-broken, adrift, and buoyed only by their friendship and ambition. While their relationships, which are tinged by abuse, addiction, success, and pride, deepen over the decades, they are held together by Sherlock's devotion to John, a man scarred by an unspeakable childhood trauma. Beautifully tragic, with a devastating conclusion.

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    Invalided home from Afghanistan, running out of funds and convinced that his surgical career is over, John Watson accepts a mysterious job offer to provide care and companionship for a disabled person. Little does he know how much hangs in the balance of his performance as he settles into his new life at Musgrave Court.

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    Sherlock returns to 221b Baker Street after the Fall, expecting a heroes welcome. He intends to tell John how he feels after 3 years of tense anticipation, but instead finds everything he fought so hard for in ruins.

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    When Hamish is diagnosed with cancer, his parents have two entirely separate ways of coping.

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    Sherlock is in love with John Watson. John Watson is in love with Mary Morstan. Sherlock likes Mary Morstan just fine. Sherlock likes drugs more. And most importantly, Sherlock doesn’t like Sherlock.

    String theory dictates the laws of the universe. But their story isn’t one that can be boxed up neatly, tied in a heartstring bow.

    "After all, the axioms of homeostasis dictate that an infinity sign of negative feedback can only loop back in on itself.”

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    "Do you just carry on talking when I'm away?"

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