girls against god
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there are hundreds of ways to kneel (& kiss the ground) by possibilist
Fandoms: Warrior Nun (TV)
06 Dec 2022
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'you learn — watching ava sit at the small kitchen table with snow-capped mountains and a blue sky out the window, the small shifts of tender bones of her wrists, the miracle of the light blue shimmering veins tucked inside her skin there, humming with life, absolute — there are so many ways to worship.'
or: bea realizes holiness is infinite.
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- Part 1 of girls against god
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if i make it to the morning (i’ll show you what it means to be saved) by possibilist
Fandoms: Warrior Nun (TV)
08 Dec 2022
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'you don’t really believe in anything, not since you woke up and your mom was dead and you couldn’t feel your body — but then sister beatrice smiles at you when you sit down to eat, after everyone has been so unkind, and after everything has been so confusing and so, so terrifying — and you find yourself, without explanation and without doubt, believing in her.'
or: faith and love and bea — all the same
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- Part 2 of girls against god
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i’m not going the road i’d known as a child of god (fold your hands into mine) by possibilist
Fandoms: Warrior Nun (TV)
14 Dec 2022
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'i think, in my heart, i renounced my vows a while ago.' you don’t know how to say you stopped praying to god and started praying to the nape of ava’s neck in the middle of the night, lavender bar soap and laundry detergent, her skin smooth above the scar of the halo, before she would laugh and turn around and shove your hip until you rolled over with a groan, for show, and then hold you tight.'
or: bea, before & after
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- Part 3 of girls against god
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i can’t stop you putting roots in my dreamland (now i’m covered in you) by possibilist
Fandoms: Warrior Nun (TV)
21 Dec 2022
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you don’t tell anyone it’s your birthday, even though you remember. you buy a beer and some torrijas from a cart near the sea and shoo a few gulls away while you eat them. you were dead and there was nothing; you hadn’t felt for twelve years but the terrifying void was worse, was so much worse. you don’t understand what’s happening but now you’re alive. if this is a dream, you think, still, itching at your spine — if this is a dream, let me stay here. let me never wake up. let me greet another year here, forever.
let me feel everything.
(or: ava, & love, & birthdays)
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- Part 4 of girls against god
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i am singing now while rome burns (we are all just trying to be holy) by possibilist
Fandoms: Warrior Nun (TV)
04 Jan 2023
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5 times beatrice comes out, & 1 time she doesn't have to
'if you talk now, you’re sure it’ll turn into a sob, so you just stand and ava does too, when you hold your arms open. she’s small, and soft, and she smells like flowers. she tucks her nose, a little cold, into the crook of your neck and it makes you shiver, just slightly. you allow yourself an indulgence, a kindness: you bring your hand to rest on the back of her head, to hold her close, to protect her.'
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- Part 5 of girls against god
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forgive me distant wars (for bringing flowers home) by possibilist
Fandoms: Warrior Nun (TV)
28 Jan 2023
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'it scares you because the war is over but there’s a weight to her, a vigilance and a sadness, a grief — even though she kisses you with joy and tenderness and the sure promise of forever; she had called you, easily, her life partner at an airport cafe earlier — like her brain hasn’t quite caught up with the fact that she’s safe. there is no more unfinished business: you both made it out alive.'
or: bea learns how to feel the truth that the war is over.
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- Part 6 of girls against god