How Can I Live Laugh Love Under These Conditions

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• The Semi-tragic Backstory by SillynekoRobin for Grimreaperchibi

  Fandoms: Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023), Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Gen
  • Complete Work

  24 Apr 2024

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Millions Knives & Vash the Stampede (Trigun)
  • Vash the Stampede & Nicholas D. Wolfwood
  • Legato Bluesummers & Millions Knives
  • Millions Knives & Rem Saverem & Vash the Stampede
  • Vash the Stampede (Trigun)
  • Millions Knives (Trigun)
  • Rem Saverem
  • Nicholas D. Wolfwood
  • Meryl Stryfe
  • Milly Thompson
  • Legato Bluesummers
  • Kuroneko (Trigun)
  • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
  • high school AU (of the American variety)
  • human AU (the twins are still weird tho)
  • good brother Millions Knives
  • Some angst
  • Some Humor
  • A whole lotta love
  • Found Family
  • Rem Saverem Lives
  • and she is best mom
  • Canon Disabled Character
  • budding Vashwood in the near future
  • therapy is our friend y'all
  • minor character death (non-graphic)
  • Nai needs a hug and he gets one
  • everybody can have a hug actually

  Summary

  Growing up, and life in general, are not for the faint of heart. Life lessons as learned by (over)protective big brother, (mostly) dutiful adoptive son, (legit) certified child genius, and (reluctant) best friend, Nai Saverem.

  Alternative title: Nai Saverem is Trying His Best, and No One Understands

  Series

  • Part 1 of How Can I Live Laugh Love Under These Conditions

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  4,815

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  10

  Kudos:

  155

  Bookmarks:

  19

  Hits:

  1,115

• The Teen Romance Cliche by SillynekoRobin for Grimreaperchibi

  Fandoms: Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023), Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  01 May 2024

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Vash the Stampede/Nicholas D. Wolfwood
  • Millions Knives & Vash the Stampede (Trigun)
  • Legato Bluesummers & Millions Knives
  • Vash the Stampede (Trigun)
  • Millions Knives (Trigun)
  • Nicholas D. Wolfwood
  • Meryl Stryfe
  • Milly Thompson
  • Legato Bluesummers
  • Rem Saverem
  • Kuroneko (Trigun)
  • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
  • high school AU (of the American variety)
  • human AU (the twins are still weird tho)
  • Good Sibling Millions Knives (Trigun)
  • Fluff and Humor
  • Found Family
  • Rem Saverem Lives
  • and she is best mom
  • Canon Disabled Character
  • budding Vashwood
  • will bloom fully if Nai has anything to do with it
  • Nai is the evil twin and takes great pride in that
  • Telepathic Bond
  • Pining

  Summary

  When they are eighteen years old, Nai learns that Vash is in love—and it doesn’t upset him nearly as much as he thought it would.

  Series

  • Part 2 of How Can I Live Laugh Love Under These Conditions

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  6,068

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  15

  Kudos:

  187

  Bookmarks:

  22

  Hits:

  1,395

• How Can I Live Laugh Love Under These Conditions? by SillynekoRobin for Grimreaperchibi

  Fandoms: Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023), Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  06 Feb 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Vash the Stampede/Nicholas D. Wolfwood
  • Millions Knives & Rem Saverem & Vash the Stampede
  • Millions Knives & Vash the Stampede (Trigun)
  • Legato Bluesummers & Millions Knives
  • Millions Knives (Trigun)
  • Vash the Stampede (Trigun)
  • Nicholas D. Wolfwood
  • Rem Saverem
  • Meryl Stryfe
  • Milly Thompson
  • Legato Bluesummers
  • Kuroneko (Trigun)
  • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
  • high school AU (of the American variety)
  • human AU (the twins are still weird tho)
  • Telepathic Bond
  • Aftermath of Violence
  • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
  • Good Sibling Millions Knives (Trigun)
  • Protective Millions Knives (Trigun)
  • Protective Vash the Stampede (Trigun)
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Found Family
  • Rem Saverem Lives
  • and she is best mom
  • Nicholas D. Wolfwood Needs a Hug
  • and he gets lots of them
  • Canon Disabled Character
  • Mutual Pining
  • Not Actually Unrequited Love

  Summary

  They are eighteen and a half years old when Nai relearns an old lesson: that life is full of curve balls.

  Sometimes you get a fun, relaxing spring break. And sometimes your twin brother's best friend (and secret crush) shows up half dead on your doorstep, in desperate need of help.

  Series

  • Part 3 of How Can I Live Laugh Love Under These Conditions

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  42,139

  Chapters:

  8/8

  Comments:

  77

  Kudos:

  306

  Bookmarks:

  41

  Hits:

  4,736

• Making Love and Disturbing the Peace by SillynekoRobin for Grimreaperchibi

  Fandoms: Trigun Stampede (Anime 2023), Trigun (Anime & Manga 1995-2008)  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  05 Mar 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Legato Bluesummers/Millions Knives
  • Vash the Stampede/Nicholas D. Wolfwood
  • Millions Knives & Rem Saverem & Vash the Stampede
  • Millions Knives & Vash the Stampede (Trigun)
  • Millions Knives (Trigun)
  • Legato Bluesummers
  • Vash the Stampede (Trigun)
  • Nicholas D. Wolfwood
  • Rem Saverem
  • Meryl Stryfe
  • Milly Thompson
  • Livio the Double Fang (Trigun)
  • Kuroneko (Trigun)
  • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
  • high school AU (of the American variety)
  • human AU (the twins are still weird tho)
  • Telepathic Bond
  • accidentally listening in on your twin's sexcapades with said telepathic bond
  • Good Sibling Millions Knives (Trigun)
  • established relationship (of the Vashwood variety)
  • Pining
  • Unrequited Love
  • or is it???
  • Rem Saverem Lives
  • and she is best mom
  • Found Family
  • the Vashwood is flourishing
  • the Millionsummers is trying so hard to germinate
  • someone is in de-NAI-al
  • Fluff and Humor
  • like nothing bad happens in this one I promise
  • Masturbation

  Summary

  It's hard having an involuntary mental-emotional link with your horny, oblivious twin brother who now has a boyfriend to get it on with, and no one understands.

  Alternate title: Nai Saverem is a Brilliant Idiot and Brings All of His Suffering on Himself

  Series

  • Part 4 of How Can I Live Laugh Love Under These Conditions

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  16,751

  Chapters:

  3/?

  Comments:

  14

  Kudos:

  79

  Bookmarks:

  13

  Hits:

  1,099