I Can't Stand This Living All Alone
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Have You Ever? by LDLSyndrome
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
21 Mar 2026
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Sam Wilson is tired of always being the one left behind. First Riley. Then Natasha. Then Steve.
And then Bucky Barnes—the best runner of them all.
Sam is done chasing.
He needs to know...
Is Bucky all in?
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OR: The origin story of "No Longer a Couple of Guys" and "Flaws and All"Series
- Part 1 of I Can't Stand This Living All Alone
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No Longer a Couple of Guys by LDLSyndrome
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
18 Feb 2025
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A decade of history and unwelcome trauma between them and Bucky is finally ready to pop the question. But orchestrating the perfect proposal isn't that easy—especially when Bucky's inner turmoil tries to convince him that everything will go wrong.
With a ring on hand, a favor, a red pest and The Kid, Bucky pursues every avenue to take the next step.
Sam has to say yes.
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- Part 2 of I Can't Stand This Living All Alone
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Flaws and All by LDLSyndrome
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Anthony Mackie Movies)
11 Apr 2025
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The countdown to the Wilson-Barnes wedding comes with far more challenges than they anticipated, threatening to shake the life they've built together. Bucky wrestles with his inner demons while Sam battles growing frustrations. Is love truly enough? Or will the weight of the world consume them before they can even say "I do"?
Hard to say.
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**UPDATE: This fic has been updated and split into 6 chapters for easier reading.
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- Part 3 of I Can't Stand This Living All Alone