My Lover's the Sunlight

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Series Begun:
2025-11-17
Series Updated:
2026-03-10
Description:

A ongoing series about the lives of Yamada Hizashi and Aizawa Shouta as a married couple who are struggling to come to terms with their respective disabilities in a world that somehow still hasn't adapted. Struggling both physically and emotionally, this series explores the strains both physical and physiological disabilities affect relationships while being outrageously fluffy and occasionally smutty.

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Beta read/edited by SandyWandy

[Fic #, Rating, Title, Summary]

Part 1 (Fics 1-6): We didn't get it right, but, we did our best.
Fic 1, M: 'Something So Precious About This', Hizashi is convinced Shouta has curly hair and suggests they have a go at treating his hair as curly. Includes multiple declarations of love, Shouta having an autistic meltdown in the bathtub and the husbands getting ready to go out on a date.

Fic 2, M: 'Flightless Bird, American Mouth', Hizashi and Shouta drive to their date, Shouta reminisces on his youth gone past and Hizashi professes to love Shouta no matter how often they get intimate.

Fic 3, E: 'He loves you. Remember that.', After their date, Shouta asks Hizashi if he's down to have sex. Shouta shuts down, Hizashi screams and they realise Hizashi’s hearing has worsened.

Fic 4, M: 'It Feels Good. Oh, To Be Alone With You.', Shouta is anxious about going to the audiologists with Hizashi, shaves and regrets it. Music making and breakfast with his husband later, they pull up to the audiologists and an ugly part of Hizashi's past rears its head making him lash out.

Fic 5, M: 'Youth Smiles Without Any Reason.', Hizashi and Shouta go on a picnic date and Hizashi reveals something about his childhood, that he's never told anyone, to Shouta. Featuring Hizashi's medical and childhood trauma.

Fic 6, M: 'Bionic Men, You Are Human.', Hizashi wakes up from anesthesia and (badly attempts to) flirt with his husband. While Shouta helps Hizashi to wash his hair a few days after the operation, Hizashi recognises his own fault and apologises to Shouta about somthing that he said three months prior.

Part 2 (Fics 7-8): Raised by a Sigh of Love (WIP)
Fic 7, (T): 'Be My Wings,", Shouta’s has a really nasty flare up (chronic and phantom pain) and a low spoon day. Has been physically unable to look after himself, breaks down when Hizashi asks to look after him, rants about how society views disabled people and eventually lets Hizashi look after him by way of a bath, Hizashi’s mum’s miso soup and a cuddle.

Fic 8, (T/M?): 'Be My Eyes.", (Being written :] 1/3/2026)

Stats:
Words:
57,124
Works:
7
Complete:
No
Bookmarks:
7

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