The Four Loves
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It will be alright, she had said. Childishly. Naively. Innocently. In her previous life.
But it wasn't so. But it could still be, or so had Flay said to herself, and to the Coordinator of the empty promises, and to noone in particular. It could be alright, perhaps.
Almost.
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- Part 1 of The Four Loves
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Even so, that Could almost Be Alright with Her by Marta_Ayanami (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Gundam SEED
11 Jun 2022
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(This Fic Thereby Officially Decreed as Unorphaned and Re:Taken into the nest by Author (me), 'm taking this fic born at wrong time of my life back, blame that on new to me MSG, Zeta, Origin. Sorry!)
TAGS: Flay Allster, I do not; absolutely do not; ship Flay and Kira; just FYI and for warning I do however ship Flay and Sai mainly for Flay's sake if you spoil me I will sicc a Mitsunari at you ;) just FYI headcanons galore will maybe be jossed by future eps idk - Freeform edit: only watched till ep 22 so far (EDIT: in 2016, pay this no heed), was originally a oneshot but didn't want to stay one!
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Marta_Ayanami (orphan_account)Fandoms: Gundam SEED
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"It will be alright", she had said. Childishly. Naïvely. Innocently. In her previous life.
But it wasn't so. But it could still be, or so had Flay said to herself, and to the Coordinator of the empty promises, and to noone in particular. It could be alright, perhaps.
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- Part 2 of The Four Loves
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- English
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- 1,111
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- 1/22
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Prologue // "You Shift the Game Rules" by Marta_Ayanami
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
29 Mar 2025
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A prologue to a fic that I won't really start writing until 2026 cuz I have some other fics as you (general you - the reader) can prolly see and I've just started to work at local library and--
This is a mess, this prologue, most likely. Oh, well, I'll write the fic much more slowly and carefully, and publish chapter 1 in January 2026 when it's good enough -- meanwhile not dropping other fics cuz I like them - well, I'm mainly writing for myself, so, don't worry about it.
Anyway.
If this makes no sense, that's okay, that just means I don't have telepathic connection with readers, whew. XD ;)
Chapter 1 etc in 2026 will make more sense.
Anyway. Feel free to read? I won't delete it even if nobody reads it. XD this is for fun, after all.
In this universe, Jayce and Viktor had destroyed the Hexcore, together.
That is, they went to glare at it together, Viktor handed Jayce the Hex Hammer, and then waited patiently in the laboratory room with Jayce for fifteen hours without eating, drinking or shitting.
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- Part 11 of Finite Dreamless Solitude (in a Few Eons, He'll Be Back if You still Believe)
- Part 3 of The Four Loves
- Part 1 of You Shift the Game Rules
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- English
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- 1,848
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- 1/1
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- 5
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"...'cause I, I Was Meant to Be Yours" // "Konik, z drzewa koń na biegunach!" by Marta_Ayanami
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
31 Mar 2025
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What Could've Been.
Even worse - perhaps.
AU. S1 E8 canon divergence
Because sometimes, a butterfly
Even a very tiny one-
For want of a nail
Perhaps the tiniest of differences, at times.
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- Part 12 of Finite Dreamless Solitude (in a Few Eons, He'll Be Back if You still Believe)
- Part 4 of The Four Loves
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,114
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- 1/6
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Prolog // Paladyn z ziem dalekich i rodzicielskie arkana by Marta_Ayanami
Fandoms: 最果てのパラディン | Saihate no Paladin | The Faraway Paladin (Anime), Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), 最果てのパラディン | Saihate no Paladin | The Faraway Paladin (Manga)
02 Apr 2025
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Alternate Universe Crossover Fusion.
Same William, but with completely different adoptive parents.
Well, that's the crossover. Arcane / Saihate no Paladin crossover fusion.Nothing original, much, I think - though I haven't seen SnP/Arcane or League crossover yet, which is a very strange thing to me. /shrugs.
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- Part 13 of Finite Dreamless Solitude (in a Few Eons, He'll Be Back if You still Believe)
- Part 5 of The Four Loves
- Part 1 of Saihate no HexTechnician
- Language:
- Polski
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- 1,337
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- 1/1
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"Little Dark Age" // Marzanna by Marta_Ayanami
Fandoms: Loki (TV 2021), Thor (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
05 Apr 2025
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"I grieve in stereo."
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- Part 14 of Of Gold, Green, White, Red, Sky, Blood, Purple, and Blue (Less than Infinite, more colours)
- Part 6 of The Four Loves
- Language:
- Polski
- Words:
- 178
- Chapters:
- 1/2
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- 55
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"Am I Interrupting Thy Attempts?" // flasback by Marta_Ayanami
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
07 Apr 2025
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"...Am I interrupting?"
"By Jove, what is your meaning????!! Ah, I know, you're somebody who came to stare, there are sooo many peasants who are like that, just wishing to see the noble blood spilled, well then, do go on, peasant, stare!" the Piltover Prince screamed in petulent anguish, gripping the blade again.
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- Part 2 of The Hexcane Oddyssey (2026)
- Part 16 of Finite Dreamless Solitude (in a Few Eons, He'll Be Back if You still Believe)
- Part 7 of The Four Loves
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"(...) theory intrigues" by Marta_Ayanami
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
27 Apr 2025
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I hallucinate my own voice, humming, from inside an item. In.... on...? A wrist of a random student of my dean's. Lonely, longing, my voice. Far too lonely to be mine.
Ergo. Hallucination.
Ergo---
Am I, ehh, dying?
Alternative: my brain is breaking.
I hope it's the former. I hope I'm dying
If it be between the two evilsSeries
- Part 8 of The Four Loves
- Part 24 of Finite Dreamless Solitude (in a Few Eons, He'll Be Back if You still Believe)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 548
- Chapters:
- 2/5
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- 18
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Kiss, Kiss, Fall in Love or Try to Comfort ("What Are You, a Common Lover? Not You--") by Marta_Ayanami
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
29 Apr 2025
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S1 ep 5. For anybody who is slightly intrigued by Mel and her heart
I (poor quality author) am starting to be, on fourth rewatch
Hers is a complex
And maybe difficult to understand, for a simple person-
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- Part 9 of The Four Loves
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 519
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 1
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- 9
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"Shields Made of Stone" by Marta_Ayanami
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
30 Apr 2025
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"I gave up on You."
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- Part 10 of The Four Loves
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 126
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- 1/1
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- 3
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Half a year is enough time to get to know your best friend. Isn't it?
He can prove it!Series
- Part 25 of Finite Dreamless Solitude (in a Few Eons, He'll Be Back if You still Believe)
- Part 2 of You Shift the Game Rules
- Part 11 of The Four Loves
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 333
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- 1/1
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Viktor Dyzma's Career by Marta_Ayanami (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Kariera Nikodema Dyzmy, Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
09 Jun 2025
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Inspired by "Kariera Nikodema Dyzmy", and its both tv adaptations and by many other stories.
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"I never knew British Duke's sons could have a sense of humour," 'Dżejs' , uttered.
Viktor was many things, but, in truth, probably no actual bastard.
However, the lie had already done deep and he, a simple 1.poor guy (financially and in health (and in culture?)) and 2. poor liar and just a simple gravedigger with prolly simply long dead parents
....
Somehow did not wish to stop talking (forever) (while landing surely in a nice jail, but, ehhh, priorities)... to him.
Him being Jan 'Jayce'.Maybe that's why he (Viktor) so desperately tried to marry off the man and Viktor's practically-sister (much younger, though not youngest, youngest 'siora' would be Isia), the blue-haired fellow gravedigger.
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A/N: I have many thoughts on this fic and I'm gonna rewrite it from scratch after current rewatch of "Arcane" S1 & 2. Same broad strokes, but many varying details. Just FYI, any potential readers :DSeries
- Part 12 of The Four Loves
- Part 26 of Finite Dreamless Solitude (in a Few Eons, He'll Be Back if You still Believe)
- Part 4 of The young alchemist was scared to dream anew, perhaps.
- Part 5 of Smoke and Mirrors
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Nie tego chciała.
Ale los o to nie pytał. Najwidoczniej, jeśli chciała... to ona musiała zapytać los:
- o co tutaj chodzi? Dlaczego ja?Lub nie pytać i pognać przed siebie.
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- Part 13 of The Four Loves
- Language:
- Polski
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- 567
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- 1/1
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Lilies on Earth, Take All of Us, Swallow Us Whole by Marta_Ayanami
Fandoms: Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon | Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon (Anime & Manga), Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon | Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon (Live Action TV), Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon | Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon (Musicals), Code Name: Sailor V
15 May 2025
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Casablanca.
Perhaps a memory of distant past.
"If I loved him-- I would want the whole - all of him. That's why I can't love a man."
Casablanca.
Ages distant past...
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If anybody is not a fan of Mars/Jedite, just don't read? I'm also not a fan of Mars/Jedite in some fanon versions, so it's fine not to read this. I'm only a fan of it in Takeuchi's Senshi/Shitennou cover art and in some flavours that I do find in fics - rarely.
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- Part 4 of Smoke and Mirrors
- Part 14 of The Four Loves
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 540
- Chapters:
- 1/19
- Kudos:
- 1
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"Obiecam otrzeć swe łzy" // "Lights Will Guide You Home" by Marta_Ayanami
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
18 May 2025
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The planet and the sun and the moon.
Perhaps two celestial bodies had knocked each other out of their gravitational orbit and they are, miserably, trying to right their orbit again
and the third celestial body is not here to help them find their old orbits - such a task is impossible.
no, somebody who's thinking sober simply needs to make said two celestial bodies, incoherent in their grief, look at their new orbits and finally stop shying at positioning themselves in them.
Her orbit is there, too, she's not shying.
Series
- Part 15 of The Four Loves
- Part 27 of Finite Dreamless Solitude (in a Few Eons, He'll Be Back if You still Believe)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 507
- Chapters:
- 1/13
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"Zrozumiał wtedy mały książę, że tylko jedna(..)" // Taken Love for Granted by Marta_Ayanami
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
26 May 2025
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And then, Viktor's not awake, but he's breathing.
HE'S BREATHING.
Thank God. Jayce Talis is a believer, now. In all the gods that are, all the gods that aren't, all the gods that were or weren't, and all the gods that ever will and won't be.
Series
- Part 28 of Finite Dreamless Solitude (in a Few Eons, He'll Be Back if You still Believe)
- Part 16 of The Four Loves
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This Time, too by Marta_Ayanami
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
27 Dec 2018
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Just like many times before, for ease and comfort, he lied to himself "This is alright, I wanted to die, anyway, and at least Thor is watching and might cry for me, that's awesome and I'm satisfied with this, if Thor sees something like this, he might mourn for ten years, and that will be great! Worth it."
This time, Loki didn't believe his own lie.
It would be better to live for ten years alongside Thor than not exist at all and only be one of Thor's ghosts.
It would be better to live, and become Thor's friend again, and then, to become Thor's Brother again, his younger brother. Slowly, over time.
It would be better to heal.
With these thoughts--
He didn't believe himself when he lied to himself 'it's fine', he no longer believed himself.
And that was alright. He was a liar, after all.
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"Thank you," the seventeen year old girl told the man and went into the abandoned shack in the forest. The man called another person there for him. The man liked to pretend he was a great spy or something, which came in handy for Anya's purposes.
Anya went into a shack to meet another person there - a nineteen year old boy.
Or perhaps she should say, young man.Who looked at her as if he was seeing a ghost.
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- Part 18 of The Four Loves
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"Just a Boy, just an Ordinary Boy" // through a mirror, Brightly by Marta_Ayanami
Fandoms: Kingdom Hearts (Video Games)
20 Jun 2025
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Sora couldn't frankly say that his day had started out strangely. If he thought back about his day, he could remember waking up, eating some coconuts for a morning snack while Mom was busy making a real breakfast.
He could remember all that, but like, as if... through a fog. Weird. So weird, but somehow-
Perhaps that's why he almost immediately accepted it when the voice from the sky, somewhere up above, the voice of somebody unseen, but not any kind of god - somehow, instinctively, in his heart of hearts Sora knew that- called itself his friend.
Not that it was a difficult choice, really, anyhow - Sora loved making any new friends.
Series
- Part 19 of The Four Loves
- Part 6 of Smoke and Mirrors
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Viktor Dyzma's Career by Marta_Ayanami (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends, Kariera Nikodema Dyzmy
29 Jul 2025
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My rewrite of my fic.
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Inspired by "Kariera Nikodema Dyzmy", and its both TV adaptations & by other stories.
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$"I never knew British Duke's sons could have a sense of humour," 'Dżejs' , uttered.
Viktor was many things, but, in truth, probably no actual royal bastard, and Dżejs, that naive good man (despite being rich), still did not see through all his lies so far. Heart was the stupidest thing, metaphorical one, that is.
Yes, the lie had already went on too long and too deep and he, a simple 1.poor guy (financially and in health (and in culture?)) and 2. poor liar and just a simple gravedigger with prolly simply long dead parents
....
Somehow did not wish to stop talking (forever)... to him. Be his best man, in the future, before jail, even, maybe. Just an, uhh, silly dream. He pictured it: at one of the Cathedrals, Dżejs and Melania, marrying, and him and Elora at their sides--- well.
Dżejs. Jayce, a forever-bachelor, but back then, that fact was unknown.$$$
EDIT: No need to read other fics in the series, they're not connected - well, no more than Dragon Ball series are connected. XDSeries
- Part 29 of Finite Dreamless Solitude (in a Few Eons, He'll Be Back if You still Believe)
- Part 20 of The Four Loves