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    "The Fat Beatle." All it took were these three words to reroute John's existing self-loathing to a new, exceptionally catastrophic form. In 1965, John rapidly plunges into his first bulimic spiral, which Paul discovers and tries to end. Things fail to turn out as he hopes, until John has a second near-death experience in 1980, a decade after they last spoke to each other. The two are pushed back together- and Paul is determined to use the circumstances to help John defeat his past demons for good.

    (In more concrete terms, John survives the 1980 shooting. However, since his separation with Paul, he has relapsed with his ED, and addiction problems. Much of the story is devoted to exploring the initial development of his ED, which in real life, seems to have peaked during the Beatles years. Also, there's a lot of absolutely saccharine moments of comfort from Paul, because I so wish John had received the love and support he desperately needed at the time)

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    Dark still dances at gay strip club Spirit Temple, where he also sells his body for sex and loves every minute of it. Dark believes he's found his calling until his best friend from school, Link, returns to Hyrule as a detective in the daunting police force. However, Link and Dark will find themselves closer together than ever before.

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    When your families force you into a public, legal marriage to “renew the dynasty,” you expect pomp, photos, and polite smiles. You don’t expect to start stealing each other’s coffee, hiding notes in suit pockets, or wanting to stay for dinner. Orm is all calm control; Lingling is all glitter and trouble. They were never supposed to fall in love. They do anyway.

     

    A/N: G!P Orm

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    Private Investigator Saihara makes a living off the ails of the broken hearted. Worried wives, vexed husbands, and the occasional distraught patron looking for answers to find their missing loved ones, all come to him for help.

    After a man visits Shuichi Saihara asking him to look into his partner Kokichi Ouma for evidence of infidelity, the detective is suddenly made victim to a local self-proclaimed band of phantom thief clowns targeting Sapporo’s elite. They know he is looking into them, trying to crack the case after a series of stolen valuables, but will he learn the identity of their leader through evidence alone or will their calling card taunts send him down the wrong path?

    In Liar, Liar, Pants on Fire - Oaths and Perjury, Shuichi Saihara and Kokichi Ouma’s brilliant minds clash for superiority in ferreting out and burying the truth of this mystery.

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    "'Y’know this means nothing,' he muttered under his breath, and I felt the words that I wanted to say die on my tongue. 'We can’t be anything, Louis.' He turned his head carefully so I couldn’t look at him.

    'I know.' I sighed quietly. The water kept a steady stream on the both of us and I narrowed my eyes. I let my mind wander carefully as I snaked my other arm to hold him tightly. His head lolled against my chest and I blinked quickly to avoid tears from welling up. I wanted nothing more than to ask him if that’s really what he wanted. "

     
    Louis and Dallas claim they'll never get along after whatever Dallas pulled their senior year of high school. But, that's starting to become a long time ago now. Louis should give Dallas another chance to be his friend, right? It isn't Louis' fault that Dallas makes it so damn hard to have a decent conversation around their friends.

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    Your name is Yura Beletsky. At least, you’re pretty sure it is. Every thought in your head feels a bit too fuzzy to be trusted right now. Reality is a blurry mess- wait, no, that’s just your vision.

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    She walked a lonely path, convinced that something was real, only to watch it turn upside down. She reached out for Solas and he twisted his shape. He tested. He tempted. He stayed so far away from her.

    Our love will survive this?

    What a damn stupid promise to make.

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    Pharma, the CMO of the Delphi outpost, is confronted by the leader of the Decepticon Justice Division, Tarn. Tarn makes him an offer he can't refuse, until he does...again and again...and again and again...

    It isn't long before Pharma realizes they've all been caught up in a time loop that will restart any time any he dies, no matter the circumstances. He once again makes a deal with Tarn, only this time, instead of harvesting t-cogs, it's to end the time loop. In exchange for Tarn's help, Pharma promises him a bounty he can't refuse - the location of Overlord and Deadlock.

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    20/?
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    This is just a master list of my original characters

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    Winter quarter of senior year was supposed to be simple for Iwaizumi Hajime. Late night at the libraries, fraternity activities, crushes and exes, friends and midterms. Then Oikawa Toru, his then childhood best friend and now international volleyball star, shows up at the front door steps of his apartment in Irvine, California. Freshly exiled from the volleyball world with a scandal that has flooded the tabloids, Oikawa slowly settles into Iwaizumi’s world while navigating years of unresolved and unspoken distances between them.

    “I hope you slip in the shower.”

    “I hope the toilet water splashes you.”

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    Four times Torbek gifted something to Frost, and on time Frost returned the favor

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    Yoichi, uno de los mejores cazadores de dragones, su vida es cambiada por completo después de pasar por diferentes acontecimientos inevitables. Ahora, tendrá que pasar por diferentes acontecimientos que lo harán dudar de su moral y aprender a amar.

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    Angel's sick, rotten down to the core, taking Husk unaware while thinking of the kisses he hasn't given him, watching the little whiskers across his snout trembling.

    Angel wants everything with him, but it's too late past the deadline, so he watches that mouth and sets his tongue against his own lips aching for the kiss that won't come.

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    Night city is a place will all kinds of people, from corrupt corporate rats, to morally grey street thugs, and yet, this city of dreams can push anyone not in the one percent to desperation, and even death.

    Lots of desperate people become mercs in order to survive, but to those that live longer than most will carve a path for themselves, with dreams of becoming a legend. Desperate people like Isaac Cordwell, a man who's lost way too much and will stop at nothing to force Night City to remember him.

    After the loss of his sister, Isaac forced himself to become a mercenary in order to get by, yet as each day passes, he has to face increasingly difficult odds as he adds more cyberware into his body and he meets people that make him question his own mind. In this city of dreams, where there are no happy endings, there's no way this will go well for anyone.

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    Dean's married—he's been married for years. You want to let him go, you wish you could let him go, but something always has you crawling right back into his arms.

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    Childhood friends Dante Ramírez and Ezra Williams have always had a plan. Graduate high school, hit the ground running, and finally get their band, Doghouse Martyr, off the ground. If they can do that, they can escape their hometown, see the world, and live the lives they'd always imagined, side by side.
    But then Ezra went to college, and despite all their plans, he fell out of contact. Things don't always go to plan... and now Dante has stopped hearing from him at all.
    Now it's years later, and Dante is trapped in an endless loop of monotony and burnout. His plans are dashed, and Doghouse Martyr is dead. Too despondent to hope and too apathetic to try again, Dante gives up. Until one day, he receives a text from an unknown number.
    It's from Ezra, and he's moved back home.
    Tensions are high, and emotions long buried are bubbling to the surface. Will the pair be able to break the cycle, and find a way through, or will the feedback loop force them apart for good?

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    The news has been out for barely a few hours now, and it seems like everyone suddenly remembered Simon and Wilhelm's past relationship.
    He was dreading the moment the news would be out for a few different reasons. The first one being the fact that Cecilia asked him to play at such an important event. It made his legs shiver with the fear of making a fool out of himself.

    The second one, being exactly Wilhelm and the others’ opinions on the matter.

     

    OR,,, Simon would be a fool to refuse the offer to sing at the most awaited fundraising event of the year just because who organizes it is his ex boyfriend and his new girlfriend. It gets messier than he had wanted to.

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    Amidst a desperate, last-ditch attempt at maintaining his sobriety, Spencer finds himself falling head first into an intimate relationship with an old friend. Lost in the frenzy of feeling loved and utterly understood, he fails to notice things he normally would have. The little things. The signs. The red flags. When the truth about her and their dysfunctional relationship unravels, will he be able to do the right thing, or has his love already buried him in too deep?
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    Reid gets into a relationship that his friends disapprove of and by the time he realizes why, he’s already pushed them away.

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    “Sensei,” Kai started, and all of them froze. Cole took a quick picture of the symbols with his phone before turning to stare at his friend. He hadn’t referred to Wu as Sensei since they found out about Kai’s history. “You said that the one possessing Lloyd is your first student.” He turned a pointed glare to Wu. “Tell us about our enemy.”
    Wu held Kai’s gaze as the rest of them turned to him.
    “C’mon, Sensei,” Cole said. “Kai’s right. We know nothing about the ghost that just kicked all our asses.”
    Wu took a breath. “Morro was my student decades ago,” he started. “When I was younger, more… foolish. Less careful. He is the Master of Wind, and he’s tenacious. He is… my greatest regret.”
    Cole’s eyes widened. “How so?”
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    The ghost of Sensei Wu's past returns with a goal and a mission. Find the Realm Crystal, release the Preeminent on the sixteen realms, save himself from whatever else she could do to him. Maybe steal the Green Ninja's power along the way. He never expected it to go so far off the rails.

    *Please read the tags

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    You were trapped, a prisoner in your home, hanuted by fear day and night for years. Taking your control back into your own hands you had decided it was enough, taking the life of the man who had imprisoned you here for so long.

    Out of fear and panic you had managed to bump into a group on the way to your escape. They called themselves the Cleaners. Was this your chance at a new life? Or would you get hit with the consequences of your actions? The life on the ground wasn’t easy. You had to be strong to survive and you were everything but.

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    10/?
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