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    Shane is invited to walk for a fashion house in Milan fashion week. Videos of him behind the scene and partying with models made a Russian man jealous, especially the tall pretty man that keeps ogling at Shane, as well as the tall sexy woman that has her hand in Shane’s arms.

    Or where no physical contact from Ilya tortures Shane

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    How Hawks finds his flock, escapes his cage, makes real friends, trains his chicklets, rights wrongs, and loves his mates. Oh, and gets absolutely railed while doing it.

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    Buck shakes his head frantically. Fresh tears spill hot down his cheeks. He wants to move, wants to be good, wants to prove he can handle this on his own like he promised himself, but he knows the second he tries to stand his knees will buckle and he’ll just collapse like the mess he is. So he stays bent over the bench, shoulders shaking with every ragged sob while the panic keeps roaring in his ears.

    “Buck?”

    A different voice cuts through the haze. Familiar, warm, safe. He’d recognize that voice anywhere.

    Eddie.

    Or, “Just let me do this my way” translates to Buck using BDSM as a coping mechanism. He pushes his own limits while sceneing at a club, and Eddie just so happens to be at the same club at the same time to pick up the pieces.

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    Rozanov’s fingers are broad and even just two of them have Shane’s lips stretched wide. He’s not gentle as he rubs across his tongue, like Shane is a thing to be tried and tested. He wonders if Rozanov is inspecting the quality of his mouth, whether it’s worth the effort of putting his cock into it, and the thought makes Shane’s eyes roll back and he sucks harder, desperate to prove himself.

    Shane doesn't have to worry about things like wanting. Rozanov is good at knowing what he needs.

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    The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed when Scott Hunter was in the room next-door. And they kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Hell, even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.

    So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?

    Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.

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    Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.

    And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.

    Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.

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    A collection of fics where Scott Hunter comes to Shane and/or Ilya's rescue.

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    Clive doesn't consider himself a submissive. And why would he? He's never responded to a command before. Enter Cidolfus Telamon: outlaw, dominant, former Lord Commander. The only man who can make him kneel.

    Can they work together and save Valisthea from the blight? Or will the past, and their inner demons, prove too much to bear?

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    hollyadmirals24: Male seeking help improving at oral sex. Clean, ready to learn and willing to host. M only. Strictly platonic. Message for details.
     

    or: shane and ilya are hockey players for the mcgill marauders. after a disastrous night with rose, shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. his teammate, ilya, replies.

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    June 2014, Las Vegas

    Post the Las Vegas Scene, sub!Shane drops hard and Dom!Ilya races to save him.

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    From Jane: We didn't even kiss

    Shane didn't mean to send the text. He was so dizzy and cold and unsteady after leaving Ilya's room, he didn't even remember if he HAD sent the text. His fingers were too numb to undo his shirt buttons, he felt like the floor was dropping out from beneath him, he was nauseous and exhausted and didn't know why he couldn't stop shaking, why couldn't he stop shaking...?

    From Jane: ww dnt v ks

    The text came through as gibberish, and “Fuck.” Ilya threw his clothes back on and ran to get to Shane's hotel room. He'd been too far in his head to pay attention to Shane being quiet and shivering after they were done. Shane had stumbled getting out of bed, bumped into furniture, struggled with the door and Ilya had heard it but he'd been too much of a coward to get out of bed and check and now his submissive was sending gibberish texts and that wasn't good.

    “Sorry sorry sorry.” Ilya muttered as he ran. “I’m coming. I’m coming, hold on.” 

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    • 25 Mar 2026

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      From Jane: We didn’t even kiss.

      From Jane: We didtt even kis

      From Jane: ww didn eve kiss

      Gibberish. The last text message was gibberish. Ilya thought Shane was drunk except Shane hardly drank and it had only been fifteen minutes and oh no. Ilya’s heart sank and stomach twisted when he scrolled up and saw the previous texts derail towards incomprehensible. Shane had texted mostly normal but then the texts weren’t normal and all at once Ilya knew.

      “Fuck.” Ilya had been too busy trying to be nonchalant, trying to stay detached, trying not to fall apart and he’d missed it. Shane had gone spacey floaty gorgeous and Ilya had been too far in his head to clock it.

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    Aftermath/aftercare.

     
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    Robby is known to be a bit of white knight, sometimes to his own detriment. That impulse is certainly to blame when it comes to bringing a homeless Dennis Whitaker to stay in his guest room.

    Turns out, Dennis can out white knight him any day of the week.

    A series in which Robby and Dennis do their messy best to take care of each other. Canon divergence S1 series finale, best read in order.

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    Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.

    It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.

    He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.

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    Sequential tales of Shane and Ilya discovering, exploring, and enjoying watersports, desperation, and bladder play in general.

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    “I’m pregnant.”

    “Pardon?”

    “I’m pregnant.”

    “Yeah, I heard you the first time. I was giving you the option to take it back.”

    “Take it back? Why would I do that?”

    “You’re not funny. Shane, genuinely please tell me what’s going on. Stop fucking around with me.”

    “Hayden, there’s a bun in my oven. I’m going to be eating for two. I’ll be out of commission for nine months. What other ways can I say this? I’m not fucking around with you. This isn’t a joke. I took four tests. I’m pregnant.” Shane said without a smile on his face. There was no laughter between his words. Hayden fell silent for a minute staring wide-eyed at Shane like he had seen a ghost.

    “Holy fucking shit.”

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    Shane is pregnant with Ilya’s baby. He proceeds to try to avoid Ilya while keeping the baby a secret. He’s not the best at avoiding Ilya though.

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    Shane drops.

    and drops.

    and drops

    or: Shane drops after the infamous "we didn't even kiss" text, and it spirals deeper than he could have ever expected.

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    “So. How can I help you? Oh, don’t look so stricken; I’m not going to to tell anybody about your sordid little sex games, not that I think anybody cares. Anyway, who'd believe me? For that matter, do you really think my customers would continue to patronise my establishment if I was gabbing about them? Use your brain, Potter; I do know you have one.”

    “That’s the nicest thing you’ve ever said to me, I think,” Harry said.

    Malfoy crossed his arms. “It’s been six years; I’m out of practise. Now tell me what you need.”

    Harry stood there for a moment. He hadn’t really thought this through before he knew that it would be Draco Malfoy he was talking to. He felt utterly unprepared for the conversation.

    Fortunately, or perhaps unfortunately, his ex-girlfriend was there.

    “Harry wants a prostate orgasm and his boyfriends are all terrible,” Ginny said.

    Draco’s eyebrows shot up. Harry’s face got hot. Ginny made a face at him and said, “Look, it was going to take you forever to say that.” Then she turned and walked away, leaving Harry alone, with Draco Malfoy, who knew that he wanted to have a prostate orgasm.

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    The words sliced through Ilya’s confusion. His own voice from over a week ago, echoed in the sudden, ringing silence of his mind: “You can have sex with other men when we’re apart.”

    No.

    No no no.

    Ilya blinked rapidly, fighting back the hot press of his own tears. The sheer, utter wrongness of it all was suffocating. Shane, on his knees, apologizing for being hurt. Shane, calling himself a burden. Shane, begging for the bare minimum of affection because he thought… he thought Ilya wanted this.

    (or, what happens when Shane does go and sleep with another man and utterly breaks because of it)

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

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    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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