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  1. Public Bookmark 49

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    Russian never got sick.
    Ilya never got sick until he did.
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    Ilya gets sick while at the cottage without Shane. And Shane's parent make sure he gets taken care of.

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  2. Public Bookmark *

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    “You can’t die first.”

    “What?!”

    “You can’t,” Ilya rasps, “I can’t.”

    “Ilya..”

    “I buried my mom,” he coughs a little, body rattles—it hurts, “..then, my dad. I don’t have any, if I need to see you—too.”

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    Ilya's sick, and his fever talking just breaking Shane's heart.

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    Updated with part 2 <3

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Ilya can't believe he's calling Shane's mother before Shane, but Shane is two hours away and completely unable to help.

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  5. Public Bookmark 66

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    Ilya's stepmother dies during Shane's second year in Ottawa. That's when the nightmares start. And in the nightmares, there's something heavy and tight sitting on his chest. Something cold, something he's felt before. In the nightmares, he's thirteen and shivering and willing himself to fall asleep, to teleport one day further away from everything. He’s thirteen and someone’s lips are wet and cold on the shell of his ear. He’s thirteen and he's completely frozen. Someone’s standing over him and he needs to move, needs to get away, needs to hit and kick and scream, but his pants are coming off and he can’t hit her, can’t kick her, and the scream is dead in his throat. His mother raised him to never hit a woman, and so in his nightmares he closes his eyes, grimaces at the light that seeps through anyways, and waits.
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    A death brings unwanted memories back. Ilya struggles to remember, then struggles to forget. Shane struggles to get through to Ilya before it's too late.

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