Amanda_panda_bear
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
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26 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is Dating a Nice Man From Montreal! by trickysnail
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander has a secret boyfriend, and it’s not Ilya Rozanov. That’s for the best, though, because Shane’s boyfriend is absolutely perfect on paper. He’s also completely on board with the need to keep their relationship out of the press to avoid ruffling any feathers at the MHL commissioner’s office.
There’s only one problem with Shane’s boyfriend. He’s not Ilya Rozanov.
(Canon divergence where Ilya and Shane do separate photo shoots pre-rookie season and never hook up. Somehow. So then Shane has a “normal” dating life.)
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22 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is a Slut by misplacedmetaphor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, NHL Hockey Setting
25 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander comes out before opening night and unleashes Shane Hollander Hysteria across the NHL.
All-Stars circle like it’s free agency and he’s the only contract available.
His DMs combust. Rival captains get bold. Hotel rooms get interesting. The league gets possessive.
The Metros couldn’t care less because Shane keeps dominating on the ice while getting fucked in every time zone.
It becomes the worst-kept secret in professional hockey: everyone wants their turn.
Ilya Rozanov is handling this very normally.Or:
Shane Hollander comes out and discovers that freedom can look like a lot of things.
Sometimes it looks like sex in every time zone.
Sometimes it looks like queer community forming around him across the league and far beyond it.
Sometimes it looks like becoming the most confident version of himself he has ever been.
And somewhere in the middle of all of it, one rival captain starts realizing he may have made a catastrophic mistake.
Unfortunately for him, Shane Hollander is having a great time.- Language:
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20 Mar 2026
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Proof of Life by Velvetnegative
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Mar 2026
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Ilya has always collected things, pucks, wins, bruises. Now he collects Shane. Every glance, every word, every breath when Shane thinks no one’s watching.
Because if Ilya stops watching, Shane might slip away. And Ilya doesn’t survive that version of the story.
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19 Mar 2026
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chasing happiness by fangirl_etiquette
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Mar 2026
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What if Shane got so jealous at the club in Montreal, he ends up losing his shit in front of Rose and coming out to her that same night? What if Ilya's father dies early and he has to miss the All Star game? What if Shane starts to notice just how bad the Metros are and decides to leave, ending up in Boston?
Canon divergence post the tuna melt incident.
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19 Mar 2026