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It's Not An Illusion by Borealisblue
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
16 Dec 2023
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The Enterprise comes across a mysterious planet with a series of caves that manifest copies of loved ones. These copies are taken from a person’s mind to allow them to confront and heal the turmoil in their heart.
The copies are perfect replicas in every way, including their memories and personalities.
But Jim is shocked when a copy of Spock shows up professing love for him and while he had never considered falling in love with his first officer, this copy allows him to explore the possibility. The real Spock would never have to know.
The copy’s touch is electric and his body is warm and inviting, there’s just one problem, Jim doesn’t realize, it’s not a copy.
Authors note: This story is set sometime after the events of Beyond
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The Inherent Horror of Having a Body by engineering_madonna
Fandoms: Dead Boy Detectives (TV)
15 Mar 2026
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"In life, and in death in Charles' case, he's found that there is a certain rose tinted glasses aspect to hindsight. The places are always bigger, the food better, and you tend to forget the little frustrations that occurred along the way. The rough edges of existence are sanded away until what you have is an idealized version of how things used to be... He was starting to think they weren't actually worth the 35 years of pining now as he violently vomited into the barely functional toilet of their office. The warm hand on his back was nice, but the acid currently coating his esophagus mostly negated the pleasantness. Charles hated to admit it, hot blood flowing through his veins for the first time in three decades, but Edwin might have had a point."
While trying to get Niko back, the spell backfires and now the boys have bodies again...and it's awful. Turns out being sixteen forever is way worse when the sweat, bodily functions, hormones, and uncomfortably timed boners are part of the deal.
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09 Mar 2026
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"That’s fucking hilarious. Getting drive thru married in fucking Florida? We should totally do it. Fuck you, Vegas! We make our bad decisions in Key West, baby!”
Ava and Deborah get married on a whim while they're on the road, because a)it's the perfect joke and b) there is no line!
(They're also pretty drunk, but that's neither here nor there in the grand scheme of things)
title from leonard cohen's "anthem" because to me, everything is part of a bit
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05 Mar 2026
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After saving Spock during an ambush, Jim suffers a brain injury that leaves him convinced he and Spock are in a romantic relationship.
He begins recalling memories that never actually happened and grows increasingly frustrated when McCoy and Spock insist these memories are the result of his injury.
Despite their assurances, Jim remains determined to believe otherwise.
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03 Mar 2026
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Step on Stage (let the show go on) by BardicRaven for dirty_diana
Fandoms: The Scarlet Pimpernel (1982)
10 Jan 2026
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🎭 🌸 🎭
Marguerite should not desire this man.
But she does.
🎭 🌸 🎭
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02 Mar 2026