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   Rose And Lavender by Fishermon (MonMonniMon)

   Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   07 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • background Kyle "Gaz" Garrick/John Price
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick
   • John Price (Call of Duty)
   • John "Soap" MacTavish's Family
   • John "Soap" MacTavish's Sister
   • Autistic Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Traumatized Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley Has DID - Dissociative Identity Disorder
   • (Johnny doesn't know and this is entirely from his POV)
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley Has PTSD
   • The comics were kinda my basis for Simon’s backstory in this.
   • Fluff
   • First Kiss
   • Getting Together
   • Literal Sleeping Together
   • Cuddling & Snuggling
   • Communication
   • Mild Ableism
   • From both Johnny and Simon
   • Use of derogatory terms for gay men
   • Both the F slur and other terms. The f slur is mostly used to refer to cigarettes tho so
   • Homophobia
   • Though it's mostly past stuff being talked about. Nothing actively happens to the boys
   • Transphobia
   • (towards mostly BG character)
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Heavy Angst
   • Past Child Abuse
   • Past Abuse
   • Past Torture
   • Past Rape/Non-con
   • Dissociation
   • Panic Attacks
   • Flashbacks
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Eventual Smut
   • Bottom Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Top John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Armpit Kink
   • Scent Kink
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley Has Erectile Dysfunction
   • Oral Sex
   • Face-Sitting
   • Light BDSM
   • Like. Very light lol it was honestly hard to keep it as light as it is i wanted them to go crazy
   • But over all I want them to be vanilla testing out a tiny bit of kink cos ‘hey it might help Simon’
   • Degradation Kink
   • teeny tiny bit of roleplay
   • (Simon saying he wants to top. That's the roleplay. Simon pretending he wants to top lmao)
   • Embedded Images
   • Fanart
   • John "Soap" MacTavish Has a Praise Kink
   • Past Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Prostate Milking
   • Gratuitous Military Inaccuracies
   • Gratuitous Herefordshire Accuracies
   • Pillow Princess Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Power Bottom Sy (alter)

   Summary

   Soap notices that Ghost always smells of lavender, and seems to have an aversion to certain deodorant smells, and he sets out to figure out why. Along the way he changes his own deodorant and finds out that that gesture means a whole lot more to Simon than he could ever have thought it would. He learns more about his Lieutenant in the next few months than he has in the last nearly five years of working with him, finding out why such a small gesture meant so much to him and getting to know every part of Simon, the good, the scared, and the ugly.

   Series

   • Part 1 of The Good, the Scared, and the Ugly

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   157,262

   Chapters:

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