Beltiel

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    AOS!Trek with daemons! Bones has a big ol' bear, Spock has a crow. And Jim… well, people aren't really sure what Jim's daemon is. Bones and his Jenna have met Scarlet, Jim's daemon. But (now) she's a small little lizard like thing, lightning fast and expertly camouflaged. She'd put a chameleon to shame with her ability to disappear given any environment. Spock hasn't had the pleasure of meeting Scarlet, and feigns indifference; but his Andariel is somewhat obsessed with a certain starship Captain…

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    An away mission to Horkut IV comes with revelations for both Jim and Spock.

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    Over the years he thought maybe, just maybe, being knotted by an alpha semi regularly might change something, like his biology would one day answer Ilya’s despite their ups and downs. He even helped Rozanov through a rut one time, and at the time he thought surely his inner omega would finally respond to his pheromones and the teeth shaped bruises on his nape that almost resembled mating bites and give him a heat.
    But nothing.
    Heats are the last thing on his mind right now though. Ilya is spending two weeks with him at his cottage, alone. Completely and utterly alone. Together.

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    Omega Shane has never had a heat. Over the years, he has given up on expecting to have one, but when he spends two weeks with alpha Ilya in the comfort of his cottage, something unexpected happens: he is thrown head first into his very first heat. Luckily, Ilya is there to help.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Ilya barks out a laugh, walking over to the bed. “Is this a nest?”

    “No,” Shane denies instantly. He’s never built a nest before, just another instinct that he has always lacked. Nests accompany heats, and without a heat, there’s no reason for a nest. This is definitely not a nest, because Shane definitely does not have heats.

    “Good. It would be terrible nest,” Ilya jokes lightly, walking over to the bed. He pushes a pillow off onto the floor, and Shane flinches like he’s been hit.

    The comment sent a horrible, gut wrenching ache through his chest.

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    Then Ilya’s mouth was there. Right on the spot. His lips pressed a soft, lingering kiss to that exact patch of skin below Shane’s navel. It was a combination of the location, the tenderness of the gesture so at odds with Ilya’s usual aggressive passion, and the sheer accumulated sensitivity of weeks of focused attention that broke the dam.

    or, that picture of Ilya kissing Shane's lower belly broke my brain.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Over the past few months, in hotel rooms across continents, in the dark of his own bedroom, he’d discovered a pattern. Ilya’s hands, those huge, capable hands that could wield a hockey stick with brutal precision or fist in the fabric of Shane’s jersey after the door slams shut, had a new favorite landing spot.

     

    Where before it used to be the curve of his ass or the heat of his thigh or the dip of his waist, now it was the soft, vulnerable expanse just below his navel. That lower belly. When Ilya kissed him, deep and consuming, one palm would always settle there, a heavy, warm anchor. When he hugged Shane from behind, his chin hooked over Shane’s shoulder, his fingers would splay possessively over that same spot. During sex, frantic or slow, Ilya’s hand would often return, pressing, holding, as if checking for something.

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    “Am I a bad friend?”

    Hayden has always been the guy Shane joked with, the guy he trusted to feed him without mocking him, the guy he roomed with on the road, and Shane is the only man who has ever seen Hayden cry, and Hayden loves Shane. He fucking loves him. They are like brothers, and they have been for almost ten fucking years. He’s always been Shane’s guy, Shane’s best friend.

    Except all along, maybe that wasn’t true. Ilya Rozanov, apparently, had been the guy. Before Hayden had ever met Shane, Ilya Rozanov had been there. And Hayden had never even noticed.

    Shane is all over every inch of Hayden’s life. Hayden thought that was reciprocal.
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    “You know I think about you all the time,
    And my deep misunderstanding of your life,
    And how bad it must have been for you back then,
    And how hard it was to keep it all inside.”

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Hayden is such a #1 Dad in this, and he worries about Shane SO MUCH 😭🥰

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    “Hayden I’m gay.”

    It’s said so suddenly and so fiercely it takes Hayden a second to register what he’s heard.

    “Oh.”

    “Yeah.” Shane replies

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    12 Mar 2026

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    I loved a lot of this fic (jk, I loved all of it) I could not pick a favorite line, but it's a toss up between these two!!

    It started around the game against Boston, when Shane hit the ice with such an audible thud Hayden’s dad reflexes kicked in before the hockey ones did, and his fists went flying.

    🏒

    “Hey – stop overwhelming the kid. English is a dumb enough language when spoken slowly. And properly.” Shane snaps. Captain voice full throttle. Everyone shuts it real fast.

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    “I mean yeah, it stung a little that it felt like you just wanted to fuck me and be over with it, but I was used to that.” Shane starts explaining.

    Ilya can’t help the hurt noise that escapes him.

    “But uh, we didn’t kiss.” Shane tacks on.

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    Ilya finds out that Shane dropped in Vegas.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    “I wonder if it’s being at the cottage?” Ilya hears Shane mumble to himself.

    “What was that, sweetheart?” Ilya asks, chopping onions with his back to Shane.

    “Oh it’s just, I didn’t get all shaky after we fucked like I normally do. I guess maybe because I feel more comfortable in my cottage away from the risk of other people.” Shane says.

    Ilya’s stomach drops. His heart lurches into his throat.