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    Dean's drunk enough that he can’t get the tears to stop flowing, but sober enough to be humiliated at the fact that he’s crying silently to himself in the bar on Valentine’s Day.

    A fresh glass slides across the counter. The kind bartender pushes it close enough towards him that it comes into his field of view even despite his leaned-over, face-shielded, tear-hiding position.

    His shame is visible, as is his grief.

     

    TLDR: 3 months after Cas's passing, Dean makes his way to a bar for Valentine's Day. Everyone around him is looking for love, but Dean is struggling to handle Valentine's without his own by his side. A drunk drive home, a savior, many many tears, and a happy/hopeful ending ensue! :)

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    18 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 56

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    Dean Winchester lives a quiet, rough-edged life in South LA—just him, his truck, and a job that keeps his hands busy. But when a new neighbor moves in next door, everything shifts. Castiel is quiet. Skittish. Carrying something he won’t say. Dean’s not looking to get involved, but some things are too loud to ignore.

    What starts with a knock on a door becomes something neither of them expected: a slow, sharp, deeply human story about what it means to survive—and what it means to be seen.

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    19 Oct 2025

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    “If you don’t want me to go with you...then don’t go, Dean,” the ex-angel finishes with a note of casualness in his voice, as if the decision is simple.

    Unfortunately, Dean Winchester is nothing if not stubborn.

    He sucks on his teeth for a moment, roughly picks up his duffel, and slings it over his shoulder as he storms past Cas in the doorway with a bite of, “Go get in the damn car,”.

     

    (TLDR: Cas is rescued from the empty, human. Dean wants to stop hunting because he loves Cas, but can't figure out how to let himself; however, he doesn't want Cas to hunt either, because he loves him. Conflict, angstiness, and love ensues.)

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    25 May 2025

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    Dean is addicted to Castiel's Grace. Cas is content to give him as much as he wants, and more. Both get more than they bargain for when their uneasy courtship spirals out of control.

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    06 May 2025

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    Oh my god???!? Idek what to say this is a masterpiece

  5. Public Bookmark 77

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    “He changed and he became that dorky awkward guy, but before, he was just like this. Maybe he can become that again, Dean. But he needs you.”

    “I can’t.” He shakes his head, fajitas long forgotten over the counter, his knuckles white by the grip on it. “He doesn’t care for us. He doesn’t love-“ He doesn’t love me. Dean thinks. He doesn’t want me.

    ----x----

    Jack gets Cas out of The Empty, but not all of him: The memories of the last twelve years were taken from Castiel by the Empty, a childish way for the entity to have revenge. Dean is completely broken to lose Cas again, now in another way, right on the time where they had a chance to be happy, the angel is back on his original factory settings.

    Despite it, Cas will always be Cas. With memories or not, he cares. He feels.

    Back in the day, It took one human to change him. Perhaps, It can happen again.

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    04 May 2025