CursedDreams



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    "It’s not even about being, well, gay – he has repressed numerous thoughts on the subject since he met Phil, and he cannot address them yet. It’s too much, too many shrubs, too many thorns, so he will set it aside in the dark forest of his mind for now.

    But that’s not the whole of sexuality. And, even if he wants to avoid the big one for sanity reasons at the moment, he knows about tags, how stupid they are and how prominent. Top or bottom. Dom or sub, which sounds kinkier – but hell, at this point even choosing between being the big or the little spoon appears like a manifest and a self-assertion declaration. And everything too much of a fucking deal."

    2009 Baby Dan cannot possibly be a top – or can he?

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    24 Feb 2026

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    “Uh,” a voice that isn’t Phil’s, and it isn’t his, except it is, says from the door, and they both flinch and look up at the same time, Dan propped up in Phil’s lap, speechless.

    In the door to their bedroom stands Dan, except Dan is pretty sure that he’s in the bed and also, he’s not that young anymore. The face of the other Dan is smooth, free of any crease, full, his curls shorter, his expression lost. He stands pressed against the side of the doorframe, arms wrapped around himself like a security blanket.

    “Dafuq?”

    In 2016, a younger Dan attempts suicide and wakes up in his own future.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Dan had gone to church nearly every Sunday for so many of his formative years, and yet what he’s experienced in this room thus far has been the most religious experience of his life.
    Right now, as he sits on Phil’s bed, this is the closest he’s ever come to God. Closer than anyone has, probably, as Phil closes the distance between the two. His hand is on Dan’s thigh, mouths now pressed together in a lazy, messy, kiss.
    Surely nobody else has been touched by God in this way, right?
    Biblically, this would make Dan the Virgin Mary. Which he’s been unsuccessfully trying to change for the last two months.

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    Dan is an 18-year-old virgin, horny out of his mind, and he wants nothing more than for Phil to hold him down and rail him until he blacks out. Phil is too sweet and in love and wants Dan's first time to be perfect. Dan's idea of a perfect first time involves showing Phil how good of a devotee he can be and proving to him that he's best on his knees.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Modern cultivator, Wei Wuxian, dies in a train crash and is sent back in time to the period of Ancient China he had been writing his thesis on - transmigrated into his own body as a child, dying on the streets of Yiling. He has no money, no family, but a knowledge of modern cultivation and of the historical events that are about to unfold.

    He recalls the recently-unearthed journal of a woman who was imprisoned in Cloud Recesses against her will, and decides that she’s a good place to start to find someone who might be willing to help him dismantle the corruption that had sent the Cultivation World into the Dark Ages so long ago.

    Of course, he had no idea that the person he sought would be the mother of Hanguang-Jun, the object of Wei Wuxian's fascination (“obsession,” his friend had corrected), since he had first learned of his existence in the ancient texts he'd studied.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    “Promise me you won’t do it again?”

    Jisung averted his eyes. He was even more beautiful up close. His eyelashes throwing featherlight shadows across his cheeks, skin looking impossibly soft and hot to the touch.

    “I promise, I won’t.”

    Minho smirked at him.

    “So you admit you were avoiding me before?”

    The way Jisung’s eyes widened in shock was only rivalled in seductive beauty by the pretty pout that fell over his face right after. Minho couldn’t hold back the peal of laughter.

    “I’m just teasing, Jisungie.”

    Jisung turned his head away from Minho, shyly, almost coyly. Like a woman being courted, Minho realised suddenly. His gut twisted with red-hot arousal at the realisation. Jisung was flirting with him.

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    After getting his degree, with nowhere else in the world to go, Lee Minho moves into a house on his uncle's-his only living relative's-estate in the sleepy town of Wycombe. With no plans to stay or make himself at home, he meets Han Jisung, eldest son of the Han family, and risks even a pretend courtship with his sister to get closer to him.

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    17 Dec 2025