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The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed when Scott Hunter was in the room next-door. And they kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Hell, even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.
So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?
Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.
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Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.
And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.
Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.
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- Part 1 of Woe like velvet, tears like jewels
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The chips are set to fall by icopythefax
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Mar 2026
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At the 2017 All Star Weekend, Ilya takes fate into his own hands to produce at least one out MLH player by the end of the season. Thus begins his part-time side hustle as community organizer, mastermind, and Commander-in-Chief of the Gay Hockey Army.
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21 Mar 2026
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lmao the acronyms have stayed absurd and now im lwk into it??
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I've been wearing nothing every time I call you (and I'm starting to feel weird about it) by mightyd0lphin
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Jan 2026
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Hollander narrowed his eyes. “Are you… jealous?” he asked suspiciously.
Ilya scoffed. “You can fuck whoever you want, I don’t give a shit.”
“...Right.” Hollander pulled on his boxers before he dropped the towel. “Because it’s not like you don’t fuck other people too, you know.”
“I know.”
“And it’s not that you- you aren’t enough, or whatever.” Hollander turned even more red, looking down. “But, like, we don’t get to see each other that often.”
“I know.”
“And, you know, it turns out you can have a lot of anonymous sex if you’re gay. People are surprisingly okay with it.” He said it earnestly, like he was the first person in the world to make this discovery.
Ilya forced himself to swallow, keeping his face carefully blank. “Is that so?”
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OR: Shane downloads Grindr. Ilya goes into a jealous spiral
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I can break you off and hold you down by cellularcervix
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Nov 2025
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“I see,” Rozanov says finally, straightening just a little.
“You came to give me ethics lesson.”
Shane scoffs, “ I came here to, uh—“ he falters, hands gesturing uselessly.
“To set things straight.” Yeah, that works.
“To set things straight,” Rozanov repeats, slow and measured. His mouth curves into a wicked grin. “Yes I can help”
Shane loses count of how many times he’s frowned that day.
“What do you mean ‘you can help’?”
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Shane confronts the guy his girlfriend cheated on him with. It takes an unexpected turn.
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22 Mar 2026
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What if Shane started learning Russian after the first time they hooked up without telling Ilya? What if Shane never told him because he was afraid of being judged? And what if Shane actually understood everything Ilya said on the phonecall?
A quick one-shot where Shane understands everything Ilya said on the phone + one time Shane tells Ilya how he feels about him in Russian.
Title from 'Talk Talk' by Charli XCX and Troye Sivan
Bookmarked by Eleina_S
22 Mar 2026