Gay_and_Afraid
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Are we too old to still be passing notes? (check yes or no) by Gay_and_Afraid
Fandoms: Wicked (Movie 2024)
15 Oct 2025
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“Galinda? What could have possibly prompted you to open up a little notebook like a private detective and start scribbling away?”
“Wouldn’t you like to know?” She said lightly, gathering her belongings.
“Yes!? That’s why he asked?”
“It’s private.” She evaded again. The non-answer was still more information than before, Elphaba noted. Galinda stood, hugging her books to her chest.
“Can you give us something?”
She chewed it over.
“I’m observing.”
“What?”
“Just observing.”
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No one knows why Galinda has been obsessively note taking all week. Not just in classes, but in the halls, on walks, during mealtimes, at parties and club meetings. Elphaba tried not to worry about it, but with all the rumors and speculation, she’s worried it might have something to do with her.
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Title from Yes (or no) by Bug Hunter.This work was created as a part of the 2025 Gelphie Big Bang event! Please check out the beautiful work done by @loatheatfirstsight because it has me screaming crying kicking my feet :)
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The first thing Marcy felt was cold. Cold and wet and… distant. She’s used to being overwhelmed by sounds and people but everything was quiet, muffled, like a white noise machine.
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A very short story of what I imagine Marcy might feel like when she first wakes up in the tank thing shown in the new season 3 opening. -
I don’t by Gay_and_Afraid
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Harley Quinn (Cartoon 2019)
26 Jun 2020
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Before the s2 finale, I wanted to try and write up my dreams and manifest them lol.
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Ivy realizing she loves Harley in little snapshots because I'm fucking terrible at writing but I need to project my gay awakening on a fictional character ASAP.
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Five Times Harley and Ivy Avoided Talking About What Happened and One Time They Didn't by Gay_and_Afraid
Fandoms: Harley Quinn (Cartoon 2019)
20 May 2020
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She blurted out, “It was a heat of the moment thing! Like a, ‘I almost died and you're here, let's celebrate’ kinda thing.”
King Shark paused, “Harley, that's not a thing.”
“Shut up, yes it is! Because the alternative is that I'm super into my best friend who is engaged to a man, and that would be a major fuckin’ bummer.”~~~
Harley and Ivy refuse to talk honestly about what happened and what keeps happening. Until they don't.
Canon compliant up to S2E7 but 8 hasn't come out yet lol.
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The moment that changed us by marinaglv
Fandoms: Death Becomes Her - Mattison & Carey/Pennette
23 Dec 2025
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After a shocking incident on a castle roof, Ernest survives and awakens to find the two women who loved him drawn closer by fear and care. As Madeline and Helen tend his recovery, old wounds and quiet affections surface, leading to a tender, hopeful reweaving of their lives together.
Hello,
This is the very first story I’ve ever written.
I wanted to highlight the special relationship between Ernest, Madeline, and Helen, because I feel it isn’t explored enough.
I hope you’ll enjoy it, as my goal is to build a relationship that goes through every possible stage.
P.S.: English is not my first language, so I hope you’ll be kind 🥹Bookmarked by Gay_and_Afraid
10 Mar 2026
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Helen's Treehouse by Ins0mnia_Injecti0n for Avalanche_of_Xanax
Fandoms: Death Becomes Her - Mattison & Carey/Pennette, Death Becomes Her (1992)
05 Jan 2026
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This is loosely based on "The Jax Song but Madhel" which was literally just the Jax Song with MadHel lyrics which I posted as a joke. I am not the greatest writer, but Ao3 user "Aesthetically_messed_up" encouraged me to write this, and I was so moved I felt like I had to. Basically, Helen's first day of her junior year of highschool goes gay and she has a sleepover with madeline which she remembers years later. this is an au which could take place in the canon timeline i think.
Bookmarked by Gay_and_Afraid
10 Mar 2026
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I could do the shit that he never did by janedoebutimnotdead
Fandoms: Death Becomes Her - Mattison & Carey/Pennette, Death Becomes Her (1992)
10 Mar 2026
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She was already achingly wet, clit throbbing in time with every swallow. One hand stayed locked around Madeline’s forearm, pinning the wrist to her mouth like she couldn’t bear to let go. The other hand dropped between her own thighs, shoving the loose waistband of her sleep shorts down just enough.
Fingers found slick folds, circled her swollen clit hard and Helen’s hips jerked. She moaned again, louder this time, the sound muffled against Madeline’s wrist but still obscene. Her tongue lapped at the punctures between pulls, greedy, savoring. Every time she sucked, Madeline arched, another broken moan tearing free.
“Mmm… Hel…” Madeline tried to say.
Her free hand flew to Helen’s hair, fingers twisting in auburn locks, pulling closer.
“Don’t… don’t stop.”AKA: Hel is a vampire and drinks from Madeline
Series
- Part 1 of DBH Smut!!!
Bookmarked by Gay_and_Afraid
10 Mar 2026
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old habits die screaming by milfscully
Fandoms: Death Becomes Her - Mattison & Carey/Pennette
02 Oct 2025
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The school board needs two teachers to head the committee. Ms. Ashton and Ms. Sharp happen to be available.
They also happen to hate each other.
Bookmarked by Gay_and_Afraid
09 Mar 2026
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Truth or dare is dangerous game by Deany85
Fandoms: Death Becomes Her - Mattison & Carey/Pennette, Death Becomes Her (1992)
08 Mar 2026
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Sometimes a game of truth or dare isn’t so innocent
Bookmarked by Gay_and_Afraid
09 Mar 2026