IgorsApprentice
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I'm writing this at the urging of my therapist. I've been carrying a torch of a relationship that ended in 2015 and the weight of it is keeping me from really living my life. My brain and heart won't allow me to put it down, it feels like a betrayal of the love that was once there. The 'what if's want the torch to burn forever, just in case. But if I write it down maybe I won't have to carry it in my heart. I can set it down somewhere safe where it can burn quietly, without threatening to burn down the life I'm living. I don't expect anyone to find this, let alone read it. But the 'what if's want it to technically be able to be found. Maybe I'll change my mind and hide it later but for now my torch will burn here for whomever may stumble across it. Maybe he will. But probably not. And that's probably for the best.
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Robin has a nightmare and bikes over to Steve’s, only to find him already waiting for her on the porch after a nightmare of his own. Together they make it through the night.
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03 Jun 2023
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“Come on, Eds, don’t cry,” Steve can’t help reaching out, rubbing his back, “It’s only for a few hours. She’ll be fine when we pick her up.”
Eddie laughs wetly, “How are you telling me not to cry when you’re crying too?”
Or, Steve and Eddie’s daughter is starting school, and their four year old is the only one being an adult about it.
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- Part 1 of Steddie Dads
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09 Apr 2023
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“The fuck?” Ed manages, instantly getting his foot stuck in a nearby bucket.
“Sh-shh!” Stede pushes two fingers against his lips to shut him up.
Ed goes still and a bit cross-eyed, staring down at the hand on his mouth. Stede moves it away, with a mouthed “sorry!” focusing intently on the sounds outside the shed instead.
In the alley, hurried steps and shouting voices rush past; they catch fragments of: “Where the fuck did they go then?” or “Keep looking!” and even “The short one looks like a bloody birthday cake, how do you lose that—”
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01 May 2022
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“Give me a reason not to carve your heart out,” Ed whispers.
And Stede can’t think of one.
He can think of plenty of reasons he doesn’t want his heart carved out, but how could he expect any of them to matter to Ed?
“Stede.” Ed’s voice breaks, dragging Stede’s eyes back up from where they’ve been staring at the floor in shame. “Please.”
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01 May 2022
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Stede’s being kissed before the door fully clicks shut behind him.
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