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Ilya is a young man in America. Here he is in the off hours.
Bookmarked by Jellybean14
27 Mar 2026
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what does it really mean to have your own body hmm
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Apogee by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is the youngest Commander in ISS history; straight-backed, closeted, and so tightly on his own leash that seven months in orbit with Ilya Rozanov have not produced a single crack in his composure.
Ilya Rozanov is the Russian cosmonaut who should have had his job, won’t stop bouncing a tennis ball off the walls, and is still looking for a fissure. Thankfully, a solar storm finds it for him.
or: Near-death, zero gravity, and the wrong man’s hands in exactly the right places.
A Cosmonaut!Ilya x Astronaut!Shane AU 🚀
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25 Mar 2026
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fucking stunning doing the hardest possible thing so that if you ever do fuck up you die and don’t have to deal with it but then having to deal with it anyway wow wow
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bright as ever by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Mar 2026
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Lung cancer, car crashes, overdoses, concussions, angry boyfriends – none of it scared him the way he thought it should. Maybe when dead people were so accessible fear of death didn’t come as naturally.
Ilya sees ghosts, Shane's fine with it. It doesn't come up that often.
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- Part 9 of perfect from now on
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In 2009, Ilya says goodbye to his childhood. In 2011, he faces what it means to come back.
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here we are and what the hell are we going to do with it by walkingthroughwindows
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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“Shane.” Ilya takes Shane’s head in his hands, squeezes his cheeks so that Shane looks puffy, absurd. Beloved. “I am saying that to me, even though you are retired, you will always be No. 1 hockey player. Fuck Wayne Gretzky.”
That’s what does it, as Ilya knew it would. Shane rears back, spluttering, outraged, trying not to laugh.
“Oh, I have committed blasphemy now. They will take back my citizenship, big crime, very sad.”
Shane smoothes his hands along Ilya’s calves, rests his fingertips on Ilya’s ankles. “Fuck Wayne Gretzky,” he says. He looks like he can’t believe what he’s saying. Ilya wonders, distantly, if he can get it on tape to play back to himself when things feel particularly bleak. “We can live in exile together. I don’t care. You’re my, my best, my second best hockey player forever too.”
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Shane decides he has to retire. Ilya, of course, will go with him.
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- Part 1 of hwa verse
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Bookmarked by Jellybean14
19 Mar 2026
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retirement is Not the end of the world but damn it can feel like that sometimes