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    Ivan breathes a humorless laugh. "I don't know what it is you want from me."

    Till furiously snaps back, "I want you to—" before cutting himself off. He takes a deep breath and relaxes his scrunched-up facial features before continuing, quieter. "I'm your best friend. I find you half passed out in some—fucked up garden that you've been coughing up for a year, and I'm freaking out because I don't know what's going on or—or if you'll be okay, and now that I know you're okay, the doctors are saying they can't let you go because you're too damn sick to be left alone!"

    His lower lip quivers ever so slightly. Ivan, for his own sake, unfocuses his eyes until Till is only a shapeless blur of colors in the middle of a sea of hospital white.

    "I'm your best friend," the blur repeats, breathlessly. "I want you to fucking say something to me."

    Hanahaki disease is, quite famously, a condition born from love. Ivan is convinced that his case is the exception to this rule. And when each of his friends inevitably starts catching on to his quickly deteriorating health, everything goes spinning out of control.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Sunoo shakes his head, trying to force himself back into reality, convinced he must have somehow misheard. “So, let me get this straight,” he eventually starts, incredulous. “You want me, to have a fake relationship with one of the members because you said, and I quote, ‘bad publicity is still publicity?’ Did I get that right?”

    Jaesuk nods resignedly. “Higher up orders. I would have done something if I could’ve, Sunoo, you know I would.”

    Sunoo stutters, tripping over his own words. “That’s ridiculous, this… wha– who would even want to be in a fake relationship with me anyways?”

    “I volunteer!”

    Sunoo’s head whips toward Sunghoon, who had spoken for the first time since they sat down, the volume of his voice surprising even himself.

    “Sunghoon hyung?”

    Out of the corner of his eye, Sunghoon spots Jay slam his forehead onto the table. Shit, was that too obvious?

    Or, the one where Sunoo got involved in way too many dating rumors and his PR team has the bright idea of putting him in a fake relationship with one of his members. Enter Sunghoon who has been hopelessly pining over his bandmate forever, and when life gives you lemons….(plus wingman Jay)

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    07 Mar 2026

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    it takes sunoo one swift look at his boyfriend, and suddenly the urge just builds up until it overflows. so he does what he does best — he creates his own scandal.

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    where idol kim sunoo needs the world to know that he’s hopelessly in love with his mystery boyfriend.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    “Ilya Rozanov,” Shane repeats slowly, letting himself taste the words. He grins. “Wow. You’re, like, a really good player. How come you’re in Canada for summer camp? Is that weird to ask? Sorry if that’s weird. I just meant-”

    Shane is cut off by a hand on his mouth. He flushes.

    “Too fast,” Ilya says. “My English… not good.”

    “Sorry,” Shane mumbles into Ilya’s hand. Ilya grins and shakes his head, curls dancing, as he pulls his hand away.

    “Is okay. Slow words. Okay?”

    This year marks thirteen year Shane Hollander's third summer at Coach Marakov's elite hockey training camp. In attendance for the first time: Ilya Rozanov, visiting from Russia. Shane isn't the most sociable, and Ilya's English isn't the greatest, yet the unlikely duo soon become the best of friends.

    It's just one summer, but it makes a world of difference.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    If people wanted to believe in some star-crossed romance between a hockey player and a K-pop idol, why not? The rumors were getting him attention anyway, more followers, more sponsors, even fans showing up to games with banners that read “Sunghoon x Sunoo Forever!” Surprisingly, his teammates didn’t tease him for it either.

    And, obviously, a huge part of him enjoyed it. Because what kind of idiot hated seeing ship edits of themselves and their favorite K-pop idol?! Not Sunghoon, that’s for sure.

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    Rumors spiral of famous hockey player Park Sunghoon and K-pop Idol Kim Sunoo's secret romance. But just how secret was it if Sunghoon was the one that started it all?

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    13 Feb 2026