Lisanders



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    Death is not the worst thing that can happen to a man.

    To break him, you must first shatter his body—again and again and again. Then, you take his mind, his will, his name. You strip him down to something unrecognisable, reshape him into something he was never meant to be. Survival is its own kind of cruelty, and some wounds don’t heal. Some don’t even scar.

    Because war doesn’t just take. It chews men up and spits them out as something else: hollowed beings, stitched haphazardly, and left to stumble forward. No side is ever truly victorious, not when the battlefield becomes a graveyard, and the survivors are left carrying its ghosts. No matter who wins, the cost is always the same: the weight of what can never be undone.

    All wars end the same.

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    This is the story of Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers, and the Howling Commandos. The war they fought. The men they lost. The scars they carried. The love that blooms, even in the darkest of places, far behind enemy lines.

    Before the ice. Before the Winter Soldier.

    Before it all got worse .

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Re-writing the scene in the cave to be more of what I would have liked to see in the finale. Very sad and emotional. (Creelby if you squint. They have like a few sentences.) More of a Henry character study than anything else.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    After a theft gone wrong, a young Fili takes it on himself to rescue an injured orc who seems to carry dwarvish blood, and care for him in secret.

    Still reeling from the loss of his parents, living amongst his uncle's tribe on the edge of a city of Men, he struggles every day to belong. But as the truth of this stranger's blood comes to light, shattering a decade of lies and grief, Fili finds himself questioning everything he knows - about his past, his family, his people, and what it means to be a brother.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    "For the last time, Jayce, these are not kitten paws," Viktor spits out as he wiggles his feet, ire flaring for the umpteenth time. "They—"

    Jayce keeps the smile plastered on his face as his hand comes down on a button.

    A jolt of pleasure hits Viktor deep in his core, sudden like a flood as he chokes on his words, nervous system lighting up, sweeping outwards from the center to his back and legs, toes — not paws — curling from the force.

    "Good," Jayce says, eyes flickering to the monitor where it'd emitted a slew of frantic beeps.

    Viktor nearly dies from an augmentation gone awry.

    He wakes up and finds Jayce, who fixes his botched repairs and a little more beyond that.

    (Lol!Jayce x Viktor)

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    07 Sep 2025

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    Twenty three year old Jayce Talis wakes up on the floor in the middle of his apartment with all his Hextech research gone, missing three days’ worth of time, and a simple message on his blackboard:

    VIKTOR WHAT THE HELL? IF YOU COME BACK HERE WAIT FOR ME.

    It’s possible he’s been possessed, but that’s not important; his research is missing and a few notes are his only clues. Step one is obvious: find the mystery person ‘Viktor’.

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    10 Aug 2025

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