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    Natasha makes a different call during the Budapest mission that will have consequences for her whole life and the whole MCU timeline.

    Current work:
    1. Hungarian Rhapsody (What didn't happen in Budapest) (fully plotted, writing stage)

    Planned works:
    2. The Art of Fugue (fully plotted)
    3. Stabat Mater Dolorosa (fully plotted)
    4. Études (plotting stage)
    5. Serenata (plotting stage)
    6. Requiem for a Broken Soul (plotting stage)
    7. Tarantela (plotting stage)

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  1. Rec 7

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    “She’s jealous you get to do the solo,” Natasha pointed out. “She’s trying to ruin it for you.”

    “So?” Lila retorted. “We can still kick her stupid face in. Daddy says if someone starts a fight, I can finish it. And she started it.”

    “Brawling ballerinas isn’t in the playbill today,” Natasha warned. She stood, toed off her shoes, and kicked them aside. Clint would kill her…. “But I know how we can shut her up.”

    Written for the prompt: Early in their partnership, Clint is stuck on a job in Malaysia, Laura and Cooper are home with the flu, that leaves Natasha alone to go to Lila's dance recital. She just has to show up, right?

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    14 Mar 2026

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    There were many rumours about the Black Widow, some of which might even have been true. The most reliable of these were presented to Clint in maybe the sketchiest mission briefing he'd ever received, full of words like 'allegedly' and 'probably' and 'although it seems unlikely' which seemed out of place in a SHIELD file. There was only one piece of information that truly surprised him.

    "We seriously don't know what her dæmon is, sir?" he asked Coulson.

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    11 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Best mcu daemon au ever

  3. Rec 9

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    Barton gets straight to the point, elbows blazing.

    “You’re sending us to chase fucking unicorns?”

    “The Loch Ness monster, actually.” Natasha takes her eyes off the file. “At least they’re not sending us after the Sasquatch? I hear Canada is still full of snow this time of year.”

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    14 Dec 2025

  4. Rec 13

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    Tony swallowed, smiled, made her voice breezy even as her pulse slammed in her throat. “Uh, hello? I’m sitting right here. That makes two girls, Barton. Try to keep up.”

    The table went quiet. Too quiet. Her fingers itched for something to fidget with, but she shoved them under the table instead, nails biting into her palms.

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    19 Sep 2025

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    “Are you- oh my God…” Tony’s voice is barely above a whisper. “Fuck, are you dropping?”

    In response, Natasha closes her eyes and turns into the wall, too far down to care about composing a response.

    “Natasha, what the hell?” Tony breathes.

    Or: Natasha's managed to hide the fact that she's a sub for years, until it all goes to hell.

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    31 Aug 2025