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    I’m such an idiot.

    Then again… we’ve both been idiots in love.

    Standing outside JYPE headquarters after two months of silence, I told myself I didn’t expect to see Chris. I told myself I just wanted to make sure he was okay. I absolutely wasn’t prepared for the way my name sounded in his voice—raw, desperate—or for the way he ran to me on the streets of Seoul. How do you rebuild something that spectacularly wrecked itself on lies and heartbreak?

    –or–

    After the explosive ending of The Side Effect Is You, Ellie “Nuna” Markos arrives in Seoul, South Korea, for a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity at MBC. A chance encounter with Christopher Bahng outside JYPE pulls them back into each other’s orbit. As they learn to talk, trust, and love again, After Rain follows their slow, tender journey toward the future neither was ready to admit they wanted.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Ellie and Chris

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    People sometimes ask how this dynamic worked – how you and Chan can co-exist without inevitably butting heads, why you would sit back and let him take control.

    It pisses you off. You don’t ‘let’ Chan do anything. Not every alpha likes to swing their dick around and demand subservience.

    But sometimes, rarely, in little moments like this, you feel the tension. The unspoken, simple reminder that you are an alpha, and Chan is not.

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    She’s battling the inner compulsion of an external darkness she doesn’t understand. He’s carrying the scars from centuries of being someone else’s tool.

    Both are trying to figure out what parts of themselves they truly own.

    But what makes a person themselves — desire, impulse, memory, intention?

    And what was put there by someone else?

    Set during the canon-adjacent events of Baldur’s Gate 3, this fic follows Jaz (Durge) and Astarion as they fumble through trauma, identity, trust, and control.

    There’s darkness—but also softness. Found family. Flirting. Goblin mayhem. Emotional disasters with sharp weapons.

    Intimacy is never simple. But there’s joy, too.

    This fic updates slowly because it takes a lot out of me—thank you for your patience while I follow these two wherever they need to go.

    … this Durge is a bit clueless.

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    13 Feb 2024

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    “My darling, why do you not smile for me?” He cooed, grabbing her chin and tilting it upwards. Her eyes, crimson now, held no trace of emotion at all. She was practically a ragdoll in his arms, never resisting his ministrations, but also never present. He hated it.

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    Centuries have passed since he became the Vampire Ascendant. His consort is so beloved, why won't she smile?

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    Tavya watched Astarion's eyes scan the name written across the front. Once, twice, three times. Then he looked to her, nearly stunned into silence. “I— What is this?”

    She gently tugged the envelope from his grasp. “I wrote to them. Your family. Or, well, your parents, anyway," Tavya stuttered. "I searched and searched and I finally found names and an address, but it’s been so long since I've written… I didn’t think…”

    “You… found them?” he asked numbly.

    “I… I think so.”

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    Astarion is enjoying married life in Baldur's Gate when he discovers his parents are still alive. Alongside his wife, Tavya, he travels to Evereska to meet them - but family reunions are seldom simple.

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    10 Jan 2024