Nym_Blacktyde
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- Superman - All Media Types (7)
- Man of Steel (2013) (6)
- Merlin (TV) (4)
- Superman (1940) (4)
- Covert Affairs (4)
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- Part 4 of Finding a Sense of Self
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- Part 3 of Finding a Sense of Self
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If we are in a constant state of change, when next we meet, are we not but strangers with shared memories no longer our own?
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- Part 2 of Finding a Sense of Self
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Coming to terms with who we are, who we were, and who we are going to be.
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- Part 1 of Finding a Sense of Self
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A Man Without by Nym_Blacktyde
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
25 Mar 2017
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To set the scene:
Avengers reunited due to clusterfuck that has both sides (those on the run and those not), investigating. First time all together since the accords. Tony and Steve have yet to have a face to face reconciliation since the fight over Bucky’s life.
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Man of Steel Moments by Nym_Blacktyde
Fandom Man of Steel (2013), Man of Steel - Fandom, Superman (1940), Superman - All Media Types, Superman - Fandom
10 Dec 2013
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“I’m not trying to keep tabs on you,” Eddie adds, like he knows exactly what Buck was about to accuse him of. “You don’t have to tell me everything. Just… don’t disappear on me, alright?”
Eddie lingers for another second, and can feel the Eddie wants to say more but he nods once and steps out of the locker room, leaving Buck alone.
Buck stands there for a moment, one hand braced against the open locker, breathing slower now but not calmer, because Eddie’s words stick in his head.
Don’t disappear on me.
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After the kidnapping, Buck says he’s fine.
Everyone lets him.
That works, right up until it doesn’t.Bookmarked by Nym_Blacktyde
28 Mar 2026
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there it is again, sitting on my chest (makes it hard to catch my breath) by Elgney
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
24 Mar 2025
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“I just—I don’t want you to be alone,” said Eddie, softly, like an admission.
Join the fucking club, Buck thought. It was funny, but none of his laughs were coming out right tonight. “I am alone, Eddie.”
“Buck, I—”
“She wants my kidney.” There it went; Buck never could keep anything inside. Could never keep the feelings contained, could never stop them from spilling out over the people nearest him. “That’s what fucking happened, okay? My dad needs a kidney donor and they remembered why they bothered having me in the first place. Is that what you wanted to hear? That my parents finally found a use for me after all these years?”
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A request from his mom tears open old wounds for Buck. From 800 miles away, Eddie tries to stitch him back together.
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15 Mar 2026
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12 Mar 2026
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“It’s just that—I died,” Buck continues, voice unsteady enough that Eddie wonders if this is the first time he’s acknowledged that out loud. “I died, and there’s so much more. There’s so much more I want to do, things I don’t even know I want to do yet, and I almost had the chance to have and live them taken away. I don’t want to die and regret missing out on everything else, Eddie.”
“So let’s make a list,” Eddie says. “Let’s do them.”
or, a bucket list that’s really about buck needing to make a change and an eddie who’s ready to do anything to see him fall in love with life again. it takes some crossing off for eddie to realise—the thing at the top of the list in his own heart? it’s been right here all along
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- Part 1 of bucket list fic
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08 Mar 2026