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    Two hundred crew members died in the attack on the USS Farragut by a sentient cloud creature. Now the ship has to limp home with traumatized survivors and a borrowed crew. Lieutenant James T. Kirk is doing the worst of anyone, but he won't admit why and doesn't want help.

    One of the borrowed crew is Lieutenant Commander Spock. He feels a strange magnetism toward the troubled lieutenant, but the chain of command and his duty to the ship must always come first.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Spock notices his captain seems to get a thrill out of being in danger and spends months closely monitoring Kirk before approaching him about it. Just about then, events in his life overtake him...

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Just before they are to head back to Earth after the fal-tor-pan, Spock detects that he has a bond with Jim. Still having gaps in his memory, he attempts to analyze the nature of the bond. Spock concludes that he and Jim are bondmates, and says as much in front of Starfleet brass. Jim is shocked, but goes along with it out of fear that Starfleet would declare Spock unfit for duty. After telling Spock the truth, they agree to continue letting Starfleet believe that their bond is romantic in nature, while both privately wish that it was.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Spock has made a grievous error. He has rebuffed and rebuked Jim’s friendship—worse, his very nature—at every turn since Jim’s ascendancy to captain of the Enterprise. And now that Jim has withdrawn, now that Jim has given up, Spock has finally realized the value of what was being offered.

    A 2025 Philon Award nominee!

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    03 Mar 2026

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    After the events of Amok Time, Spock continues to suffer the effects of the plak tow.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    Summary: Following the fal-tor-pan, Spock is still struggling to recover his memories. The disastrous maiden voyage of the USS Enterprise-A causes him to realize that he has forgotten something important about his place in Kirk’s life.

    Written for the Star Trek Big Bang 2011.

    Accompanied by art by brynnamorgan and a fanmix by melooza.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Prompt from spookybfi: Ok, so Kirk basically spent, like, the entire series wooing Spock, to no avail because Spock broke his heart and left for Gol. Now that Spock is back, Kirk has given up on him because he doesn't know where he stands any more, and he doesn't want to get hurt again. That's ok though, because after his ZOMGFEELINGSAREOK revelation in sickbay, Spock is more than willing to woo Kirk this time :D The wooing could happen on Valentine's day because... it's Valentine's day!

    Written for ksvalentine in February 2010. Beta-read by the wonderful Amanda Warrington.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    After a life-saving mind meld with Spock, Captain Kirk begins to experience vivid dreams of ancient Vulcan, a time of warring clans and primal bonds.

    In these dreams, a prince bearing Spock's likeness claims they are destined mates, leaving Kirk haunted by how real everything feels.

    When Kirk shares this with Spock, he is told that Vulcans do not dream, deepening the mystery. Unbeknownst to Spock, Kirk is connecting with a remnant of his subconscious left behind from the meld.

    As the dreams grow more intense, Kirk finds himself grappling with his own emotions, toward both his trusted first officer and the mysterious Vulcan prince in his dreams.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    The Enterprise is set to pick up delegates from across the Federation and take them to a meeting where they will determine the fate of a (as of now) non-Federation planet. Professionally, this is not a problem for Captain James T. Kirk. Personally, it is a little bit weird to pretend the ambassador of Vulcan and his wife aren't his boyfriend's parents.

    Journey to Babel but Kirk and Spock are dating and pretend they're not.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Spock wants Jim to fuck him. Jim thinks Spock wants to kill him. In the Mirror Universe, this is what passes for a romantic comedy.

    Or: five times Mirror Kirk thought he was going to get murdered during sex (but wasn’t), and the time he finally figures out why.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    In the throes of combat during Spock's blood fever, a spontaneous t'hy'la bond is created between him and his Captain. Despite this, Jim continues to rectify mental shields between them.

    Rejection, Spock thinks, is a painful emotion.

    (Jim is undoubtedly Spock's t'hy'la and the love of his life, but both of them are wounded idiots and it takes them awhile to tell each other their feelings.)

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    06 Feb 2026

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    As Kirk, Spock, and McCoy make a diplomatic visit to a planet where ritual kisses are common exchanges, McCoy urges Spock to consider the nature of gift giving.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    While surveying an alien planet, Spock is attacked by a hostile telepath with a sinister plan, and thwarting it will seriously complicate his friendship with Jim.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Spock has felt lust for his Captain before, but never quite like this.

    When Kirk discovers that Spock is betrothed he has a reaction that...surprises Spock, to say the least.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Which is of greater importance - a first officer’s duty and responsibility to his captain or Spock’s duty and responsibility to Jim?

    That would be much easier for Spock to determine if his captain wasn’t injured, and Jim’s thoughts weren’t…red.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Shane knows it’s silly to be annoyed by Ilya sleeping with “model-handsome men.” For god’s sake, Ilya has been in a committed relationship with Shane now for 5 and a half years and they’ve been married for 18 months. It’s stupid.

    (Or: Shane and Ilya attend their first All-Star Game together as a married couple and Shane learns some things from Cliff Marlow. Shane doesn’t expect to get so possessive.)

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Will has spent the past fifteen years resisting the siren song of Hannibal Lecter and almost destroying himself in the process. Now Hannibal Lecter’s on trial for murder. He’s hired Will to represent him. Will doesn’t think he can fight the pull anymore. And he’s not sure he wants to try.

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    03 Nov 2025

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    Two years after the fall, Will and Hannibal have settled into a quiet life in Cuba. Hannibal’s injuries haven’t healed as expected. But very little about life with Will is what Hannibal expected. For better or worse.

    The prompt was for post-fall firsts so here we have Will and Hannibal’s first dance.

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    30 Oct 2025

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    Prompt fill for insecure post-Fall Will.

    After the Fall, Will realizes he doesn’t quite share Hannibal’s capacity for cruelty. He isn’t sure he’ll get to keep him without it.

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    29 Oct 2025

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    “Tedium draws me to observation,” he murmurs. “Contemplation.”

    “Manipulation,” Mischa adds calmly, tilts her head when Hannibal narrows his eyes at her. “You wouldn’t deny it, Hannibal, you’re proud of that one. And in truth you do it well.”

    “There is little to manipulate when watching a dog chase a bird.”

    It starts with a bet.

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    20 Oct 2025

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