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“Whitaker, you need to sit down. You have a concussion.” The voice next to him tries to tell him, and it's almost familiar this time.
“Yeah I realized that, I am a fuckin' doctor. Student doctor. Whatever.” he replies, turning to squint at the man sitting next to him. “Look, can you just get Dr. Robby? He’ll tell you I'm fine, I gotta get back to work, I got… patients and shit.”
The man looks at someone behind him, some expression he can’t quite figure out. He starts to say something else, and—oh shit he’s gonna throw up fuck—he tries to lean away and not vomit all over anyone else. He doesn't quite make it.
“Shit,” yeah, he definitely ruined that guy’s shoes. Whoops. “Sorry.”
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03 Feb 2026
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In the summer of 1960 Franklin, Tennessee, enigmatic physician Dr. Michael Robinavitch saves small-town farmhand Dennis Whitaker from heat exhaustion, beginning the most turbulent period of his life.
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02 Feb 2026
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Dennis became a doctor to help people—it was who he was. He expected exhaustion, difficult patients, and teasing from peers, but not the quiet pull toward his grieving senior, Dr. Robby. When a panic attack breaks Robby’s carefully kept distance, Dennis steps in without hesitation. But in the days that follow, what began as compassion starts to feel like something deeper—something Dennis never expected to find in the halls of The Pitt.
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- Part 1 of A Kind of Love
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02 Feb 2026
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“You don’t have to,” Buck says quickly. “You could just leave it. Don’t look.”
Eddie glances up at him, and they both know without saying it that he isn’t going to let this go.
There’s no way he can look away now, not after seeing the way Buck reacted.
“Or maybe just not now,” Buck says softly, stepping closer, his hand settling gently over the screen like he can shield Eddie from what’s on it. “Maybe leave it for now. You’re not… Eddie, you’re not doing well right now. I’ve been so worried about you and this—” his voice catches, “—you… Eddie, please don’t. Just leave it.”
It stings to hear the worry out loud, even if he knew it was there.
He wants to do what Buck says, he wants to trust his friend and give him what he’s asking.
Buck never asks for anything.
Eddie moves Buck’s hand aside gently, giving it a brief squeeze. “Can’t do that, Buck.”
Or; After Christopher leaves for El Paso, Buck decides that he and Eddie should trace their family trees to keep Eddie’s mind occupied elsewhere. The results lead Eddie to face a family secret.
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31 Dec 2025
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The Totally Awesome Kidnapping of Chris Diaz by HeartOfTheMirror for cloud_wolfbane
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 May 2025
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Buck didn’t wake up on a random Tuesday morning in sunny Los Angeles and think to himself, “Today I’d like to kidnap a child.” Unfortunately, sometimes these things just happen.
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Set right after season one, in which Buck is already aware he's bisexual, he accidentally kidnaps a child and makes a new BFF while trying very hard not to be arrested for something that is totally, 100% not his fault, he swears. Hijinks ensue.
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- Part 1 of Kidnap My Heart
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15 Nov 2025
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“My mom said, uh, that his name was Buck. That he was going to go to the fire academy and that he had a—” she broke off, rubbing her own forehead, exactly where his skin went pink. “She said he went by Firehose.”
Buck didn’t need all of his coworkers to look at him in alarm; he was pretty sure he’d gone deadly pale. His daughter knew four things about him, and one of them was his old tinder profile handle. He felt a little like he was going to die.
“She’s got your eyes,” Eddie commented, unhelpfully.
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Buck finds out he has a daughter, and also a stupidly big crush on his best friend. It's an adjustment.
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- Part 1 of you could be my baby, baby, baby
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30 Sep 2025
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I deserve the dream (but I don't deserve the hurting) by not1_2write, orphan_account
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Oct 2021
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When Buck jumps off a bridge to save a little girl during a call he winds up with a month off work and a slew of people coming to the Diaz house to take care of him and force him to rest. He's not going to admit how nice it is.
He would also like to point out- for the record- that he technically jumped out of a bus. It just so happened to be hanging halfway off a bridge at the time.
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07 Sep 2025
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“Wait, you need a sitter?” Chimney says. Eddie nods. “Maddie’s brother got back in town a few nights ago, he’s looking for work.”
Eddie frowns. He doesn’t know much about this mysterious brother of Maddie’s – doesn’t even really know much about Maddie, either, aside from being Chimney’s girlfriend – but he’s pretty sure every time he’s been brought up in conversation it’s not been particularly inspiring. “Is this the brother who flunked out of college because he spent all his tuition on a motorcycle?”
Chimney colours a little. “Um. No?”
or, Buck babysits Christopher and Eddie is—fine about it, actually.
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06 Sep 2025
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“They just follow it around, copying it and helping it and bothering it so much that it's like, worn down into loving the duckling back and looking out for it.”
“So,” said Eddie, furrowing his brow. “In this scenario, you are—”
“A baby duckling, newly hatched into the world with no idea what’s going on.”
“And I am—”
“The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes.”
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Eddie has no idea how to cope when a temporary case of amnesia causes the return of Buck 1.0. Buck has no clue why his future self hasn't made the moves on his hot best friend. It all goes pretty well, considering.
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- Part 1 of make way for Buckling
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01 Sep 2025
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then you put your hand in mine (and pulled me back from things divine) by fallenhurricane for badgerinbloom
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Feb 2025
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Buck sighed, picking at the label of his beer. “Do you ever think about your soulmate?”
Eddie’s brow furrowed. “Not very often. Do you?”
Buck chuckled humorlessly. “More than I can say, really.”
Eddie just stared back in confusion.
Buck leaned forward, setting his beer on the coffee table. “Look. I have something to tell you, and I… I don’t want to freak you out, or-or for you to be angry.” His hands were waving around nervously, and he was avoiding meeting Eddie’s gaze.
Eddie watched in concern. “Buck, what is going on?”
"It might be easier to just show you.” With that, Buck stood up and unceremoniously unzipped his jeans, ignoring Eddie’s “Wait, Buck—” as he pulled them down to just above his knees. He hiked the hem of his boxer briefs up just a little on his right leg and pointed to the small mark on the inside of his thigh, the mark that he saw every day, knowing that Eddie had a matching one.
Eddie gaped at him.
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23 Aug 2025
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“I just thought since your Bobby taught you, maybe you could teach me,” Chris shrugs.
“Yeah,” Buck breathes. “Yeah, I’d love to do that.”
Chris nods once, happy with the answer. “Can we do mac n cheese next?”
“Uh uh uh!” Buck tuts. “There’s a system. We start with breakfast.”Or, Buck passes Bobby's recipes down to Chris and finds a whole lot of other things in the process.
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20 May 2025
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If Buck could go back to all those weeks ago and tell himself that this idea would place at the top of the list of his monumentally stupid ideas, he would do it in a heartbeat. He would knock some sense into his own head, or let Maddie do it for him.
But here he is now, and a time machine, unfortunately, hasn’t been invented yet.
Here he is now, with Eddie boring into his eyes after that. After realizing he’s been caught red-handed. Except, the implication Eddie’s just made means he’s been sitting on this. And, holy hell.
Eddie breathes out, his chest puffing out noticeably.
“Not so quick to answer when the tables are turned, are you?”
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OR Buck ends up asking Eddie the thirty-six questions to fall in love. And really, what’s the worst that could happen?
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16 May 2025
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“For you, Eddie? I'd probably wait a thousand lifetimes."
___In 2018, Maddie is a legendary pop singer and invites Buck along to her US stadium tour as her photographer. Except, she forgets to tell him the little, slightly significant detail that one of her tour dancers happens to be his childhood best friend, Eddie Diaz, who he hasn't spoken to since Prom Night, 2008.
___A love story revealed through snippets of then and now.
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15 May 2025
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Addressed to: Evan Buckley, 574 Grand Street. by dylaesthetics for thewinterwilson
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
24 Oct 2024
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Addressed to:
Evan Buckley
574 Grand St
Los Angeles, CA
November 7, 2021Dear Buck,
I held a heart in my hands today, and I wished it was yours instead.
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OR Eddie Diaz falls in love with Evan Buckley over the span of six years and twenty letters. 💌Bookmarked by SillyPants
13 May 2025
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i don't believe in god, but i believe that you're my savior by justhockey
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
11 Sep 2024
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The first thing that happens is a Catholic church in the too-hot Texan heat; Eddie’s hands are damp with sweat and he wipes his palms across his best trousers. His Abuelo smacks the back of his hand to get him to stop and Eddie balls them into tiny fists, slips them beneath his thighs so he isn’t tempted to fidget. So he listens. Listens to the priest, and his droning, and his fire and brimstone, burning-in-hell, shameshameshame talk.
The first thing that happens is Eddie is born. Born wrong, born twisted, born sinning.
He spends the rest of his life trying to make up for it.
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13 May 2025
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Or 5 times everyone thought Buck and Eddie were cluelessly in love, and 1 time they found out just how wrong they were.
“Wait wait wait…” Chimney held up his hands to stop the conversation. “You mean not only are you guys together, but you’re married?”
Buck shot Eddie a confused glance before looking back at his brother-in-law. “Uhh, yeah, Chim. Have been for about a year now?”
“A year?” It was now Hen’s turn to interject, her eyebrows shooting up. “What the hell do you mean you’ve been married for a year?”
“We mean we’ve been married for a year, Hen,” Eddie chuckled with a confused smile.
“I mean, come on, guys,” Maddie laughed. “It’s not like they kept it a secret or anything.”
Chimney’s head snapped back to look at his wife, his jaw hanging open. “You knew about this?”
Maddie slowly turned to look at him, one of her eyebrows arched. “You didn’t?”
Title from "Dress" by Taylor Swift.
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07 May 2025
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“Don’t talk about Buck,” Eddie says. “He,”
There’s not much he can say without outing himself, so he stops short. Inhales. Exhales. Inhales. Exhales.
“Look,” Eddie says, firm, “Chris is my son. And I get to decide where we live.”
“Oh, Eddie,” Helena says, voice full of pity. “Please don’t force our hand.”
“Force your hand?”
“To fight for his custody.”
“What?” Eddie asks with quiet disbelief. His brain is in the process freezing completely, his veins ice cold.
He knows his parents don’t like him. He’s known that his whole fucking life. But this? This is too much. And worse, it’ll hurt Chris. Turn him into the same mess Eddie is.
“He needs stability and security. Something he clearly didn’t have until very recently. We’d been thinking about it ever since you got shot. Then he called us, and we’d fully decided but, you just let him go and we thought we wouldn’t need to. But now,”
Eddie’s breathing gets increasingly heavier until he collapses.
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The Diaz parents Diaz parent and Eddie has a panic attack, so Buck drops everything and flies (not) straight to El Paso. They find their way home.
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25 Apr 2025
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Mayday: you want to set your dad up with someone?
Superman: not just *someone*
Superman: Buck
Mayday: oh i'm so in
HareBare: I’m in
DenDen: my mama says that meddling in other peoples affairs is wrong and an invasion of privacy
DenDen: but I’m in my rebellious phase so I’m inor
Christopher gets fed up with his dad and Buck and recruits his extended family to help
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- Part 1 of The Operations
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20 Apr 2025
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“But, seriously, that sounds great. I’m actually excited to try more of your cooking.”
“Yeah?” Buck gives a small noise of agreement as he focuses back on the truck. “Then maybe I can make you something special, sometime. Just the two of us.” His whole body halts, a watchful air around Buck as he turns towards him slowly. Eddie’s heart is beating a bruise against his chest. “I can make us dinner. You know. Like-... Like a dat–”
“BAMBI!”
All heads swing to the open bay doors, one mountain of a man standing proud with his hands at his waist.
"...Rory?"
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Just as Eddie finally finds the courage to ask Buck out on a date, an old friend of Buck's shows up and their relationship is deep. Eddie tries to stay hopeful but with a potential long-lost love standing in the way, he knows he has to do what's best for Buck no matter what. Even if that means letting him go.
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19 Apr 2025
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“Uh, that’s not all,” Eddie says, before he loses his nerve. “I was hoping you’d come as my—partner.” He winces as soon as the words leave his mouth, because genuinely, this is the stupidest goddamn idea. Shannon is probably cackling wherever she is over the fact that Eddie is acting the man he is very tragically in love with to be his—fucking fake boyfriend, or something, just to avoid the attention of some PTA parents.
Buck blinks at him. “Are you—you want to pretend to be in a relationship to get Heather Paul off your back?” he asks, fingers squeezing around Eddie’s pulse point a little.
or, eddie asks buck to come to christopher’s parent-teacher conference with him as his boyfriend. it’s fine. really.
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19 Apr 2025