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like the bodies of saints by yourinsomnia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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An open door was hardly an invitation for a man like Shane—someone who navigated life by second-guessing, who agonized over every choice laid in front of him.
But maybe that was the point
Maybe that was Ilya’s part in his life—Shane’s reckoning with letting go.
Or an AU in which Shane and Ilya are roommates, Ilya has an OnlyFans, Shane works at the boxing gym, and everyone around them thinks they’re already married.
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To know, know, know him (Is to love, love, love him) by ATrashMammal
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Apr 2026
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“Did you have any pets growing up?” Shane asked as they drove back from dinner with his parents one evening. It came only a day or so after the last out of the blue question Shane had asked and Ilya was sure there was some kind of ulterior motive; he just wasn’t sure what it was yet.
“Are you trying to steal my identity?” he asked, only half serious. He could practically hear Harris in his head telling him to get a more secure password, to stop making all his security question answers easily googleable information, to please for the love of god just have some modicum of understanding of internet safety.
“What?”
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Or; the five times Shane wanted to know something and the one time Ilya learnt why
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He glances at his watch. Ilya probably won’t be home for fifteen more minutes or so. Shane knows he shouldn’t be snooping, but he’s so curious…
He opens the box.
And then his chest collapses.
He was right. There are photos in here. Photos from Ilya’s childhood. But they’re not happy memories at all.
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I Like The Sound of A Bad Idea by WhisperInk
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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Shane’s boyfriend just couldn’t fuck him right, fortunately his ex could.
So Shane invites his ex over to fuck him while his boyfriend watches and learns. It’s purely educational. Totally not about the unresolved feelings that they both don’t have
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“I'm bi.”
Raising his eyes to the rest of the team, Eddie is surprised to find them all staring at him, jaws dropped in disbelief.
So much for warm support.
“What?” Hen finally asks, genuine confusion stamping her face.
“I'm bi,” he says again, more confident… or something like it. “I've been doing some soul searching since Nashville and…” he nods to himself, a shy smile stamping his face as he looks up to his team, “I guess I’m finally ready to share this with you guys.”
They, however, do not share in his whimsy.
“You're joking.” Ravi deadpans.
Or: Eddie comes out wrong—but luckily the rest of the 118 is there to drop kick him out of the closet.