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Back to you by Subterraneanhomesick
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
25 Feb 2026
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In Tokyo, Yoshiki tells himself he's normal now. That he's outgrown whatever he and Hikaru were. That shame can kill longing if you starve it enough.
Twenty minutes at a reunion dinner and he knows he's been lying. An hour later he's on his back, finally admitting what he wants.Series
- Part 2 of No one noticed
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Bite the hand by Subterraneanhomesick
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
15 Feb 2026
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In a tiny Tokyo apartment, a dead boy's body makes breakfast every morning. The thing inside it chose years ago to be whatever Yoshiki needed. So when he starts pulling away, 'Hikaru' turns to romance movies to learn what he's missing. He's good at learning. This should be easy.
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Sun bleached flies by Subterraneanhomesick
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
17 Jan 2026
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Yoshiki's mother taught him that God answers every prayer. Hikaru's family taught him that gods always take their price.
In Kubitachi, where the church bells ring in the shadow of the mountain shrine, Yoshiki is beginning to understand that both might be true—and that loving Hikaru Indou might be the most dangerous prayer he's ever made.
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Back to me by Subterraneanhomesick for Corita
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
28 Dec 2025
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There are things Yoshiki knows:
Hikaru's getting married next month. Kubitachi is 400 kilometers away. Two years is long enough to forget someone. His apartment is too small for ghosts.And there are things he learns when Hikaru shows up unannounced:
Distance is meaningless. Time changes nothing. Some people are never really gone.Series
- Part 1 of No one noticed
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You could absolutely break my heart (that's how I know) by Subterraneanhomesick
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
24 Nov 2025
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Yoshiki is a ghost haunting the empty spaces left by Hikaru. His world is muted, until he finds solace in the quiet constancy of Daichi, a barista with hands as steady as his gaze. But just as new colors begin to bleed into his life, Hikaru returns.
After years of on and off "friendship" is there anything to comeback to?
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- Part 2 of To love
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No one noticed by Subterraneanhomesick
Fandom 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
25 Feb 2026
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They always find each other in the end
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To love by Subterraneanhomesick
Fandom 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
24 Nov 2025
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AMATEUR by allthingsunrelated
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
27 Feb 2026
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The worst part about knowing, is knowing.
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21 Feb 2026
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Inverted signals by Anonymous
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
15 Feb 2026
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Pain is ecstasy, bleeding feels like worship. 'Hikaru' doesn't understand why humans break so easily, he just knows Yoshiki will like it.
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16 Feb 2026
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Shear Fracture, and Other Ways to Break by anodymalion
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
24 Jan 2026
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The problem, Hikaru decides, is that Yoshiki is kind of a wimp. Yoshiki's gotten away with it for all these years because he's always been taller than the rest of them; no one's picking him out as an easy target at first glance. But if you know how to sniff these things out - and Hikaru does - Yoshiki's got that unmistakable wounded-animal quality to him, like a deer limping just a bit as it moves through the herd. The sort of guy you can't help but want to push around a little, just to see how far he'll let you take it.
Hikaru doesn't like that other people might be starting to see it, too.
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25 Jan 2026
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The Swallow Dreams of Summer by IDoNotBiteMyThumbAtYou for xpityx
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
28 Nov 2025
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Kento has worked hard to forge an authentic life for himself in Tokyo, and as he falls head over heels for country boy Yoshiki it feels like the next step towards a happiness he never dared imagine for himself.
When Yoshiki tells him about his tragically dead first love, Hikaru, Kento must find the strength to help him heal and move forward. But as the truth unfolds, and he sees the scars 'Hikaru' left in Yoshiki's life, Kento begins to doubt if he and his affection will be enough.
After all, how can he hope to help someone who once loved a monster?
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That tension in his spine only ratcheted tighter and he felt his jaw clench involuntarily. He took a deep steadying breath. "You know, when you brought me here I really thought you wanted me to understand you better, but all I've gotten is myths and obfuscation and stories meant to scare little kids out of the forest. So if you could just—"Yoshiki leapt to his feet, aghast. "I am trying to let you in! It's not a fucking metaphor, Kento."
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30 Nov 2025
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Yoshiki Ain't Gay by hey_its_leri
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
29 Nov 2025
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“Hey, Indou!” someone from midfield shouted, laughing between breaths. “Careful—Tsujinaka’s takin’ pictures of ya like he’s in love or somethin’!”
“Shut up,” Hikaru snapped, voice sharp. “Yoshiki ain’t gay.”
“Damn bro, calm down,” someone muttered. “Didn’t know you were his bodyguard.”
“Maybe he’s got you whipped,” another chimed. They erupted in laughter again.
Hikaru kicked the ball hard. Too hard. It smacked into the fence with a metallic clang that made a few heads jerk up.
“Knock that shit off,” Hikaru barked, shoving past a teammate. “I said he ain’t gay. Don’t fucking talk about him like that.”
One wrong reaction shatters everything between them, leaving Hikaru wrestling with a fear he can’t name and Yoshiki trying to pretend he doesn't exist. What follows is a slow, aching unravel: avoidance, regret, the steady realization that losing Yoshiki hurts more than anything Hikaru was trying to protect himself from.
A short, four-chapter "what if" story about bad timing, teenage feelings, and the clumsy way boys learn what it means to be truly honest with each other and themselves.
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29 Nov 2025