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    'Jane' gets added to the Centaurs WAG groupchat, after Wyatt notices Roz wearing a ring...

     

    pov Wyatt

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    30 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 50

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    5 times Ilya played matchmaker to the queer guys in the league and showed them that he has insane gaydar and is extremely perceptive (and to maybe make sure they absolutely did not ask out his Shane, even when that wasn't happening, but you know Ilya he is so obsessed with Shane he assumes that everyone wants to date his man)
    +1 time they found out Rozanov wasn't just an ally

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    5 times Ilya played matchmaker
    +1 time everyone found out he is not just an ally

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Rwu

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    Shane gets added to the Ottawa Centaurs' WAG group chat. Little do they know Jane is not Jane. And she's not going to be a WAG for much longer. Shane and Ilya come out to each of their friends, knowing they always have someone in their corner incase something goes wrong.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Rwu

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    What if Rozanov's secret girlfriend Jane had been in the Official OttaWAGs chat basically since the new captain first arrived? What if the Centaur plane's emergency landing in Florida had been a bit ... bumpier, with the majority of the team completely or partially incapacitated? What if Rozanov's secret girlfriend showed up at the hospital out of nothing even before the families and team staff did? Ah! What then?

    In other words: Lisa Hayes, M.D., who has – not least because of her profession and her nerdy persuasions – seen some strange shit go down, hasn't slept for 36 hours and is in for a wild ride.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    rwu

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    "Okay, so let's say that what you're saying is correct, and he is in fact making heart-eyes at Hollander. That doesn't immediately explain moving to Ottawa for him, does it?" Troy asked, looking genuinely interested in Wyatt's theory.

    "We know Ilya, don't we? When that guy likes something then he is absolutely gone for it; look at how he treats Chiron. Just imagine. He develops a crush on Shane Hollander and then decides to do anything possible to get together with him. Even if it means moving across countries and joining a shit team.

    "You know… I'd be willing to see it." Bood relented. "He did start a charity with him."

    Or, the Centaurs figure out how down bad Ilya is for Shane, not realizing the feeling is mutual, and decide to try and bring them together with ridiculous plans.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    rwu

  6. Public Bookmark 79

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    "Who is it?" Luca was practically bursting with excitement, desperate to know who his captain was engaged to.

    "Is a secret." Ilya smiled again and pulled his t-shirt on.

    "What if we can guess who it is?" Luca was not giving up.

    "Yeah, we can play 20 questions!" Zane proposed.
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    Or: The Centaurs notice Ilya's engagement ring, and they have to play 20 questions to guess who his fiance is.

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    29 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 92

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    “You’re MARRIED?” He practically screamed.

     

    “To EACH OTHER?” Lapointe added.

     

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    Shane and Ilya are asleep in a hotel at their first Ottawa away game together. Except no one knows about their relationship and Centaurs just show up to their room at 23 at night...chaos ensues.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    After deciding to be less intense about guarding their relationship, Jane joins the Centaurs WAG Group Chat.

    SELENA: Don't tell Nick I said that

    CASSIE: This is the super secret wag space nothing leaves this chat without express permission 🤞

    LISA: 🤞

    CAITLIN: 🤞🤞

    NICOLE: Sisterhood of the traveling puck 🤞

    JANE: 🤞

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    29 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 62

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    "Obviously Troy does not think we are together if he is asking you on a date now.”

    “Or does he?” Shane said, and broke away to pace the length of the kitchen. “What if he was testing you? Seeing if you would admit it when he asked for my number? And what if he’s testing me, now, to see how I respond?”

    “Why would he do that?” said Ilya, tonelessly.

    “To catch us out!” Shane said, as if this were the most obvious thing in the world. “Troy definitely figured out we were together when you came out to him. For all you know, the others on your team might have figured it out too, if we’ve been as obvious as we apparently have been this whole time. What if they just want us to admit it? What if they’re messing with us?”
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    Or, Troy asks Ilya for Shane’s number. Ilya, not knowing how to say no without raising suspicion, gives it to him. Hijinks ensue. Secrets are revealed. Loosely inspired by the Friends episode The One Where Everybody Finds Out.

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    29 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 68

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    Deep down inside his soul, Shane is a bottomless pit of want. He wants more. More time, more Rozanov. He wants Rozanov to want him back just as badly. It’s too bad that Rozanov doesn’t seem to want anything from him at all.

    It doesn’t matter. He’ll deal with it, just like he always does, because he has to. Even if he isn’t so sure he can anymore.

    OR: After the MLH Awards in Vegas, Shane and Ilya hook up. What if it went a little bit differently?

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Rozanov peels himself off of the wall, then, sauntering over like he's not affected by any of this at all. He reaches out and grabs Shane's chin, and Shane fights against the eye contact, but Rozanov adjusts his grip until they're looking at each other.

    “Ask nicely.”

    And, well, fuck him. And fuck himself, for having to bite back the plea that threatens to fall from his lips. Was he really going to beg Ilya Rozanov to suck his dick in this fucking bathroom, after everything?

    No.

    or; the bathroom scene in episode 2 and it's aftermath, but shane has a little bit more self-restraint

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Rl

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    “‘We can’t do this anymore.’

    He watches as Shane freezes in front of him, his chest, neck and shoulders still littered with the evidence of Ilya’s hands and lips and teeth all over him. Fuck his release is most definitely dripping out of Shane right now, yet he’s doing this. He has to do this.

    ‘What are you talking about?’

    ‘It’s been fun, but I think we should move on. Stop doing this, what we’ve been doing.’

    ‘Move on.’

    ‘Yes. Is that not right saying?’”

    —Shane doesn’t get hurt during the Montreal game, and Ilya goes through with the plan he had to break up with him.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Rl

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    “You’ve got to show Hollander,” someone laughs incredulously.
    Before he can really process what is happening, J.J. is shoving a phone in his face, the screen so close the picture that he is trying to show him is nothing but a blurb of a man and woman.
    “Look at this shit, can you believe it?” J.J. asks excitedly.
    “I don’t know what I’m looking at,” Shane cringes back, eyes hurting.
    “Rozanov is engaged.”

    And just like that, the world stops.

    Shane blinks, and then blinks again. Surely he misheard.

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    Shane hears a rumor in the locker room that Ilya Rozanov is engaged. He breaks his own heart by believing it without asking Ilya if it's true.

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    29 Mar 2026

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  14. Public Bookmark 99

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    Ilya dropped to his knees.

    The hardwood pressed sharply against him. Humility burned hot across his cheeks, but he forced himself to focus on Shane, who now looked absolutely horrified.

    “What? No. Get up,” Shane demanded.

    “No, no, this is right grovelling position. I Google it,” Ilya insisted quickly.

    “I fucked up. I broke us. I am so sorry. Take me back please.”

    (or Ilya’s humorous attempts at wooing back his ex.)

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Shane groans as he tries to sit up, memories of the previous night coming back to him like a tidal wave. He went out to a club. Ilya was there. He broke up with Rose. He told her he’s gay. He got really fucking drunk and he called -

    “Good morning.” Ilya says from right next to him.

    or, Shane breaks up with Rose shortly after the club scene and then he drunkenly calls Ilya.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    “I want to speak with my brother.”

    Shane doesn’t give a single shit about what Alexei Rozanov wants, frankly. He crosses his arms over his chest. “Pretty sure your brother doesn’t want to talk to you.”

    Alexei grits his teeth, blowing a frustrated breath out of his nose. “Is, uh, family. Family thing.”

    “Ilya’s my family,” Shane says coolly, raising both brows challengingly, “not yours. Not anymore.”

    Or: Ilya's brother shows back up after more than a decade of silence. A happy family reunion looks very different.

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    28 Mar 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 89

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    Quietly, in a voice that couldn’t disguise his pain, he said, “I already chose you, Hollander.” He stepped back, and watched Shane’s eyes widen. After a moment, Shane’s lips parted as if he had something to say, but Ilya didn’t want to hear it. “Go home,” Ilya said. “Please.” Then he turned and walked quickly upstairs.

    What if, after their fight, Ilya decides he has had enough? With a broken heart, he reaches a painful decision.
    But is this really their end?

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    28 Mar 2026

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    “Yes, yes, was very brave. Only important thing Scott Hunter has ever done. Do not know why you need to bring this up every time,” Ilya grumbles. 
    “But when did you first kiss?” Luca asks.
    “Ah, my sweet innocent rookie. I love that you think this is all we did,” Ilya tells him. Shane hides his face in Ilya’s shoulder. “Your guess was close, Haasy. Shane and I, we met in hotel gym after draft. I gave him some of my water, because I am nice person and he did not bring any. Was very sexually charged.”
    “Ilya!” Shane complains, voice muffled by the fact that he’s still hiding in said man’s shoulder. 
    “What? Is true. But anyway, we first kissed,” Ilya emphasizes the word so that it’s very clear that was not all they did, “summer before our rookie season, after commercial shoot.”
    For a moment, there’s silence as everyone does the math and lets that sink in. Then: “2010?!?!?”

     

    How the Centaurs find out Shane and Ilya's relationship start date.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    Ilya’s dad dies right before the 2017 All-Star Game, so he never learns that Shane and Rose broke up. While he’s in Russia, a threat from his brother makes him ask Svetlana for help and marry her so he can get a US green card—it’s meant to be a discreet, simple thing, but the Boston tabloids get a hold of it and then it’s all over social media. Three months later, Shane Hollander holds a press conference to share two things: he's leaving Montreal to play for the Ottawa Centaurs, and he's gay.

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    28 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 78

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    Marriage was something they had discussed before. It was usually in a post-sex haze or after Svetlana had gone on a particularly terrible date. It was almost always in tones that implied they were never that serious, that it was just a joke between lifelong friends. A backup plan. Except once. In 2013, after the news of Russia’s law banning gay propaganda, Ilya had quietly confessed how scared he was. He was only a few years into his career, and painfully aware that nothing was guaranteed. Svetlana had held him close that night and promised she would do whatever he needed if it meant keeping Ilya safe. They never brought it up again.

    Until Ilya bought a ring.

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    After Shane leaves Ilya in Boston, he panics and proposes to Svetlana to ensure his citizenship. Shane just loves Ilya a whole lot.

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    28 Mar 2026

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