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Neil Josten versus November 12th by Toosoberforthisshit
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
19 Feb 2026
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Another time loop fic! This time instead of Neil dying it's Andrew. The dinner at Hemmick’s house goes a little different. Drake succeeds in his sick mission and Andrew doesn't make it till the ‘climax’ Aka Andrew dies and Neil. Well Neil is replaying the same few hours trying to make a difference.
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Neil couldn’t pinpoint the exact moment his dreams shifted from his death to Andrew’s demise. But they did and it happened so sneakily, rattling him with the guilt that never truly left him.
Basically: Neil has nightmares where he's too late to save Andrew, how he deals with them, finally going to therapy and discussing about the guilt he feels with Betsy and then in a joint session with Andrew.
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Memento Vivere: life is precious by Toosoberforthisshit
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
10 Dec 2024
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Remember to live as death is inevitable.
Neil escaped the time loop and is left with the uncertainty, the heavy burden that comes living with trauma.
How he overcomes it, he doesn't know. One thing, he needs to tell foxes the truth.New fear founds its way, the fear of being hated by the foxes as some of them start eventually remembering those wretched days.
(Final part for the time loop fic)
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- Part 4 of At the end of the day
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It's Not Easy To Love You by Toosoberforthisshit
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
27 Sep 2024
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It starts with need and ends with rejection. Leaves one with conflicted emotions and one with deep aching pain.
Either way it's not pretty, it's ugly, painfully confusing even.
And all that because of the forbidden L-word nobody even said out loud. Just one look and things started crumbling.
That was the inevitable Thursday evening.
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I’m not a pipe dream, are you? by Toosoberforthisshit
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
25 Jul 2024
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“I'm not a pipe dream, I'm not going anywhere.”
He had told Andrew on the roof months ago, not knowing he would be here wondering if perhaps Andrew had been his…a fantasy too good to be true.
Or: A short Amnesia fic
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Memento mori = remember you must die.
Part 1,2,3 are about this latin phrase ^ and of the repeating cycle of Neil’s struggles facing the inevitable deaths as he finds himself stuck in a horrid time loop and how he fights to escape it. (Part 2 is Andrew’s pov of couple of loops and part 3 is Aaron’s pov on a certain loop)
Memento vivere = Remember to live.
The last part of this series: continues right after Neil escapes the loop and is given the chance to heal from the mental cuts each death created from the painful journey and added trauma to the mix of already existing wounds.
A lesson of how precious life can be and to cherish it because at the end of the day we got one life and it's a shame to waste it over the fear of losing it.‘Nobody promised tomorrow, so live it like its the last one’
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Dreamless dreams & Nightless nightmares by Toosoberforthisshit
Fandom Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
18 Nov 2023
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