TroubleIWant
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Ilya has some fun ideas about how to show Shane exactly how good he looks getting fucked.
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“Is Polaroid,” Ilya clarifies. “No files, no sharing… very private.”
Hollander swallows, stares a beat longer, and then aggressively doesn’t look anywhere near the camera or Ilya. “Okay. So?”
Ilya thinks, it’s always this. Hollander feints towards something he wants, and Ilya gets it for him, and he offers it up like a toy for a cat. Not too needy, not too blasé, he must twitch it at just the right pace. Here, kitty kitty.
“I would like to take some, see how you look,” Ilya offers oh so casually. “It’s just for fun. You can keep all of them, after. Put them through the shredder. I don’t care.” He cares. The things he’d do to keep one of those photos.
Hollander wets his lips, glances back at the camera, flushes. Then the pounce: “You can leave it on the nightstand.”
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Yuna Hollander knows her son is different, but she winds up being slightly off the mark about how, and comes to regret that very much.
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Yuna tries to help set Shane up with friends of friends’ daughters. He brushes her off. Or if she pushes, then he’ll go on exactly three dates before it peters out. I’m too busy, he says. You can make time, she encourages, and she means it. He can prioritize his happiness at this point, surely? She has all the compromises he could make with training and promo on the tip of her tongue if he only gives her the go-ahead.
Instead he shrugs and points out that he’s got to keep focus or he might lose to Rozanov in the scoring race (fucking Rozanov!), and that’s the end of it
It’s one more difference. One more thing she can’t help but worry about. David makes her so happy. Who will do that for Shane?
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One, two, three, four (Tell Me that You Love Me More) by TroubleIWant
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Jan 2026
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Ilya and Shane engage in a bloodthirsty, high stakes competition after meeting Shane's parents.
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“You did not fall in love first,” Shane says instantly.
“I did!” Ilya insists, sitting up out of reach of any reprisal, and clarifies with full derision: “I said, I love you, and you said, holy shit.”
“Yeah, okay. You loved me first by like two seconds,” Shane scoffs, fondly.
“Hm, is longer than that,” Ilya says. His heartbeat has sped up, but he knows he can admit it now. Even if it means handing Shane the vulnerable beating heart of him, saying this. He maintains the world’s most casual tone, because he knows it will piss Shane off. “I already told you, before the cottage.”
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Shane forgets to bring condoms to a hookup with Ilya, and proceeds to make some questionable choices about that. Probably he'll feel great about it in the morning, right?
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“Don’t do that,” Shane sighs. “It’s cold out, and late. And someone’s probably going to recognize you. Fuck, it’s just…” He scrunches his face, trying not to vent exactly how upset this is making him. Trying not to imagine an alluring and easy solution.
“Okay. Well,” Ilya says, and for once he sounds a bit uncertain of himself. “Do you want me to go get them, or do we do other stuff?”
Shane flops back on the crummy hotel mattress and throws an arm across his eyes. He doesn’t want to look at Ilya, and maybe it will obscure the needy expression he’s definitely making. “Let’s just do it, anyways,” he mumbles.
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Oblivious pining idiots in love, plus Thanksgiving found-family feels
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In the moment he thinks of it, Stiles’ Thanksgiving plan seems delightfully simple. Cora’s taking advantage of cheap international flights over the holiday to visit her old pack in Mexico, so Derek will be alone. That kind of sucks, so somebody should invite him to their place for dinner. The Stilinski-McCall joint proceedings are always a blast, so Derek should come to Thanksgiving with them. Bam! Perfect! Easy!
It winds up being anything but simple.
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About Summer by chaentics for inkingbrushes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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In 2008, Shane Hollander lost to Ilya Rozanov. Fresh-faced, hungry. Like he’d been living off victory points that were scraps compared to the real thing, compared to beating Rozanov, the first man in the world to make him feel second-best. Back then, he’d thought that was the only thing he felt, too. That the electric pulse jostling between them in the gym some time later was a trick of the mind. It was like seeing sky above for the first time. See you at the draft. Life in that paper body.
or: Ilya comes back. This is the crux of it.
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19 Mar 2026
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“Sometimes, I wish he was a worse person,” Ilya admits one night, while he and Yuna are doing the dishes. Shane and Ilya had come over for chicken parmesan, and it had been a lovely dinner, right up until David, clearing the plates, mentioned that he had met a guy at the store the other day who was a big fan of Shane’s, had a kid who idolized him.
David asked if Shane could sign a piece of merchandise for him, maybe record a video. Shane said yes, because he had a rule, about doing things for child fans. Now, Shane was off shooting a video while Ilya did the dishes, and Ilya already knew the way it would require Shane to drag his public face up from the depths of his stomach, the work it would take him to shed it afterwards, the way it would taint this evening.
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- Part 15 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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19 Mar 2026
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"Stop asking me if it's okay. If I want it. You're always, like—whatever. I'm not one of your fucking girls, okay? If I don't like it, I'll stop you. I can make you stop."
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19 Mar 2026
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If Shane had had a good, close friend, a confidante, somebody he could talk to about whatever was happening between him and Ilya Rozanov, and that good close friend got it in their head that maybe Shane liked Ilya, had feelings for him, one of the first things Shane would say to refute it would be: but he smokes.
Shane, Ilya, cigarettes - a love triangle for the ages.
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- Part 6 of perfect from now on
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16 Mar 2026
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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13 Mar 2026