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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    Bang Chan officially despises the word problem. He’s too busy being a successful songwriter, and responsible Stray Kids’ leader to have problems, especially love-life-related ones. Minor inconveniences? Sure, bring them on, he’s more than ready to find a perfect solution with a studied bright smile glued to his features.
    Unfortunately, there’s this one specific situation that stubbornly stuck to his mind and the solace is nowhere to be found. This beautiful, fascinating, fairy-like situation earned the way to be called a proper problem.
    It even has a name.
    These times it’s called Felix.

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    25 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 28

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    Chan still gets laser hair removal even though he doesn't have to—could shave or wax or whatever. But he's gotten used to the feel of it. (Likes the feel of it.) It does mean on their day off he's laying in his dorm room, relaxing on his bed, instead of in the gym.

    There's another reason he likes it though—it makes Felix's hands on him feel like lightning on his skin.

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    22 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Chan steals Felix.

    (A Hades and Persephone AU.)

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    22 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    she was ashamed at first of how much felix's scent turned her on, but as time went by and her secret feelings deepened, she felt less shame and more sadness. felix was like sunlight, bright and warm and necessary and chan couldn't covet her.

    until now.

    (alpha chan's guilty jerkoff fantasy about omega felix)

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    21 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    it was weird and fucked up and felix honestly tried not to give in to the urge, but she often found herself squeezing her thighs together when she buried her face in chris's clothes. tensing and releasing, sometimes almost overwhelming herself with the scent and sensation. but at least she usually didn't straight up touch herself.

    usually.

    (omega felix's guilty jerkoff fantasy about her pack alpha.)

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    1/1
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    21 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 38

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    Felix comes back from a fashion show eager to spend some intimate alone time with his boyfriend, Chan, but things keep seeming to get in the way. Will they ever get some time to themselves?

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    21 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 80

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    Chan knows very well how Felix feels about living together. He knows Felix thinks they’ll be living in sin, as if having gay sex isn’t already bad enough.

    “It’s not really sex,” Felix has defended over the years, “I only let you put it in my ass.” In his ass, as opposed to his tight, wet pussy that Chan has been lusting over for years now.

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    19 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 10

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    The music pulsed through his veins, and he felt invincible. As he moved, flexing his muscles and letting the sweat and water glisten on his skin, he could almost feel Chan's gaze from the side of the stage, a silent promise of what was to come.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Felix was never going to be an alpha, not to Chan, and his opinion has always been the only one that really mattered to Felix. It’s just that Felix was too busy caught up playing alpha, playing little brother, to admit it to himself.

    If Felix isn’t an alpha to Chan, is he an alpha at all?

    Of course it's Chan who helps Felix find himself.

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    18 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 44

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    Chan loses his way back to his kingdom and seeks shelter with a forest nymph who is nothing short of enchanting.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    He wants Felix in ways that he shouldn’t and he’s known this for so many years but the weight of it crashes into him sudden and splintering.

    For so long, if he didn’t think about it, then it wasn’t real. He could look at Felix’s pretty lips and small hands and big eyes and he could pretend it didn’t mean what it does.

    But it does, and he knows that, and bile burns the back of his throat as he forces himself to sit up before he can puke on the floor.

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    17 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 42

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    There's close and then there's plastered to his back as he pours a glass of water, nuzzling his neck as he drinks. They've both had kids crawling on them all day, clinging to their clothes and clamoring for attention. Even Felix has had his fill of physical affection. Chris must feel the same - sore in new places, worn to the bone - but he's had at least one hand on him since they left the studio.

    "Chris," he says, setting down the glass, "what's going on?"

    "Sorry," Chris says, starting to pull away. But Felix rests a hand over his to keep them where they are.

    "It's okay," he says. It is. With Chris, it's always okay. "Tell me."

    Chris steps in again, solid against Felix's back, anchored around his waist. His face tucks into the space just behind his ear. Felix can hear him swallow. "You smell like them."

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    16 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 40

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    Despite his best attempts, Chan fell for the one person who he’s convinced he can’t have and would never love him back and the guilt is eating him alive. Unfortunately for him, Felix notices him pulling away and has a few things to say about it.

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    15 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 36

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    Felix comes back from New York with a cat-themed surprise for Chan.

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    15 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 56

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    "Felix debated with himself for less than thirty seconds before he came to the conclusion that he was too fucking horny to ignore the throbbing of his clit and wait until they got home after dinner. Besides, just because Chan was driving didn’t mean this Porsche wasn’t Felix’s car. If the omega wanted to touch himself in his car then he would. Felix figured just a quick and mildly fulfilling orgasm would satisfy him enough until they got home. His husband was so focused on driving that he wouldn’t notice anything if Felix kept quiet."

    Getting pampered like a spoiled princess for his birthday wasn't going to stop Felix from being an absolute brat.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    “You can’t freak out. Seriously.”

    “I promise,” Chan’s heart clenches at Felix’s distress.

    Felix swallows, and Chan watches as he reaches to pull off his hoodie, taking off the shirt below it too.

    And there, where Felix’s chest should be flat-

    “What the fuck?”

    Chan blinks harshly, trying to see if his eyes are playing tricks.

    And still, instead of his flat chest, are boobs.

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    13 Mar 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 71

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    Felix whimpered, grinding his hips down harder. “Wan’ it, Channie, want it so bad-”

    Chan lifted Felix up a bit, away from his cock. “Felix, baby, I thought we agreed to wait for marriage-”

    “But Chan,” Felix whined. He fixed Chan with his best pout, letting his eyes fill with pretty tears.

    “It won’t count if I let you put it in my ass, right?”

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    8,176

    12 Mar 2026

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    Felix thinks he can get this part right, he just needs some time and practice, a little bit of support from his boyfriend instead of this critical pressure. If they asked him to record the part the way he’d practiced it originally, he would have killed it. He sang it a million times just because he knew it was on the far end of his range. The worst part of this is that Chan sounds exasperated with him for not getting it, like he’s difficult to work with, a burden.

    It’s Chan’s job to produce, to criticize, to make every song the best it can be, but the way he spoke about him when he thought Felix wasn’t listening was so different.

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    12 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 26

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    Sometimes, all Chan needs is for Felix to convince him that he's allowed to have dark desires.

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    Comments:
    10
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    5,486

    12 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 37

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    The first few hours of Chan's birthday are interrupted with a phone call that Chan hadn't anticipated, but wouldn't trade for the world. Especially when it comes with complementary pictures.

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    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    253
    Bookmarks:
    37
    Hits:
    2,154

    12 Mar 2026

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