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    It’s stupid that he doesn’t even feel stupid like this – on his knees, in nothing but his underwear, tear-streaked face pressed into the hand of the coolest guy he’s ever seen. A month ago, he couldn’t have taken this. Two months ago, he couldn’t have even set foot in that bar. Now he’s kneeling on Sand’s carpet and clutching his hand like he’s about to be swallowed whole by a real pit instead of just the one inside him, and he doesn’t even care what he looks like.

    Seventy-two days into sobriety, Ray is still learning how to make better choices.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    After living the dream of running his very own clinic, dentist Jeng had to admit defeat and is now restarting his life in a new place. Back to Bangkok and now working in a hospital instead, he begins to pick up the pieces. What he hasn't expected while accepting his new position is running into his first love from university days: acclaimed gastroenterologist Karn, who is well on his way to become head of department with his precise, but cold work ethics that are no secret in the hospital halls. It's a drastic difference to the young, ambitious and rather shy man Jeng fell in love with during their first year of medical school. And soon enough with all the repressed memories pushing their way back into Jeng's mind after years of no contact and many questions left unanswered, he's unable to resist finding out what made Karn change so much, what made him fall out of love. Jeng is sure of one thing: There's nothing to salvage. Karn is making sure to signalize it with his cold and unfazed behavior. What was once, over a decade ago, can't be saved, right?

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    02 Apr 2026

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    When Ray came into his life, suddenly music was no longer music, moonshine was no longer moonshine, cigarettes were no longer cigarettes, and parking lot concerts were no longer parking lot concerts. Everything was Ray. Ray was music, and music was Ray and moonshine was Ray and cigarettes were the first time they kissed, and weed was the first time Ray broke his heart, and parking lot concerts were theirs.
    And then it happened, Ray left, and all the things were still him, but he was no longer there.

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    02 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    The time Ray had with Sand had been the best time of his life. The truth was that he had never had as much fun as he did in those months when Sand was part of his routine. He never slept as well as he did in Sand's cramped, messy house. He never felt his heart literally bleed with passion like it did when Sand looked at him in the vinyl stores while they shared a retro headphone and listened to music from the 80s. That kind of thing only happened once in a lifetime and Ray knew it. That was the kind of passion you’d tell your children about to comfort them when their hearts were broken for the first time.
    ‘Dad knows how it is,’ he would say to his kids in the future. ‘I also lost the… Love of my life.’

    Ray's stomach flipped.

    The love of my life!?

    And, as if the pain that realization caused throughout his body wasn't enough, the Universe decided to charge all of Ray's karma at that moment when it made Sand kiss a guy right in front of Ray.

    Damn, he was going to throw up.

    Or also: Ray's well-deserved chasing arc.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Want to code in ao3?

    Heres how!

    This work will teach you how to code on ao3 from simple to more advanced techniques.

    Some code featured in this work is credited to their respected authors, so be sure to check them out as well!

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    01 Apr 2026