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Ilya Rozanov has one very specific request and Shane Hollander has one very specific panic response. Over the years, a running joke turns into a kink and the line between “absolutely not” and “okay, fine” gets rewritten.
Or, Ilya wants Shane to sit on his face.
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23 Mar 2026
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“I always feel so safe with you,” Shane pants into the pillow as Ilya fucks into him. Shane flat on his belly on the bed, Ilya plastered on top of him like the world’s heaviest weighted blanket, their skin pressed together all the way from their knees to the nape of Shane’s neck. “So safe, so safe, I’m—oh, fuck, Ilya—“
By all measures, Ilya should be touched by this comment, if not wildly turned on. Instead, he finds he has to squeeze his eyes shut for a brief moment, hips stilling, to focus on thinking sexy thoughts so his cock doesn’t go soft.
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Ilya has some issues with the notion of safety, especially as it applies to him.
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- Part 17 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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23 Mar 2026
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“And you did something boring, probably?”
Shane felt it again, that tug at the corner of his mouth. He bit on the inside of his cheek to suppress it. “Did a lot of puzzles with my dad,” he said.
“Ah, I am psychic,” Ilya said. Then he winked, which felt delicious, extravagant. Shane wanted so badly to lean in and kiss him he was sure it showed in his eyes.
“I thought you did that silent retreat thing,” Hayden said, frowning.
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shane and ilya find each other in the crowd, and after. and the morning after that, too.
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07 Mar 2026
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After the MLH awards, Shane can't bring himself to leave Ilya's penthouse. In the messy hours of the night there's shame, and anger. Dangerous desire for things that can never be.
Shane can't help but stay. Ilya can’t help but ask him not to leave. In the early morning sunlight they make space for the impossible things.
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03 Mar 2026
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They’d considered it—Shane being gay. It’d been an option. But Ilya Rozanov and the way Shane looks at him like he’s the love of his life has blindsided them. Blindsided both of them, and there’s almost nothing Yuna likes less than being blindsided.
She’s not mad, David wants to say. We’re so proud of you. We’re so happy for you. We just didn’t know.
Somehow we missed it, you falling in love.
or, what David Hollander and Ilya Rozanov talk about while Shane and Yuna are outside in episode six.
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28 Feb 2026