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    “Then I’d suggest an alpha assist,” Shah had told him, handing across some pamphlet with a company logo on, “It’s the safest option.”

    She’d said it like it was commonplace, normal. Maybe it was, for other people.

    “Can’t I just... wait it out, like I normally do?”

    Shah had sighed at that, her cool, medical professionalism being tested by the limits of Shane’s stubbornness. “You train, right? You do macrobiotic with high protein? This is the same thing – keeping your body in peak physical condition.”

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    Shane has been sitting out his heats alone for years, denying himself. Then the Metros medic suggests an alpha to assist him...

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    09 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander has spent years building a quiet, careful life for himself and his daughter. No dating, no risks, no alphas.

    Just work, parenting, and keeping Yuki safe in a world that has not always been kind to omegas. Everything changes the moment Yuki slips away from him at a crowded public event and is found in the arms of star hockey player Ilya Rozanov, who handles her with a gentleness that leaves Shane unexpectedly unsteady.

    What should have been a brief, awkward encounter becomes something far more complicated. Yuki adores Ilya on sight. Ilya keeps showing up, offering small kindnesses, sending messages that turn into late-night conversations, and slipping into Shane’s life with a warmth that feels dangerously easy. Shane, who promised himself he would never relay on an alpha, finds himself drawn to the one man he should not want.

    Neither of them understands why their connection feels so instinctive or why being together feels like stepping into a life they have somehow already lived. As their bond deepens and Yuki pulls them closer with fearless certainty, one truth becomes impossible to ignore: some families form themselves long before you realize you are part of one.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Nothing feels right or good. Not the weight of his pads or the glide of his skates over fresh ice. Not the crispness of the rink air or the roar of a sold out Montreal crowd. Not his teammates’ triumphant shouts when he sinks a goal or cool water in his throat after a hard workout or well wishing texts from his parents before every game. It’s all just… faded.

    Grey.

    Empty.

    Shane doesn’t know how to bring color back into his life. Not when he leeched it out himself with every step he took away from the only person who has ever truly, honestly seen him.

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    After Shane walks away, his life falls apart one piece at a time.

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    03 Apr 2026

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    After the most traumatizing experience a young Omega could survive, Shane Hollander is left with the conviction of being entirely broken, and the perpetual fear of Alphas. All except for one.
    Ilya Rozanov, for all of his brash cockyness and fuckboy reputation, has never been perceived as a threat from Shane. He's the one Shane instinctively seeks refuge right after what happens to him. And he's still the one he comes back to every time he needs stability.
    Years passes, and their rivalry becomes a friendship so deep none of them could think of his life without the other anymore. It would be so easy to give in and cross that thin border between them, finally acknowledging their mutual attraction. But Shane still think of himself as something less because of what they did to him: why Ilya would want to bond with a broken Omega, when such an amazing Alpha could have anyone he wants? And Ilya is so caught up in his supportive friend role, that the mere idea of overstepping and risking to scare away Shane, it's unbearable for him.
    It needs for them five years, a pup yearning from Shane, and a bold offer from Ilya, to finally cross that border.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    20 Mar 2026