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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    But no, Raph was running home as fast as he could, leaping across alleyways and flipping over anything in his path. There were about a million thoughts running through his head, and he needed some alone time in his room if he even wanted to start picking apart what the hell happened last night.

     

    or, raph and casey become friends with benefits, no strings attached. too bad raph has feelings for his best friend.

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    15 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 43

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    After a devastating defeat by the Shredder during the Kraang invasion, Leonardo is captured and subjected to the dark machinations of the witch Kitsune. Bewitched and scarred, Leonardo is made to believe that the Hamato Clan is the architect of his suffering, convinced they are responsible for years of psychological and physical abuse. When Raphael, Donatello, and Michelangelo return to New York, they are horrified to find their presumed-dead brother now a vengeful and far more powerful adversary as the chunin of the Foot Clan.

    Or the City Fall arc from the IDW comics adapted in the 2012 cartoon iteration.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    TO READ

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    Rape is a strong word and something that did not happen to Leonardo. He doesn't think he could handle it if he let himself use that word. Something unfixable in him would shatter. Any other word would work. Just not rape.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    1- feel this deep, written beautifully.

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    “Raphael,” she said gently. “I know it’s difficult for you to use the past tense-”

     

    “It’s not difficult, it’s just wrong,” Raph growled. He couldn’t look at her. This was the thing. The thing that made everyone look at him with pity. Like he was defective or broken. Like he was some stupid idiot who couldn’t get with the program.

     

    But it was everyone else who was wrong. Raph was the only one who was living in reality.

     

    “Leo. Isn’t. Dead.”
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    It's been two years since Leo's disappearance. The city has erected a monument in Bryant Park to honor and mourn New York's bravest young hero.

    While Leo's statue sits in the park, Raph sits in therapy. Everyone believes Raph is too traumatized, too wounded to process the loss of his brother.

    But there's something Raph can't explain, something only he can feel, something everybody wants him to ignore. It whispers softly somewhere in the deepest corners of his mind: he's still here.

    Raph listens.

    [non-canon compliant with Tales of the TMNT. Written pre-release of Tales]

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    05 Feb 2026

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    21 chapters. goated fic.

  5. Public Bookmark 31

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    "Raph, I need-ja to train the new guy," Raph's manager, Brinlee, tapped him on the shoulder. "Casey! Raph here'll teach ya."

    "Beats sitting around doing nothing." Raph mumbled, turning around to see Casey-

    who was possibly the most breath-taking boy he'd ever seen. Raph felt his heart skip a beat in his chest.

    He was beautiful.

    TLDR: Casey Jones has moved to New York and somehow end ups at Raph's school and job, which throws just a small wrench in Raph's life, because he's the most beautiful boy Raph has ever seen. And Raph didn't even know he liked boys- he's never had a crush at all.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    8!